I looked into Matt’s gray eyes with his mop of curls on top of his head and then past him to Isaac with his bright blue eyes and freckles across his nose and my heart stuttered. I wasn’t sure where this thing between us was headed, but I was more determined than ever to find out. As far as I was concerned, they were my guys and until they told me otherwise, I was going to treat them that way.
Matt laid his head on my shoulder and sighed. “Thank you both for coming to check on me. It feels good to have someone care and it felt good to finally talk about Sean. To tell you all about him and what he meant to me.” I ran my fingers through his hair and Isaac laid his head on Matt’s shoulder, their hands folded together in Isaac’s lap.
“Thank you for finally telling us. All I ever wanted to do was be there for you in whatever way you needed me,” Isaac whispered.
“I know and I appreciate that, I just wasn’t ready before,” Matt told him.
“I think that’s because we were waiting for Hudson to get here,” Isaac said as if it were the most natural explanation in the world. My breath caught in my throat as Matt moved his head so he could look at me. His gray eyes roamed over my face and then he broke into the sweetest smile that did crazy things to my heart.
“I think you’re right, Isaac,” Matt whispered. I bent my head down and my lips met Matt’s in a gentle kiss. When he moved back, the storms that were normally present in his gaze had cleared. Matt looked like he had finally found peace.
He yawned then and I could tell that reliving his past had taken a lot out of him. He was emotionally drained, not to mention the physical toll his drunken bender had taken on his body. He needed to sleep and hopefully when he woke, he’d be able to move forward with a clear head and a peaceful heart.
“We should go, let you get some sleep,” I suggested, but Matt looked startled.
“No, please! I don’t want you to go. I mean, unless you have things you need to do. I know you both left work early to come here so I understand if you need to get back,” he said.
“I cleared my entire day and there’s nowhere else I want to be,” I told him. Matt smiled at me and leaned up for another kiss.
“I think my boss will understand if I don’t make it back today.” Isaac’s joke broke the heaviness which I’m sure was his intention and we all laughed. It felt good, but I could see the exhaustion in Matt’s eyes.
“We’ll stay as long as you get some rest,” I promised Matt.
“Sleep sounds good actually,” he agreed, standing up and stretching. He turned around and looked at us. “Would you both lie down with me, at least until I fall asleep? I’m sorry, I just don’t want to be alone right now. I’ve had enough of that to last me a lifetime.”
“Don’t ever apologize for telling us what you need,” I said, already getting to my feet.
I slid my hand into Matt’s and then turned to look at Isaac, surprised to see him with his phone out, texting someone. He finished and then shut his phone off and looked up at us.
“I was just letting Allison know that we were taking the rest of the day off,” he explained and then cleared his throat. “I told her you had a terrible migraine and that’s why you weren’t able to call earlier.”
“Thank you. I’m sorry you had to lie,” Matt said sheepishly.
Isaac climbed off the couch and wrapped his arms around Matt’s waist. “Don’t you know by now that there’s really not much I wouldn’t do for you. Either one of you,” he said, peering around Matt to see me. I winked at him, feeling exactly the same way.
“Come on, let’s get you to bed,” I said and we followed Matt down the hall to his room.
His bedroom was neat and uncluttered. The bed was smaller than mine, but I was sure we’d all fit, especially since I wanted them both as close to me as possible. Matt sat down on the bed with a sigh and I saw his eyes go to the picture on the table next to him.
My eyes zoomed in on the handsome red-haired man in the picture. He was wearing a suit and his green eyes sparkled as they stared at the man beside him in a matching suit. It was easy to see that the two were crazy about each other. Matt was younger in the photo, but that wasn’t what stood out to me the most. No, it was the look on Matt’s face, the one that said he was young and in love, with his whole life before him and not a care in the world.
Matt may have gotten a little older, but I had never seen him smile like that or look so carefree before. I wanted to change all that. I wanted to see Matt smile that way again and I was willing to do whatever it took to make that happen. I looked over at him and saw him staring at me, having obviously caught me looking at the picture. He swallowed thickly and then turned the picture face down on the table.
