The Hopes and Dreams of Libby Quinn
Freya Kennedy
For the original Grandad Ernie who left us with so many magical memories.
Contents
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Epilogue
Acknowledgments
More from Freya Kennedy
About the Author
About Boldwood Books
Prologue
Twenty-six years ago
Once upon a time, there was a little girl called Libby who travelled to a hundred different worlds and lived a thousand different lives just by opening the pages of a book and discovering the magic in the pages.
‘There’s no greater gift that you can give someone than a love of reading,’ her grandad, Ernie, had told her.
She blinked up at him as she sat on his lap, the wool of his much loved and worse for wear cardigan scratchy against her bare arms.
‘Where were we with this one?’ he asked her, flicking through the yellowing pages of the latest book he had picked up in the charity shop for her.
He believed that books should be loved. They should look loved and lived in. He loved folded down corners, and broken spines. He loved notes scrawled in the margins. Signs that a book had been pored over, read, devoured.
‘I think,’ Libby said, using her small hands to turn the pages herself, ‘we were just about here…’ She pointed to a page with a fresh fold at the top.
‘I think you might just be right, Libby,’ her grandad laughed, ‘right at the point where Mr and Mrs Twit are about to get their comeuppance!’
Libby felt a swell of excitement. She couldn’t wait to find out what happened next. She couldn’t wait to see the awful Twits with their awful ways come undone.
‘When we’re finished,’ she said, ‘can you tell me one of your stories? From when you were wee?’ Libby may well have loved the stories in these books, but she loved her grandad’s stories just as much.
‘Actually,’ he said, ‘I was thinking we could go to the bookshop and see if we can pick up a new book or two?’
She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed his stubbly cheek. ‘Can we really?’ she asked.
‘Of course,’ he said. ‘Can you imagine, Libby, if we owned a bookshop? How amazing would that be? All those books.’
‘I’d never ever leave it, ever,’ she said.
‘No, I don’t think I would either.’ Her grandad smiled. ‘Maybe one day we will. But first let’s find out what happens to the Twits.’
Libby nodded, lay her head against her grandad’s chest and watched his finger move along under the words on the page as he read to her. And the story came to life before her eyes.
1
Great Expectations
Libby hadn’t slept at all well. A fizz of something – excitement or nerves, or maybe both – had kept her awake most of the night.
She was finally doing it. Chasing her dream. The dream she had shared for years with her beloved grandad. Her heart ached a little when she thought of him, but she knew he wasn’t really gone. He was still beside her. He always would be.
She’d assured herself of that as she reached for her very battered copy of Great Expectations and started to read through it. She could almost hear his voice as she read, remembering the first time he had opened the book – which was already well-loved, its spine broken, pages yellowed – and read it to her. Inviting her into the world of Pip and Estella and the incomparable Miss Havisham.
Nodding to the picture of her grandfather, Ernie, which sat on the dresser of her childhood bedroom, Libby stopped reading long enough to whisper: ‘We’re doing it, Grandad. We’re finally doing it.’
When she eventually put the book down, still much too early for any right-minded person to be getting up, she stepped into the shower and allowed herself to mentally run through the to-do list in her head.
First of all – pick up the keys. That was the most important bit. That was the bit that made her stomach somersault. That was the bit that allowed her to push all and any worries about what she might find when she finally opened the doors to her new property on Ivy Lane aside.
Sure, the shop didn’t look like much now. In fact, it looked, from the outside, as if it might be better to knock it to the ground and start again. But Libby could see past the chipped rendering, the peeling paint in the window frames and the yellowed newspaper lining the inside of the windows of the corner-plot premises. She could even see past the broken downpipe from the upstairs flat, and the overflowing guttering which looked like it housed its own ecosystem. She could close her eyes and imagine what it could be.
As soon as her best friend Jess had called her, telling her the shop she had often dreamed of owning was finally up for auction, Libby had known exactly what she wanted to do with it.
She wanted to do exactly what she had always talked about with her grandad. What they’d always said they’d like to do ‘someday’ but never really thought they could – not when life became more about being sensible than taking risks.
Libby Quinn was tired of being sensible. Of never taking risks. There was a yearning for something more inside her and this was her chance to try and find it. She’d turn the ramshackle shop into her very own slice of heaven – where the heady smell of books would mix with the warm aroma of coffee and cake – and a welcoming atmosphere for everyone who crossed her threshold. She’d create an oasis of calm in this little side street for book lovers just like her.
The timing of Jess’s phone call couldn’t have been better. Libby had been tending Grandad Ernie’s grave and telling him all her news, as she did every week. She’d been asking him for a sign about what to do with her life next, when her phone had buzzed to life.
