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by Iain M. Banks


  As she sat up, the tunnel of light moved with her so that she was always looking straight into it, until she was gazing down to the end of the bed over the little hills her feet made in the soft coverings. Now the tunnel of light led away across where the floor ought to be and out through the tall windows and over the balcony and the lawns outside. It was as though in that silent gloriousness she could see vague dim outlines of the earlier room around her, but the brilliant shining had made them the unreal world, not the real one.

  She could remember waking and her journey through the garden and the hedge-castle and the talking heads and her conversations with the old man in this house; she could remember the two younger people and the lunch and supper they had taken together, and recall being shown to this room by the old man and the woman, and shown the bathroom by the woman, but all that was made as though into a dream by this utterly quiet cascade of light, so that now she could have believed that all of it had indeed been a fiction.

  She crawled to the foot of the bed and slipped out of the covers. They had given her a beautiful nightgown of soft blue and she had worn it first then taken it off because it felt restricting, but now she reached back and slipped it on again.

  They had given her slippers too but she stared into the light and could not bear to go back round the side of the bed to look for them, and so she set off into the light, walking gently with a flowing, measured tread, as though frightened her footsteps might bruise the fabric of this beckoning radiance.

  The tunnel’s floor was neither warm nor cold; it yielded to her soles but it was not soft. The air seemed to drift with her as she walked and she had the impression that with every step she took she moved a great but somehow natural distance, as if one could stand on a desert and look to a far mountain peak and suddenly be there on that summit, in the thin rush of cold air, looking at a line of hills on the horizon, and then be there too, and then turn and see a broad grassy plain in the distance and be there, standing on the warm earth with the tall swaying grass brushing at her legs and buzzing insects sounding lazy in the hot, damp air; she looked from there to a small hill where short grass grew around old, fallen stones and birds trilled overhead and from where she looked into a broad forest and then she was within the forest and surrounded by trees and didn’t know where to go; everywhere she looked was the same, and she could no longer tell whether she was actually moving anywhere now or not and after a while realised that she was completely lost and so stood there, her mouth set in a tight line, her fists clenched and her brows furrowed as though trying to contain within herself the fury and perplexity she felt at still being enclosed by the night-dark jungle, until she noticed a cool shaft of soft light glowing through the branches, and was there, bathed in it but still surrounded by the green pouring weight of rustling foliage.

  But then she smiled and lifted up her head and there in the sky was a beautiful moon, round and wide and welcoming.

  She looked at it.

  She went to the moon where a small ape-man tried to explain what was happening, but she didn’t completely understand what he was telling her. She knew it was something important, and that she had something important to do, but she could not quite work out what. She set the memory aside. She would think about it later.

  The moon disappeared.

  In the distance there was a castle. Or, at least, something that looked like a castle. It rose above a blue line of hills in the far distance, castle-shaped but impossibly big; a blue outline painted on the pale air, flat- and even upside-down-looking, not because it was not the correct shape for a castle - it was exactly the right shape - but because the higher up you looked the clearer the castle appeared.

  Its horizon-spanning, many-towered outer wall was barely visible through the heat-haze above the hills, while the bulk of its sky-filling middle section was more defined, although obscured by cloud in places; its upper storeys and highest towers shone with a pale whiteness that brightened with altitude, and the tallest tower of all, just off-centre, positively glowed towards its summit, its sharpness giving it the perverse appearance of proximity despite its obvious extreme height.

  She sat in an open carriage drawn by eight fabulous black cat-beasts whose silky fur pulsed with muscly movement beneath harnesses of damascened silver. They rippled along a road of dusty red tiles, each one of which bore a different pictogram picked out in yellow, between fields of grasses and shining flowers; the air whistling past was thick, humid and perfumed and full of birdsong and insect buzz.

  Her clothes were delicate and fine and coloured lighter than her skin; soft ankle boots, a long flowing skirt, a short gilet over a loose shirt, and a sizable, firm-surfaced but very light hat with green ribbons which flew out in the slipstream.