“You don’t need to do that,” I said as I stepped forward and set the picture back up then I knelt down beside the bed so I could look Matt in the eyes. “We know how important Sean is to you. He’ll always hold a portion of your heart that no one else will touch and that’s okay,” I assured him.
Matt seemed unsure, but then Isaac climbed onto the bed and scooted until he was behind him, draping himself over Matt’s shoulders. He kissed Matt on the side of his neck and then whispered to him, loud enough that I could hear. “We don’t want to erase the story you had with Sean. We want to be your next chapter.”
I stared in awe of the young man who always seemed to know just the right thing to say and do. My heart felt so fucking full and I wondered what I’d ever done to deserve the chance to be with two such amazing men.
Matt turned his head and captured Isaac’s lips in a long, slow kiss. “I want that too,” he whispered.
We undressed down to our underwear and then climbed under the sheets. It was a tight fit at first, but then Matt scooted closer to me and I put my arm around him so he could rest his head on it. I crooked my elbow and ran my fingers through his soft curls while Isaac curled his body around Matt’s side and laid his head on Matt’s chest. It felt comfortable and it felt right and I couldn’t imagine anywhere else in the world I’d rather be.
The room was quiet, and soon, I could hear the steady rhythm of Matt’s breathing as he drifted off to sleep. Isaac soon followed, leaving me to sort through my thoughts. As the sun set behind the curtains and darkness took over the room, I started to close my eyes. Right before I fell asleep, I admitted to myself what I’d known was coming all along, I had fallen in love with Matt and Isaac.
I wasn’t sure what time it was when I woke, but it was definitely still night because the moon was streaming in through the curtains. I had woken to a noise, like a low groan and I kept still, seeing if I’d hear it again. It came again a few seconds later and I could tell immediately that it was coming from Isaac. I turned my head in his direction to see if he was having a bad dream and that’s when I saw movement at the foot of the bed. I started to sit up so I could turn on the light, but a hand snaked up through the split in my boxers and curled around my cock, effectively halting my movements.
I could see his curls in the moonlight as he crawled up my body, kissing and licking a path along the way. I was rock-hard by the time Matt reached my chest and I grabbed him, hauling him up the rest of the way and swept my tongue in his mouth, desperate for the taste of him.
“Are you sure? Because I need you to be sure. I don’t want you holding anything back this time,” I growled in between kisses. Matt paused for just a moment and then his tongue swept over my lips.
“I’m sure,” he whispered. My eyes darted over to Isaac and I saw him fisting his cock slowly up and down as he stared at us. It was too dark to make out his expression, but I could feel the heat as he watched us.
“Why don’t you take care of our boy over there,” I told Matt and then I flipped him around so that he was facing the other direction.
I heard the sound of Isaac’s groan and then the wet sound of sucking as Matt pleasured him. The combined sounds of my men getting off ignited a fire in me and I reached for Matt’s swollen cock. He raised up on his knees and I too
k him in my mouth, licking the tip and moaning as I was rewarded with a burst of salty sweet pre-cum. I lapped at it eagerly and then swallowed him down to the back of my throat.
Matt’s groan sounded muffled around Isaac’s cock and I doubled my efforts. I finally felt like we were all three on the same page and I promised myself that I was going to make it a night they’d never forget.
I sucked Matt’s cock for several minutes, relishing the sounds of Isaac’s moans of delight as Matt licked and sucked him. I licked a path up Matt’s shaft and over his balls, tonguing them and sucking them into my mouth. His balls were smooth and I loved the taste and the smell of him, a mixture of soap and man.
I leaned my head up and used my hands to spread Matt’s cheeks apart and then I flattened my tongue and licked up his seam and over his tight little hole. He cried out above me and nearly jumped off the bed, but I laid a hand on his back and pressed down until he calmed. When he’d settled back down, I continued.