Tears had pricked at her eyes as Jess spoke, and Libby had felt goosebumps rise on her skin. ‘It’s our shop, Grandad,’ she’d said, once she’d ended the call. ‘The one we said would make the perfect bookshop!’
And it was, it was the very building, replete with original stone fascia and cornicing, wooden framed windows that they had said would be ripe for loving redevelopment. Ivy Lane was coming back to life, thanks to the growth of the nearby university campus but also the increased numbers of visitors flocking to Derry each year to soak up its history and culture.
Grandad Ernie had called it. He’d said it would come into its own and he’d been right. Libby could see that. It mightn’t be just there yet – which had to be a good thing when it came to the price of the shop – but it was well on its way.
And now she had the means, and the drive, to see if she could make it work. The guide price had been comfortably within her means. Well, it would be, Libby had figured, once she sold the terraced house she had bought as soon as she’d been able to scrape together a deposit and had lovingly restored. Added to the generous inheri
tance Grandad Ernie had left for her, and the redundancy package she’d just received after thirteen years of dutiful service to an insurance company now intent on going digital, she’d realised she stood a chance.
So, she’d wasted no time in getting the house up for sale. Thankfully, the market was in her favour, and in a matter of just days, she had a cash buyer lined up and was making plans to temporarily move back in with her parents.
She’d marked the day of the auction of number 15 Ivy Lane in her calendar and didn’t allow herself to think too much about what would happen if she was outbid. She had to believe it was meant to be hers.
She’d half expected her parents to tell her she had lost her mind. But they hadn’t. ‘Well, I think that’s just perfect,’ her father had said, growing misty-eyed as she outlined her plans for the shop. ‘It’s exactly what Grandad would have wanted for you.’
He’d reached his hand over to hers and given it a squeeze, while her mother had dabbed at her eyes with a tea towel. They were both still grieving themselves, Libby knew. Grandad Ernie had lived in the Quinn house for thirty of her thirty-four years, her dad intent on making sure his father never wanted for anything, most of all company.
‘I wish we’d done this when he was still here,’ her dad had said, and she’d watched her mother lay a hand on her husband’s shoulder to comfort him.
‘Now, Jim. Come on. We’ve always said things happen when they’re meant to happen. Let’s just focus on how happy the old fart will be, sitting up there watching our Libby chase her dreams!’
Although Linda Quinn had a selection of choice descriptions for her late father-in-law, there was a genuine affection in her voice when she spoke of him.
‘It will be hard work, mind,’ Linda had told her only daughter. ‘You’ll have to get those hands of yours dirty.’
‘Sure, I’m not afraid of getting my hands dirty, Mum,’ Libby had quipped. ‘Didn’t I take on that house and get stuck in?’
‘I’ve a feeling, love, this shop of yours will be a bigger job than that house. And I’ll imagine you’ll want to turn it around quicker than you did that house too.’
‘She’ll have me and the boys to help her,’ Jim had said. ‘And I know you can be handy with a mop and bucket too, Linda.’
‘No rest for the wicked,’ her mother had said, rolling her eyes, but Libby had spotted the warmth in her father’s expression when he’d turned to his wife and reminded her: ‘And even less for the good.’
Now, in the shower, however, Libby was starting to panic about just what might lie behind the peeling paint and cracked render of number 15 Ivy Lane.
She took a deep breath. The stars had aligned to get her to this point, she reminded herself. She just hoped they were up for an extra bit of aligning over the next weeks and months.
The property had been bought sight unseen, a bold move, Libby knew. But her dad had walked around the outside of it, tapped the walls, looked up at the exterior with an eye only a builder could have and had told her it had the ‘bones of a good building’.
But, regardless of her dad’s keen builder’s eye, she felt increasingly nervous as the big moment neared. In a little over two hours, she would have the keys to her future in her hands. She would open the door to her big investment and see exactly what she was facing.
Ten years was a long time to lie empty. God knows what leaks and infestations may have set in in that time. She shuddered. The word ‘infestation’ made Libby Quinn sick. If there was one thing in this world guaranteed to reduce her to a quivering wreck, it was little furry creatures scampering across the floor. She wouldn’t even bring herself to say the ‘m’ word.
‘Focus on what you do know,’ Libby reminded herself as she rinsed the shampoo from her shiny chestnut-coloured hair. ‘Accentuate the positive,’ she said aloud. Pest control were only ever a phone call away.
