Is it wrong to give in to this? Am I a fool, trading one heartbreak for potentially another?
I've never had a one night stand. Hell, I've only ever slept with two men and the first shouldn't even count. Can I really do this?
I shouldn't do this.
His hand comes up to my neck, then he moves it slowly down and cups my breast through my thin t-shirt. His fingers find my hard nipple and he pinches it. I moan as a wave of pleasure crashes into me and quickly all the reasons why this shouldn't happen, fly out of my brain.
Fuck it, let's be reckless Bella.
I push against his chest with both hands and I see the disappointment in his eyes.
“My apartment is a couple blocks away. Think you can swing it big guy?”
His expression instantly changes, and I see the gleam in his eyes as his lips tilt up in a half smile. Game on baby.
Chapter 2
Damon
I grab Bella by the back of her muscular thighs and hoist her up into my arms. She wraps them around my waist as she laughs, linking her hands behind my neck.
“Let's walk...like this," I growl in her ear, starting to walk down the street.
She laughs again and I swear that sound starts to fill the hole in my heart. I know I shouldn’t be doing this, my knee is fucked, but the alcohol numbs the pain, she numbs the pain.
Brynn was never this reckless. I could never make out with her against a brick wall outside a bar or carry her in my arms drunkenly down the street. It would have ruined her Chanel suit, or Gucci dress. Everything with Brynn was calculated and that's why I stayed with her. I didn't have to worry about a failed relationship embarrassing me with Brynn, at least that's what I thought.
Her modeling career was important which took children out of the equation, and that was perfect for me. I didn't need or want a family at the time, I just wanted a woman. Until that woman decided that sticking with me through a possible knee surgery would be detrimental to said modeling career.
I didn't propose to her, but typical Brynn had it all planned out within the year. She even had a ring on hold at the jewelry store for when I was ready, which I sure as shit wasn’t, didn’t think I would ever be.
I feel Bella's hand inch down my back, and it snaps me out of my thoughts.
“You okay?” she asks digging her nails into my shoulders kissing the side of my neck.
I cross the street and push her into the nearest building, sliding her body down so our cores meet.
“I'm more than okay," I say making sure she can feel the hardness of my arousal against her.
She moans in my ear and bites the lobe.
“One more block. Hurry up, Damon. I'm so damn wet, I need you,” she pleads with me.
That's all I needed to hear. I flip her up over my shoulder, fireman style and take off on a jog the rest of the way. Bella is giggling hysterically and complaining that all the tequila and being upside down is going to make her puke. It feels so damn good to be this carefree.
She slaps my ass hard, stopping me in my tracks.
“Here, stop!” she says loudly.
Her giggle is contagious, and I find myself laughing too. She was right about the tequila going to her head though, because when I set her down, she wobbles a little before she regains her balance. She pushes her black rimmed glasses further up on her nose and looks up at me, her eyes twinkling, then she winks. She fucking winks at me and I swear to God I'm about to devour her whole, right here in front of her apartment building.
She fumbles around her purse for her keys and I growl in her ear.
“You better hurry up angel, if you don't want to give your neighbors a show.”
She lets out a slow exhale followed by a moan and rummages in her bag again, more frantically this time. She finally finds her keys and opens the door as we quickly race up the stairs like two horny teenagers. She opens the door to her apartment, throwing her purse and keys on the floor and she turns to me.
She grabs my shirt by the collar with one hand as she slams the door shut with the other and bangs my back against it. There’s a gleam in her eye and her hand goes to my crotch, squeezing it hard and rubbing me slowly as she whispers in my ear.
“You are not leavin’ this apartment, Damon Johnson, until you fuck me so hard that I won’t even be able to hold my stance in the batter’s box tomorrow.”
She pushes me further into the door and my dick jumps in my jeans, begging to be freed.
Holy shit.
“I’ve never been manhandled like this angel, but I am not fucking complaining. Do as you please.”
Her lips curve into a smile again and she presses them to my neck, licking, kissing and biting her way around. Then those pouty lips smash hard into mine, clashing our teeth together and she pulls away quickly.
“Fuck," she says putting her hand to her mouth. That devilish gleam in her eye is gone and embarrassment takes over. “Sorry I…God I'm so turned on, I never...I'm...I'm so sorry...”
I put my hand behind her head caressing her hair and bring her back to me slowing the kiss down.
“You have nothin’ to be sorry for. I want you so much, Bella. The fact that you are a sloppy mess with lust drives me insane, and your dirty talk almost made me come in my damn pants," I say closing my eyes.
I want her so badly it might scare her. I need to control the animal in me and keep the predatory look out of my gaze. Her hand comes to my cheek and I open my eyes slowly.
“Damon," she says quietly. “I've never done this. I talk a big game but...”
