I’m not a dope. I know how things happen, but it isn’t the same for all couples. The different stories I hear from my friends are evidence of that.
Evanna loves Craig. Bleu loves Sin. Ellison loves Jamie. I don’t love Kieran. Shite, I don’t even like him. He’s a total dick. But a good-looking dick. And his body is very hot. I’m curious to know what sex with him would be like since we aren’t in love. I wonder if I’d like it or if it would fall flat because I don’t feel love for him. “If I said that I wanted you to please me, how would you do it?”
Kieran gets up and tugs on my hand. “Come with me.” I stand, and he leads me away from the sitting area toward his bed. “I’m going to show you how I would do it.”
Oh no. “I meant in a hypothetical situation. Not the real thing.”
“We’re not going to have sex. But you asked a question, and I’m going to give you an answer.”
He stops when we reach the bed. “Lie down on your back.”
No way I’m doing this. “Kieran…”
“Shh… I’m not going to do anything you don’t want me to do. I swear…” He grins. “On the life of our firstborn son.”
Our firstborn son.
I sit on the side of the bed and slide to the middle, closing my eyes as I lie flat on my back. I press my knees together when I remember that I’m not wearing knickers and wait for whatever will come next. When I consider what I’m doing, I realize it’s one of the stupider things I’ve done in my life—lie on a bed, without knickers, before a man who threatened to rape me.
The bed dips, and I jolt at the same time that my eyes pop open. A second later Kieran’s face is hovering above mine, close but our bodies not touching. “The first thing I would do is kiss you. An open-mouthed kiss because I would want to feel your tongue against mine and taste the whisky still lingering there.” He moves lower and I feel his warm breath on my skin. “When I finished, I’d kiss your neck beginning at that sensitive spot below your ear, and I’d slowly move downward until I reach your tits.” Kieran moves lower so his face lingers over my chest. “I would suck this one first and roll my tongue around your nipple while I squeezed the other with my hand and used my thumb to make your nipple hard.”
Strange sensations fire from my nipples down to my lower groin. I tense and relax the muscles inside my body… down there. Even the act of breathing becomes more pronounced. More intentional.
His face poises over my lower abdomen. “My mouth would never leave your skin as I kiss your stomach and think about putting a baby inside you.”
Oh. Fuck.
“When I finished here, I would spread your legs apart. I’d go down and bury my face between your legs and lick and suck until you come all over my face and scream my name. And when you were completely and utterly spent from coming, I would push my cock inside you and fill your womb with my seed, hopefully putting our firstborn son inside you.”
Oh.
Fuck.
Me.
“Do you think you would want me to do any of those things to you?”
I lift my head off the bed and our eyes meet, my mouth agape. My breath panting. I squirm and the top of my groin, covered only by a thin layer of silk, brushes against him.
He moves to kneel on the bed beside me and pulls my bunched gown away from where it has gathered between my legs. “Judging by the looks of this silk, someone’s pussy is drenching wet. I bet all it would take is my blowing my breath on your cunt to make you orgasm.”
No man has ever said anything like that to me. Not a single one of The Fellowship brothers would have dared. “You are crude.”
“And you are horny.”
He isn’t wrong, but he’s ill-mannered for pointing it out so blatantly. I kick at him with my foot. “Your mouth is vulgar.”
He chuckles and catches my ankle, pulling me down the bed so he’s kneeling between my legs. “Don’t be embarrassed. I’m happy that I was able to make you wet so easily. That’s a very good indication that we’re compatible, at least sexually. Most people in arranged marriages aren’t.”
How is it possible that I want him to do all of those things he just described while I also want to kick him in his balls?
“Say yes, and I’ll make you a very happy woman.” His fingers creep up my inner thigh. “Starting right now.”
I push his hand away. “The promise of an orgasm won’t make me say yes to your marriage proposal.”
“What will? Because I very much want you to say yes.”
This isn’t a date we’re talking about. Or even a hookup. This is marriage. The forever kind where you don’t get to divorce if things don’t go well. “I need time to think about it.”
“How long do you need?”
I don’t like being rushed, especially when it’s something this important. “I’ll know when I know.”
“We don’t have forever. I’ll need you to be prompt with your decision.” This man is so damn pushy.
He unbuttons his top button and then the second and third. “What are you doing?”
“Getting ready for bed.” He continues unbuttoning.
“You’re going to sleep here?”
He chuckles. “Aye, this is my bed.”
I can’t stay with this man. “Where will I sleep?”
“Right there, in my bed with me.”
“Are you crazy? We can’t do that.” My voice rises a few octaves.
“We can, and we will.”
“I haven’t said yes to marrying you.”
“I didn’t dissolve our prior agreement. Those terms still apply.”
“But you proposed.” And spoke sweetly to me.
“Either our earlier agreement or our engagement is in effect. Which is it?”
“I’m either your captive or your fiancée?”
“That’s it exactly.”
He wins either way. “I haven’t accepted your proposal, so I guess that makes me your captive.”
