“I always knew that you two were fucking. All these years I was like why Fernando taking orders from a bitch that use pump it up, but I couldn’t say that because I thought you was my homie’s mama. You freaky though. If I had known you like to eat ass, I would have let you get me together Ms. Parker.” We laughed at Shitz, but that was a nasty sight to see. An old ass lady eating the ass of an old ass nigga. Then it hit me.
“Daddy, you said you fucked her. Did she eat your ass?” Everyone started laughing, but I was dead serious.
“Roulette, I will beat the hormones out of your ass. Don’t play with me.” Before we could finish our back and forth, Breezy had hit the bitch so hard she passed out. Not having a beef with Fernando, it wasn’t personal with him. Raising my gun, I shot his ass in the head. Knowing I wouldn’t get a chance to touch Rebecca, I sat down. I was tired as hell.
Watching them tie her up, I couldn’t wait to see what they had planned for her. This bitch deserved everything and more. Vicious was practically drooling and I was about to ask did he want his ass ate, but I figured this wasn’t the time. Capone had a different look in his eyes. I’ve never seen him like this before and it was turning me on. Putting rope around her face, he made her head tilt back and stay like that. Her legs were spread wide and I could have done without seeing her pussy all in my face, but it was interesting to see why they did it.
“I know how you are feeling, so this is how it will go. Breezy will start it off and do what she need to get her feelings out of the way, I’ll go next, and then you can finish her off. Does that sound good?” My daddy made good decisions when it came to this.
“Sounds like a plan. Thank you.” Capone looked grateful and I was glad my daddy did that for him. My ass would have just started doing what I wanted to. This why I knew it was better for him to lead. This was his life and he knew it better. Breezy took no time doing her part. Grabbing the drill my father had, she took it to the bitch’s knees. The pain woke her ass up, but her head was tilted so she couldn’t see what was going on.
My best friend had a dark side and I learned that on today. She drilled that bitch in every spot that Glitch could no longer use. Her hands were next, then she put it in the middle of her neck. If this hoe lived, she would sound like the bitch on them cigarette commercials. I used to smoke face ass. Knowing they didn’t have that much time left, my daddy moved Breezy out of the way.
This shit was getting juicy and I almost wanted to join in. I didn’t know they were going to go all dark and twisted. I’ve never killed like this and I would have loved to be a part of it. Vicious grabbed his knife and leaned down before her. I wish one of them cut her tongue out, because the screams were irritating the fuck out of me.
When he stuck that knife in her coochie, I almost felt bad for her ass. This nigga was in here making steaked catfish and I didn’t know whether to throw up or be amazed. He was fucking the bitch with the knife. I’m sure it was tearing the flesh out that lil dry thang. She was barely hanging on and it was time to allow her to go see Jesus for herself. Capone grabbed a hammer and hit her across her neck.
He hit her so hard, I jumped. I had no idea what he was trying to do, but I would never want to die like that. Yeah, it was time for me to get out this life because these niggas were getting creative. It’s like I needed to look away, but I couldn’t. He continued to hit her until her head fell off her body. At that point, I could no longer hold in my vomit. I understood the hurt and the pain that he had in him, but I no longer wanted to piss him off anymore. This nigga was crazy.
“Yall got me fucked up if you think I’m not going to do shit. I want a piece of this hoe.” Shit, pulled his dick out and started pissing on her before he shot her head. I didn’t understand the point but he wanted to be included.
“Nigga I don’t know how you piss with that lil ass dick. Stop shooting that lil shit and let’s go. We didn’t get to do shit either, but we ain’t whipping out lil ass starter dicks. Let’s go.” Uncle E Way was going off and we all fell out. He was mad as hell Shitz pulled his lil ass dick out. It was time to go. We all could finally rest.
Chapter Twenty-Two
CAPONE
Ever since we killed Rebecca, I felt relief, but not closure. It’s been three months, and it still felt like I was missing a piece to the puzzle. Something just wasn’t sitting right with me and I hated it. I just couldn’t figure out why she would want me dead. If she didn’t like to do the foot work herself, who was she gone get to do it? Especially since she was about to try and take over the streets. I’m not cocky or anything, but I did my job well.
