“We will go tonight, when the shadows can hide us.”
“After that are you,” she faltered, “are you going home?”
“I must obtain the vests first.”
They neared Grace’s door, and she withdrew a key. “I want to go with you when you return.”
“No. Absolutely not.”
Her eyes narrowed.
“Get inside. Now.” He gave her a gentle shove past the entrance. “There is something I must do before I join you.” A dark storm churned inside him. He needed some type of release, needed to plan his next move. But more than that, he needed some sort of distance from Grace and his growing feelings for her.
He did not give her time to ask him any more questions. He simply closed the door in her stunned, beautiful face. “I will be right here if you need me,” he said through the wood.
Perhaps it was his imagination, or perhaps he was seeing more clearly than ever before, but in his mind’s eye he watched her fingertips caress the slat of wood, watched her press her lips together, and her gaze sadden. She didn’t know what was happening within him and that worried her. This was not the first time she’d worried for him, and each time it touched him deeply, softened him somehow.
He waited until he heard the lock click in place before he stepped away and began pacing back and forth through the hallway. He would have liked to explore this New York, but the binding spell prevented any great distance between him and Grace. Occasionally humans strode past him and gave him a curious stare, but no one stopped and questioned him.
I want to go with you, Grace had said.
He blanched at the thought of taking her back to his home, even as joy flooded him. How he would have loved to splay Grace upon his bed, her naked body open and eager for him. He craved the reality of that.
The thought of being without her left him cold.
And the acknowledgment of that coldness left him reeling.
Tomorrow he would have to leave. He had moments of utter strength, and moments of utter weakness. No matter what he learned or didn’t learn, no matter what he acquired or didn’t acquire, he would have to return home in the morning, or he didn’t think he’d have the strength to transport himself to the mist. Yet he still had so much to do.
He still had to kill Grace.
Could he, though? Could he harm her?
Darius didn’t have to think about it. No. He couldn’t.
The answer sliced through him as sharply as a blade. He could not hurt sweet, innocent Grace in any way.
She captivated him on so many different levels. He was coming to depend on her in a way he’d once considered impossible, craving the emotions she made him feel with the same ferocity he’d once hated them. Without her, he was not fully alive.
He’d watched her stand up to that man, Mitch, and he’d felt pride. She hadn’t backed down. She’d questioned him without revealing her hurt, without crumbling under the need to administer justice. She was a woman of strength and honor, a woman of love and trust.
His woman.
Silently his boots pounded into the carpet. He drew in the rich scent of food that seemed to encompass this entire building, this city, and steered his mind on to his own home. Javar and all of the dragons of that unit were dead. Dark sorrow wove through his blood as he at last admitted the truth. He’d known it beyond a doubt the moment he spied the treasures of Javar’s home displayed so mockingly inside Argonauts.
His friends were dead, he repeated in his mind. They’d died by guns, most likely. Guns…and vampires. Perhaps the Book of Ra-Dracus had even helped. No matter what had happened, no matter what had been done, he would have vengeance.
This was what came of allowing humans to know of Atlantis; this was what Javar warned him of.
While Javar had not been an easy man to know, he had been like a father to Darius. They had understood each other. When Teira entered Javar’s life, the man had softened and the bond between tutor and student had deepened, even as it widened. What a senseless death. A needless death. He’d lost no one close to him since the murder of his family. And now trickles of pain, both past and present, rose within him like a tide of water, seeping insidiously past his defenses and eroding the very fabric of his detachment. A sharp ache stabbed him, and he gripped his chest.
Deny your tears and keep the hurt inside you, boy. Use it against those who mean us harm. Kill them with it.
Javar had said one variation after another of those words. He wouldn’t want Darius to mourn him, but mourn him Darius did. He would not have survived those first years without Javar, without the purpose his tutor had given him.
