Rewriting Stella

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by Tuttle, Dan;


  39.

  In no time flat they found themselves before

  the house and humble home of young Abu.

  They snuck around from front to backside door

  and sat to quickly plan what they would do.

  As Stella whispered plans, she gauged response

  by checking change of puppy panting pace.

  And all the while they sat and heard the taunts

  of distant creatures in night’s carapace.

  With plan in motion, Stella threw the ball

  of fluff that trusted her since rescue from

  the log months back. Past life she could recall

  was monotone compared to this, and glum.

  She got a chill and shivered. Life apart

  from drudgery and teasing warmed her heart.

  40.

  The window through which she had one pup tossed

  lacked glass to brake the earthy evening breeze.

  On it draped metal netting, crissed-and-crossed

  defense against mosquito-borne disease.

  At quarantining, though, the screen now failed

  to serve its owners. Time had torn it up:

  its mismatched mishmash wire-thread gaps curtailed

  no entry of a sentry missile pup.

  Stel thought of the unpleasantness of flight

  while launching her beloved through the gap.

  She felt a rather classic fear of heights

  stirred up by watching her dog’s wingless flap.

  The forest howls from darkness briefly met

  a thrilling YIP! as pup turned air cadet.

  41.

  The silence that ensued brought single bead

  of perspiration pooled to Stel’s forehead.

  What could be stalling BLING’s courageous lead

  of Abu toward adventure, from his bed?

  But once the bead had multiplied by three

  the pressure weighing on her shoulders left:

  emerging from the hole was abductee

  Abu, leftover screen to pieces cleft.

  Equipped with bulging backpack, he’d the look

  of mischief glinting in his moonlit eyes,

  as if at night he’d chosen not to brook

  the complications daytime life disguised.

  BLING back in hand, they wove past fields of crops

  in search of the alleged banyan copse.

  42.

  Their search was fire that melted air’s sharp ice

  that otherwise would freeze to still their frames,

  the pull of undiscovered lands enticed,

  like frontiers, which to frontiersmen seek claim.

  This burning purpose shielded minds from fear

  that lurking in the wooded black was harm,

  a thousand ghouls and goblins, gathered near

  in blackness so complete, that no alarm

  in ear or eye detected that the space

  was filled by creatures creeping. Looking out

  from makeshift path to darkness showed no trace

  of what stared back. But Stella still stayed stout.

  The dark pressed in like tightened seams of coal,

  compressed galactically as if black hole.

  43.

  In daylight Stel tracked trails. Her knacks were in

  good landmark cues and bearings set by sun.

  At night her sensed direction wore more thin,

  yet she persisted when it came undone.

  Stel feared admitting flaw, was not forthright

  until convinced too lost to then reverse.

  “That cooing sound,” Abu said with a fright,

  “sounds like an omen or a voodoo curse.”

  “I think,” squawked Stella’s tremulous, soft voice,

  “it’s lonely birdcall waiting for reply.”

  “But tell me, would you really make the choice

  to willingly find out?” Abu then cried.

  The tension made the dampened ground feel cold

  and robbed from childhood hearts all feelings bold.

  44.

  A CRASH! crashed through the branches overhead

  that sent the kids flat-stomached on the moss,

  with fears they’d soon be doubled over, dead

  from strike of pterodactyl, albatross

  or stork of prehistoric size and girth,

  or bat that feasts on bits of little boys

  and girls. So they reflected on the worth

  of life, school, family lost, and wished-for toys.

  Right then amid their second-split repose

  inspired by the shadow’s flight above

  they heard a YIP! and jumped back to their toes

  emboldened by the sudden act of love:

  for, though the smallest of the three, BLING’s shout

  defended from this airborne bombing bout.

  45.

  Their mettle metered sonically, the wings

  withdrew the baleful beast they carried high

  back to the canopy of lofted things

  too far from ground to be known by the eye

  of creatures on the earth. Two lengthy phews

  were heard by all things lurking near and far

  and turned those scanning, watchful eyes in twos

  toward where the kids were cowering. “There are

  a hundred score of animals sharp-toothed

  that know we’re here, but don’t know if we’re food.

  Let’s jet before we let them know the truth.”

  “Yes! Premature departure isn’t rude.”

  Their flighty instincts complemented BLING’s,

  whose bear-sized bark was backed by bite-sized sting.

  46.

  With pinprick firefly light as useless guide,

  their travels through the undergrowth were not

  entirely successful. They supplied

  a modicum of safety, as they sought,

  but moved them unawares yet further from

  the banyan stand they’d set out first to find.

  Abu’s thick bag lacked bread: no trail of crumb

  could guide once norths and souths were misaligned.

  Then Stel burst out exasperatedly,

  “Abu, can you please hurry up? We’re lost.”

  “I’m gathering,” he aspirated, “these,”

  in tone deterring being further bossed.

  He’d fished out oil-less lantern of clear glass

  and with bugs’ butts found means to light amass.