  She looked behind her at the road stretching back into the distance; the dust of their passing hung in the air, slowly drifting. She gazed around and saw far-away towers, spires and windmills scattered across the cultivated plain. The road ahead led straight towards the wooded hills and the vast castle-shape hanging above.

  She looked up; directly over the carriage a flock of large, sleek grey birds were flying in an arrow-head formation, keeping station with the carriage with purposeful, coordinated wing beats. She clapped her hands and laughed, then sat back in the soft blue upholstery of the carriage seat.

  There was a man sitting in the seat across from her. She stared. He hadn’t been there before.

  He was pale-skinned and young and dressed in tight black clothes which matched his hair. He didn’t look quite right; he and his clothes looked speckled somehow, and she could see through him, as though he was made of smoke.

  The man swivelled round and looked behind him, towards the castle. He crackled as he moved. He turned back.

  ‘This won’t work, you know,’ he said, his voice whining and cracked.

  She frowned, staring at him. She tipped her head on one side.

  ‘Oh, you look very cute and innocent, to be sure, but that won’t save you, my dear. I know you can’t, but just for form’s—’ The young man broke off as several of the escort birds stooped screaming at him, talons spread. He batted one away with an insubstantial fist and seized another by the neck without taking his eyes off her. He wrung the bird’s neck while it struggled, wings beating madly, in his hands. There was a snap. He threw the limp body over the side of the carriage.

  She stared at him, appalled. He produced a heavy umbrella of darkest blue and spread it over his head as the keening birds attacked.

  ‘As I was saying, my dear; I know you don’t really have any choice in this, but for form’s sake - so that when we do have to kill you we feel at least we gave you a chance - hear this; cease and desist, now. Do you understand? Go back to where you came from, or just stay where you are, but don’t go any further.’

  She looked over the rear of the carriage at the body of the bird the man had killed, lying crumpled on the roadway, already almost out of sight. The rest of the flock swooped and screamed and battered off the thick fabric of the night-blue umbrella.

  Tears came to her eyes.

  ‘Oh, don’t cry,’ he said tiredly, sighing. ‘That was nothing.’ He waved one arm through his own body. ‘I am nothing. There are things a lot worse than me waiting for you, if you continue.’

  She frowned at him. ‘I Asura,’ she said. ‘Who you?’

  He gave a high, whinnying laugh. ‘Asura; that’s rich.’

  ‘Who are you?’ she asked.

  ‘KIP, doll. Don’t be silly.’

  ‘You are Kayeyepee?’

  ‘Oh for goodness sake,’ the man said, with an exaggerated isn’t-this-tedious roll of the eyes. ‘Are you really this naive? KIP,’ he repeated, sneering. ‘Cliché number one, you stupid bitch; Knowledge Is Power.’ He grinned. ‘Asura.’

  Then he opened his eyes wide, leant forward at her and made a funny face. He sucked in, his cheeks concaving and his eyes staring while the air went sss through his pursed mouth. He sucked harder and hard
er and his skin stretched and his lips disappeared and his nose came down to his mouth and she could see the pink skin under his eyes; then his skin ripped somewhere behind and suddenly it was all flowing in through his mouth; nose, skin, ears, hair; everything sucked in through his widening mouth, leaving his face bloody and slimed and his mouth fixed in a great broad lipless grin and his lidless eyes staring while he swallowed noisily and then opened his raw red mouth and between gleaming yellow-white teeth screamed at her, ‘Gibibibibibigididibigigibididigigigibibigibibi!’

  She screamed too, and covered her face with her hands, then shrieked as something touched her neck and jerked back.

  The birds had clustered round the man’s face; four of them had snagged the umbrella in their talons and lifted it away; the rest beat and keened in a storm of wings around the man’s face, where something long and red lashed to and fro, beset by pecking, tearing birds.

  She sat and watched, horrified, while the birds tore at the man’s face and the long lashing thing; an awful bubbling scream forced its way out through the fury of thrashing wings, then suddenly the man was gone, becoming smoke again for an instant before vanishing utterly.

