“I want to see you both, naked in my bed,” Hudson suddenly announced, his voice was rough with desire and it made my cock leak into my underwear.
He stood up behind me and backed up to give me room as I crawled off Matt’s lap. I winced as I adjusted myself inside my jeans, but apparently, I wasn’t the only one with that particular problem because Matt and Hudson did the same. Hudson held my hand as we climbed the stairs of the loft and I reached behind me for Matt, not wanting to sever the connection between the three of us.
The loft was spacious with a large California king bed and a nightstand on each side. My heart pounded wildly in my chest as I stared at the bed, but it was excitement rather than nerves that had me shaking.
Matt came up behind me and wrapped his hand around my waist until it lay flat on my stomach. I sucked in a sharp breath at the feel of his hard bulge pressing into the curve of my back. I was still having trouble believing that this was all really happening, but the warmth of Matt’s hand as his fingers pressed against my bare flesh and the heat that emanated through his clothes, soaking into me all the way to my bones, served as a reminder that the moment was very much real.
Without letting go of my hand, Hudson turned to face us. His gaze zeroed in to where Matt’s hands splayed across me, his pinkie finger tracing circles around my belly button. Hudson clenched his jaw as his eyes turned nearly black with raw desire.
“Tell us what you want to happen, Isaac,” Hudson rasped. I bit my lip, unsure of how to respond. There were so many thoughts and emotions swirling through me in that moment and I didn’t know exactly how to put them into words. Hudson understood though, as he always seemed to. He took a step closer so that the front of his chest brushed against mine and lifted my chin so I was looking up at him. He glanced over my shoulder at Matt for a few seconds and it was as if they were having a private conversation, but I had no idea what it was about and then he looked back at me, his eyes full of gentle understanding.
“How about this, we’ll spend tonight getting to know each other and you promise to let us know if things go too far and you want to stop. Deal?” Hudson said. That sounded perfect to me and so I nodded my head.
“Deal. There is one little thing though,” I told him.
“What’s that?” Matt asked, his breath ghosting across my cheek. I looked over my shoulder at him and then back at Hudson, seeing their similar looks of concern. “You both are wearing entirely too many clothes,” I teased, arching my brow at them. They began to laugh and I smiled at my own joke, pleased that I could make them happy.
Matt swatted my butt playfully with his free hand and I saw the way Hudson’s eyes lit up. He likes that. We took turns helping each other undress, pausing only to kiss and when the last article of clothing had been shed, I stepped back so that I could see my two lovers.
Matt’s body was fit and toned and I wondered what he did to stay in such great shape. My eyes drank in the light dusting of hair that coated his chest, narrowing down to a perfect happy trail until it finally ended in a trimmed thatch of hair at the base of his cock. It was thicker than mine, but not quite as long and it curved slightly to the left.
I turned to check out Hudson and my jaw nearly hit the floor. There was no other way to describe Hudson’s body other than magnificent. I knew he was built, but nothing could’ve prepared me for the sculpted muscles on display before me. His chest was broad, the muscles rippling with each of his movements, and he had an unbelievable eight-pack that I wasn’t sure I could ever produce even if I spent every day in the gym for years.
My eyes lowered to the tightly curled hairs that surrounded Hudson’s long dick. It jutted out proudly towards me and Matt as if beckoning us to take it in our mouths. And I wanted to. I wanted to drop to my knees and worship him, but I was afraid that I would mess it up in some way. I looked back at their faces and saw that they were observing each other as well as me and I felt my face heat up.
“You’re both so beautiful, I can’t make up my mind where I want to start first,” Hudson said.
“I think that is going to require both of us,” Matt answered, staring pointedly at Hudson’s cock with something akin to awe. I reached down and wrapped my hand around my aching dick, giving it a few slow pumps. My mouth watered at the idea of Matt and me working together to bring Hudson pleasure.
My pulse raced as Matt dropped to his knees in front of Hudson. He glanced up at the man towering over him and Hudson reached his hand down, threading his fingers through the soft curls on Matt’s head. I held my breath as Matt circled his hand around the base of Hudson’s cock and then flattened his tongue to lick a line up Hudson’s long shaft.