“Baby, we need to talk. Before we go out here with the family, I wanted to tell you first.” Grabbing Shorty’s hand, we sat down on the couch. Vicious’ house was full because they were throwing her a baby shower. Breezy didn’t want one because Glitch couldn’t make it.
“What up Shorty?” The look on her face let me know it was serious.
“I know you and my father has been pushing for me to retire and I wanted to let you know that I am done. I’m going to turn everything over to my dad on today. I invited the crew and all and I’m just going to be a mommy. It means more to me than having shoot outs over simple shit. I want my child to get the life I had but with a mother. Even though I still chose the streets, my dad was in my life every step of the way. He didn’t miss any important dates, or conversations. No matter what I went through, he was there. I want to be that for my son.” She don’t know how that made me feel.
That told me she had grown up. Nothing was more important than her family and I know in my heart she was the one. I wish I had parents to share this with, but all I had were them. It wasn’t the same, but it was the hand I had been dealt. I was grateful to Vicious, but it was not the same. I never got to know my father and the woman I thought was my mother was responsible for both of my parents being dead. The only thing I was certain of was that I loved Shorty and my baby.
“Thank you. You don’t know how much this means to me. It’s not that she didn’t think she could do both, but she chose us. She felt that we were more important and I would make sure she was straight for the rest of her life. I would die trying to give her the world behind the shit she just did.
“Yeah yeah yeah, I’m the shit I know. It feels weird without Breezy, but the show must go on. After we are done here, can you take me up there to see her. My damn ankles are swollen and my pussy is in pain. You haven’t had sex with in days. Is it because I got baby pussy? You don’t want me no more Cap?” I was lost on how the conversation switched to this. One minute we were happy and the next, she was yelling at me saying I didn’t want her. Not knowing how to respond to her hormones, I sat there with my mouth open.
“Oh, now you ain’t got shit to say? Close your fucking mouth before I put this big ass foot in your shit. Oh my God, it’s my feet ain’t it. You used to suck on my toes and I know you don’t eat pork, but they just look like pork. That’s all.” Then the tears came. “I didn’t mean to get pork rinds for toes. I’m sorry.” I was about to grab her when her daddy walked in. He was looking pissed and I thought something had happened. As soon as we thought it was over, some more shit went down.
“If yall don’t bring yall nasty asses out here and open these gifts. You know I don’t like people at my house and they keep asking to tell stories from back in the day. Let’s go.”
“Okay, we’re on the way now.” Just like that, she stopped crying and walked out.
“What the fuck just happened?” Speaking out loud to myself, I walked out to join the rest of the party. I went from feeling happy to confused all in a few minutes. Everyone was having a good time and my Shorty was walking around looking good as fuck. You couldn’t tell she was just inside having a break down. The smile on her face melted my heart and I wanted to always see her that way.
“Everyone I have an announcement to make. I am no longer returning to the game once my baby is born. Roulette will be no more, but don’t worry. You will be in good
hands. My daddy Vicious and my man Capone will be taking over for me. This is not temporary and I will not change my mind. They got you and I want you to give them the same dedication you gave me.” When everyone in the room started cheering on Vicious and me taking over, her face went from happy to sad.
“Fuck yall. You bitches been waiting to push me out? I’ll make sure none of you get to work for them. What’s the problem? Nobody wants to be seen or work with the big feet girl. I hate this entire house.” She took off running and everyone gave me sympathetic looks. They knew how the hormonal shit works. They tried to tell me, but I didn’t understand it would be this hard.
“Damn my nigga. Your shorty is ready to kill everyone out here. She ain’t shit to play with. I’m surprised her crazy ass ain’t take out your mama when she came in and tried to smother you with that pillow. As feisty as she is, I’m surprised she was able to hold off.”
