by Alfred Wurr
Phantom Frost
A Novel
Alfred Wurr
A Wurreal Games Book
Welcome
Welcome and thanks very much for your purchase of Phantom Frost. Phantom Frost is a first-in-series novel written in Canadian English and professionally edited using the Canadian Oxford Dictionary and Editing Canadian English as primary resources. I really hope you enjoy reading it.
I’ve greatly enjoyed writing it and reliving the ’80s when doing research to confirm my memories of the time. Some locations or businesses I’ve written about are entirely fictional, for purposes of the story. Those that are not fictional are, of course, used in a fictitious manner.
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For my wife, Lorelei, and my parents, Bev and Alfred, Sr.
Chapter 1
Lunar Crater
No matter how cool you are, everyone melts, eventually. Those words echoed through my head as I raced across the desert floor, heading northeast toward Lunar Crater, under the Nevada sun. Where I had heard them before, I couldn’t recall. My memory wasn’t what it used to be, but I would hear those words spoken to me in my dreams sometimes, stepping out of the inky black fog of my damaged memory. I think someone close to me had said them ages ago. They were strange words since the only person I knew of for whom melting was a concern was me. Regardless, seldom before was that fate as likely to occur for someone—that being me—as it was today.
I’d been gulping dry air and daydreaming of cold cans of soda pop, muttering product slogans to myself to keep my spirits up for several miles now. Steam rose from my icy shoulders, trailing me in wisps, disappearing into the dry desert air a few feet back. My cold feet left wet footprints on the sandy ground that soon evaporated into nothingness. I kicked a loose rock, stumbled, but caught myself before falling.
Without more moisture, I’ll soon be eating dust, I thought. Just a hot mess for the agents to find. Scratch that—my corpse won’t be around long enough. I’ll melt away, leaving only a trail of faint roundish footprints leading nowhere. They’ll think I flew away, picked up by Soviet agents in a helicopter. I’d love to see Dixon’s face, thinking the Reds got me.
Nineteen hours earlier, I’d escaped a prison—the labs of a top-secret research facility called the Bodhi Institute. For about a decade, I’d been an unwilling participant in more experiments than I care to remember. I’d slipped out a side door in the middle of the night with a small cache of supplies provided by my best friend, Scott. It was easier than expected, but I guess I didn’t seem suicidal to the Bodhi Group watchmen. The weak part of me wished I were back there: trapped but cool, a glass of ice water in hand, watching TV, reading a book, or taking a nap. But my nightmares made that impossible. I’d ignored them for months, while they haunted only my sleep. But when they’d invaded my waking hours, I had to go. I had to find answers. I had to find the ancient chamber that stood at their epicentre and that some instinct told me lay ahead of me, in the desert waste.
I didn’t know who I was or where I came from. Not really; not fully. Sure, I remembered most of the years of my detention with crystal clarity. I knew what I was: an organism of snow and ice, unique in all the world. A snowman, they called me; cold hands with a warm heart. I knew what I was capable of; even with no legs, my feet run like the wind and allow me to jump as high as I am tall. I can do other things—things that frighten and astonish people, people like those chasing me. So much so, they’d locked me up and studied me like a lab rat for the past decade. I remembered all that, but little to nothing further into my past than my capture and imprisonment. And I remembered my name, Shivurr, but it was a name, an identity, that lacked history or context, which was both freeing and frustrating.
I had bigger problems than amnesia, though. I’d messed up, big time—pushed too hard through the night instead of seeking shelter to wait out the heat of the day. When the sun rose in all its deadly glory, I gawked at its dangerous beauty like a Grand Canyon tourist instead of running for cover. Ten years stuck underground made me a sucker for a pleasant view and fresh air, I guess. By the time the view got old, only the open, unshaded desert encircled me. I had no choice but to keep on toward the crater. Hopefully I’d find shade there or water trapped near the bottom.
Right, I thought, and there’ll be a 7-Eleven selling Slurpees, too.
