“Bend at your waist to do as Matt said because while you’re doing that, I’ll be doing the same to you,” he informed me and I felt my body go up in flames.
I bent down and used my hands to open Matt up so I could see. I licked my lips as I stared at his tight pucker then I pressed forward and licked a path through his crease. I hummed in pleasure at the taste and the familiar smell of my lover. I buried my face in Matt’s crack and began to devour him, licking and sucking and wetting him enough that I could work my fingers inside.
The entire time, Hudson was doing the same to me. I loved having my ass rimmed and Hudson was an expert at it. The things he did with his lips and his tongue had my toes curling against the hardwood floor until I finally had to shout for him to stop or I was going to come.
Hudson and I quickly slid on condoms and added lube while Matt slicked his hole and then mine. Matt lay back down on the table, sliding until his ass was on the very edge and pulled his knees up to his chest. Hudson kept his hands on my waist, watching over my shoulder as I lined my cock up with Matt’s entrance and began to slide in.
“Oh, God! Matt!” I gasped when I felt his tight heat squeezing my cock as he took me inside his body.
“I know, honey. You feel so good,” he groaned and then he sighed as I made it in all the way.
Matt and I stared at each other for a couple of seconds, each of us a little overwhelmed by the sensations. Then I moved and every nerve along my cock woke up and started to sing. I couldn’t keep myself from rocking back and forth, but Matt seemed fine with that because his eyes rolled up in his head and he moaned loudly.
I reached behind me, blindly searching for Hudson. He had stepped back as I’d begun to thrust, but I wanted him right there with us. I needed to feel him close, to know that he was near in case I started to break apart. He seemed to understand, as he always did, and he moved back in, pressing his chest against my back.
“So beautiful,” he whispered in my ear and I silently agreed. I watched my cock as it disappeared into Matt’s snug channel and then reappeared, his body gripping me perfectly. Hudson’s hands fell on my shoulders and I moaned as his wet cock began to slide up and down through my crease, gliding over my hole and feeding the flames inside me. I needed more though.
“Please, Hudson!” I cried out.
“You know I’ll give you whatever you need, baby. All you have to do is ask,” Hudson crooned in my ear.
“You! I need you. Please, don’t make me wait anymore,” I begged. Hudson used his hand to turn my head and he kissed me with so much passion that I was surprised I was still able to stand afterward.
“Promise me you’ll always tell us what you need,” he demanded.
“I promise,” I whispered back.
I slowed my pace as I felt the broad head of Hudson’s cock pushing its way inside me. He pressed a hand against my back and I lowered myself on top of Matt. Matt grabbed the sides of my face and covered my lips with his in a bruising kiss.
Hudson had done a good job of preparing me and he was soon past the first ring of muscle and sliding in until his hips were snuggled up next to my ass. He rocked into me which in turn, pushed me into Matt and I thought my head was going to explode. I had never felt anything as incredible as being inside Matt while Hudson was inside me and I was sure that I had found Heaven.
I pushed up from Matt’s body as Hudson tightened his hold on my shoulders. I reached behind me and grabbed on to Hudson’s thighs, feeling them bunch, and the pull of muscles as he thrust inside me. Hudson set a steady pace and I was thankful to just go along for the ride because I had lost the ability to think at that moment. Matt stared at us through partially closed lids and he reached for his cock, but Hudson barked out an order that Matt was not to touch himself.
“You will not come until I say,” Hudson informed him. Matt let out a frustrated cry, but he complied all the same, gripping his knees tightly instead.
Hudson’s powerful thrusts had me lifting up on my toes. The change in angle must have made me hit Matt’s prostate because he shouted my name, giving me a desperate look that told me he was right on the edge. I knew he’d fight it though with everything he had, because he wanted to please Hudson. Matt definitely liked being dominated in the bedroom. In fact, I was pretty sure he craved it, and once again, Hudson had picked up on that without a word being spoken.
I felt the change as Hudson picked up speed and his movements became choppy and I could tell he was nearing the end. I looked at him over my shoulder and saw the sweat pouring down his face and the tight clench of his jaw. He was magnificent.
“Matt, come!” he shouted between clenched teeth.
I turned my head just in time to see Matt squeeze his eyes shut and throw his head back. He screamed my name and I felt him clamp down on my cock. At the same time his cock erupted, sending white ribbons of cum shooting out all over his chest and landing on his chin.