“That’s not my mama and yea my Shorty crazy as hell. Quick question though. How you know my mother tried to smother me?” He looked confused and tried to figure out what the fuck I was saying. He wouldn’t have to figure it out long though, I was going to tell him.
“What you mean? You told me.”
“Naw, I told you she tried to kill me. I never told you how. So, is there something you want to tell me?”
“Bro, I don’t think I like what you are implying. The fuck wrong with you?”
“Ain’t shit wrong my nigga. I just want you to man up and tell me the truth. I already know you are flaw, what I want to know is what were you getting out of the deal. Ahhh, I see. She was giving you my seat.” I couldn’t stop laughing. Shitz wasn’t smart enough to run an operation. She was going to make him her puppet and he didn’t know. His ass wanted to be at the top so bad, he didn’t even realize she played his ass.
“Cap, you my brother. I didn’t know she was going to try and kill you. All she said was you were going to step down. That’s it. You had Roulette and I thought you would be happy. Over the years, you have complained time and time again how you were tired of her and the life. I thought I was doing you a favor.” Laughing, I pulled my gun. The yard got quiet and everyone was now staring at us.
“Nigga you think I give a fuck that you didn’t know she was going to kill me. You’re a snake and I don’t do those. Now you can go work for her in hell bitch.” Pulling the trigger, I shot him right between the eyes. Shorty walked out and screamed.
“Really. This what the fuck yall gone do at my baby shower. You could have at least told me you were killing our baby’s God father. I know you’re working against me. He probably liked my feet, so you killed him. Fuck you Capone.” Everyone laughed, but this time she laughed with us. “I swear I hate this family.”
“Aight, let’s clean this shit up and continue on with the party. I ain’t bring you niggas out here for nothing.” Vicious started delegating and we listened. I could finally move on.
Chapter Twenty-Three
BREEZY
These have been the longest months of my life. Even though Glitch was happy about Rebecca being dead, he turned into a cold mean person. It’s like I had my fiancé back, but he was not there. Most days he cursed me out and told me to just leave, but I would sit right there. No matter what the doctor’s said, he wouldn’t do the therapy and I was damn near over this shit.
I had no idea why I was going through so much pain, especially when we had the chance to be happy. He was choosing to be miserable and I didn’t want to be on that ride. My ass cried damn near every night and his answer would be for me to get the fuck out. I didn’t know how much more I could take and I had no one to talk to about this.
It’s not that Roulette hadn’t been here for me, I just didn’t want her worrying about me. She was having an emotional pregnancy and I didn’t want to worry her. This was my fight and I would just have to find a way to get through this on my own. Looking over at him, I attempted to have a good day with him. Glitch hadn’t eaten and I wanted to feed him and talk to him about the baby. Grabbing a spoonful of his food, I put it to his mouth. Turning his face, he wouldn’t take the food. The only thing he did was go off on my ass again.
“Get that nasty ass shit out of my face. Would you eat that shit or are you just trying to feed it to me because you think I deserve that shit?” The tears started to build up and I fought hard to keep them from falling.
“You don’t have to talk to me like that, I’m just trying to help you. All I need you to do is try and we can move past this. Yelling is not going to make you better, I just want to help you get better.”
“I DON’T NEED YOU TO HELP ME GET BETTER. The only reason you want me better is because you’re embarrassed to be with someone like this. You don’t have to be here and I’m telling you that I don’t want you here.”
“You know what, I don’t have to take the shit that you are dishing out. I’ve tried my best to stay strong, but you are making this hard. I didn’t give a fuck what happened to you, I just wanted to be with you. To have our family we fought for. If you don’t want that, then fuck it. You win, I’m gone.” Standing up, I attempted to storm out but a pain hit me out of nowhere. “Ahh fuck.” Bending over, I couldn’t stop the pain that was coming. It was unbearable. Screaming for help, the nurses came running in.
Glitch was screaming my name, but I couldn’t answer him. All I could focus on was the nurse saying my baby was on the way. It wasn’t time and my baby was making its way out. I know it was from the stress and me barely taking care of myself, but I had to make sure Glitch was okay. Mustering up enough strength to talk, I grabbed the nurse so she can hear me.