I freeze at her words and her face breaks into a smile.
“No, no. I'm not a virgin, I was tellin’ the truth. I mean I don't just hook up with people I just met. I’ve only ever done anything with those two guys, no one else.”
I nod and turn us, pushing her body gently against the door, our foreheads touching.
“We can stop. I don't wanna push you into something you don't wanna do,” I say putting a hand back on her cheek.
“No!” she says quickly, “I want it. I want it so badly Damon, I just...be easy with me,” she says, her mouth curving up into a smile.
I smile back and lift her in my arms walking us down the hall.
“Which one is yours angel?” I ask looking at the three different doors.
“That one,” she says pointing to the one at the end. “Shh, my roommate is sleepin’,” she giggles.
“Not anymore you loud bitch! Puttin’ my headphones in,” I hear a voice say from the room next door.
Bella and I both laugh and I shut the door behind us as I put her back down on her feet.
“You be the guide tonight angel,” I whisper tilting her chin up to meet my gaze.
“Why do you keep callin’ me angel?”
“Because you pulled me out of the darkness tonight. I could have gone and done what I normally do, but you stopped me...angel,” I say smirking.
“Ah yes, Damon Johnson pre-Brynn Roberts. I heard all about that guy actually,” she says lacing her fingers behind my back.
“Oh yeah? Do tell,” I say kissing her nose.
“I think we've exhausted our talkin’ quotient tonight, don't you?” she asks sassily.
Before I know it her t shirt is dropping to the floor along with her bra and her skin tight black jeans are getting pulled down excruciatingly slow. She turns around, giving me her back and I get a peak of her ass in booty shorts and what a sight it is.
“Fuck, the real thing is exquisite,” I mumble.
“What?” she asks whipping around.
“You have no clue how god damn beautiful you are, do you?” I ask walking towards her.
“I…” She sucks in a breath as I stand tall in front of her.
“Tell me angel, what do you want?”
“I want you,” she whispers.
“You have me,” I say running a finger down her cheekbone, past her chin, down her neck to the top of her breast.
She closes her eyes and her n
ostrils flair. I can see her suck her bottom lip between her teeth and a quiet moan escapes past those plump, pink lips.
“I want you to show me. Show me how it could be Damon, how it should be. I want you to fuck me, really fuck me.”
Her eyes snap open and I see the seriousness there. She really wants this. Damn if I'm not gonna give the woman what she wants.
“Lay on the bed on your back,” I command.
She moves towards the bed without hesitation and I pull my shirt over my head, dropping it on the floor by my feet. I unbutton my jeans and pull those down with my boxers as I watch her lean back on the bed on her elbows. Her gaze drops to my dick as it bounces out of my boxers and her eyes widen.
“I’m gonna show you angel, show you how amazing it can be. How fucking mind blowing. I'm gonna worship every inch of this stunning body.”
“Oh god,” she moans closing her eyes.
“I'm not gonna hurt you,” I say walking towards her slowly.
She opens her eyes and inches up the bed, but I grab her ankles to keep her in place.
“Don't move.”
She nods and leans back as I reach for her booty shorts.
“You really want the tiger?”
“Wh...what?” she stutters.
“What you texted Brynn. You really want it?”
She nods her head quickly, closing her eyes.
“Yes, I want it.”
I take the flimsy material of her panties in my hand and shred them to pieces.
“Damon!”
Her giggle gets caught in her throat as I lean my head down and suck her clit between my teeth. She gasps and fists the sheet next to her, her knuckles turning white as I begin to devour my dessert.
I move my hands under her hips, gripping her ass cheeks. Digging my nails into her ass, I pull her pussy further to my mouth, feasting on her.
I lick her up and down, up and down, making out with her sweet center, my lips and her pussy sloppily colliding to bring her to a release. I slide a finger through her wetness, bringing it down to her ass. I feel her stiffen against my mouth and I bring a hand up on her belly, keeping her still.
“You want this or no. You tell me angel.”
She silently nods and I reach up pinching her nipple, taking the small peak in between my thumb and pointer finger, flicking it, hardening it further until I hear her soft whimper.
“Words, Bella. I need to hear the words.”
“Yes. I want it.”
“You tell me if it hurts, I don’t want it to hurt you,” I whisper against her swollen lips.
She nods, swallowing so hard I can hear her gulp and her breathing a heavy panting.
“Okay,” she croaks out. “I’ve never...no one’s ever…”
“Relax,” I say, rubbing a seductive circle on her belly.
My fingers tracing her heated flesh, luring her into a trance, calming her body, getting it ready for something it's never experienced before.
The animal in me is grinning, I'm the first man to do this to her. My chest reflexively puffs out as I feel her relax under my touch, trusting me to take care of her body and make her feel good.
