Guilty Wives

by James Patterson

  Linette shrugged and responded in French. “If I chose one word? Tough.”

  “Choose more than one word, Linny. Come on. Everyone is so excited that you’re sharing a cell with one of them.”

  Linette frowned. “She’s a sweet girl. And she’s tough. The rumor is that the guards are trying to get her to confess to her crime. Sabine assigned Lucy to her.”

  “Lucy? Ugh.”

  “Right. The worst of the worst. Every night, they drag her out of the cell and work her over. They gave her the ‘bath’ the first night. Since then, it’s probably their usual bullshit—stress positions and depriving her of sleep. But Abbie hasn’t confessed. She just takes their punishment. She doesn’t even complain to us.”

  Linette looked about the room, which held two rows of long tables, filled to maximum capacity with husbands and boyfriends and parents and children, all desperately trying to make the most of the short time they had with the prisoners, trying to fit weeks’ and months’ and years’ worth of love into one hundred and twenty minutes every other weekend. There was not one person among them, prisoner or visitor, who wouldn’t leave this room bruised, full of despair and longing and heartache.

  “I’m worried about her,” Linette said.

  “That’s why I love you, baby.” Giorgio touched her face for a moment. Anything beyond that would catch the attention of the guards. Contact minimale was the rule, except for children under the age of twelve, who could sit with, or on the laps of, the female prisoners. “Don’t worry,” he said. “Time will pass. It will get better.”

  “Time will pass,” she agreed. “But it will get worse. Right now, they can’t really hurt her badly, because of the media. The reporters constantly want to visit. Sooner or later, the warden will have to let them in. They can’t have anyone photographing Abbie with a broken nose or a black eye. But once the reporters move on to the next scandal? Abbie will have no protection from Lucy and Sabine.”

  “They’ll get what they want,” said Giorgio, having served a stint in prison himself.

  “Either she’ll confess or they’ll kill her. One of their famous suicides, maybe.”

  The next table over, a young child was wailing as he sat on his mother’s lap. She was trying in vain to soothe him, but he was inconsolable.

  Linette shook her head and sighed. “Sooner or later, they’re going to win,” she said. “They always do.”

  CHAPTER 72

  SEVEN THIRTY. I counted the minutes. Seven forty. Ten till. The guards called out the ten-minute warning before lights out.

  The others settled in for sleep, or to light up their hash and blow the smoke out the window. It was quite a rogues’ gallery in cell 413. We had a car thief (Linette) and two killers (Josette and Penelope). We had a deranged arsonist (Lexie). Then there was Camille, in for selling cocaine, though by all indications—stringy hair, pale face, trembling hands, and constant smoking—she was more of a user than a seller. Camille was in rehab but it wasn’t going so well. She mumbled to herself and chewed her fingernails down to bloody nubs. Her forearms looked like they’d been attacked by cats.

  Finally, there was Mona, a large, nasty woman from a town in northern France called Rouen whose crime, as far as Linette understood it, was dating a Saudi man who was accused of terrorist activities within France. They called her charge criminal association, or something to that effect, and she’d been at JRF for almost three years without having been put on trial.

  Other than Linette, they didn’t talk to me much. Josette, the unofficial leader, had made it clear to me that my problems could not become my cell mates’ problems. They might help me inside the cell, but outside these narrow walls, I was on my own.

  Today hadn’t been a bad day. I did a shift in the infirmary, where I worked as a nurse’s assistant, and helped them save an attempted suicide. Played gin rummy with some of the women in the day area. Dinner included a pork chop that was actually edible. My cell mate Camille, the cocaine addict, showed me photos of her little boy, Gregory, and I helped her make a collage she taped to the wall. In my world, this was an up day.

  But it could be a bad night. I never knew. They didn’t come for me every night anymore. Maybe Lucy didn’t like working the overnight shift every day. Or maybe she and Sabine figured it was more effective to mind-fuck me, that the anticipation would be worse than the actual torture. They’d be right. I didn’t sleep well, waiting for them, listening to every footstep I heard outside the cell, wondering if it was one of them coming for me, if it was going to be the steam pipe or the “scarecrow” or the “seat.” Batons or pepper spray. Sleep deprivation or screaming in my face all night.

