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by Peter Redgrove


  Bright-sparkle in water-sound, deafened by glass.

  IV

  Among the always-twitching hands of fire

  The creatures watch us, lobster

  Ripped spiky from its pattern of imagined evil,

  Precision prawns, those workers in glass,

  And the biscuit-coloured, jet-propelled

  And boot-faced cuttlefish.

  They lean and tap the glass, and shiver

  As we scratch back. To them

  We are as they are, sea-creatures that float

  With no support along the fiery corridors.

  Through the glass

  They wish to eat us, and turn us to themselves,

  We lean back at them, our watery mouths

  Like smashed aquaria with jagged fangs,

  We return each others’ looks among fiery hands.

  PICTURES FROM A JAPANESE PRINTMAKER

  (Exeter Museum, August 1974)

  I

  Actor robed for a bravura role

  Caught in the rain. He lifts a fist,

  He threatens the thundercloud

  With slices of his sword. Lightning strikes

  Like gongs. He discards his sword,

  It lands in a puddle. He walks away from his damp clothes,

  We are dwarfed by his erection.

  II

  Actor in the role of a ghost-lady

  Displaying a scroll. His high black

  Eyebrows blocked on the white face

  Hold, equilibrated like justice,

  Sweetly questioning, ‘Do you

  Understand now, my dear?’ before

  She puts the scroll away

  Tucking it into a sleeve

  And rolls herself up.

  III

  Women being carried across a river

  On the backs of husky watermen;

  Foaming robes, foaming water;

  One woman glances down at the man’s head

  Stuck between her legs, taps the face

  With her fan. The men are naked to the river

  But for breech-cloths and head-bandages,

  Their muscles tumesce against the dark brown water.

  The ladies are particularly heavy, as they are dressed

  In their own rivers of colour

  Heavy with rain, heavy with river:

  Each of the watermen shoulders his individual river.

  IV

  Two girls on a country walk. One is a floating head.

  She wears a robe of the exact greenness

  Of the froggy pond they are passing, so her body goes,

  Not even outlined, and her head is turned

  Coiffured in oily valances secured with pigmy daggers

  Like an armed head appearing above the pond,

  Prophesying to her friend in blue.

  One instant more:

  The girlish friends resume their harmless stroll.

  V

  A cave-shrine by the sea for communion

  With the oysters the visitors sip from the shells

  Fetched by naked priests who plunge from pumice rocks

  Buoyant as waves-with-faces into the brine,

  Pull themselves sitting on to the rocks,

  Loosen the sinews of plucked oysters with their knives,

  And pass them back up to the visitors for communion

  With the sea and each other, for the silked

  Visitors are drenched, all holy, all wet,

  In the tang of oysters, holy salt water, and any pearls.

  VI

  Samurai who gets his ki’ai shout

  From mating cats, proceeds to contemplating

  Frogs in order to improve his

  Fighting stance, and his

  Fighting expression, and his

  Sudden leaps. Foreground

  A trinity of frogs enjoy mud-experience

  In a sickly cart-track. The Samurai

  Is not yet ready for such dingy skills

  Of camouflage, he is a

  Clean fighter, in young fresh robes.

  VII

  The story of the solitary house,

  A gruesome episode, the pregnant girl

  Hoist from the rafters by an ankle-rope

  Over a small fire whose smoke rends to reveal

  Her hopeless frowning face, while an old woman

  Whets a knife, crouched by a block of black stone beneath.

  The belly bulbed with baby lolls

  So hard and fully-round on the chest

  The breathing stops. We await

  The amateur caesarian and the child leaping

  Upright through the waterfall of blood

  Straight to the withered tits and the haggard chest

  That will cave to darkness in the monstrous lad’s suck.

  Out of this he will leap to beget himself

  On the lady who hangs on her rope from the sky

  Waiting for pain, the belly pulled round and tight

  And taut and full and shining through the cloud-race.

  VIII

  Beauties crossing by white steamer; the parakeets

  Hackle-plunged in foaming cherry-flower; a Buddhist priest

  Enraptured by butterflies that swoop in and out

  Of his incense smoke, caresses like velvet cloth

  The close-springing stubble of his vow-shaven head.

  IX

  A hero in a faceless helmet, so fierce

  His armour bristles with hero-light at every joint,

  Confronts his enemy, a gigantic porcupine

  Like a black sunburst prickly as he is

  Whose face however has informed itself

  With bright blue eyes, cat-slotted, and white teeth.

  He confounds the beast by leaping on his sword

  Balancing on its mirror edge to guide himself

  Like twins of fire between the bestial prickles.