  The birds lifted in the same moment and resumed their arrow-head formation above. No trace was left of the fight, not even a fallen feather. The same number of birds beat rhythmically over the carriage. The great black cats pounded on down the road, having taken not the slightest notice of the struggle.

  She shivered despite the heat, looked all around, then settled back in her seat, smoothing her clothes.

  Then there was a soft pop! and flying next to her face there was a tiny bat with a livid, skinned-red face.

  ‘Still think it’s such a good idea, sister?’ it squeaked.

  She grabbed at the bat but it flicked easily away from her grasp before side-slipping back towards her. ‘KIP!’ it hooted, giggling. ‘KIP!’

  She hissed in exasperation. ‘Serotine!’ she cried - surprising herself - and snatched the bat out of the air.

  It had time to look surprised and to go ‘Eek!’ before she twisted its neck and threw it behind her. It thumped twitching onto the road. The last she saw, one of the escort birds had landed beside the body and started pecking at it.

  She dusted her hands and looked through narrowed eyes at the vast, vague, unchanged shape of the castle above the distant hills.

  The carriage bowled onwards, the thick warm wind whistled past, the birds stroked the air above and the giant cats swept along the dusty red road like a wave of night engulfing sunset.

  She felt sleepy.

  In the morning they found her dressed and sitting at the breakfast table.

  ‘Good morning!’ she said brightly to them. ‘Today I have to leave.’

  2

  He took the Queen by the shoulders and pushed her back so that she had to sit upon the bed. ‘You go not,’ he told her, ‘till I set you up a glass where you may see the inmost part of you.’

  ‘What wilt thou do? Thou wilt not murder me?’ she cried. ‘Help, help, ho!’

  Then from behind the arras came another voice, that of an old man: ‘What, ho! Help, help, help!’

  He spun towards the noise, shouting, ‘How now! A rat?’ He drew his sword, swinging it towards the tapestry. ‘Dead, for a ducat—’ He swept the arras aside with the tip of the sword, revealing the quivering figure of Polonius. ‘- Or just trapped, and justly?’

  ‘My lord!’ the old man cried, and sank, stiffly, to one knee.

  ‘Why then, not a rat, a mouse! What say you, good mouse, or hast the cat your tongue?’

  - the King paused there.

  It was always a moment to savour, in this branching of the improved story; the point where the Prince began to get his act together and behave neither tactically too rashly nor strategically too hesitantly. From now on you just knew he was going to prevail, avenging his father, marrying Ophelia, ruling wisely in a flourishing Denmark and living happily ever after (well, until he died).

  The King liked happy endings. You couldn’t blame the ancients for coming up with unhappy conclusions so often - they each spent all their single short life waiting either for oblivion or some absurd after-death torture - but that didn’t mean you had to stick faithfully to their paralysed paradigms and ruin a good story with a depressing dénouement.

  He sighed happily and got up from the bed, exiting via its foot so as not to disturb the voluptuous forms of the sleeping Luge twins, between whom he’d been lying.

  Adijine had woken - still sated but desiring some form of diversion - a little earlier, in what might fairly be termed the middle of the night. His pillow contained a transceptor array similar to the device in his crown which let him access the data corpus; it made a pleasant change to dip into the crypt without that thing on his head. The revised inter-active Hamlet was one of his favourites, though it could still be a little long, depending on the choices one made.

  He left the Luge twins breathing softly beneath their silk sheet and padded across the warm pelt of the bedroom carpet to the windows. He took some satisfaction in pressing the button that opened the curtains, rather than simply thinking them apart.

  Moonlight spilled across the mountains that were the roofs of the fastness; the sky above was cloudless. Stars filled half the vault. The darkness of the other half was absolute.

  The King stared up into that inkiness for a while. That was all their dooms, he thought, all their rash mistakes and compensating hesitancies, on the far side of the curtain. He let the drapes sweep back and - stretching, scratching the back of his head - returned to the bed.