  When they didn’t come, I would do it all to myself anyway, in my dreams, my nightmares, except that those were worse. There was blood and violent rape and they tore at my flesh and my children were there, watching and calling out to me and sobbing.

  Lucy and Sabine were with me even when they were physically absent. And they knew what they were doing. Even when they gave me a night off, they walked by the cell, they hovered at the door a moment, they rattled the latch. They made me wonder. They made me sweat. Sweating wasn’t hard when it was more than ninety degrees outside and about a hundred within this cramped cell.

  I’d been there six weeks. I don’t know precisely when it happened. But I was starting to change. I was curling inward. I saw deprivation and fear and despondency all around me, but I found it harder and harder to worry about anyone besides myself. I started to lose everything that made me human.

  Yesterday, I watched Penelope the Spaniard, whose tooth had become infected and had turned black, scream into the intercom for a dentist for the fifth day running, and all I could think was that her problems paled in comparison to mine. I watched Mona, the overweight one, who is in prison basically for having a boyfriend from Saudi Arabia, as she coughed incessantly for the third day in a row, and my only concern was that I didn’t want to catch whatever she had. (Of course, I would. We all caught each other’s maladies.)

  I was no longer Abbie anymore. I was D-11-0215—onze deux cent quinze. The number tells anyone that in the year 2011, I was the 215th person admitted to JRF, and that I was assigned to cell block D. The red border around my ID told everyone that I was considered an “extremely high escape risk.”

  Josette and Mona lit up their hash a few minutes ago, trading the cigarette back and forth and blowing the smoke out our barred window. They knew that the guards, if they came for me, wouldn’t come for a few hours yet. And even if they did, they wouldn’t object to the hash. They’re probably the ones who sold it to them. If they didn’t, then they turned a blind eye during visitation while it got passed from visitor to inmate. And they didn’t turn a blind eye for free.

  Nothing was free in this shithole. Possession isn’t nine-tenths of the law at JRF; it’s ten-tenths. Prisoners guard whatever item they possess, from a cigarette to a comb to a book to half a cup of apple juice, with uncompromising propriety. You want something, you give something. It’s an old-fashioned barter system. The currency could be anything. The most common forms are cigarettes and sex. Or something you want from the commissary—toiletries, a radio, clothes, stationery. Sometimes it’s a favor. Mona, for example, not being the most ambitious or tidy gal, let Penelope get high with her last night if she agreed to make Mona’s bed for a week (we can’t leave our cell unless our beds are made, which isn’t a problem for me, as I don’t have a bed).

  Lights out. Josette and Mona kept smoking, the orange tip of the cigarette glowing in the darkness. Penelope read a fashion magazine with her night-light. Lexie, the crazy arsonist, hummed to music on her headphones.

  An hour passed. Two. Three. With my own night-light, I read and reread letters from Richie and Elena. They were glad to be back in Connecticut, I could tell. Back with their friends. The ink was smeared from my tears, which fell in healthy quantities off my cheeks. This was when I cried. When the lights were out or when everyone was asleep. When nobody c
ould see me.

  Near midnight I heard footsteps. I watched the small sliver of light under our cell door, waiting for the shadow to cover it. It happened soon enough. The shuffle of boots on concrete, coming to a stop at my door. The latch unlocking. My heartbeat fluttered. I held my breath. One part of me mentally prepared for another night. Another part begged them to go away, to make the monsters go away, to leave me alone.

  Leave me alone. Please leave me alone! Just one night of peace!

  I hadn’t waved the white flag yet. But they were winning.

  CHAPTER 73

  I TOOK A seat in the large room in F wing and looked around. Prisoners were spilling in and looking for seats, sometimes in groups with friends.