  X

  Two women watch a thunderstorm

  By the slid-open paper window, on the sill

  A child pulls the pussy’s tail, the women

  Have a warm brazier of coals with bamboo handles

  But the great cat of thunder strikes with lightning claws

  And electricity pours from the mountains,

  The dry light twitches inside the women. On a ledge above

  Really enjoying the storm, in the pouring rain,

  A liberated girl as fairy mandarin

  Stands in the midst of flowers created,

  Co-operating with electricity, by her feet

  That walk surely among precipices

  Storms and waterfalls no deeper than she is.

  XI

  A ferry-boat’s thirty-foot poles for punting

  Across the deep river are gripped

  Like martial instruments by naked boatmen

  For samurai who ride the raft and fiercely gaze

  Like wigged sunbursts everywhere. Most people

  Avoid that gaze, as do the women

  Hurrying across the bridge who tilt

  Their great hats as to downpour and hide their faces

  That way, with the brims. One, however,

  Carries a hatless child who gazes frankly

  Down from the trailing bridge deep into the fierce water-faces.

  WINTER OAT-FLIES

  (Hamilton: Upstate New York)

  Generations of black snowflakes, frail and durable,

  Nothing to them, husk begat husk on husk,

  A few jointed vestments put aside of a scorched colour,

  Or walked by a dab of moisture:

  Just bash the air near them,

  That ruptures their skinny heart.

  They fly with a soft hum, a low scream

  And that sound is all they are

  In a suit of dry fingernail, a life

  Of tissue-paper and sliver, a lick of sun

  Brings them out, or a fart, their instant

  Resurrections almost hairless after so many returns

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nbsp; Like tan grapes or banded like oats. Winter sunshine

  Shows labouring gizzards like X-ray shadows.

  Lycosid spiders patrolling the picture-rails

  Spare their leaps, it would be squeezing dry oranges.

  I wish they had somewhere better

  To hang their toy eggs like sallow bananas,

  And unzip their coffins to a better life,

  Some oak-grove for little Draculas …

  The snow through the window has more strength than they:

  Generations of whitefly-swarms rivetingly six-legged,

  Glassy as myriads of cod-pieced gloss-suited astronauts

  No bigger than these oat-flies

  But pulsing down and settling in white cities

  Like the million hands of the slow winter watches.

  ON LOSING ONE’S BLACK DOG

  (an expression meaning ‘to reach the menopause’)

  I

  Thigh-deep in black ringlets,

  Like a shepherdess at a black sheepshearing;

  Like a carpentress in a very dark wood

  Sawdust black as spent thunderstorms;

  Like a miller’s wife of black wheat

  The stones choked with soot;

  Like a fisherwoman trawling black water

  Black shoals in the fiddling moonlight

  Squaring with black nets the rounded water;

  Like an accountant, knee-deep in black figures,

  A good fat black bank balance in credit with grandchildren!

  Tadpole of the moon, sculptress of the moon

  Chipping the darkness off the white

  Sliving the whiteness off the night

  Throw down the full gouges and night-stained chisels!

  Coughing black

  Coughing black

  Coughing black

  The stained lazy smile of a virgin gathering blackberries.

  II

  We opened the bungalow.

  The sea-sound was stronger in the rooms than on the beach.

  Sand had quiffed through the seams of the veranda-windows.

  The stars were sewn thicker than salt through the window

  Cracked with one black star. A map of Ireland

  Had dripped through the roof on to the counterpane

  But it was dry. There was no tea in the tin caddy,

  Quite bright and heartless with odorous specks.

  There was a great hawk-moth in the lavatory pan.

  Our bed was the gondola for black maths, and our

  Breakfast-table never had brighter marmalade nor browner toast.

  Two ladies in a seaside bungalow, our dresses

  Thundered round us in the manless sea-wind.

  Her day-dress: the throat sonata in the rainbow pavilion.

  We kiss like hawk-moths.

  III EPHEBE

  The beating of his heart

  There was no translation

  Eyes so round

  The lad looked at me milkily

  I had his confidence

  In the dry street

  Out came his secret

  ‘The Battleship,’ he said,

  ‘We’re going to see the Battleship’

  As though a flower told me

  Opened its deep pollens to me

  He had teeth perfect and little as

  Shirtbuttons, fresh and shining

  He was about eight

  Like a flower grown in milk

  ‘The Battleship!’ he said

  So lively supernatural

  His soft thumbprint

  Creeping among the canines

  IV CRY JELLIES AND WINE

  Preparing jellies and wines in autumn

  Sad wife alone

  The rooms golden with late pollen

  The neat beds turned down

  The children smiling round corners

  Sweet-toothed, sweet-headed

  Her fruit, her blueberries on canes

  The sad wife who would not listen

  Boiling jellies, filtering wines in autumn

  What shall she tell the children

  They will not listen

  They love jellies, russet jams

  The sad wife in autumn

  Her jellies and wines stolen

  Stolen by love, stolen by children

  The rooms golden with pollen

  V A VIBRANT WASP

  A wasp hanging among the rose-bines:

  Footballer wandering in an antique market;

  Damask and ebony, mahogany thorns, greenglass rafters, veined parquets.