  The sight of the Encroachment had left him restless. He lay between the sleeping girls and pulled a cover over himself, unsure what to do next.

  He glanced into the crypt, first at the paused Hamlet, then at the general security situation, then at the state of the war - still stalemated - and at the progress the bomb-workings were making in the level-five south-western solar - still struggling, still hoping to initiate in a few days, and still tightly controlled by Security - then swung through a few minds, finding various couples coupling and finding his own sexual interest piqued despite his earlier exertions with the almost insatiable Luge twins. He turned away from that for a moment, roaming through the accessible minds still awake in Serehfa, and looked for a moment into that of the Security agent they’d placed with the Chief Scientist Gadfium.

  So, they were still up at this hour.

  Adijine pondered the significance of the strange and unprecedented circular pattern the stones had formed, and wondered if Gadfium had come up with any explanations. Were the stones also linked into the crypt somehow? His Cryptographers seemed puzzled by some of the corpus’ deeper-level behaviour as well as by some of the upper-level and even physical manifestations of those disturbances. Was the crypt preparing to intervene in the present emergency? If it was, he wanted to know. Gadfium was no more trustworthy than any other Privileged, but she had had a habit of making good guesses in the past, and if anybody was to furnish him with the first warning of the crypt’s interference, it might well be her, one way or the other.

  Gadfium. It had annoyed the King throughout his this life-time - and Gadfium’s last two - that she had stuck with the male version of her name; why hadn’t she changed it to Gadfia when he had become a she between incarnations? Wilful type, Gadfium.

  He listened in, through the agent.

  ‘I beg your pardon, Chief Scientist?’ Rasfline said.

  ‘I said,’ Gadfium replied, sighing, ‘I’d like the data on brand new births displayed related to each clan’s vault, from five years before the new dating system came into use, compensated for clan size.’

  ‘I beg your pardon,’ Rasfline said, obviously embarrassed at seemingly being caught either day-dreaming or dozing. ‘At once.’ The wall screen cleared the previous three-dimensional display and replaced it with the new bar field.

  ‘Hmm,’ she said, scrutinising the display and realising she could
not recall exactly why she had asked for it.

  ‘I do apologise, ma’am,’ Rasfline said, sounding mortified.

  ‘That’s quite all right,’ Gadfium told him, still staring at the display. ‘We’re all tired.’

  She glanced at Goscil, who was yawning again, though somehow still with a look of concentration on her face as she sat, eyes fixed straight ahead, unseeing, while she reviewed some other aspect of the Sortileger’s files.

  The same light tragenter that had taken them to the mobile observatory on the Plain of Sliding Stones had returned them to the elevator, which had dropped them through the thickness of the roof itself and the kilometre-deep space of the room below; a cold, gloomy, barren place where flutes of scree and bahada lay slumped against the walls and thin lancet windows cast mean slivers of light across a dark desert of broken stones where even babilia struggled to grow.

  An Army scree-car had jolted them to where a hole let into one wall led to a tunnel and a restricted funicular; they exited to the sixth level on a broad shelf where subsistence farms made the most of the cold and still thin atmosphere and the light came from broad, full-length windows looking out onto a sea of air where little puffy clouds sat like white islands.

  A hydrovator had lowered them to the floor and a piker swept them between machine-tended fields to the terminus of the clifter they had ascended in. The tethered balloon had vented gas and sunk quickly through the next three levels, their ears popping as they entered a sunny farm room, a shady suburb solar and then an artificially lit industrial chamber two concentrics in from the Great Hall. They had passed through dark, deserted, outlaw chambers beneath Engineer-controlled room-space in a fast armoured monorail and ascended to the Sortileger’s office - an old yamen housed within a piscina in the sunlit eastern chapel - by airship.

  The Sortileger Xemetrio met them at the dock, alone. ‘Madam Chief Scientist,’ he said, taking her hands. ‘Thank you for coming.’

 

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