by Eli Lowe
“Have you decided what you are going to do? About what I had asked you this morning?” He asked after pulling himself away from my lips reluctantly only to let both of us catch some breaths.
“No, not yet.” I replied, resting my forehead against his, while we both kept drenching in the rain.
“Then come with me now, at least for one day. I will drop you back to your house tomorrow. Okay?” His hopeful eyes did not allow me to disagree, at all.
“Okay, but not now. I have work to get to. So, after I get off from work, we can go to your place. Is that okay?” Just when I said, his lips found his way to mine again.
“Promise?” Kazan did not forget to get himself ensured though.
“Yes.” I promised.
****End of the flashback****
I was already standing inside his room as Kazan did not waste any time to drag me straight here as soon as I reached his packhouse.
His room appeared a bit messy, declaring the fact that he had no one to look after him and also that he is no different from me, at least in some cases.
The windows were all open and the cold wind was invading inside his room ever so cruelly letting the rain come along and drench the floor and few other things as much as possible.
His huge body hugged me from behind in no time as we both needed the warmth in such a cold night. But little did I know that it was all short-lived as the door of Kazan's room opened with a loud thud and the person came in whom I did not expect to see this soon, not at least now.
“What are you doing here, Markus?” Kazan asked with his stern voice but it seemed that he was not at all as surprised as I was.
“I came to see you, but it seems that you have something else to explain to me right now. Both of you.” Markus's voice announced that he was not in a good mood either.
“There is nothing to explain. She is my mate and that's all.” Kazan answered on my behalf as I became speechless suddenly, for no reason.
“Then how could you forget that she is mine too?” Whatever said Markus next, I could not believe...rather I did not want to believe.
“What are you talking about? Why are you doing this Markus? I thought you two were friends. Then why are you behaving differently now?” I could not hold myself back anymore and decided to make the whole situation ease a bit, but little did I know that it was never meant to happen...not tonight.
“Who told you that we are friends?” Kazan's voice shook me totally, and I was even more shocked when Markus said, at last, clearing each of my doubts suddenly,
“We are not friends, Summer.
Cause we are brothers. We are twin brothers.”
Episode 37
Summer's P.O.V
A tremendous flash of lightning emerged through the mass of black clouds, which were covering the night sky once again, making the night even darker.
The outside lit up once, for the slightest second replacing the darkness of tonight.
A sudden thunder crashed wickedly right after the lightning, announcing the arrival of the storm which I had assumed long ago.
As if it was not just the nature outside which was going through such massive disruption right now, but the three of us as well, from the inside. As if a new kind of storm was preparing itself to mess each one of our lives with its own wrath. The air of this room appeared a bit heavy due to the recently occurred tension in between the three of us.
Me, Kazan and Markus.
At that moment, we were left to do nothing but to stare at each other with some unreadable yet different kind of emotions written all over our faces.
And I was completely shocked after such a revelation all of a sudden, even though it was helping me enough to clear out a few of my doubts indeed.
Now I know.
Now I could really make sense of all those confusions which I kept having since the beginning... since I turned for the first time. I could see very clearly each and every reason for all those miss assumptions about who was my actual mate, at least when I did not know who he was initially.
And I know very well now, why I mistook Markus as my mate just by looking at those familiar blue eyes. Cause they are exactly the same.
Yes, if I look carefully, Markus and Kazan are not identical at all, not even with their nature. Markus is quite friendly by his appearance while Kazan is not. He is more the silent type, at least to others. Markus is fair whereas Kazan is dusky. They both have very distinct features of their own, except...except the eye. The blue in their eyes, the spark in them, the depth and everything else was exactly the same.
Why?
Why did I not think of that possibility before?
But, even when they are twin brothers, I did not understand how I became Markus's as well when Kazan is definitely my only mate?
I could not say anything for the time being as I kept standing there with no idea what was going to happen next...or what I was supposed to do next. Yes, I became mute all of a sudden but they did not, as one of them broke the silence at last...and rage was all I could feel but strangely it was not for the other two of us, but for something else which I could not figure out yet.
“Just because we are twin brothers, it does not mean that she is yours. And let me tell you one thing. She never will be yours. Not at least I am alive. Cause, she is only mine. Do you get that?” Kazan roared. His jaws were clenched tight while his hands were already balled into a strong fist, turning the knuckles completely white.
“But still, could you ever deny that we both were meant to have a thing for her?” This time Markus spoke up, with his stern voice, confusing me totally about what he was trying to say.
“Only because of me, Markus!!!” Kazan's voice increased even more than before, and so was the terror with such an intensity that it even suppressed the horrible sound of all those thunders which kept crashing through the dark night sky, outside this room right now. And he went on to say further, “Only because of me, you are here to feel a 'thing' for my mate. And are you aware of that?”