I studied the red-and-white logo on the small glass bottle in my hand. A mouthful of dark sugary liquid sloshed around the bottom. Black gold. I drank the last swallow and scowled. Warm and sticky, the sugar crept to my extremities. My mind cleared as my body cooled. My frosty shell constricted, insulating my innards against the heat, delaying my inevitable demise for a while longer.
But for how long? I wondered.
Scott had once said, during one of our many conversations, “Life is just a car accident in progress. We twist and turn the wheel, following different paths—some hit the accelerator, some brake, some steer into others—but no one avoids that final fatal collision.”
Looks like I hit a patch of black ice, Scott, but I’m not ready to stop twisting the wheel.
I’m only a kid when it comes to my memories; a frost child a mere decade old, too young to die. That thought and the soda pop renewed my resolve to fight against that final misfortune to the end, even against the scorching sun and scalding earth. Calamity or not, I had to believe that sometimes, for the lucky, enough joy and achievement occurs while the tragedy plays out to make the struggle worthwhile.
I’m already here, I might as well make the best of it, right?
I’d mapped out my journey before setting out using maps Scott had procured for me. Lunar Crater lay along that path, a short distance ahead. At my current speed, I would make it within an hour, so I raced on. I pushed my discomfort aside by focusing on the scenery and sounds of the desert insects and wind. I reeled back as a roadrunner burst from cover ahead of me, shot straight ahead, and veered off to my right. Its mottled black-and-brown feathers blended with the terrain before it disappeared as if it had never been there.
A sharp sensation—like I’d been stabbed with a two-pronged fork—rushed along my nervous system from my right foot to my brain. I snarled and looked down. A rattlesnake, snow dribbling from its mouth, glared at me and recoiled. I took several steps back, sat and rubbed my foot, keeping a watchful eye as it slithered into the desert underbrush and vanished from view. If not for the few drops of liquid left in its wake and my burning foot, I’d have thought I’d imagined it. I scrutinized the spot where I’d last seen it for a while after its rattle disappeared, then crawled over to rest a minute in the meagre shadow of a nearby bush. I lay there panting, feeling the venom course through my body.
My face felt sweaty and hot, and I sucked in quick, shallow breaths like I’d done the hundred-yard dash. This was my first rattlesnake bite. At least that I remember, I thought. Is this how I go out? Bitten by a freaking rattlesnake? There’s something I hadn’t thought to worry about while planning my escape. I guess I was too focused on the sun and heat.
“Remember,” Scott said as I left the Institute, “the sun doesn’t hate you, but it’ll kill you anyway. Take this hat, it’ll protect your head. I know you’re excited, man, but you don’t know what it’s like out there.”
“Don’t worry,” I said. “I’m tougher than I look.”
“Shivurr, my body’s seventy percent water. Its normal temperature is ninety-eight Fahrenheit; that’s about thirty-se
ven Celsius. I’ve seen your files. Your body’s water content is much higher, and your core body temperature is way below zero. You might as well be walking on Mars out there. If you didn’t regenerate like you do, it’d be a suicide mission. It might be anyway.”
“I should be all right as long as I’ve got enough water.”
“Yeah, I saw the files,” Scott said. “They’re still losing their shit over it.”
“I told you. It’s the Underfrost. I still can’t believe you can’t see it. It’s everywhere.”
Based on the files Scott hacked into, all that water mixes with crystalline particles composed of elements not found on the periodic table. By interacting, they form my lifeblood, internal structures and snowy form. These grains of elemental sand interact with each other at the quantum level. They arrange, rearrange, and alter themselves in a process that can only operate at sub-zero temperatures. The colder the better. In so doing, they cool and alter and shape the water into—well, into me. Like warm bloods, I sleep, but I can go a long time without it. I eat and drink too, to replenish lost elements and fluids.
Most warm bloods I’ve met think I’m magic. I get it, sort of; they’ve never seen anything like me. Then again, we’re a lot alike: machines that operate by chemical processes. They’re flesh and blood composed of cells and bacteria, grown out of a chemical reaction. I’m crystals and ice, but we’re both thinking, breathing, living organisms. Either one is miraculous to me.
