by Laura John
We open the rest of the presents and thank everyone, stopping for pictures after every gift. Finally, we get to Isabel’s present.
We open it and Xavier gasps. It’s a stuffed bear made out of what looks like a shirt.
“Is that Dad’s shirt?” he asks, and she nods with tears in her eyes.
“I kept a few of his shirts all this time because I wanted to keep his memory, but I thought it would be perfect for Joey to have something from his Papa.”
Xavier stands and wraps his mom in a warm hug. As soon as he releases her, I get up to do the same.
“Thank you so much. When Joey is old enough to understand, we’ll tell him all about his Papa,” I promise her.
“Let’s get these presents loaded, and I think it’s time to go,” I tell Xavier, who smiles.
“Do you have to go now?” Leah asks with a fake whine.
“Yep, don’t want to mess up Joey’s bedtime routine,” Xavier tells her, and I love that he always has my back.
“Today was amazing,” Xavier says after we lay Joey down for bed.
“Today was exhausting,” I sigh and fall onto our bed.
“How does it feel to be a daddy?” he asks me, and I smile.
“Like my heart is going to explode with happiness,” I tell him. “Thank you so much for coming into my life and making it complete.”
I kiss him, and he moans into my mouth.
“I want you,” he whispers, and my cock springs to life.
“Come and get me,” I tease, shucking my boxers.
He growls and climbs onto the bed, his mouth going straight for my cock.
“Fuck,” I hiss, loving the feel of his warm mouth on me. “I will never get sick of how fucking talented you are with that mouth.”
He hums on my cock and the sound vibrates through me. Looking up at me, I can tell he’s having so much fun with this. He takes me deep into this throat and swallows, the muscles contracting around my cock.
“Keep that up, baby, and I won’t last,” I moan.
Slowly, he pulls me out of his mouth. “That’s the point,” he says with a wink and sucks on his fingers before going back to sucking me hard.
One hand grasps the base of my cock while the other plays with my balls for a minute before moving backward to tease my hole. He doesn’t even stick it in, and I blow my load, the anticipation enough to set me off.
“Oh, this is going to be so fun,” Xavier says, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. “Get on all fours. I’m gonna eat that ass, then fuck you hard.”
I love it when he talks dirty to me. My soft cock is already coming to life again.
I do as I’m told, and he quickly licks my hole. He shoves his face in closer, kissing and sucking me. His beard rubs on my ass and it feels so damn good.
“Yes,” I moan, and I know me being vocal is a turn on for Xavier. He likes to know that he’s pleasing me, and damn does he do a good job of it.
He stops and I whine, missing his mouth already.
“You’re such a greedy man. Don’t worry. I’m not even close to done with you,” he whispers, spreading lube on my ass.
He pushes two fingers into me, and I moan, lost in the exhilarating feeling.
“How many fingers can I get in your ass tonight?” he asks, and I let out a whimper. I want everything he’ll give me.
The pressure inside me mounts as he inserts more fingers, but when he hits my prostate, my cock comes to life.
“Yes,” I hiss. I feel so full. It’s exhilarating.
“I want to shove my whole fist inside you, but I need to be in you so fucking bad. Watching you being the best dad ever is such a fucking turn on and I’m ready to come inside of you.”
When he pulls his fingers out, I feel empty, but he quickly flips me over onto my back and slams into me. He pauses to kiss me and let me get adjusted to him.
“I love you so fucking much, Mason,” he tells me before slipping his tongue into my mouth.
It’s been a minute since he swallowed my cum, but I can still taste it on him.
“I love you too,” I moan as he starts to move.
He maintains the closeness and fucks me slow, deep, and hard. With each thrust, I feel him pouring his love into me. Sex like this is my favorite. It’s intimate and hot as fuck.
Lifting a leg onto his shoulder, he picks up his speed, hitting my prostate.
“Are you going to come again?” he asks through his teeth, and I can tell he is close.
I nod, as he continues his assault and we both let go. Warm semen covers my belly, and Xavier falls over on me, releasing my leg.