  Again he struck the wasp with the sheets of paper and

  Believes he kills it; the wasp

  Clinging to the tendon of his ankle looked very sporting and official

  In black and gold clinging by the tail the high-pitched pain

  Was yellow streaked with black oaths

  He could not find the wasp-body it had been sucked

  Along his nerves

  after the rage

  There is a sore pain turning to lust

  That afternoon a plucky infant was conceived

  Full of an infant’s rage and juices

  He struck once, and conceived

  He struck at the wasp once, his child

  Ran in out of the garden, bawling like a plucky infant

  Teased beyond endurance in a striped football jersey among gigantic cronies.

  VI THE STATUE OF HER REVERED BROTHER-IN-THE-BOAT

  She catches the bloodless statue of her

  Revered boatman-brother a ringing blow with

  A mallet; the pure note vibrating

  Through the gouged stone sustains

  For three hours of morning reverie

  During which time at this pitch

  (Om) her petitions come to pass

  Beyond her expectations, or anybody’s:

  gardens, walks,

  Silvery lads and encounters among the knotgardens,

  Clavichords humming to the shrill-chanting beds

  In the manor dark as horn. Too soon

  The singing stone falls silent and it is not yet time

  To strike the next blow. Now that she has seen everything

  It is time to strike the last blow, now that she has

  Nothing further to ask, it is time to plead

  That the rigid statue may grant its greatest boon and walk

  As her living and immortal brother among

  All the beds and garden beds and wives and grandchildren

  Proved by the magic of her singing jewel; but first

  Before he can so walk she must strike some blow,

  The ultimate blow, the blow to end all blows

  To finish things one way or the other, that will either

  Reduce the great icon to bloodless rubble or

  Free her brother to return

  rowing in

  From the further shore: either

  Make the wishing-stone alive in granting

  The goal of bliss, or

  shatter felicity, all.

  (This blow

  Is struck only by the lunatic when the moon is

  Full and directly overhead and the stony particles

  Aligned like the cells of a yearning throat

  Ready to sing, the birth-passage of man-song

  Through a woman-throat)

  In the beginning it was violence only and the shedding of blood

  That started the gods singing.

  VII AT THE PEAK

  The tables laid with snow

  Spotless cold napery

  Tense white snowmen

  Seated on snowthrones

  Knives of sharp water

  Icepuddle platters

  Iceflowers

  Carving the snowgoose

  Slices whiter than pages

  The sun rises

  The self-drinkers

  Swoon under the table,

  Glitter the mountain.

  The rivers foam like beer-drinkers
r />   Devising real flowers

  And meat you can eat.

  VI I I THE TUTORIAL

  My anointing

  Gathers him

  I draw the shapes of him

  He has yet to learn

  Over his skin

  He recognises them

  Flowing from feet to head

  Baptism

  He is a stony river, he swims with his head on the river

  The brown body

  I draw wings in the oil along his back

  He is a youthful messenger

  I anoint his chest

  He is one of the facetious learned folk

  Silky

  It is my learning

  I tweak his nipple

  The county thunders

  White oil

  Displaces my

  Black mirror.

  THE TERRIBLE JESUS

  It is the terrible Jesus

  He walks on water because he hates its touch

  He hates his body to touch everything as water does

  (As Orpheus sang from the river of his body)

  The ulcers close as he passes by

  This is because he rejects ulcers

  Anything raw and open, anything underskin

  He rejects it or covers it with a white robe

  He fasted forty days as long as he could because he hated food

  And hated those who gave him food

  And put worlds of feeling into his mouth

  Lucifer came and tempted him out of natural concern

  For this grand fellow starving in the desert

  But would he pass the world through him

  Like anyone else? Not at all.

  He came back from the tomb because death

  Looked like hell to him which is another thing

  He won’t do, die, not like everyone else.

  Nor sleep with the smooth ladies.

  Instead he goes up to heaven and hopes

  For less participation there in those empty spaces

  But from there he calls down to us

  And I know those cries are calls of agony since there

  All the sweet astrology-stars pierce his skin

  It is worse than earth-death that destiny starlight for those

 

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