  47.

  When Stella first regarded it, a shock

  swept ’cross her face, which now was cast alight:

  it seemed Abu’d collected growing flock

  of glowing fireflies so to aid their sight.

  The lantern flickered as a candle would,

  according to the pulse and mood of those

  within it. “Worry not, I know we should

  return them later. But let’s now impose,

  because, my friend, our vision needs a boost,

  and frankly I’m a little on the edge.”

  The light was helpful locally, reduced

  the stumbling chance amid its lumen wedge.

  The flicker made false ghouls of forest shapes

  but fell short of revealing clear escape.

  48.

  Each step was taken slower than the prior,

  as fear arrested progress. Neither felt

  the gentle slope that inched them higher and higher

  to outcrop that stood tow’ring over veldt.

  “I wish,” said Ab, “the moon would break through trees.”

  “Me too.” “When I was little, I desired

  to go up there and see if it was cheese.”

  “Ha. I grew up where cows’ milk was required

  for chai and nothing more. What’s stopping you

  from flying up to moon now?” Stella asked,

  reminder of request he join her
crew.

  “Mere time.” Stel was impressed by drive unmasked.

  At that age she still likened competence

  to confidence. “Great! That grit complements

  49.

  adventuring I plan with BLING. You should

  enlist with us.” Right then another CRASH!

  was heard a ways away in endless wood,

  renewing fear they’d end up ’tween jaws gnashed.

  Stel’s body rattling prompted Ab to say,

  “My parents said when roads were hard they’d start

  a game so to distract mind other ways.

  It stole some sting from sun and tread and heart.

  What do you say we try the same?” Foot speed

  had slowed to snail’s, still infinitely far

  from stoppage. Soil aground gave way to scree.

  “I wish huge glowworm’d been in lit wee jar,

  enormous bug with storm torch light to share,”

  he started, as example of affair.

  50.

  “I wish,” he said, as feet continued on,

  “those hungry-looking beasts were all at fast,

  religiously abstemious.” Stel yawned,

  the lateness beating heartbeat at full blast.

  An avian apparition coursed ’cross view,

  gray streak that interrupted where once were

  enclosing trees. Stel realized from clue

  they’d left the woods. Now dying was the chirr

  and hiss of sleeping forest. Stars pierced black.

  “I—AAH!” she squealed as sole stepped into air,

  arresting self on gluteus. The lack

  of earth sent ventricles on pumping tear:

  “I – Ab – I’m terrified. Let’s rest and sit.”

  “We’ll hunker here till brighter light is lit,

  51.

  adventurer. But now you gotta play.

  It helps, I promise. Lean here. There you go.”

  “I wish,” she started, “BLING’s bark kept at bay

  all predators. I wish he would bestow

  us both with other wishes.” “It’s more fun

  when wishing for the animals, not us.

  This is a game that’s much more lost and won

  by humor than by need. Ditch selfward fuss.”

  She pulled her shuka tight against the breeze,

  leaned on the lifeline tree, wished for asphalt,

  and searched inside for long-fled sense of ease.

  Ab said, “I wish giraffes could somersault.

  I rather think they’d find in tumbling joy.”

  Stel couldn’t help but laugh, while still annoyed.

  52.

  Though ground gave some security, word cloak

  of animals-do-human-things felt thin

  against Stel’s dread. Ab’s remedy was joke,

  right? Comfort couldn’t come from simple spin.

  “At least the predators are back that way,”

  Abu said, “now our safety’s in our hands.”

  “How so?” “There’s no chance feet slip, plunge away

  if we here plant ourselves aground. Don’t stand,

  you’re fine.” Stel probed, “But did they follow us?”

  “Of course not.” “Yet again you’re sure.” “Indeed.”

  “And why?” “Because we’re breathing. Logic, thus,

  shows that no beasts pursued us as their feed.”

  Hard rationality still couldn’t quell

  the sympathetic system’s fear in Stel.

  53.

  Her heartbeat drowned out hearing ’cept for breaths

  she heard Abu draw slowly in, let out.

  Her mind fixated on a dozen deaths

  imagined. Meanwhile, he’d let no threat rout

  his reasoned focus. “Picture flying squirrels,

  a hundred, dropped from plane. Or owls a-dance.”

  She eased with such imagined tumbles, twirls

  of fur and feathers, Hedwig’s b-boy stance.

  “Nah, stick to ground. It’s safer.” “Still your turn.”

  She wondered how her favorites fit this shtick,

  then realized the plight of pachyderm:

  “How ’bout an elephant on pogo stick?”

  “Mm, safi sana,” came reply, “be scared

  of standing near a tembo in the air!

  54.

  There can’t be any doubt they’d love to jump.

  To take a grounded beast and set it free

  would be so kind. Herd’s sonic booming thumps

  would make a joyous rhythm, shift esprit

  of Serengeti toward Zaramo drums.”

