With a heavy sigh, she sank lower into the water. In all likelihood she could not repair it. Dominic would find another wife and she would go back to her solitary existence at Tyneridge.
Winnie ambled over with a ceramic jug. “Shall I wash ye hair, milady?”
“Aye, pray do.”
Lucy was still chilled, in spite of the warmth of the bath. She frowned to herself. Exactly when was it that she had become such a foolish woman? Nearly freezing to death and accusing the most honorable man she’d ever known of wicked behavior. But if she thought on it, she had always been foolish, allowing what other people thought of her to rob her of a life. Since coming to Thornewall, she’d danced and skated and feasted. And she’d enjoyed it. Her time in solitude seemed pale compared to her time at Thornewall.
Winnie poured the water through her hair and scrubbed at her scalp before massaging in a hair tonic. Lucy glanced up at the maid who, aside from her tuts, had been unusually quiet. Had Dominic told her of the reason behind her escapade? In offending Dominic, she had probably offended Winnie too.
“I have been a fool, Winnie.”
“Aye, ye have, milady.”
“Winnie!” She hadn’t expected quite such candor.
The maid’s plump cheeks reddened. “Well, ye said it, milady. But ‘tis no matter, ye have come to yer senses now, have ye not?”
“Aye, I have. But ‘tis too late.” Lucy gripped at the maid’s arm. “Winnie, you know Dominic better than anyone, have I caused too much hurt? Will he ever find it in his heart to forgive me?”
Winnie gave her a kindly smile. “Ye’ve wounded the lord, but not grievously.”
“So there is hope? But how will I prove to him how much he means to me?” She slumped back into the water. “‘Tis no use. I think it a hopeless case.”
“Ye’re a daft lass, but ye’re canny. Ye’ll think of something, I have no doubt. A few sweet words from yer lips and I’m sure he’ll forgive ye. He may act like a wounded bear but he will not hold out long.”
“Och, would that I could be as hopeful. You did not see his face, Winnie. ‘Twas as if the life had been sucked from him.”
“Aye, because ye are his life now, milady. Any fool can see that.”
“Not I, apparently,” she murmured.
“Come now, let us get ye dressed. We’ll get ye looking bonny and the lord will surely fall at yer feet.”
Lucy released a faint smile as she stood and allowed Winnie to wrap a linen towel about her. If she could only be so optimistic.
~* * *~
Sitting on her bed, Lucy clenched her hands at her side. Just go. Just tell him, Lucy. Her unwilling legs remained rooted and she cursed aloud. The door swung open abruptly and she jumped, her motionless legs at long last deciding to work.
“Dominic!”
He gave her a tight smile as he shoved the door further open with his foot. Carrying in a tray with a steaming bowl and a goblet on, he set it on her bedside table and motioned for her to sit.
“I brought you some pottage and warm wine.” He looked at her cautiously as he fisted his hands at his side. “‘Twould not do for you to sicken. Your father would have my head,” he added hastily.
The only sickness was in her heart. He seemed so distant. How could she ever have thought she could fix this? Lucy offered him a tentative smile. “I thank you, Dominic.”
He stared at her for a moment before motioning impatiently to the food. “Well, eat up, lass.”
“Oh, aye, of course.” She picked up the goblet and took a generous sip of the wine. It flowed through her, warming her muscles and placating the nervous flutter in her stomach. She took another sip, draining it under Dominic’s watchful eye.
Picking up the bowl, she eyed him over the brim. “Are-are you going to watch me?”
He considered this, his hands curling and uncurling by his side. “Aye,” he told her perfunctorily. “I hold little trust that you will look after yourself. You are a foolish lass.”
“A foolish—?” She paused, catching her temper. She’d heard that phrase enough times today, even if the majority had been from herself. “Will you not sit? I cannot eat with you bearing down upon me.”
With a grunt, Dominic positioned himself on the chair in the corner, his arms folded defensively across his chest.