He should have killed the human man, Mitch, Darius thought dispassionately. He should have killed both human men. Mitch and Patrick. They each had knowledge of the mist, had most likely entered and had played a part in Javar’s death. Had he destroyed them, however, he felt certain Grace’s brother would have been killed in retaliation. So he’d knocked Patrick out—punishment for what he’d wanted to do to Grace—and walked away from Mitch. What was wrong with him?
He knew the answer. Part of it anyway. He hadn’t wanted Grace to view him as a killer. Protector, yes. Lover, most definitely. But ruthless slayer? No longer.
He could only guess at how she would react if she fully beheld the beast inside him. Tremble with fear and disgust? Run from him as if he were a monster? He didn’t want her scared of him; he wanted her pliant. Welcoming. He just wanted her, all of her. Now…and perhaps always.
He’d come so close to losing control with the one called Patrick, and it had required a conscious effort to calm himself. Coming face-to-face with the man who had run his fingertips over Grace’s sleeping body had infuriated him. Only he was allowed to touch her. Only he, Darius, was allowed to gaze at her luscious curves and imagine her stripped and open, ready and eager.
She belonged to him.
He wished to give her the world, not take it from her. He wished to fill her days with excitement and her nights with passion. He wished to protect her, honor her and devote himself to her needs. He could not let her go, he realized now. Not ever. He needed her for she was his heart. His emotions had never been mild where she was concerned but as unstoppable as a turbulent storm.
I’ll never be able to harm her. The admission solidified inside him. His deepest male instincts had known since the beginning. The woman was a part of him, the best part, and hurting her would destroy him.
There was a way to have it all, he decided. A way to keep her from harm, a way to keep her for himself and still honor his oath.
He had only to figure out what that was.
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
WITH THE STOLEN medallion in his pocket, Alex clasped Teira’s hand in his, grateful for her warmth, her softness and her strength.
A tremor racked him. Not from the cold or blood loss, but from the forced drug-induced hunger. He craved, oh, how he craved more of that damning substance. His mouth was dry. His head pounded, creating a dull ache he knew would soon become a raging inferno of pain. He needed those damn drugs and was appalled that a part of him wanted to stay here and await another dose.
The other part of him, the saner part, flashed pictures of his sister and his mother through his mind. Next came an image of Teira being dragged away, being hurt in the worst possible ways. This picture lingered, fueling a spark of anger. And that anger overrode the hunger.
He was leaving this place tonight.
Saving Teira was necessary for his peace of mind. He owed her. They were in this together; they had only each other.
“Are you ready?” he asked. They’d waited for the palace above to quiet, and now silence held them in its grip.
“Ready,” she answered.
“I’ll keep you safe,” he promised her, praying he spoke true.
“And I will keep you safe,” she replied, her tone more assured than his own.
How could he ever have doubted her? Alex wondered. He gave her hand a squeeze. “Let’s
do this.”
Together they stepped toward the doors, and the thick ivory barriers slid open smoothly, as if they’d never offered any hindrance. How simple, he thought. Carry a medallion and come and go as you please. Drawing in a steadying breath, Alex hurried Teira from the cell. He kept his footsteps light, but all the while his heart thudded in his chest.
The deeper he roamed from the cell, the more frigid the air became, chapping his skin. Fog billowed about like a frenzied snowstorm, so thick he could only see what was directly in front of his face. Dry ice, he realized, recalling how Jason had bragged about sending bags of it through the portal. The shards crunched beneath his boots.
He was grateful for the fog. It embraced him in its chilly depths and kept him hidden from view. Using his free hand, he trailed his fingertips over the wall, letting the rough texture be his guide.
Beside him, Teira’s body shuddered. He released her hand and wrapped his arm around her slim waist, pulling her into the warmth of his side, rubbing his hand over her ice-cold arm. Her delicate scent wafted to his nose, heating his blood. He wished he could see her face, wished he could see the glistening fog create a halo around her because he knew beyond a doubt that it would be the most erotic sight he’d ever seen.