And Jim had called in favours from all his building pals. A spark would be over later to check on the electrics before she dared to switch anything on. Allegedly, the water supply was still live, but if there were issues, a plumber was on call to look at them. He’d be round at some stage to check the pipes anyway. ‘You can’t be too careful with old buildings. Could be lead piping, or asbestos in the walls. A full survey will give us a full picture,’ her dad had said, adding that he wouldn’t be surprised if the damp course was compromised. But she wasn’t to worry, he’d said, on seeing her stricken face. He knew people. He could get mates’ rates.
And she had to remember, she’d got the shop for less than she had been willing to pay. She had more money than she’d originally thought to play about with, but still her budget was by no means unlimited. She’d be doing a lot of the work herself. Getting her hands dirty, just like she’d told her mother. She looked at those hands now, as she towelled off after her shower, the soft pink gel manicure she’d had done just the week before wouldn’t last much longer. She’d be saying goodbye to such fripperies over the coming months.
But, she sighed, no matter what the cost, she was doing this. Libby Quinn was doing it! She was taking an unused, unloved shop on the corner of Ivy Lane and fulfilling not only her dream but that of her grandad. She wouldn’t fail. She couldn’t fail.
* * *
Libby knew the bag for life at her feet, crammed with cleaning products, would be just as woefully inadequate for the task ahead as a spoonful of Calpol would be to a woman in labour, but still she insisted on bringing it with her. She’d use everything in it, and more – much more – over the coming months, but bringing it with her gave her a sense of making the place her own before she even picked up the keys. Her plan, after all, was to move into the flat upstairs as quickly as possible so that she could work on the refurb morning, noon and night. A teeny, tiny, hopelessly optimistic part of her held on to a glimmer of hope that the flat would be a stylish time capsule of a home, ready to move in to bar the flick of a duster and a quick spray of Zoflora.
‘Are you sure we can’t come with you?’ her dad asked as they sat around the breakfast table. Just like Libby, both Jim and Linda Quinn had been unable to lay on in their beds and had been fizzing with a sense of shared excitement.
‘I need to put on my big-girl knickers and do this myself,’ she told them. Which wasn’t exactly true. Her boyfriend of eight months, Ant O’Neill, was going with her to pick up the keys from her solicitor’s office. An accounts manager for a nationwide banking chain, he exuded an air of calm and professionalism which none of the Quinn family seemed to be in possession of at that moment. He would be able to help her keep her emotions in check and not sob all over the young solicitor who had finalised the paperwork for her. ‘You can meet us there in a bit,’ she said. ‘When I’ve had a moment to adjust. Maybe eleven or so?’
Jim nodded. ‘Of course, pet,’ he said. ‘Your grandad would be very proud, you know,’ he said, his voice cracking, and Libby was forced to wave him away, unable to say anything else for fear of her own floodgates opening.
Thankfully any chance of an emotional breakdown was tempered by the sound of a car pulling up outside and the loud beep of a horn.
‘My chariot awaits,’ Libby said as butterflies danced in her stomach.
‘Before you go,’ her mother replied, ‘we have a little something for you.’
Libby knew by the look on her mother’s face that she was about to endure an emotional ambush and she placed her hand softly on her stomach as if to settle it.
‘It’s just something small, for the shop,’ her mother said, handing over a small paper bag folded over on itself.
Libby carefully unfolded the bag, and shook the contents out into her hand. Through tears, she glanced down at the picture of her and Grandad Ernie encased in a plastic keyring looking back up at her. She was, maybe, eight or nine in the picture and they were both grinning at the camera. Her heart constricted with love and loss.
‘I love it,’ she croaked, just as another loud beep grabbed her attention.
‘You�
�d better go,’ her dad said as she kissed them both on the cheek.
‘I’ll see you soon.’
* * *
‘You all set?’ Ant asked, smiling widely – a twinkle in his eye. The kind of twinkle that sent Libby a little weak at the knees at the best of times – never mind when she had been too nervous to eat and her blood sugars were most likely sliding downward anyway.
‘I don't know whether to scream with joy or throw up,’ Libby said, placing her bag on the back seat, where she noticed a bottle of champagne and a card with her name on the envelope waiting for her.
‘It's just a good luck card,’ Ant said, following her gaze. ‘And a little something to help us toast your new digs? As much as your parents have a lovely home, it isn’t the best for getting you on your own.’ He smiled, just as her stomach flipped.
Ant O’Neill was as incorrigible as he was insatiable, and Libby couldn't help but smile as she climbed into the passenger seat beside him. ‘That sounds like a plan,’ she said, reaching over to kiss him. She intended for it only to be a peck, but he pulled her closer and kissed her in a way that made her tingle.
She pulled back and laughed. ‘Anthony O’Neill, none of that carry-on. There is work to be done. And lots of it.’
‘Yes, ma’am,’ he replied with a salute. ‘I’m at your service. Now, let’s go and pick up some keys!’
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