  It was movie night. The prison got a different film every month and showed it on various nights to accommodate the two thousand inmates. I signed up for this one because it was an American movie—Sex and the City 2—so it would be easier for me to follow. But truthfully, any time I spent out of my cell was like a reprieve.

  And I was hoping that I might see one of my friends. I hadn’t laid eyes on Winnie, Serena, or Bryah since we arrived at the prison. Each of us had been placed in a different cell block. The warden had a built-in excuse—we were still subject to our appeal, so we weren’t supposed to communicate. But the truth was, he wanted to keep the heat on us, especially me. If only I would confess—

  There. There she was. Winnie. I stood up and saw her before she saw me.

  My heart swelled. I hardly recognized her. She looked haggard, depleted. An unhealthy kind of skinny, with sunken eyes.

  When she saw me, she lit up. Before we reached each other, we were both crying. Everything that had happened so far, the terror and pain and despair, came pouring out. We held each other until a guard divided us with a soft rebuke. When we separated, I noted how many people were observing us. I sometimes forgot we were celebrities in here.

  We took seats in a middle row, creating a distance between us and the guards, who mostly sat in the back. We had our arms around each other. We stroked each other’s hair. We touched heads. The room went dark and the screen lit up with the movie, but neither of us was watching it.

  “It’s just bloody awful in here, isn’t it?” she whispered.

  I moaned. “Let’s not go there. Have you talked to the others?”

  “I saw Bryah once. She’s in with the Muslims, y’know.”

  I’d heard. They separated the races in here. As best they could, at least. Most of the prisoners in here were white. The blacks and Muslims, together, formed about a quarter of the prison population, so they were put together.

  “I saw her at the library,” Winnie added. “She’s learning Arabic.”

  We both laughed. That was so Bryah. God, it felt good to laugh.

  “What about Serena?” I asked.

  Winnie shrugged. “I saw her once. She’s doing pretty well, actually. Nobody messes with her. I guess being so strong and athletic helps. She’s in cell block A and has only one other person in her cell, an elderly woman.”

  “Wow.” That must be nice. Luck of the draw, I guess. Or maybe Serena had proven herself early on, with her fists. Either way—good for her.

  “Bryah told me…she said they’re being awful to you. They’re trying to get you to confess?”

  It figured that Bryah would have a grapevine in here. Once an information junkie, always an information junkie. “I’m a big girl,” I said. “Have you seen Christien? The kids?”

  We’d been here ten weeks now, so with visitation privileges limited to every other week, she could have seen Christien four or five times by now.

  Winnie was quiet a moment. “It’s…hard. It’s the best part and the hardest part. Right?” Then she looked at me. She knew, presumably, of the rift between Jeffrey and me. “Have you seen your family?”

  I shook my head no. “I don’t know if I can stand the thought of the kids coming here, seeing this. And Jeffrey…he’s coming next week, I think. We’re writing letters.”

  “Christien said Jeff’s going back to the States. Is that true?”

  It was. Jeffrey’s days at the U.S. Embassy in Switzerland had been numbered since my arrest, even more so once his affair with the ambassador became public knowledge. They weren’t so barbaric as to fire him while we were in crisis mode, but now that the trial was over, the writing was on the wall. Jeffrey was going back to Georgetown. On the plus side, he’d be a lot closer to Richie and Elena, who had returned to their boarding school in Connecticut. On the down side…

  “He’ll be so far away,” Winnie whispered.

  I leaned into her. “I think that’s okay with him, Win. Know what I mean?”

  She let out a pained sigh. “Oh, God. I’m so sorry. Abbie, I’m so dreadfully sorry about all of this. All of this is my fault—”

  “Shh.” But Winnie couldn’t be consoled. She broke down, quietly sobbing. I held her and closed my eyes and savored the warmth of my friend. It went on like that for a good thirty minutes. I didn’t mind a wet shoulder. It felt so good having Winnie close again.

  When it was over, when her body had stopped trembling, Winnie was quiet for a long time. Then she put her mouth up close to my ear.