I lick up her center again, starting at her clit, bringing my tongue all the way down to her ass. I run my middle finger through her folds, getting it nice and wet and slowly push it inside her ass. Inch by inch I feel her tense around me, and I suck her clit into my mouth again, trying to ease her muscles. She bucks up into my face and her hand goes to the back of my head, pushing me closer to her body.
“Good?” I rasp.
“So good,” she moans.
I see her fist curl tighter around the sheets and her other fist clenches in my hair. I smile against her soaked pussy, knowing she is so close, at my mercy.
“That’s it angel, let go.”
I continue my assault on her, flattening my tongue along her crease, eating her greedily, burying my face even further, cutting off my air as my finger pushes in and out of her puckered hole. My knuckles are grazing her pussy and I know what she needs.
“Close Damon,” she whispers, “So fuckin’ close.”
I push my pointer finger inside her pussy, curling both fingers up, filling her in two places and my dick is rock hard as her body lifts, a strangled cry dripping from her sexy mouth. I don't stop, my thumb and tongue are assaulting her clit, my others taking her pussy and ass to pleasure she's never known. She screams out again, grabbing my head hard against her, keeping me in place as my tongue and fingers shatter her. I feel her clench around me and her cry is a harsh whisper, her raspy voice even more hoarse.
“Fuckkk!”
I lean up, watching her face contort with passion. Her eyes are closed tight behind those sexy glasses and her mouth is open, her chest heaving, causing those perfect tits to jiggle right in front of my face.
I lean down and grab a nipple in my mouth, biting it gently between my teeth as I feel her continue to clench around my fingers. I move to the other one and bite that tip as she cries out again and I swear I’m going to come without her ever even touching my damn dick.
“Oh God...my...fuck Damon, inside me now. Right fuckin’ now,” she croaks.
I jump off the bed, searching for my jeans and grab a condom out of my back pocket. I put it on in record speed and turn back around to a beautiful sight. Bella fucking Gavinwood is on all fours and that beautiful ass, the one I have plastered in my closet, the one that I had my finger in just minutes ago, right there for the taking.
“I didn’t think I’d be allowed in heaven but here I am. God angel, you’re killing me,” I say stalking towards the bed.
“We both know you ain’t gettin’ anywhere close to heaven, Dirty Damon,” she sasses.
“Maybe not, but I’m gonna fuck you speechless and you’re gonna be there.”
“Holy shit,” Bella breethes. “Take me Damon. Take whatever you want from me, right now,” she says over her shoulder.
I see her smirk and I get on the bed kneeling behind her and smack her ass cheek. She squeals and then gasps when I grab onto her curves, running the head of my cock through her folds, soaking it in her juices.
“You sure about this Bella? Last chance to back out,” I say rubbing a hand down her spine, leaving goosebumps in their wake.
“Yes, do it, right now. I’m so fuckin’ ready for you Damon.”
I grab onto her hips and slowly push inside her. If she’s only been with two guys this may be hard for her to take. I’m a pretty big guy and although she’s got a body made for a pounding, she needs to be eased into it. I feel her oblique muscles tighten against my hands and I have to control my need to blow my load before I even get started.
This ass. I grab her cheeks again, reveling in the muscle she has here. I want to take this ass one day, but this is the last time I'll be inside Bella Gavinwood. My dick jumps inside her, probably telling me it shouldn't be, this feels too good not to do again.
I finally push all the way into her, my balls slapping against her clit and she jumps, squeezing her pussy around my cock. I grit my teeth and still inside of her.
“Damon...please move. I need you to move,” she whines.
“You’re killin’ me angel. Squeezing this tight pussy around me like that.”
She does it again and I groan out loud. I tighten my grip on her hips and pull out only to slam into her again.
“God yes!” she says, falling to her elbows on the bed.
The movement pushes her ass higher for me and I run a hand through her hair, taking out the rubber band, letting it fall down her back. I fist my hand in her hair, lightly pulling her head back, exposing her neck to my teeth. I gently nip the side and she curses, dropping her head to the bed.
“You want it like that angel?”
“Yes Damon. Like that...give it to-ohhhh God.”
I thrust up into her again and feel my balls tighten already. What the fuck am I, fifteen? I pump into her, starting out slow but thrusting hard, the sound of flesh meetin
g flesh echoes throughout the room. I start to quicken my pace but feel the tingling in my legs. Shit.
“Angel, I’m gonna come. I'll make it up to you, I promise. I'll eat that pussy until you pass out. This feels too fucking good,” I say regretfully.
I see her turn around and look over her shoulder and her smile is my undoing. I grab her hips tight, letting her mane of hair drop down her naked back. My fingers dig into her hips, probably making marks and pump into her hard, my rhythm relentless and she whimpers underneath me.
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