Inhaling the smell of meat and herbs, she paused before taking a mouthful as his gaze remained on her. With a humph, she twisted from him, focusing on the red tapestry that occupied the other side of the room.
A cough or a laugh erupted from Dominic, though Lucy couldn’t tell which without looking at him. Surely he did not find her amusing? She flicked a peek back at him. His eyes had a steely cast to them that she’d never seen before. Shoulders rigid, she finished off her pottage before placing it back on the tray with a resounding thud.
“There I have finished, are you satisfied?”
“Nay, Luce, I am far from satisfied.” His gaze prowled over her, heating her blood and causing the air to thicken.
“Then what…” Her voice cracked and she coughed. “Then what can I do to see you satisfied?”
Dominic chuckled and Lucy relished the sound. “Lord, Luce, you do not inspire a man to behave honorably.”
A resounding glimmer of hope alighted in her heart and she squared her shoulders, meeting his gaze with what she hoped was confidence. “Mayhap I have no wish to see you behave honorably.”
Moving to stand, she froze as he motioned for her to sit down.
“You may not wish it, lass, but I’ll not dishonor you a second time. And I’ll not make love to a woman that does not trust me.”
There it was, he had finally voiced his hurt. Thank God. But now she would have to figure out how to show him that she did truly trust him.
She came to her feet and edged towards him. “I do trust you, Dominic.”
He watched her warily and shook his head. “I know not. If you do not know my character after last night, then I think that mayhap you never will.”
“I do, I swear. You are kind and honest and loyal. You work hard for Thornewall yet you expect no thanks. You are infuriatingly confident. You are a generous lover…” Her cheeks flamed. “I know you, Dominic of Thornewall, just as you know me. I do trust you.”
He stood unexpectedly and rubbed at his jaw as he mulled over her words. Was it enough?
“Prove it.”
“What?” she breathed. “But...how?”
He considered her for a moment and her heart faltered as a wicked look came across his face, one that spoke of the promise of flesh against flesh. Heat gathered between her thighs.
Stalking toward her, Dominic dropped his head so he could view her from under his brow as a finger traced across the bodice of her gown. She shivered but it was definitely not from the cold. Lucy was sure she would shimmer and burst into flames at any moment.
His lips came to her ear and she could feel the heat of his cheek radiating towards her but he did not press his lips to her skin as she hoped.
“Remove your gown,” he whispered before stepping sharply back, leaving her wavering.
“Dominic?”
“Remove your gown.”
She gulped as she stared at him. Darting a glance at the windows, she nibbled at her bottom lip. “But it’s…” daytime. The words dried on her lips as she met his serious gaze. The teasing smile was all but gone and that tiny flicker of vulnerability was back. Could she reveal herself to him without the flattering glow of candlelight? Without the lust-induced haze?
Drawing up her shoulders, she nodded quickly, more to herself than him. She could do this. She would not lose Dominic to her demons. He wanted proof of her trust, and by God, she was going to give it to him.
With trembling hands, she tugged at the buttons on her cotte. There were many of them and they ran all the way down the front of the gown. She fumbled inelegantly with them but she forged on with determination. Each button popping open echoed in her ears as her heart pounded agai
nst her ribcage.
When she eventually reached the bottom, she straightened and slipped the gown from her shoulders. Her kirtle was easier and with a tug of her laces, she stepped free of it, leaving her in her thin chemise. Her nipples peaked as Dominic’s gaze roamed over her but his expression remained intent. Och, he would not be satisfied until she had bared herself completely to him.
Kicking off her slippers, she deftly peeled off her stockings. Only one more thing left. Licking at her lips, Lucy loosened the bow at the neck of her chemise and it slid off one shoulder. She clutched at the neck to prevent it from going all the way down and disappointment darkened Dominic’s eyes.
Closing her eyes, she flung away her hands and the linen rasped over her breasts and fell to the floor. Cool air flowed over her bare skin. She heard Dominic’s sharp intake of breath and she peeled open her eyes. It all came flooding back to her as he drank her in. This was how he had looked at her last night. There was no disgust or pity, just pure unadulterated lust...and mayhap even something more.