“I’m here,” he soothed.
“The cold…it makes me weak,” she said, stumbling.
His own weakness had him stumbling, as well, but he used his weight to hold them both steady. “I’ll get you warm,” he said. As they trekked deeper through the palace, Alex expected alarms to erupt. He expected men with guns to surround them. Instead, silence.
The wall ended all too quickly, and he was left with only air and fog to guide him. Where did he go from here? The ghostly whiteness was too thick. Protective, yes, but also slowing.
A lone figure suddenly parted the fog and rounded a corner.
Unseen, Alex forced Teira quietly behind him, waiting until the man closed the distance. The hairs on the back of his neck prickled with tension as each new second passed. When the guard stepped close enough, Alex didn’t allow himself to think. He simply slammed his fist into the man’s exposed trachea, cutting off his air. Gurgling, he went down hard and fast. Alex didn’t know if he’d killed him, and he didn’t care.
Motions shaky, he removed the man’s coat and fastened it around Teira’s shoulders. The thick brown material swallowed her slight frame. He looked for a gun, but didn’t see one. When he spotted a fallen fire extinguisher, he hefted it up and looped the straps around his shoulders. Not a great weapon, but it would have to do.
“Which way is the portal?” he whispered to Teira.
“You cannot use the portal here. I tried to escape before, when they took me from you. Too many guards. Too many weapons.”
He uttered a frustrated sigh and pushed a hand through his hair. He hadn’t come this far to be stopped now. “We’ll have to take them by surprise.” Though how the two of them were going to pull that off, he didn’t know.
“There’s another way,” she said. “A second portal on other side of the island. Darius en Kragin is Guardian there and we will con-convince—is that right word?—him to allow you to pass. He will destroy these men.”
A grin of relief lifted the corners of his lips. He placed his face so close to hers their noses touched, and he gazed into her golden eyes. “You lead the way, baby. I’ll follow you anywhere.”
She returned his grin, though an air of sadness clung to the edges of hers. “I do not want to lose you,” she said. “I do not want you to go.”
“Then come with me.” When she opened her mouth to protest, he interjected, “Don’t give me your answer now.” He didn’t want to lose her, either, he realized, and would actually fight to keep her with him. After clinging to his freedom all these many years, he was finally willing to surrender it in favor of permanency with a woman. This woman. “Just think about it, okay. Right now we need to get out of here.”
He curled his fingers through hers again, and Teira weakly led him up a winding staircase. The room they entered next was even more frigid, but not as thickly fogged. Alex surveyed these new surroundings. There was no furniture, yet there was more wealth than he’d ever seen. Ebony at his feet, jewels at his side, and crystal above. He halted midstep and could only gape.
This is why Jason desires the mist. Hell, I want it, too.
A sense of greed momentarily choked his throat. There had to be a way to take some of this home. Conceal a few jewels under his shirt. Fill his pockets. He’d be able to keep his family in luxury for the rest of their lives.
The thought of his family drowned him in a desperate need to see them. Jason claimed they were unhurt, but Alex couldn’t believe a single word out of that murderer’s deceitful mouth.
No one would ever have to know what he’d done, and that was a heady thought indeed. He reached out and traced his fingers over the jeweled wall. As he did so, the exotic scent of jasmine wafted around him, loosening the tightness in his throat and reminding him that he already held a treasure. Teira. He glanced down at her, and she smiled slowly up at him—a smile of trust. His hand fell to his side.
Atlantis had to be kept secret. Men like Jason would continue to plunder, never ceasing their quest for riches, killing men, women and children in the process. How stupid I’ve been, how caught up in my own need for glory. He’d endangered his entire family for this. For prestige and money. His stomach churned with shame, making him all the more aware of his body’s need for drugs.
“Come on,” he said. “Let’s get out of here.”
“Yes.”
They maneuvered around corners, stumbled through empty rooms, making Alex feel like he was navigating a maze. Most walls were bare, ripped of all jewels. Several guards were posted throughout, but they never detected Alex and Teira, hidden as they were by fog and shadows.