“Get my phone and call my best friend. I need her here please call her right now.” Doing as I asked, I knew I would be okay. Roulette will be here and everything will go fine. There is no way God will allow me to lose two babies. This one had to make it. I felt bad because I didn’t give her the nutrients that she needed. I was too involved in Glitch that I neglected my own personal needs.
The doctors rushed me off and I prayed that Roulette got here in time. I don’t think I could make it through this without her. I don’t know why God was hitting me with so much karma, but I was broken. I needed some good news to give me the push to go on. The tears fell as they prepped me and got me ready. I felt so alone and I wish I hadn’t pushed my daddy away. If I hadn’t did what I did to Glitch, he wouldn’t have left the house. He would be in here with me if I hadn’t pissed him off. All this was my fault. Now I was alone giving birth to my baby early.
“Bitch you better not push without me. You got me fucked up. I know yall I ain’t think I was gone miss my God child being born. Come on bitch I need you to be strong and get the baby here.” Smiling through my tears, I was happy as hell to hear her voice. Everything after that was a blur until the baby came. When I didn’t hear crying, I broke down. I didn’t want to live in a world with this much pain. I couldn’t take anymore and I was done fighting.
Out of nowhere, I heard the cry and my heart felt so much relief. God loved me after all. He didn’t leave me down here and abandon me. Thank you God. My baby is okay and fine. The joy that I felt in heart was unexplainable. The shit gave me new hope and I had something to keep fighting for. Whether Glitch wanted to be there or not, I had something to keep me going.
“Congrats mommy, your little girl is beautiful. Would you like to hold her?” Nodding my head yes, they brought her over to me. When I looked at Roulette, she was crying harder than me. It may have been the hormones, but either way, she was here sharing this moment with me. Grabbing my baby, I looked at her and she was a splitting image of Glitch. I wish he was here to see her it may have given him a reason to fight. Out of nowhere, we heard a commotion and I stopped to her what the hell was going on.
“I don’t give a fuck what is going on. Let me in there to see my girl or I will blow this shit up. She needs me and I need to know that she is okay. GET ME IN THAT FUCKING ROOM.” Me and Roulette laughed and it felt good to know that Glit
ch still cared.
“It’s okay. He can come in and see her now. We’re all done here.” They wheeled him in and all I could do was smile. The look of worry on his face let me know that he was just talking shit. Sighing a breath of relief, I started to get excited about my life. When they rolled him up to me, tears were in his eyes.
“Before you say anything, let me get this off my chest. The fact that you had to avenge me fucked me up. It bothered me that I couldn’t be out there doing it myself. That shit hit my ego like a wave. Then you come back and you’re trying to feed me and do everything for me, had me feeling like an invalid. You didn’t even try to get me to work harder at getting better, you just did it as if you knew that was my life.
I didn’t want you to help me. I wanted and needed you to push me. Then out of nowhere you started pushing me to hurry up and get better as if a life with me like that was unbearable. I understand that none of that is true because I know you. In my mind, at that time, that’s what I thought. This shit fucked my head up, but I’m sorry that I took the shit out on you. I could have talked to you and I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay baby, I’m just glad you’re here now. She looks just like you and this is the happiest day of my life. Thank you.” He looked at me like it was more and I braced myself.
“Don’t thank me yet. I was so mad at you, I wanted to punish you and… Well, I just want you to remember how happy you are now when I show you this.” I had no idea what he was talking about, but my antennas were up like a mother fucker. When this lil irregular dick having ass nigga reached his hands up to grab the baby, I looked at him like he was crazy.
“You better be reaching for Jesus. You not about to drop my baby with those flimsy ass hands. You better not be telling me what I think you are.” When he laughed and grabbed the baby out of my arms, a million emotions ran through me. Reaching my hand up, I slapped the smirk right off his face. He had me fucked up if he thought I wasn’t about to get that lick off.
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