Her breasts trembled with each breath she took and her stomach coiled, but for the first time ever, she understood the power she held as a woman. It mattered not what any other man thought. Dominic desired her, and a swell of assurance pervaded through her.
“Sweet Lord, Luce,” he groaned and stumbled forward until she was in his arms.
Dominic’s clothing chafed against her as his hands grasped at her buttocks, and he urged her lips open beneath his. His tongue tasted anxiously at hers as he pressed his hardness against her sensitive flesh. She rocked into him, releasing a faint moan as a swell of tension gathered between her thighs.
She started plucking at his clothes, but he grabbed her hand and tore himself away from her. Skimming his fingers down her other arm, he circled her wrist and drew both her hands above her head. Her heart skipped as he clasped both wrists easily in one rough hand.
“Do you trust me, Luce?”
Staring up into his handsome face, she let a tiny smile spread across her face. “Aye. Aye, I trust you.”
Pressing a quick kiss to her lips, he trailed his free hand over one breast and settled it on her ribs. With her wrists still pinned together, Dominic coaxed her back, pushing gently against her until the back of knees brushed against the bed. Bringing his hand around to support her back, he lowered her gently onto the sheets. They rustled beneath her as he directed her toward the top of the bed.
He released her hands and Lucy frowned as he reached up over her and yanked on the tassels that held back the canopy. She had revealed everything to him and now he intended to shroud them in darkness?
But instead of drawing the curtains, he grinned and did the same with the tie on the other side. Then as if he were handling a newborn babe, he gently looped the tie around one wrist, his eyes never leaving hers. Moving over to her other wrist, he did the same with that one. She tugged experimentally on them. They held her hands comfortably above her head but she knew she would be able to slip free easily should she want to. It was a test, she realized.
Her tongue darted out over her bottom lip. “I thought…” her voice rasped, “I thought you wished not to bed me again.”
“Aye, you’re right. I’ll not bed you again, lass, not until we’re married.”
“Then what—”
Cutting her off with a swift kiss, he moved back with a faint smile. “Trust me.”
Dominic started at the top of her head, kissing at her hair and then her forehead and nose. His lips tickled over her cheeks and chin before dipping to lick and kiss at her neck. He suckled briefly on one shoulder, then trailed across her collar bone to taste at her other shoulder.
Bucking towards his mouth, she whimpered as he drew nearer to her aching breasts. He circled around them with his hands, cupping them before sealing his mouth over one nipple and scraping at it with his teeth. Her back came away from the bed and she brought her own teeth down on her lip to prevent herself from squealing.
And then he was gone, moving his way down her stomach, pausing to nip at her belly and hips. Dominic laid his head briefly on her stomach, gazing down at her juncture as his fingers traced lazy circles across her inner thighs. Her muscles tightened as she fought the urge to arch into his touch.
Ignoring her wet folds, Dominic continued to kiss down one leg, all the way to her toes before caressing his way back up the other leg.
He met her gaze with a roguish gleam as he eyed the soft curls at the apex of her thighs. “Spread your legs, Luce.”
“Dominic?”
“Lucy,” he warned.
Throwing her head back, she peeled apart her legs and quivered as his breath danced over her sensitive sex. His tongue touched gingerly to her heat and her bottom bolted from the bed. A laugh rumbled from Dominic and he gently pressed her hips back to the bed as he took another taste.
Sweet Mary!
His tongue became bolder, dipping into her moisture and circling around the sensitive nub before tracing every inch of her womanhood. His teeth cautiously nibbled at her most tender spot sending a riot of sensations through her. As he sucked it into his mouth, Lucy strained against her bonds and unbidden cries left her lips. A finger joined in, increasing her torment, gently as first and then with increasing pressure as Dominic tantalized and teased at her flesh.
As her womb tightened, the movements of his hand became more insistent and he plunged in and out of her slickness with ease. He lapped at her with more persistence now until the pressure built to a crescendo, so exquisitely agonizing that stars swam behind her tightly clenched lids.