He sheds his shirt and tosses it on the bench at the foot of the bed. “I sleep in the nude.” He unbuckles his belt and I look away. His pants and some form of black underpants join his shirt on the bench. “Look at me.”
I suck my bottom lip, hesitating a moment before turning so that my eyes can meet his.
“Look at my cock, Westlyn.”
I suck my lip harder and do as he tells me. Not because I’m being a good little girl who wants to obey her captor’s orders. I do it for me, because curiosity is eating me alive. I want to see what a real-life cock looks like.
“You see this? How hard I am? That’s what you do to me because I want you so badly.”
No man has ever told me that he wants me. No man has ever shown me his erection and then said that I was the reason behind it. No man has ever made me feel this desirable. I don’t hate knowing that I have the power to do that to Kieran Hendry, even if he is an asshole.
He goes into the bathroom, leaving the door open. The bastard wants me to hear him jerk off. And I do.
Slapping. Smacking. Spanking.
Groans. Growls. Grunts.
All of the sounds carry directly from the bathroom to my ears. And I want to reach between my legs so badly. “Uhh, West…lyn.” I swear I nearly orgasm when I hear the way my name sounds coming from his lips when he comes.
He emerges from the bathroom and climbs into bed beside me. “Get under the covers.”
I lift my bum and push the linens down. I’m taken by surprise when he grabs me around my waist and pulls me against him with my back against his front. Damn silk gown makes me glide across the bed like a pat of butter over a hot piece of bread. “I want to feel my wife against me tonight, and I don’t want to hear any of your cheeky shite about it.”
“I’m not your—”
“Not another word, Westlyn, or my cock will become your muzzle.”
“Asshole,” I whisper.
“What was that?” I lean as far as I can away from him while being held around my waist and say nothing. “That�
��s what I thought. Now go to sleep.”
Not likely.
Chapter 5
Kieran Hendry
I wake to a beautiful woman wrapped around me. Not the position we started out in last night, but I like this one too. Maybe more, since her knee is bent and her leg is wrapped around my torso with my hard cock pressing against the split of her pussy.
Fuck. It’s right there against her entrance. How am I supposed to resist pushing it inside her?
I move my hips forward and press the head against her slit, making it slip between her lips. One thrust and I’d slide into her tight virginal hole. It would feel so fucking good.
I want to.
Fuck, I want to.
But I can’t.
I can’t let Westlyn leave here without being claimed, but it can’t happen like this. She’d hate me forever, and that’s not the way I want to begin my marriage.
“Westlyn.” She doesn’t stir so I say her name a second time. Her eyes flutter open, and she rapidly blinks several times. I anticipate her jerking away from me the second her brain registers the position we’re in. But she doesn’t. Instead, her eyes focus on mine. “Careful. I have a very limited amount of restraint right now.”
Her hips pull back, but then she thrusts them forward so the tip of my cock rubs between her upper lips. She does it again. And again. And again. “Not kidding, Westlyn. You’re pushing me too far, and I’m running out of control. You have to stop rubbing your pussy on me if we’re not going to fuck.”
She stills her hips and closes her eyes. “I shouldn’t have done that but… it just feels so good.”
“I can make you feel good, so fucking good, but first you have to tell me that you’ll be my wife.”
She shakes her head. “I’m not ready to do that.”
“It’s going to happen.” I lift her hand and wrap her fingers around mine so the engagement ring is visible. “You didn’t take this ring off because you know you’re going to marry me.”
“I haven’t made up my mind.”
“I think you need a little help deciding.” I push my hand between our bodies until my fingers reach her slick center.
She grabs my wrist and shakes her head. “No, Kieran.”
“I’m only going to touch on the outside. I won’t push my fingers in.”
“Kieran…”
“Let me give you what you need. I promise you’ll be able to see more clearly after you come.” Clearly see that you should say yes to my proposal.
“We both know this isn’t supposed to happen until you claim me.”
“You’re the only thing preventing that. I’ll claim you right now if you’ll let me.” I press a soft kiss to her lips and toy with her bottom lip by sucking it into my mouth and releasing it. She tilts her hips forward and I push my finger through her wet slit. Once my finger is well coated with her natural lubrication, I move it to her clit and rub it side to side over the tiny erect nub. “Your pussy is so wet. I want to taste it.”
Westlyn presses her forehead to mine and tightens her grip on my upper arms. “Oh God. That feels so good. Don’t stop.”
Her breathing increases, and she wraps her hand around my cock. “I want us to come together.”
“Uhh… fuck.” I open my eyes and jolt when I see the back of Westlyn’s head. Because she’s lying on her side, her back turned to me. Breath deep and steady. Not awake with her hand around my cock.
Fuck, that dream was a cruel joke.
She’s in the same position as last night when I pulled her against me with my arm draped over her waist and her bum pressed against my cock. I’m not sure she has moved a muscle in the last seven hours.
Fuck, my dick is hard. I can’t continue to be this close to her and not act upon all the things I want to do to her.
I need to shoot something.