I rubbed my throbbing foot a final time as the sting faded, then clambered back to my feet and limped onward. I guess I’m immune. Well, that’s something. I wobbled as a wave of nausea rolled through me. Okay, maybe not completely immune.
Aside from melting to death, I had other reasons to avoid sunshine; it’s a lot harder to go unseen. Bodhi Group agents would soon be on my trail, if they weren’t already. I also couldn’t afford to be seen by anyone, as they’d no doubt report it—I am quite memorable, I’m told—giving my pursuers a trail to follow. Buying water at a gas station was not an option, even if one could be found in the middle of the Great Basin Desert and I had money to pay for it.
Delirious from snake venom, the sun, or the heat, I saw another vision of my destination flash through my mind’s eye: a large cavern, steeped in darkness, decorated with statues encircling a Greek- or Roman-style temple-like structure, opposite a dais, inscribed with esoteric symbols, over which sat a floating globe of bright white light. I felt confident I’d been captured there but didn’t know why I was having nightmares and now waking visions about it or feeling an increasing sense of peril associated with it.
The Bodhi Group had messed up my long-term memories to the point that I could recall little about my life before I came to the Institute. What remained were just disconnected fragments, without context. I could not remember who I was, what my origins were, or how I was able to do many of the things that I could do. Some of what I knew about myself had been told to me by my captors. They’d acquired extensive knowledge of my physiology during my time at the Institute, as they studied me and my abilities. What they’d told me seemed to be true for the most part. Then again, the best falsehoods have a lot of truth in them in my more recent experience. Even if they hadn’t lied about anything, they might simply have been wrong.
As I staggered toward the crater from the southwest, I spotted a light blue Volkswagen Bus atop a hill in the distance. Scanning for people, I drew closer, intersecting with a dirt track, which I followed to the van at the top. The vehicle sat by the crater’s edge, a short distance from the gravel path. The windows were down, and its fold-out awning extended toward the crater. Two tents were pitched nearby.
No one was visible in the vicinity, but it seemed a sure bet someone couldn’t be far off—probably in the tents. I tiptoed closer to look for something to drink. Shuffling from bush to bush—a trail of steam in my wake—I made my way up to the side of the vehicle, keeping it between me and the vast crater on the other side. I stood still next to the van, held my breath, and listened. The sounds of laughter and playful shouts emanated from deep within the maar.
Chancing a look, I could see a group of people, their backs to me, as they walked a meandering path down to the crater’s floor. They were too far away to make out faces or ages, but one rode another piggyback, while the other two walked hand in hand a short distance away.
Tourists or locals out for a hike to enjoy the scenery, I guessed.
The coast clear, I crept around the vehicle, skulking forward in a low hunch. Seeing no one on the other side, I took shelter under the shade of the van’s awning, where I spotted a red cooler with a white lid, set between two lawn chairs. With a glance toward the crater to confirm the hikers weren’t looking, I opened the lid and gasped.
Within lay a treasure trove of soda pop, kept cool by large bags of clear ice. I ripped one open and shovelled ice cubes down my throat, smiling like a kid in a marshmallow-eating contest. My trembling hands grabbed one of the cans of pop and cracked it wide. Salivating at the hiss of escaping carbonation, I threw my head back and dumped it all in, moaning. Watery, life-preserving coolness swept through me like quicksilver. Sighing, I took in the view with liquescent eyes and belched the first few letters of the alphabet, holding in a laugh.
“Hey, guys,” said a voice from inside the van. “Back already?”
Footsteps and the rustling of fabric followed as a young man appeared in the van’s open doorway. He looked about sixteen years old. He had a long face, with thin lips stretched over a slight overbite. Dirty-blond hair, too long in the back, as if he aspired to one day tie it into a ponytail, fell a little past his shoulders. A faded black AC/DC T-shirt shielded his gaunt torso from the wind. Either it had shrunk from too many cycles in a clothes dryer or he’d bought it second-hand from a shorter person, judging by how it failed to make the distance to his garish board shorts, exposing a fuzzy, pale white abdomen beneath its bottom fringe. The smell of marijuana hung in a cloud about him.