I watched with rapt attention as the tip of Matt’s tongue circled the thick head of Hudson’s cut cock and Hudson threw his head back with a loud groan. His fingers tightening in Matt’s hair. I didn’t even realize I was moving until I felt the plush carpet of the loft on my knees. Matt watched me out of the corner of his eye as he licked a path along the side of Hudson’s dick. When he reached the head, he sucked it into his mouth and worked his tongue over the bundle of nerves underneath the cap.
Hudson gave an answering moan and I took note, memorizing everything that my lover responded to; what made him tremble and what made him groan in pleasure. I’d never given head before, but I was a quick learner and I was eager. That had to count for something, I told myself. I leaned forward and ran my tongue along the side of Hudson’s cock, enjoying the thick veins and the silky feel of his skin.
When I got to the base, I nuzzled my nose into his pubic hair, breathing in deeply his clean, masculine scent. The combined smell, taste and feel of him made me dizzy with want and then his large hand cupped the back of my neck and pulled me closer, spurring me on and making me feel proud that I had obviously done something right. Matt held Hudson’s cock out towards me in invitation and I flicked my tongue over his slit, tasting the salty fluid that beaded along the tip.
I whimpered at the flavor of Hudson on my tongue and I eagerly sucked down the head of his dick, wanting more. I choked as I went too far too fast and his thick cock filled my throat, hitting my gag reflex. My eyes watered as I pulled off quickly and I flushed with shame at my mistake, but Matt was right there, soothing me with his words.
“It’s okay, you’re doing great. He’s a big boy and it’s going to take time for both of us to get used to,” Matt said, his lips quirking up in a sexy grin. I appreciated that he had included himself in that statement and my heart kicked up a notch at the thought of there being more times in the future in which we’d have time to practice. I hoped Matt meant that because I already knew I wanted there to be more, but I also knew not to get my hopes up. He may have been just talking in the heat of the moment.
My eyes traveled up the tall expanse of smooth, ebony skin until they landed on Hudson’s face. He was staring down at me through hooded eyes and his voice was rough when he told me, “Everything you’re doing is perfect. You both make me feel so good.” I saw the honesty in his eyes and so I knew he hadn’t just said that to placate me. I felt proud of myself and I quickly went back to work, trying to draw every bit of pleasure from him that I could.
Matt’s tongue flicked over mine as we took turns licking and sucking Hudson, stopping occasionally to kiss. I cried out when I felt Matt’s long fingers circle around my cock. He pulled on it a few times and let his thumb smooth over the tip, spreading my pre-cum all around and driving me insane. I was having trouble concentrating on what I was supposed to be doing to Hudson with Matt’s hand working over me like that.
All of a sudden, Hudson leaned down, cupped me under the arms and lifted me off the floor and onto the bed in a move that seemed effortless. Matt got to his feet beside Hudson and they both stared down at me. I had to resist the urge to cover myself as I lay there, naked and exposed, under their watchful gazes. The appreciation and carnal lust I saw in their stares made my apprehension fade away, replaced with a feeling of power like I’d never expe
rienced before.
I decided to tease them by running my hands down my stomach and tugging on my cock a few times. Their eyes continued to follow my every movement as they reached for their own leaking cocks. My skin felt like it was on fire and I found myself liking this little bit of exhibitionism.
Hudson growled and grabbed Matt in a fiery kiss that made my toes curl. The men clawed at each other as they kissed and Hudson bent his knees so that their cocks were lined up with each other. His large hand slid between their bodies and wrapped both of their dicks in his tight fist. Pre-cum dribbled out of them like a faucet, slicking their shafts and making Hudson’s hand glide quickly up and down. Matt whimpered at what had to be an amazing feeling and I licked my lips at the show they were putting on for me.
No longer satisfied to sit on the sidelines, I climbed onto my hands and knees and crawled to the foot of the bed where they were standing and pushed my head between their two bodies. I could hear their gentle groans as they kissed above me and I began to lap at their combined juices, memorizing the various tastes and textures of my lovers. I was in Heaven.