“I love you so goddamn much,” he tells me before pulling out to go get a washcloth to clean us up.
No matter how many times I have this man, I can’t get enough. Never in a million years did I think I was going to get my happily ever after. I thought I was going to die alone and miserable. And for a while, I was okay with that. I had come to terms with it. But Xavier flipped my world upside down in the best way possible.
Now, not only do I have the love of my life, but the most perfect son. One day, we’ll have another child. But even if we don’t, my life feels complete as it is.
Life won’t be all sunshine and roses, and there will be ups and downs. But I know that with Xavier by my side, we’ll get through it.
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Here is the music that inspired me in this book. Listen on Spotify!
“Brave” - Sara Bareilles
“Open Up” - Matt Simons
“Crazy in Love” - Beyonce feat. Jay Z
“Like I’m Gonna Lose You” - Meghan Trainor feat. John Legend
“Wanted” - OneRepublic
“Heavydirtysoul” - Twenty-One Pilots
“Do You Love Me” - Jay Sean
“Don’t Leave” - Snakeships & M0
“Broken” - Lifehouse
“Hurricane” - MS MR
“Never Say Never” - The Fray
“Hurt People” - Two Feet
“The Jester” - Badflower
“Come Around” - Papa Roach
“Snuff” - Slipknot
“Same Love” - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis feat. Mary Lambert
“Alive” - Sia
“Fuck You” - Lily Allen
“Raise Your Glass” – P!nk
“Modern Loneliness” - Lauv
“House of Gold” - Atreyu
“Don’t Give Up on Me” - Andy Grammer
“Broken & Beautiful” - Kelly Clarkson
“This Is Me” - The Greatest Showman
“Insecurities” - Jess Glynne
“Warrior” - Demi Lovato
“Talk” - Khalid
“Till There’s Nothing Left” – Cam
Secret Smiles (Tia & Mikey)
Hidden Kisses (Leah & Johnny)
Guarded Hearts (Crystal & Dustin)
Whispered Desires (Shae & Tyler)
Confidential Moments (Mason & Xavier)
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Thank you so much for reading my newest book baby. If you enjoyed this book, don’t forget to leave a review. It means so much to me!
There are so many people to thank, I don’t even know where to start.
I had asked for names for Xavier in my readers group and got so many amazing suggestions, so a huge thank you to Katherine L Lopez for coming up with Xavier and Stephanie Dunn for coming up with Briggs!!
To my amazing alpha, Katey Sweet. Girl, you helped me figure out so many kinks and make those sexy scenes even steamier.
My fantastic beta readers, Maria Sanchez, Natasha Joy, Katherine Lopez, Roses Reading, and Lysanne Therrien. You girls helped me make this book so strong that by the time it got to my editor, I had very little content edi
ting to do. Your suggestions mean the world to me.
My wonderful editor, Kaye Kemp Book Polishing. You helped shine this book up and fix all my errors. You are truly amazing to work with thank you so much.
My cover designer, Harper. Girl I don’t even know what to say. This cover is FIRE!! I honestly think it’s my favorite to date. Thank you so much.
Brittany Franks and the team at the Hatter’s Book Blog. You ladies are amazing! You took all the headache out of my release blitz! Thank you for everything you do for authors!
My PA, Lysanne. I cannot thank you enough, girl! You have helped in every aspect of my author life. You are the push when I need it and my brain when my real one decides to run away. You helped me come out with ideas I never would have thought of and made this launch go off without a hitch.
My tribe, the ladies I surround myself with, who may not be with me in person but are there whenever I need them.
My family and friends for listening to me ramble off about my crazy characters and sticking with my in this journey. My husband is the most amazing man I know, and I would not be doing this without him. Love you, honey.
And finally, to you the readers. I would not be writing this if you guys didn’t buy my books. Thank you for taking your time to read what I write! Love you all!
Laura John is a contemporary romance author with a love for music. She lives in Alberta, Canada with her husband, two kids, and one loveable fur-baby. She loves karaoke, makeup, and of course, a good glass of wine. She mixes her love of words with her love of music and hopes to transport you into a world you don’t want to leave.
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