Two ten-foot panels of glistening dragon-inlaid ivory ended their winding search. The pair of doors opened, welcoming them into the night. Crashing waves created a calming lullaby, and warm air laden with the fragrance of salt and sea cascaded gently. Teira stopped, allowing the warmth to thaw and strengthen her. Color returned to her cheeks, and her back straightened.
She dropped her coat and spread her arms wide.
Alex drank in the mesmerizing beauty of both Teira and Atlantis. There was a dusky glow over the breathtakingly lush green foliage and stunning array of colorful blossoms. Blossoms Teira seemed to be a part of. How did a city under the sea have night and day? There was no sun, no moon. Crystal prisms stretched above to form a dome as far as the eye could see.
Vibrancy and vitality pulsed all around, strengthening him to his very core, making him forget his dry mouth, making him forget his bitter need.
“If we follow the forest path,” Teira said, her voice stronger than it had been inside the palace, “we can reach Darius by morning.”
“Then let’s go.”
One of the guards scattered along the bastion noticed them. “Down there,” he shouted.
Someone else called, “Stop them!”
Pop. Whiz. Bullets flew, peppering the ground a few feet behind them. Alex increased his speed, sprinting for all he was worth, the fire extinguisher slamming into his back. Later, he would feel the bruises. For now, he felt only the blessed numbness of his adrenaline rush.
Still hand in hand with Teira, he forced her to keep pace beside him. He launched into the safety of the trees before finally slowing. Alex liked to think he was in top physical condition, or had been, thanks to his daily workouts. But right now his breathing was ragged, and his pulse leapt like it was connected to a live wire.
“You need rest,” his companion panted. “We are safe here. We can stop—”
“No. No resting. Keep moving.”
She claimed the lead, and he forced his suddenly heavy feet to step one in front of the other. Forced his mind on the task at hand and not the drugs he was leaving behind. For a moment, his vision blurred and he swayed. Teir
a glanced at him over her shoulder, her expression concerned.
“Keep moving,” he said again.
When they swerved around a large elm, a giant of a man jumped from the shadows, followed quickly by another. Their features weren’t visible in the growing darkness, but Alex felt the anger coiled so tightly in their bodies.
Teira screamed.
Acting instinctively, Alex sprayed the liquid nitrogen, spinning in a circle as he did so. A thick foam of white coated the men, and they growled indistinguishable curses as they wiped at their faces. He tossed the red canister to the ground and jerked Teira through the thick foliage. Then they ran. Ran around trees and bushes, flowers and stones. They waded through two crystalline rivers along the way, and through it all he heard the men racing in pursuit, their footsteps fast, determined.
“Which way?” he called.
“East,” she said, panting a little. The white gown she wore swished and swirled around her ankles, and her moonbeam pale hair whipped behind her. “There is…a town…nearby. We can lose ourselves.”
Alex veered east, pushing himself past his endurance. The longer he ran, the less he heard of his followers. Either he’d lost them or they’d given up. Or were somehow able to silently follow. He didn’t relax his defenses. Only when Teira was safely ensconced inside his apartment would he rest—after he made love to her. Several times.
After what seemed an eternity, they reached the town. One moment they were surrounded by dense forest, and the next by shimmering gold and silver buildings. He slowed when he found himself on a crowded stone road. Throngs of people strolled in every direction. No, not people. Winged men, bull-like animals and horned women. Interspersed throughout were tall, lean humanoid creatures with skin the color of new fallen snow. They glided rather than walked.
Alex felt their dynamically surreal eyes boring into him hungrily, as if they could already taste his every drop of blood. Vampires. He shuddered. They moved with fluid, catlike grace, mere slashes of white skin and flowing, black clothing. The only color they possessed was in their eyes, an inhuman blue that hypnotized and promised every desire satisfied.
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