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by Peter Redgrove

Chatter, is to plunge

  Into a rubbish-tip of bright plastic and broken

  Radio-sets still working though they

  Have been thrown away; yet after a beer or two

  It is eating one’s Good Food inside a Christmas Tree;

  And this marvel is nothing

  To the sonorous breathing of the horse

  She rode yesterday skin to skin

  Up to the vast water-note

  Of the reservoir from which the horse

  As from a harp plucked water; the ripples

  Of his drink reached out easily to the far shore.

  BOY’S PORRIDGE

  I

  She serves me my round plate of porridge

  Pocked with craters. It is the Full Moon

  I am eating, smiling up at Mum. ‘Where

  Does porridge come from?’ ‘Down the chimney, son.’

  ‘Why morning porridge?’ ‘It is the Moon.

  We don’t eat it at night. It is out of reach.’

  The Moon like Santa Claus

  Delivering sacks of cold porridge down the chimney.

  II

  My next-day’s breakfast plate riding high,

  Brightening the clouds. Mother pins

  Her moonstone to her collar to serve me

  My boy’s porridge; like a full moon rising

  Through maternal skies, it rides her breath.

  There is cinder-snapping as the hearth-fire cools;

  I go out into the night to watch the scudding

  Ashes in the sky, and the round clinker riding

  That burns with a cold fire. As I return

  Hungry for porridge the sun rises over the sea:

  Fleets of jellyfish bump in the tide

  Like salty bubbles in moon-porridge

  Set to boil on the hob.

  WHEAL CUPID65

  Thunder over lake, a beating

  Of wings over the skin

  Of the lake, two blue dragonflies

  With thunder in their wings

  Thunder; whose shaking

  Is in the lake.

  Two sky-skinned dragonflies

  Bent like twin tempered blades

  Shuddering, sip

  From each other;

  Tempered dragonflies reined

  Into a smooth loop, thunder

  Negotiated with wings

  Darting, then stone-still;

  Hoop spins over the lake;

  The feet of the dragons

  Running through thunder

  Their lightning plashes everywhere.

  ABATTOIR BRIDE

  Slow-working in the slaughterhouse

  On a showery day. He holds out

  A bloody fillet in his icy hands.

  I pop with sweat. Bleed out, sparkle!

  There are flies like lacquered idols, skulls

  The size of sand-grains humming like nuns,

  Exquisite religious sculpture vibrating

  To the note of that god-gong, the sun,

  Flies carved again as with knives, risen

  Out of the food-chest with ivory clasps,

  Shut into the meat, it seems, by him let out

  With his shining knives and his shadow of flies,

  His marriage-property, sturdy and obscene.

  And there is a leaf-marriage too, the sun lying

  In panels and yellow shadows on the path,

  The flies in intermediary shady swarms

  Celebrating the marriage of meat and sun;

  And this little rain marries all the leaves;

  The sealed chamber, this vagina

  Is like a bird flying

  Through the rain, drenched,

  Beak wide as a fledgling straining for the worm;

  He has opened many creatures, this one

  Opens itself, alive, without violation,

  However loud the sun, with its darkening flies.

  THEY COME

  They come flickering down the lane

  In their black-white,

  White-black shirts and skirts

  As the moon changes

  White to black and back again,

  White shirts, black waistcoats,

  A lick of white petticoat

  At the hem of a black skirt

  Flickering down the lane,

  The human flowers

  Are black-white, white-black.

  On the body, like amazement gathering,

  The matters that arrive of themselves:

  Hair breaks on chest, balls drop,

  Voices break heartbreakingly, hips

  Gather and round their pillars, and on the smooth chest

  Tiny magnolias bud.

  The homes turbulent

  With strange new body-perfumes,

  The black-and-white courtship moon-engine

  Comes flickering down the lane.

  How many of them meet there?

  All? Or none? the white moonlight

  Flickering through the branches.

  ‘Development,’ they say, as when you hold

  A polaroid and watch the picture, the person

  Stepping into the white space, like

  The person you know stepping off the train

  On to the platform; you saw him before

  In his grandfather, his aunt.

  The bones, white as photography

  Hold the image of him for a certain time;

  It fades off them to appear

  Elsewhere, like a spirit, clothing itself

  In black-white, white-black for the meeting in the lane.

  XXIV

  ORCHARD END66

  (1997)

  ORCHARD END

  Apple-trees coralled behind

  The warm stone walls that help

  To ripen them. We discuss

  In whispers the spiritous dark

  Within the fruit, the boughs

  Librating their poundage

  Like heavy bosoms in a green shirt.