I shower and find Westlyn awake and sitting up in bed when I leave the bathroom to choose my suit for the day. Her eyes are red and swollen. She cried last night? I didn’t hear a peep from her. “Good morning.” Her eyes do a once-over before she looks away from my body covered only by the towel wrapped around my waist. “You can look at me if you want. I don’t mind.” Her only response is a shake of her head. “I’m going to the shooting range. I’d like it if you came with me.” Same response, which is no reply. “I’m very good. Some people enjoy watching me with a gun.”
“Why would I want to watch you shoot a gun?”
“Because it would be more interesting than these four walls.” And because I’m proud of my skills. I’m eager to show her what I can.
“I want to see Ellison.”
“That’s not going to happen.”
“I don’t even know for sure that she’s okay.”
“I swore to you on our firstborn son’s life that no harm would come to her. That’s not something I take lightly. I would never break that vow.”
“Our son. You’re very comfortable throwing those two words around.”
“Because it’s only a matter of time. You’re going to give me a son. Hopefully more than one and together they’ll one day lead this brotherhood.”
“So stuck on having a boy. Why a son? A daughter is just as capable of leading.”
I can see what a strong woman Westlyn is. I’m not surprised that she’d call me out on this.
“I don’t disagree, but my daughters will be precious to me in a way that differs from my sons. I would never let them be placed in harm’s way.”
“How do you know that you’ll have separate feelings about your girls? Won’t you love your children equally?”
“I will, but I feel very differently about my sister than I do my brothers. I think the same would be true for my sons and daughters.”
“You’re using plurals when you talk about both genders. How many kids do you want to have?”
I like that we’re discussing children. I don’t think we’d be doing that if she were planning to turn down my proposal. “I don’t know. Several.”
“A couple is two. A few is three. I consider several to be four or more.”
“Minimum of four.” Probably more, but I don’t want to frighten her.
Her eyes widen. “You expect me to carry and give birth to that many bairns?”
“Of course. And I plan on putting the first one in your belly as soon as possible.”
“I wouldn’t have a say about that?”
Westlyn grew up in a brotherhood. She knows this is how we do things. “It’s what will be expected of us by both brotherhoods. We’re obligated to quickly bind our union. You’re aware of our practices.”
“I am, but it’s so archaic. I thought that maybe you wanted something less… old-fashioned.”
“This is our life. We are a people of tradition and this is one of them. Marriage treaties and the babies resulting from those unions bring brotherhoods together in harmony. They establish peace when nothing else will. Wouldn’t it be a wonderful thing to tell our children one day that the brotherhood they’ve grown up in and their mother’s brotherhood were once at war, but our marriage and their existence brought peace to the two of them?”
“I’ve never known peace. We’ve been at war with The Order since before I was born. There’s never been a time when I wasn’t in danger. I don’t want that for my children. I don’t want that for anyone’s children.”
“It’s another reason that makes your marrying me the right choice.” She doesn’t have an argument for that.
“Since you haven’t agreed to marry me, our prior agreement is still intact. That means you’re going to the shooting range with me, and you aren’t going to put up a fight about it. Get up and shower.”
She grasps her white silk gown. “And wear what? This?”
“My wife will never be looked upon by any brother while wearing something like that.”
“Are you going to keep calling me your wife although we’re not even engaged?”
“Hold up your left hand and look at your ring fi
nger.” Her lips press together in a tight line, but she does as I order. “You’re wearing the engagement ring I placed on your finger last night. You could have taken it off, but you didn’t. We’re engaged. Now get up and shower.”
Westlyn tugs at the neckline of her gown, pulling it up to cover her cleavage. I love her chaste behavior. It actually turns me the fuck on. “Will Mrs. Bruce be back to help me dress?”
“No. She’ll be preparing our breakfast while you get ready.” I think Westlyn may misunderstand Nan’s role. “I had her come to help you last night because it was supposed to be a special event. She only helps the Hendry women prepare for important occasions.”
“You didn’t tell me what I’ll be wearing today.”
I suppose I didn’t. “You have new clothes hanging in the closet. I suggest that you choose something warm. There’s a cold front moving in. Probably going to get snow later today.”
“Who bought the clothes for me?”
“My mother.” And she was happy to do so. She’s very excited about my taking a wife.
Westlyn touches the plunging neckline of her gown again. “Did she choose this as well?”
“Aye.”
“She picked it for a virgin who was being claimed by her mate.”
I think she understands now. “Aye.”
“It’s lovely.”
“She chose your intimates. I chose your lingerie.” And I’m eager to see her wear it.
“Lingerie?”
“Yes, and not all of it is intended for a virgin.” I like the sweet stuff, but I also like naughty. Some of the pieces I chose for Westlyn are sexy as fuck.
Her eyes widen. “Oh.”
“Would you like to meet my mum? Maybe talk to her about her experience as a treaty bride?”
“I would love to talk to your mother.”
I’m glad to see how eager she is to meet her mother-in-law. “I’ll introduce you after we get back from the shooting range.”
Westlyn looks at the towel around my waist. “Are you finished in the bathroom?”
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