Hudson’s tongue swept through my mouth, urging me to do the same and I felt long forgotten sensations spark to life once again. The wet heat of Isaac’s eager mouth on me made my legs shake and I slid my hands up Hudson’s strong arms, clinging to him so I wouldn’t fall.
I’d only been with a few other men since Sean, each of which I’d met through a hookup app on my phone. I didn’t use the app often, but I kept it there for the times when the loneliness got to be so heavy that I thought I’d drown in it. It was in those moments when I just needed the touch of another person, and it didn’t matter who, that I’d find myself giving in and swiping through the app. Those hookups were quick, cold, and done with the sole purpose of getting off.
I could already tell that being with these two men was going to be different. Isaac was all gentle movements and held nothing back as he gave of himself freely. Hudson on the other hand was intensely passionate, taking what he wanted without apology, but giving back just as much in return. The contrast between the two was addictive and I didn’t think I’d ever be able to get enough. And that right there was what scared me.
Hudson’s mouth made a path across my jawline, kissing and nibbling his way over to my ear. I shivered as he licked along the shell of it and then dipped down to gently suck the tender skin right under my ear.
“I think it should be you,” he whispered in my ear. I pulled my head back so I could see his face, but it was hard to concentrate on what he was saying because Isaac’s enthusiastic mouth was pushing me closer and closer to the edge.
“What?” I rasped.
“I think you should be the one to take Isaac for the first time.” My eyes widened in surprise and I glanced down just as Isaac’s head shot up, our cocks leaving his mouth with a wet pop. “That is, if you even want things to go that far. We’ll only do what you’re comfortable with,” Hudson assured the younger man. I studied Isaac’s reaction closely, but he didn’t look nervous anymore. Instead, his expression was one of curiosity, surprise, and, as he focused his attention on me, longing.
“Is that something you’d like?” Isaac asked me. I couldn’t speak as I stared into those sweet, innocent, blue eyes that I had looked at for years but that I felt like I was just getting to know.
What he was offering was huge and not something that I took lightly. I cared about Isaac, he was important to me. Even though I’d never told him about my past, I was closer to him than just about anyone. The fact that he wanted to give so much of himself to me was humbling and I wasn’t sure I deserved it. I dropped down to my knees beside the bed and cupped his cheeks in my hands.
“I would love to be with you in that way, but you need to be sure. You won’t ever have a first time again and it should be with someone very special. I can’t make you any promises and I won’t lie and say that I can, so you need to be sure,” I told him.
“I’m ready and I want to be with you; with both of you.” Isaac glanced at Hudson and then back at me, staring directly in my eyes as he answered. “I’ll be honest and say that I really hope this isn’t our only night together, but if it is…if this is the only chance I ever get to feel you and experience what it’s like to be this close to you, then I’m not going to let that opportunity pass me by.”
I must have taken too long to answer because I heard his whispered, “Please, Matt,” and that was all it took. It was as if something clicked inside me and I could no longer hold back. He regarded me warily as I got to my feet, probably expecting me to grab my clothes and leave, but there was nowhere else I wanted to be than in that room with those two men.
“Will you get him ready?” I asked Hudson. He’d been wearing a gentle smile during my exchange with Isaac and it grew until I saw a flash of his white teeth. My breath caught in my throat at the caring look in his eyes.
“I’d love to,” he answered. Hudson’s fingers squeezed the back of my neck as he bent down for a kiss. The weight of his hand helped calm the quaking inside me and I placed my hand on his smooth chest. His heart beat rapidly against my palm as our kiss deepened and his hand snaked between us to wrap around my length. I sighed into his mouth as he began to pump my cock. It felt unbelievable, but he was far too good at it and after a few seconds, I reached down and grabbed his wrist, halting his movements.
“This will all be over if you touch me one more time,” I panted. A puff of air blew across my lips as Hudson chuckled.
“Sorry about that,” Hudson said, but when he stepped back, he was wearing a smirk that told me he wasn’t sorry in the least about the effect he had on me. Honestly, neither was I.