In a mass of trembling, sheening limbs, she climaxed with a cry as Dominic eased his head from her, his fingers still toying in her heat as the pleasure continued to pulse through her. Her breathing slowed and Lucy hauled open her eyes. Dominic eased his way up, a bold smile on his face and clutched her to him as her tremors subsided. Reaching up, he released her wrists, placing a kiss to each one.
Lucy smoothed her hand across his face. “Dominic, that was…I…” She glanced down at his fully clothed body. “You have not taken your pleasure!”
“I have, lass, I have,” he assured her with a soothing stroke across her back. “Watching your pleasure is more than enough for me.”
She eyed him with a raised brow. “I believe it not.”
“‘Tis the truth, I swear it. Any man would be content for the rest of their life to watch you, but there’ll be time enough before long for us to take all the pleasure we wish for. When we are married.”
“Aye,” she agreed with a contented sigh. “When we are married…”
She could not wait.
~* * *~
With Lucy at his side, clutching tightly to his hand, Dominic spoke a few words at Thomas' funeral. A glance at the man’s young wife forced the regret to eat into his happiness but with the heat of Lucy's palm burning into his, his strength returned and he set about organizing the repairs. Thomas' wife, Beth, had chosen to stay with family rather than continue to live in the small cottage she had shared with Thomas, but Dominic would offer a substantial dowry should she wish to remarry so she could live comfortably on the coin that Thomas had left her without fear for her future.
He rode through the streets of Thornewall, Lucy by his side, and was relieved to see that the destruction wrought by the reivers was not as severe as he feared. Market stalls would need to be rebuilt and a few smashed windows repaired. It could have been far worse, he reminded himself. Lucy offered him a small smile of understanding and he smiled back. Far, far worse. He could have lost Lucy. They would announce their betrothal on the morrow and as soon as Montgomery gave his consent, he would marry her. He clenched at his reins. He needed to get Montgomery's consent as soon as he could. More time in her company and not being able to touch her would surely drive him over the edge.
Her eyes twinkled as they studied him. Canny lass was sure to know exactly what he was thinking. She had already woken him with a passionate kiss before the mor
ning meal, sneaking into his chambers with the aid of Winnie. Her new confidence would be the death of him. He needed that consent and he needed it fast.
When they returned to the keep, Dominic aided Lucy down from her horse and she allowed her fingers to play over his chest as she eyed him from under her lashes.
“If you do not stop looking at me so, there will be consequences,” he warned her.
Her lips curled upwards. “Good.”
“Whatever will I do with you, lass? I promised your father I would look after you. I have already failed once, but I'll not let him down again.”
“My father would not know.”
“Nay, but I would. You may think my honor tarnished beyond repair, but I still hold some value in it.”
She shook her head with a soft smile. “Nay, there you are wrong. I think you the most honorable man I know.”
“Ha, is Lucy Montgomery admitting she was wrong?”
“Mayhap...”
He glanced around and snatched her hands, pinning them against his chest. Slowly, he brought them up this his mouth and kissed each finger, one at a time. He nipped briefly at the tip of the last one, watching as Lucy’s succulent lips parted with a gasp.
He muttered a curse as his body tightened with need. “Luce, I swear if I don’t marry you soon, I will go mad with wanting you.”
“And I you,” she whispered.
Releasing one hand, he led her across the courtyard. “I shall visit with your father on the morrow,” he told her. “I will gain his consent, finalize the contract and return before nightfall. We could be wed within a sennight as long as…”
“As long as what?”
“As long as your father does give his consent. I fear his opinion of me is not as high as yours.”
Lucy stifled a giggle. “Aye, if it were not for my mother he would likely have called you out for a duel.”
Dominic tugged her in closer to him so her body sat in the crook of his arm. Thank God, Montgomery wasn’t around now or he would surely run him through. Stealing a look at Lucy, her eyes shining with confidence and delight, he shook his head. It was no wonder he could not control himself around her.
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