“What is going on? What are you two trying to say? I don't understand.” At last, I found enough courage to speak in between, as I could not hold myself any longer from clearing out all those newly found knots in my mind. I was becoming more and more desperate to know the truth.
I kept holding my breath as I was afraid of what was about to come next and kept waiting to hear some unexpected any time soon.
Kazan did not bother to turn his stern gaze away from Markus, neither did he bother to explain the whole situation, but Markus did. With a deep sigh, he began,
“Well, this might be new to you, Summer, but try not to freak out. Okay?
As you already know now that we are twin brothers, you need to know what else comes with the twin bond too. And yes, I am talking about how it works with mates.
Even though both of the twins are usually blessed with two different mates just like any other werewolves, there is something else too... And maybe that is only because twins are born out of the same soul or you can say that they are meant to share the same soul.
Yes, Kazan is your real mate indeed but being his twin soul, I just can not help myself from having feelings for you as well. And the difference is that, the pull is not that much stronger than what you have with Kazan.
But still, my feelings for you are not just for the mate pull. I have always liked you, Summer.” And just when Markus uttered the words, a strong hand pulled me with such a great force only to make me stand behind a mountainous body.
Kazan took a step forward.
My heartbeat was raised all of a sudden thinking about the worst yet to happen. I could clearly hear each of the beats of my racing heart ever so loudly while I was becoming more and more scared to turn into the very reason for a clash between brothers. Which I did not want for sure.
“Look, Markus.
And make it very clear to you.
She is mine and I will never share my mate with anyone. Not even with you.
So, i
nstead of hitting on my mate, find yours and I bet she is out there somewhere. Only if you give a little bit of effort, you can find your mate too.” Kazan's voice did not fail to declare how furious he became with the thought of sharing his mate...sharing me with Markus.
“What about her? What if Summer feels the same for me?” Whatever Markus just said, shook me completely, as I had never expected this coming. Even though Kazan is the only one for me since the very beginning even when I did not know who my mate was actually, I could not deny that I did feel the pull between me and Markus.
“If she ever does, she will be all yours and I will leave both of you alone. Either she will love you or me. But Summer is all mine until she confesses that she loves you as well. Till then you should stay away cause I have already told you that I do not share. Do you get that?” A menacing silence overtook for the moment, right after Kazan had finished his words.
Even though the outside was still raging, not a single noise fell on our ears as we were so much involved in such a tension right now.
“Let's see, what happens.” With that, Markus turned away to go out of the room but stopped on his way, only to say,
“Oh, I forgot.
I actually came here to tell you that Grandpa was asking for you, cause it is been quite a while since you last came to visit him at the Rose Bay. So, he will be happy to see you after this long.” As soon as he finished, Markus left the room, closing the door behind, again with another loud thud.
I just kept standing there after hearing what both of them had said, with no clue at all about what should I do to calm down Kazan for now. Few more seconds passed but still, both of us kept standing at exactly the same spot as before, with no intention to move. Rather I just could not dare, as it was only his broad back which I could see right at this moment, from where I was standing.
Another lighting struck followed by a terrifying thunder, and in no moment all the light went out, causing us to stay in the dark. But the heavy storm with repeated lightning did not even let the dark invade our little space properly.
The next moment I saw Kazan moved, at last, to go out to the balcony which I did not notice was there always. I followed to see what he was up to but I found nothing except his huge figure which was leaning against the railing, only to get drenched in the heavy downpour without any complaints at all.
Seeing him like this, my heart kept sinking. He was close but still, he seemed distant at this moment as the treacherous raindrops kept betraying us to see through each other in such a heavy storm tonight.
It was indeed a storm in our hearts as well.
I stepped out of the room only to go to my mate, bothering the least about getting all drenched as it was only Kazan which I could think of right now and nothing else.
“Kazan?” I called him in a low voice, standing near the mountainous body of my mate, which was now all soaked in the rain, so was mine. His eyes were still closed when I lifted my hands unconsciously to touch his face only to let him know that I was still there for him.
Kazan did not bother for the slightest second to pull me into his chest enclosing each and every space between us while his hands kept holding me like a possessive, so that no one could ever snatch me away from his warm embrace.
Even before I could say anything to him to let him know that I was meant for him only and nobody else, his cold and wet lips crashed on mine only to keep sucking and kissing my lips ever so hungrily. His hand pulled me even closer by my nape only to show how possessive my mate could be.
Kazan did not hold himself back to kissing only, but he even started to lick and bite me everywhere possible. Even the heavy rain, the shivering cold wind and our already dripping wet clothes could not stop him from behaving like a beast right now.
In this dark and stormy night, a strange heat did not stop to grow between us even when my body was already quivering in such cold weather. But little did he care, cause he had his own warmth to swaddle me with, without letting anything happen to me ever.