My tongue flicked over Matt’s entrance, swirling around and around until he was shaking and then I plunged the tip deep inside him, tasting him and begging him with my mouth to allow me inside. My tongue acted like a cock thrusting in and out of his hole and, slowly, I felt him begin to loosen. Matt rocked back and forth and my chest became sticky with his juices as his dick continued to leak all over me.
Matt panted heavily as I slid a finger inside him. He was tighter than I’d thought he’d be, but then he said he’d only hooked up with other men occasionally so I supposed that was to be expected. Somewhere, in my lust-filled daze, I became aware of the bed moving as Isaac shifted down it.
“Oh, God!” Matt cried when I added a second finger, licking his rim to keep him wet as I worked him open.
A blinding heat surrounded my cock and I knew right away it was my Isaac. It was amazing to me how I could already tell the differences in their touch, their smell, their sounds. I was getting to know my men, but I wanted to know more. I wanted to learn every single thing about them.
It was hard to concentrate when Isaac was doing such incredible things with his mouth, but I managed to get Matt loosened up enough that I thought he could take me. I tapped him and he lifted off me, kneeling beside me on the bed. Isaac stopped what he was doing and looked up to see what was going on. The moon was brighter then and I could see how swollen his lips were and the way they glistened in the light from his spit and my juices.
“Do you have supplies?” I asked Matt. He hesitated only a second and then he nodded.
“I have some for the times when I would hook up,” he explained, almost as if he were embarrassed. He had no reason to be though so I sat up and hooked my hand behind his neck, pulling him forward for a lingering kiss.
“Go get them,” I growled and Matt scampered off the bed, responding immediately to the command in my voice. Interesting. We might have to explore that further. Another time perhaps.
Isaac went back to sucking my cock and I threaded my fingers through his hair, urging him deeper each time. Through heavy lids, I watched as Matt opened the top drawer of his dresser and pulled out a box of condoms and a bottle of lube and brought them back over to the bed, laying them down on the nightstand. He crawled back onto the bed and stretched out at my side as we watched Isaac’s head bob up and down between my legs.
“It’s been awhile so go slow, okay?” Matt said suddenly. I heard the slight tremor in his voice that I’m sure he’d tried to hide and I turned my attention away from Isaac and looked at Matt, frowning at him.
“Matt, we don’t have to…” I started to say, but he cut me off.
“No! I want to. I want to so badly. I just needed you to know so we could go slow. I mean, you’re a big boy so we kind of have to go slow anyway,” Matt said, trying to turn it into a joke, but I’d seen the uneasiness in his eyes and I wasn’t going to let that go.
“How long, sweetheart?” I asked. I watched Matt’s Adam’s apple bob up and down as he swallowed.
“Since Sean,” he whispered.
My heart pounded wildly in my chest as I realized what that meant. Matt had never bottomed for anyone but his husband, but he was going to for me. He stared back at me, with wide, trusting eyes and nodded his head just once. I was overwhelmed with the love I had for him, but I was afraid it would be too much for him to handle just yet, that he would think it was too soon or I’d scare him away so I pulled him in for a kiss instead.
“Why don’t you ride me, that way you can control how deep and how fast we go,” I suggested once we broke apart.
Isaac moved to the side of the bed and grabbed the supplies. I smiled at him as he ripped the wrapper off the condom and then tried to slide it on me. I put my hands over his and showed him the proper way.
“Thanks. I guess I’m still learning,” he said with a small grin.
“That’s fine. Matt and I are more than happy to be your teachers.” I smirked.
Isaac threw his head back with a laugh and the sound caused a fluttering in my chest. I was so fucked when it came to these two men. Isaac picked up the bottle of lube and poured some into his open palm. He worked it over my length, slicking me until I was good and wet then he turned to Matt.
Matt had moved back up to a kneeling position on the bed and his eyes turned a dark, smoky gray, never leaving Isaac as he scooted closer towards him. My cock twitched as I watched the two of them come together. They were different in many ways, yet each of them was so beautiful in their own right. Their lips moved over each other in a passionate kiss and every once in a while, I would see the flicker of a tongue as it delved into the other man’s mouth.