Hudson moved around the bed to the table and opened the drawer, pulling out a strip of condoms and a bottle of lube. I glanced down at the bed and nearly swallowed my tongue when I saw Isaac, lounging with one hand behind his head on the pillows, his other hand moving slowly up and down his shaft as he watched me through hooded eyes. The blatant need and longing in his eyes sent my pulse racing.
Hudson’s hand brushed over my lower back as he moved to the foot of the bed so he could crawl up between Isaac’s thighs. Hudson whispered something to him that made a beautiful smile spread across Isaac’s delicate features.
Hudson lowered himself on top of the younger man and began kissing him as his hips rocked back and forth, working their pelvises in a slow grind. Isaac’s eyes rolled to the back of his head and he let out a long moan which Hudson swallowed greedily.
I reached between my legs with my free hand and cupped my balls, squeezing them slightly in order to gain control over the orgasm that threatened. I was mesmerized by how breathtaking the two of them were together. Isaac’s pale ivory skin was in perfect contrast with Hudson’s darker ebony tone as he smoothed his hands up and down Hudson’s back, grasping the taut globes of his ass with his fingers.
Hudson began to make his way down Isaac’s body, alternating between nipping and licking and making Isaac squirm underneath him. Isaac spread his legs wider, allowing room for Hudson’s broad shoulders between his thighs and his hips punched up as Hudson found his target and swallowed Isaac’s cock down in one swift move.
Hudson locked his forearm across Isaac’s waist, holding him down and showing him no mercy as he worshiped every inch of Isaac’s leaking dick. Isaac’s head thrashed back and forth on the pillow and he garbled nonsensical words. Hudson’s hand searched blindly on the bed, his mouth never letting up on his ministrations. I knelt on the bed quickly, scooping up the bottle of lube and pouring some onto Hudson’s outstretched fingers.
My mouth went dry as Hudson raised up to kneel between Isaac’s legs, spreading them even further apart and I got my first look at Isaac’s pretty pink hole. Hudson’s slick finger circled his opening, bringing life to all the nerve endings there before dipping in just to the first knuckle. Isaac made a sound in the back of his throat that was a mixture of a plea and command.
Hudson res
ponded to his need and I watched in awe as his finger disappeared into Isaac’s tight channel. Soon enough, he added a second finger and began stretching him, twisting his wrist and coaxing Isaac’s muscles to relax and allow him entry.
I glanced up at Isaac’s face and saw that he had his eyes closed, his bottom lip turning white where he bit down on it. I knew the enormity of the trust and care he was putting in me by letting me be his first. Memories of my own first time flitted through my mind. Sean and I had had no idea what we were doing, but we were so in love that it was amazing all the same.
I felt a wave of doubt as I wondered if Isaac shouldn’t wait for someone who he loved to share the special moment with instead of with me. As if he heard my thoughts, his eyes sprung open and searched around until they locked with mine. He stretched his hand out towards me in invitation and there was no way I could refuse.
Isaac and I may not have been in love, but I cared about him as more than a friend or I wouldn’t have been there and I suspected it was the same for Hudson. Isaac had made it clear that this was what he wanted and we would both make sure that this was the kind of experience that someone as wonderful as Isaac deserved.
I bent down and swept my lips over Isaac’s, soothing away the marks his teeth had left behind. Isaac’s eyes fluttered closed, long lashes brushing his pale cheeks and I stared down at him for a second, taken aback by the sheer beauty of him. I couldn’t resist the urge to kiss over the freckles on his nose. His eyes opened, looking surprised by the tender gesture and I froze, wondering if I’d crossed a line.
Isaac cupped a hand around the back of my neck though and lifted his head to kiss me. His lips were soft and lush against mine and I let myself get lost in the sweet taste of him, our tongues mating.
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Hudson’s head moving up and down over Isaac’s long cock, his fingers moving in and out of him. He was being careful with him and I could tell he was having to hold a lot of himself back. I knew the exact moment when Hudson’s fingers grazed over Isaac’s prostate because he nearly flew off the bed.
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