“Say you are mine. Say that you will only be mine.” Kazan's voice fell on my ears just before he sank his teeth deep into my skin again on the crook of my neck, exactly at the place where his mark was already there but as if it seemed not enough for him as he marked me once again.
The pleasure overtook the pain in no time as I felt his tongue against my skin, which was emitting a million sparks on my body, giving rise to a sudden and intense craving right now. I felt the heat growing all the way up to my cheeks as Kazan kept going down with his tongue, sucking each and every drop of water on my skin which was peeking out of my already soaked dress. And I was shivering.
“I am all yours.” The words were enough for him to lift me up only to bring me inside, so that he could claim whatever was his, in his very own way.
Episode 38
****sexual content****
Summer's P.O.V
The room was still dark while the storm outside kept gaining its strength even more than before with each passing second. The continuous lighting was not only brightening the night sky by cracking it into a million of pieces, cause the room in which we two were standing, also kept illuminating every now and then along with each lightning strike while enabling me to have a few glimpses of the one who was standing in front of me right now.
Tonight, he was looking like something which could easily take all my breaths away, without a single doubt. As if, I was being seduced completely even when he was doing nothing new. His seductive eyes did not leave me even for a second while his stern face kept tormenting me in some strange way.
I lifted my arms unconsciously only to run my desperate fingers through his drenched hair, letting the water drip down on his neck. My hands moved along with the dripping water and traversed all the way down to his soaked body. I could not hold myself any longer to kiss those cold yet captivating lips of my mate which kept asking me for the warmth, which we both were longing for, at this moment.
So, I enclosed the distance at last only to feel his tongue inside mine while he kept going on with his insane rhythm to savour all the pleasure tonight. But still, as if the kiss was not enough, while we both were hungry for something more.
Kazan's strong grip around my waist did not fail to show how badly he was craving for me at this instant. And my heart was saying no different, as it kept racing with no intention to calm down, at least not tonight.
Kazan pulled himself back from the kiss sooner than ever, which was so unlikely of him. Cause he was becoming more and more desperate to take me right here and right now without wasting any more second.
“Help me to take it off, Summer.” He whispered against my ears just before he grabbed my hands only to put them on his dripping wet clothes.
And I had no reason not to listen to him, as I did exactly what he wanted me to do. I pulled the hoodie out of his body only to throw it aside, letting his soaked body to breath freely at last. Then I stopped as my hands hesitated to do the same with the last piece of clothing which was left on him, saving him from being completely naked.
But it seemed that he did not want me to stop as he said, as soon as he realized that I had no intention to proceed with the act of undressing my mate completely.
“Everything, Summer.” Kazan's warm breath brushes against my skin as he kept nipping on my neck all this while. And I did exactly what he wanted me to do. I unbuckled his belt and let the pant fall on the ground with a thump.
A sudden shiver ran down my spine in the next moment as I realised that it was my turn now, as his hands grabbed the hem of my jacket in no time and pulled everything out of my body in one go. Kazan took off my pants too, effortlessly, without any delay and there we were standing all naked and soaked.
I started to feel his rough and sturdy hands everywhere on my skin as each and every touch of my mate kept emitting the innumerable sparks all over my body. I shivered, as a treacherous heat overtook me completely.
“I want you now.” I was compelled to say just
before his lips found me again and started to ruin me in every possible way. I could not stop my hands either to touch Kazan desperately without realising that I was making him even more impatient.
He pulled me even closer, enclosing the last bit of space which was left between us while his hands kept going on with their whole new quest on my bare skin. And that was when I felt him. His body was completely heated up causing his being to grow even bigger and harder.
And in the next moment, I was lifted up by those strong hands which made my legs encircle around his waist, causing me to grab his shoulder tight, so that I do not fall.
I felt the cold wall against my back in no time as Kazan made sure to hold me tight and close just when I felt him going inside me all the way with a deep thrust.
I could not hold myself back from screaming out of the sudden pain, but soon the inexplicable pleasure overtook my entire being, replacing all the pain that my mate caused unwillingly in order to make love.
Kazan stopped his beast from rummaging inside me for a while, letting his lips crash into mine hungrily as he wanted to give me time to ease with the sudden pain before making both of us devastated for tonight.
His seductive lips allured me to bite him impulsively, causing him to groan in pleasure.
And he started to move his hard shaft in and out of my core in no time with a great pace, giving me all the reason to moan ever so loudly, without bothering to stop myself from screaming in pleasure too.
At this moment, he was all mine, and I was his. We were like one and always will be.
His wet and messy hair kept touching my bare chest as he kept on thrusting his being deeper and harder inside me. My entire body was trembling with the utmost pleasure while Kazan did not stop groaning either, announcing that it was the same for him as well. The room soon filled with our moans.
He moved in a swift motion to make both of us lie down comfortably on his bed without bothering to pull himself out of my being. All the covers on his bed got soaked too but it seemed that he was bothered the least.