Isaac reached his lubricated fingers down and slid them between Matt’s legs, circling them around his hole. Matt let out a strangled moan into Isaac’s mouth and I knew that Isaac had his fingers inside Matt. Matt began to ride Isaac’s wet fingers the way he would soon ride my cock and I thought to myself that it was quite possible that I could come just from watching the two of them, without anyone even touching my dick.
Isaac kissed Matt one last time and smiled proudly at him, obviously pleased with his ability to drive the other man insane. Matt smacked him on the ass and Isaac yelped in surprise. Matt crawled over to me then and tossed one leg over my waist so he was straddling me. There was no trace of the uneasiness I’d seen earlier in his eyes. It had been replaced instead with excitement and desire.
Matt lay down on top of me and kissed me as he slid his shaft alongside mine. He bit my bottom lip gently between his teeth and tugged on it. I liked the new side of Matt I was seeing, the one that was playful and sexy and let us see who he really was.
I planted my feet on the bed and lifted my hips so that our groins rubbed together in a delicious tease and when his tongue slid between my lips, I captured it and began sucking on it. Matt shivered in my arms and I felt his cock dribble onto my stomach.
I stopped my assault on his mouth and let him sit up. He seemed dazed at first, which pleased me immensely and he shook his head as if trying to clear it. Isaac stood at the side of the bed, pumping his dick in his hand, obviously enjoying the show.
It turned me on to know that he’d been watching us as much as it turned me on seeing the two of them together. In fact, there hadn’t been anything we’d done that hadn’t gotten me hot. Apparently, they just hit all the right buttons for me.
Isaac got on his knees beside the bed and grabbed onto my cock, holding it at the base as Matt lifted himself and lined his hole up with the head of my dick. I put my hands on his waist and he held my gaze as he began to lower himself onto me.
Isaac rubbed Matt’s back with his free hand and whispered soothing words to him as he took me inside. When just the tip of my dick was in Matt stopped and breathed through the discomfort as his body fought to adjust to my width.
“Take it slow, sweetheart,” I praised.
His eyes opened and held mine as he lowered himself some more, sliding down my length and gripping me in his tight heat. He felt so g
ood wrapped around me.
When he was finally down as far as he could go, Matt breathed out a sigh of relief. “Damn!” he said and I couldn’t stop the rumble of laughter that rolled up out of my chest.
Matt gasped as my laughter made my cock jerk inside him and when he looked at me I saw the raw lust in his eyes. He began to rock back and forth on me, testing the feel of me inside him, and I clenched my teeth as I resisted the urge to lift my hips and drive up into him over and over again until we both lost touch with reality.
As Matt began to lift himself, riding up and down on my cock, Isaac described everything he was seeing, his voice coming out breathy and a little husky. “Oh, God! This is so fucking sexy. Matt’s hole is so tight, but somehow, he’s able to take your fat dick. I bet his cock feels so good, stretching you open, doesn’t it, Matt?” He went on and on, feeding the flames with his words until I couldn’t take it anymore.
“Get up here!” I nearly shouted and Isaac stood, his hand around his cock and his pupils blown. I could see the effect watching Matt and me fuck was having on him, but I needed him too. Matt looked at me gratefully and I could tell he’d been wanting the same. We both needed our mouths and hands on our guy.
I reached for Isaac and he didn’t hesitate. The look in his eyes told me that he was willing and ready for whatever I had planned. “I want you to sit on my face turned towards Matt. I want to eat your ass,” I told him bluntly.
Isaac looked momentarily stunned by my request and I had to remind myself to take it easy, sex was still new to him. I should’ve known to expect the unexpected from Isaac though because he bent down and slammed his mouth onto mine in a kiss that left me reeling then he climbed onto the bed and positioned himself as I’d instructed.
I didn’t waste any time, I was too hungry for him to do that. I spread Isaac’s cheeks apart with my hands and stared at his hole, so pretty and pink like a little rose bud. My tongue swept over it and I was rewarded by Isaac’s sharp gasp. That’s what I wanted. Every gasp, every cry, every moan I could wring out from my men; I wanted them all.
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