  As an eye sleeps each apple

  Sleeps in its seamless lid

  Until I bite into the black, turning it

  To white, saying

  ‘Let there be light.’

  COLLECTED67

  I toast Browning

  As I drink up this

  Apple-juice. On my plate

  A stump of apple, slowly browning.

  In the grill, the toast

  Is browning, nicely.

  He would have relished

  This March morning

  With the gusty showers

  And the great rotund

  Thunder-carriages rolling in

  Over the brown and activated

  Fields. Here comes a cart

  Heaped with freshly-dug potatoes,

  Earth-apples fresh from the field:

  They are browner than brown can be

  Because of their smell, which is like

  A brown light. Each tuber

  Is a lighted lamp of earthsmell,

  Bob Browning! a lamp

  In which burns the oil

  Of distilled field. I return

  To the huge brownstone hearth

  And take up Browning’s

  Collected bound in doe

  And drink a glass of brown ale

  To wash it down, brown

  As the pelt of potatoes

  Clotted with mothering

  And greening from the brown

  In tendrils ‘… With such hair too …

  ‘Used to hang and brush their bosoms …’

  AT THE WINDOW ON THE WORLD

  (King’s Head, Falmouth)

  The King’s head, chopped off,

  Has rolled to the foot of the stairs

  The moss-moused stairs

  That mount to the Church of Charles the Martyr,

  North door.

  Watching the whole world passing

  In the window of the pub

  From right to left to the Moor, from left to right

  To th
e Docks, the beer calling out of them for me

  A new compendium of humanity, how it walks,

  Not what it says;

  Sitting in the visionary window of the pub

  Among the laughter, beer, mellow lights,

  Everything friends and beer-coloured, watch out

  Up the flight of stone steps to the tall dark doors

  Which are open on blackness

  Like a hole in the church rock for the people’s refuge

  From such as I, where I sit in the Head of the King

  Like a tipsy watchman,

  For the bride and groom are signing the register in there,

  Signing in the vestry twilight,

  And as soon as the pen lifts from the last signature,

  The bells call out.

  On the church steps

  Four bridesmaids in royal blue are hanging about.

  The limousine has driven up shining and parked shining.

  The fronts of the dresses of the bridesmaids

  Are ruched like the hulls of marvellous fruit;

  And I’ll drink to the Bride

  Through the visionary window when she appears

  As she does now and the bridesmaids in a simultaneous salute

  Flare open their parasols of royal blue and twirl them about.

  It was most sexual

  When the Bride appeared

  On the arm of her scarcely-noticeable groom, like

  A great white bird folded on its perch,

  Or like a waterfall out of a mountain

  Manifests from the shadow of the granite porch –

  Crystals ringing each like a bell itself –

  And steps out and stands on the steps pouring white

  Among her blue maidens whose dresses signify

  That by the magic of the Bride

  The whole earth can blossom in maidens

  (This is the Spirit conceived in the depths

  Which emerges after signing the register

  Like light breaking out of the rock

  Into the upper air as the flowers do everywhere)

  Their floral dresses bloom in a long thoroughfare

  The women of the family who now press forward

  Like more flowers bursting from the rock;

  As the bridesmaids live in their dresses

  Unborn children live in the women’s fountains

  Waiting to be born to the sound of bells and flowers

  As the shining track of the Bride brushes past them.

  Why on their way down the stairs from the hole in the churchrock

  To the black and shining limousine do they turn back

  And enter the pub, why does the wedding-party

  Flow in and commandeer the bar and press

  Towards my window with their shaving lotions and scents and grey toppers?

  Why do these visions press towards my window,

  How can I have deserved to be introduced to the Bride

  Whose veil is pinned back to allow her smiles

  Access to us all? Who am I

  That they should come to see me, and to the sound of bells

  (Which makes it difficult audibly to refuse drinks)

  Offer me their electricity elixir

  In champagne glasses that chime like handheld churchbells

  And brim with bridal spume?

  NUDE STUDIES III: THE SPELEOLOGISTS

  The unclean and desperate interlopers

  Filled the table, the nude men

  Full of meat and sin,

  Furnished with a formidable bottle

  And a ferocious overbite, devouring

  The curry omelettes; in their presence

  All ghosts melt down to a pile

  Of grease and rags.

  The early-morning sapsuckers went on tapping

  At the trees outside, finding the door of the forest

  Into their banquets. A thrush,

  Bloodying a worm, sang after,

  Whistling in an almond-tree.

  The party consisted of robust speleologists

  Who had shaken off any demon’s nightgame

  And penetrated the darkness on their own terms,

  For whom the clock merely stitched

  Its ticks through the night

  Creating no stars.