  “I can’t do this,” she said. “I’m not going to make it in here much longer.”

  CHAPTER 74

  I SAT WAITING in the visitation room, watching the female prisoners interacting with their children and siblings and spouses. It was hard to watch. Hard to watch couples wanting desperately to embrace but being limited by the rule of contact minimale, nothing more than a brief kiss upon entry and departure. Hard to watch mothers being pried away from their kids at the end of a session. Hard to listen to the agonizing wails of small children who didn’t understand why Mommy couldn’t come home with them.

  These women had it rough. The vast majority of them were inside because of drugs or because of the man they were with. Most of them lacked a high school education. Many of them were illiterate. Most of them would get out of prison with little hope of making it and would end up addicted again, or they would commit another crime, or both.

  My visitor was late, so my eyes dropped back down to the newspaper I was reading. We usually got the French papers a day late, and the American papers two or three days after publication. But it made no difference to us prisoners. The papers were our only consistent source of news, so the information was current as far as we were concerned.

  I was reading a USA Today from three days ago, an article on a guy I once knew named Damon Kodiak.

  Damon had been pushing a film for several years, without any takers in Hollywood. Der Führer would be a controversial movie, to say the least. A biopic of Adolf Hitler that explored in depth his childhood, his friendships, his relationship with Eva Braun. A sympathetic portrait of a man whom history regarded with little sympathy.

  Hollywood had flatly said no. Kodiak had a concept, but he didn’t have money. Still, he didn’t stop. Over the last eighteen months he’d managed to scrape together financing—private money—and finally made the film. His first time behind the camera, also starring in the lead role. Written by, directed by, and starring Damon Kodiak. It would be his Passion of the Christ, or it would be a colossal flop.

  Last weekend, Der Führer had opened in the United States with a box-office gross of seventy-two million dollars. It was the biggest opening of Damon Kodiak’s career and perhaps signaled his rebirth at age forty-eight. The movie would be opening soon in Europe, where it was projected to set box-office records.

  So our lives had taken slightly divergent paths since our night together in Monte Carlo.

  “Sorry I’m late.” Joseph Morro, the Paris correspondent for The New York Times, dropped his satchel on the table and pulled out a notepad. “Thanks for agreeing to the interview.”

  “I agreed to talk to you,” I said.

  Morro didn’t seem to catch the distinction. He looked down at my newspaper. “Reading about your boyfriend
, I see.” He didn’t try to conceal his sarcasm. He’d made it pretty clear in the daily blog he wrote during the trial that, like most everyone else, he found it utterly implausible that a gal like me would have spent the night on a yacht with Damon.

  “I’m innocent,” I said to him. “And I intend to prove it at my appeal. I will find the real killer if it’s the last thing I do.”

  He cocked his head. “Great. Now can we start the interview?”

  “I didn’t agree to an interview. I agreed to talk to you.”

  “You agreed—” Morro drew back, replaying the words. “You’re not going to let me ask you questions?”

  “Now you’re catching on, Joe. Here’s my quote for you: I’m innocent. I intend to prove it at my appeal. I won’t rest until I find the real killer.” I stood up from the bench. “Have a safe trip back.”

  “Abbie, c’mon. There’s nothing for me to print.”

  But he’d print it. These guys were starving for news on the Monte Carlo Mistresses. It would be a nice lead-in for a story on the upcoming appeal. It wasn’t much, but it was more than any other reporter had from me.

  And for my purposes, it was all I needed to do.

  CHAPTER 75

  IN THE WARDEN’S office, the phone receiver remained in its cradle. The government-issued cell phone rested on the warden’s desk as well.

  No, this was a call the warden, Boulez, would take on his private cell phone.

  “You know why I’m calling, don’t you?” the man said to Boulez.

  “I believe I do.” Boulez had the Internet open on his computer, to the lead story by the Times correspondent in Paris, Joseph Morro. The headline alone said it all: ELLIOT: “I WILL NOT REST UNTIL I FIND THE KILLER.”