  Young Stella’s mind, now tethered to that scene

  fixated on its details and outcomes

  instead of on night predators unseen.

  Kids’ riffing slowed along with consciousness,

  anxieties now dampened and downscaled.

  How stories’ swaddling shrouds had spawned such bliss

  would stay to Stel a mystery long veiled:

  not till a decade later would she find

  the power of whimsy in creative mind.

  55.

  Their quietnesses lengthened. They played game

  till words slurred and both children slacked to sleep.

  Snoozed consciences let night pass unrestrained:

  perceptions logged an instant dawn. The sweep-

  ing view they hadn’t known they’d had appeared

  with day. The howling night had been replaced

  by patchwork singsong birdcall warbles near

  crescendo’s height. The sun soon crested, faced

  onlookers near the cliff, then paralyzed

  with instant showered warmth and piercing light.

  It bleached away the night, impaired the eyes.

  Stel felt in such deliverance, delight.

  The scene well showed the sum of nature’s worth

  and suited swell the Pioneers’ soon birth.

  56.

  “Abu…” Stel slowly said regarding things

  the sun enlightened lightly, “Abu, I

  would like you to be part of this, with BLING.”

  “Of what?” “Of this group I imagined my

  best childhood was to feature, friends in fun.

  As Afroasiatic Pioneers

  we’d gather power, our wills would bend to none.

  We’d use it to roam freely.” Undiscussed

  was concretely what they would do, where, how.

  “Stel, you got a bit frightened last night but

  you didn’t let it stop you. That is how

  I’d want to Pioneer: full-bore, uncut.”

  His eyes, as mirrors to the rising sun

  blazed gold, a fitting hue for dream begun.

  57.

  “I’ve wanted to reclaim post of emir

  since our name fell from grace when we moved south.”

  The hint he’d fuse the trinity rung clear

  despite the words slow shaping at his mouth.

  “Yes. Thanks for fetching me from sleep at home,

  you picked a night I also couldn’t doze.”

  “Ayo! I’m thrilled!” As xylem to her phloem,

  Abu’d be there when friend-ly needs arose.

  “I never thought to roam much past the bounds

  of our community. With strength of three

  we’ll move beyond the finite world’s surrounds

  and into more expansive territ’ry.

  This precipice we’ve christened very place

  for Afroasiatic team home base!”

  58.

  As proclamation bellowed out downwind,

  swept from the one-tree outcrop where they’d perched,

  its sound was tailed by dragonfly, wings twinned

  in interplay too fast to see. Each lurch

  from gust thrust fly aside, off its first path.

  “Look, Stel, it�
�s getting pushed, yet still it goes.”

  Its vector carved, in retrospect and math,

  intent they’d not detected in the throes

  of wind-fought movement. Keener eyes would see

  the insect harnessing breeze happenstance

  as helping it traverse points A and B.

  Right focus showed design in flapping; glance

  hid underlying beauty of its strain

  to dance with its environment for gain.

  59.

  Stel mused, “Two months ago I was alone,

  with Grandmum crabby, schoolbooks meaningless.

  Now my self-portrait’s more a duotone—”

  “Uh, ‘trio’, no? With BLING and me in this.”

  “Oh, right!” Quick comfort with them made her feel

  like they’d been there her whole short life, “I want

  to do more out in nature. It’s surreal,

  the fauna here. These beasts schools ought to flaunt.”

  “They do,” Abu replied, “safaris are

  the source of money here, and power too.” “True,

  I know. But lauding solely superstars

  impedes fact smaller creatures can wow too.”

  With union set, they’d need to make up quests

  unless delivered some by trusted guest.

  CHAPTER 2

  60.

  In one week’s time BLING, Stella, and Abu

  found selves again together, path to school

  stretched out in front of them. They’d had but few

  more windows for shenanigans. Stel’s fuel

  between was work on secret gifts for friends.

  “You’re now both Pioneers, you’re in my clique.

  These badges show it.” Proffered dividends

  had matching elephants on pogo sticks!

  Bedraggled patches gifted clearly made

  by Stella’s novice hand were sort of art,

  cartoonily. Blobs, line dot eyes portrayed

  the bouncing beast, insignia apart

  from any, ever. “BLING, you, me begin

  our lives with this.” “This is Promethean!”

  61.

  In one way Stella also presaged times

  when badges, points, and Snapchat trash talk took

  with dopamine-inducing iPhone chimes

  activities then gamified with hooks.

  This patch she gave was physical, no bytes.

  It suited well its era and its place.

  So too did badge with BLING’s protective bite

  deterring divebomb bird stitched on its face.

  “Kizuri sana! It’s the perfect gift

  for dog and matching human Pioneers,”

  said Abu, not the smallest bit seemed miffed

  by craftsmanship as Stella prior had feared.

  “I like BLING’s merit badge, I think it’s core

  that we reward ourselves for doing more.”

 

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