  The men were hungry because of yesterday,

  When the limestone cliffs had cast a welcoming coolness.

  The only thing was to banquet nude

  On the strongest curries of meat

  Transformed into liquid fire,

  They needed to fill themselves with fire

  And empty themselves

  So that they became like the caverns

  Lighted in their limestone guts with beating flambeaux;

  They ate by curry-light in that solid nude encouragement

  As if they could never be filled again

  So extensive were their galleries

  In the long crepuscular room smelling

  Of woodshavings, curry and glue of craftsmanship,

  Concrete and cockroaches, each penis

  Stiff as a golden fingerstall. They guffawed

  About the sale of underground

  Building-plots. It was a room

  In which a Bible brought in at once sprouted mildew.

  SQUELETTE68

  The dainty skeletals of feet

  Are stepping down, and the shining shin-bones

  Follow, and then the whole

  Body of bones.

  O tall skeleton

  Crowned with extra bones

  And further bones arranged about its person

  Like the bones of a crinoline

  Or a chandelier in four flounces

  Stepping down the loft-ladder

  Into the white-gloss corridor

  Sheer as the interior of a bone

  This is the squelette

  Of an ex-wife so powerful she

  Has bones left over and to spare

  Or is remains of two people

  Too fond ever to leave

  Their intermingling, grinning

  At it; surmounting all,

  The mitre of small bones

  Like those of a baby self

  With the pendent skull

  The size of an orange

  That beats on the breastbone

  As the bones stride; I follow

  The bone-music like whetting knives,

  These bones so white

  Against the wall they’d be lost

  But for the intercostal

  Shadow-flicker that attends

  Progress towards the white sash-window;

  Its fingering bones grip

  And fling up

  It steps out

  On to the black slant roof-slope

  Slides down with a farewell wave

  From the curious engine

  Of one calcite hand;

  It drops in a disarticulated

  Bone-shower lightly on the green,

  Green lawn, these bones land lightly,

  And of their own accord

  Separate, peck and coo

  Now a white flock of doves.

  I slide the easier way

  Down the gutter-pipe,

  I find my jacket-pocket

  Brims with birdseed

  Which I scatter to feed

  The erstwhile bones;

  They devour so hungrily.

  Down the whitened corridors

  More bones proceed to dovemaking, hitch

  Their shinbones over the white windowsill,

  They are all the same person, one adult

  Skull, more bones than are needed,

  None so dead they cannot proceed to doveship

  And shake far-reaching ghost-breezes out of their pinions.

  XXV

  FROM THE VIRGIL CAVERNS

  (2002)

  ARRIVALS

  The spider in her draughty great halls

  hanging by her fists
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  from the rafters,

  A few dried leathers

  and wings like cracked windshields

  dangling from the radii;

  Harley Davidson chassis without engines

  hollow as bongoes;

  washing machine in energetic renewal,

  Revision, a cube of hasty

  hurricane water hurrying,

  a tornado shaking

  In my father’s scullery

  wearing white like his doctor

  whose white coats

  Have to be washed somewhere,

  bring him close to the ghost

  every rotation a whiteness;

  My father turning up at Paddington

  in his car, for a surprise,

  smiling at his fingertips

  Like a conjurer with his four-wheel cabinet

  laughing at his traffic adroitness

  like a conjurer

  Producing himself from the shiny coachwork;

  today he lost the way:

  all the streets wept

  So well know to him;

  his knowledge went,

  his engine stopped,

  Emptied. I know

  how it was,

  he showed me something else

  That belonged to both of us

  with the engines stopped

  and the halls draughty,

  Close to the ghost;

  his knowledge went, and mine followed,

  catch it before

  It leaves like a ghost,

  on these stepped verses;

  on these stairs met together,

  These radii.

  AT THE OLD POWERHOUSE

  (Kingston on Thames)

  A swan stretching

  its neck like a javelin speeds

  a couple of metres

  Above the roughened river,

  the stridor of its breath-shaped

  wings like the creaking

  Of a supple switch, a whipstock;

  descending further, the swan steps

  across the water in five

  Giant strides, in five

  mighty braking steps, settles

  its own foldings

  Among the waterfoldings, tucks

  its wings into its armpits, shrugging

  them in, and yachts onward

  As a serenely-sailing ornamental waterbird

  reborn out of the turbulent and draughty

  air-voyager;

  The river glitters like errant electricity

  and a watermusic floats downstream,

  a jazz funeral no less

  With a band and a catafalque and a small black barge

  full of golden instruments;

 

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