With no time to do anything else, I froze in place, head back, eyes to the sky, with a can of soda held upended in my hand above my gaping mouth. A single drop of dark cola dropped from the can’s aluminum rim, even as the barefoot teen straightened to his full five feet seven inches and walked over.
“What the hell?” he asked, his voice trailing to a whisper as he studied my lightly steaming, frosty form. He glanced to his left in the direction of the crater, then back to me, blinking eyes still bleary with sleep. I still didn’t move an inch as he rubbed his eyes and took two steps to stand before me. The corners of his mouth lifted, making his faint moustache curl like a caterpillar, revealing the slightly yellowed teeth of a smoker.
“Good one, dudes,” he muttered, reaching a hand slowly toward me. His pointed fingers stopped an inch from me, as if he imagined touching me would make me disappear or pop like a balloon. Then, as if deciding, he completed the motion, poking me in the chest. The tips of his fingers left slight impressions before they faded away as he pulled back his hand. “Still ice-cold,” he said, licking his fingers. I stifled the urge to gag.
He turned away and called to his friends. “Nice one, dudes,” he shouted, flapping his arms. “You got me. Come on back.” They were now almost a quarter mile away, nearing the bottom of the crater, hundreds of feet below. They looked back and waved in return before continuing their hike.
Save your breath, kid, they’re too far away to hear, I thought.
Apparently drawing the same conclusion, he turned back to me and extended his hand once more.
“At least buy me a drink first, Slim,” I said, grabbing his outstretched hand before he could touch me again.
He snatched his hand away like it burned, stumbling backward and knocking over a lawn chair. He continued to backpedal, hands raised high. His face contorted and his eyes widened before he turned and fled into the crater at a full sprint. Dust kicked up behind him as he ran, sneakers pounding the earth, arms pumping. “Holy shit, holy shit, holy shit,”
he shouted.
I tore the cooler lid off and tossed it to the side. It clunked against the ground. I stacked soda cans like firewood in the crook of my arm, then ran for it, arms full. The one I tucked under my chin fell, and I stopped to go back as footsteps thumped my way. “Hey, wait,” the kid said as he returned.
Leave it, I thought, doing a one-eighty.
A half mile later, I looked back, but the kid hadn’t followed. I slipped off the small backpack Scott had given me for the trip and secured my stolen booty.
Great, just freaking great, I thought. I should have kept my mouth shut and waited for a chance to slip away when he wasn’t looking. At least then, I reasoned, there would have been a chance that he would have explained away my appearance as an elaborate prank, that being the most plausible explanation. Now he had seen me move and heard me speak. He’d tell his friends; word of my appearance might get back to the Bodhi Group. Well, I told myself, maybe they won’t believe him, or they’ll consider it a marijuana-induced hallucination.
Whatever happened now, it was time for me to go. If I guessed right, the hikers wouldn’t make it back up the crater for a half hour or more. Adding time for the kid to get to them, I’d have an hour’s head start or so, and that was assuming they believed his story and came back right away. I skirted the perimeter of the crater, keeping an eye out for any other people, but I saw none. Isolated and hostile to life, the region was visited only by geologists and tourists with any regularity. Tourists kept to the roads, but geologists did not, so I still needed to be careful. At least that’s what Scott had told me during our preparations.
Fifteen minutes later I left the crater behind and turned northeast. I strode over miles of rocky terrain, covered with sagebrush, grass, and wildflowers that somehow survived the dry heat. The rugged landscape consisted of a lot of low hills and shallow valleys formed out of volcanic maars and cinder cones left behind by ancient conflagrations. I trudged up and down them for a while before the peaks and dales gave way to flatter, sandier terrain with far less foliage.