I was amazed because I didn’t know guys could even come without some sort of stimulation to their cocks, but Matt had just done it. I didn’t have time to think on it though as my own orgasm took me by surprise and I filled the condom with a loud shout. Hudson followed seconds later, his scream muffled as he bit down on my shoulder.
My cock was achingly hard from the memory of that night and I adjusted in my chair, feeling a bit shameful for allowing myself to get so worked up while I was in a center full of kids. I took a few calming breaths, thankful that no one had caught me fantasizing when I was supposed to be working.
I flicked open my planner so I could check over my schedule for the day and sighed. There was no use denying it to myself, I was completely head over heels in love with Hudson and Matt. I just wondered if they’d ever be able to feel the same way about me and would I then lose that love if they found out about my past?
I finished buttoning my shirt and then reached for the tie I had hanging on the back of the bathroom door and watched myself in the mirror as I attempted to tie the perfect knot. Satisfied with the results, I pulled on the dark blue jacket that matched my suit and headed out to the living room to watch for Hudson.
He had asked if he could pick up both me and Isaac so we could all arrive at Morgan and Akio’s wedding together. It would be the first time our friends had seen us all together since we’d become a triad. We’d seen our friends separately when they stopped by the center to volunteer or when we had dinner at Romero’s one night and they seemed thrilled that we were so happy.
It wasn’t our friends that were worrying Hudson and I knew it. It was the fact that our showing up together would be making a statement to everyone we cared about that we were in an exclusive relationship. We hadn’t spoken directly about it with each other, but we had all agreed that we wanted to keep seeing each other and that we didn’t want anyone else.
I was almost positive that a part of Hudson still expected one of us to change our minds and bolt. Or rather, it was me he was worried about ditching them, but that wasn’t going to happen. I liked being with the two of them. They made me laugh and enjoy life again and I had even begun to think about the future, one that hopefully would include both of them in some form or another.
The sight of Hudson’s SUV turning into my driveway pulled me from my thoughts. I made sure I had everything I needed, including our gift for the happy couple, then I stepped out into the sunshine and locked my door behind me.
I opened the car door to the sound of catcalls and I blushed, even though I was glad that they approved. I climbed into the back seat and leaned forward to get a kiss from each of them, breathing deeply the spicy, clean scent of their aftershaves. They looked spectacular in their own suits and I felt my chest puff up at the thought of walking into the wedding with two incredibly handsome men.
The wedding was being held at Morgan and Akio’s home and I smiled when we pulled in and I saw the large white tent and the chairs lined up along the edge of a lake. Carter was on a break from touring, but had offered to stay away during his
cousin’s wedding so as not to attract any attention that would take away from the couple’s special day. Morgan and Akio had insisted on him being there though so they had hired Micah’s security team to surround the property. I’d met his team before and they were intimidating. All ex-military and each specialized in various degrees of combat, no one was going to make it into the wedding that didn’t have an invitation.
We were some of the last guests to arrive and I saw the tense set to Hudson’s jaw as he held the door open for me. I slid out of the back seat and he moved to step away, but I caught his wrist and pulled him towards me. His eyes widened when I leaned up and pressed my lips to his, but then he sighed and kissed me back. He looked a bit dazed when I pulled away.
“What was that for?” he asked with a small grin.
“Because I’m happy to be here with you. With both of you,” I told them as Isaac rounded the car and came to stand next to us. Hudson’s smile widened and I could see him visibly relax. Isaac smiled at both of us, the sun making his blue eyes look even brighter. It had been ages since I’d felt that happy and I was finally convinced that I was long overdue.
I took them each by the hand as we made our way through the crowd, stopping to say hello to our friends. They all looked at our joined hands and smiled even wider, some of them slapping us on the backs as if they were congratulating us.
We took our seats and a few minutes later, the music started and we stood and watched behind us for the grooms to arrive. Morgan and Akio took turns walking down the aisle between their parents then they turned and faced each other under the awning. The sun had begun to set, but shone beautifully on the lake behind them, making it a perfect backdrop for the couple as they took each other’s hands.
We took our seats and listened as the minister spoke about what marriage meant. It meant love and commitment and wanting more for your partner than you could ever want for yourself, she explained. My mind wandered to my wedding to Sean.
We had been so young and so in love. We’d dreamed of a house and children and a long life together. We had no idea that none of those things would come true. Still, even if I’d known then what was about to happen, I would’ve chosen to marry him. I had loved Sean with my whole heart and when I lost him, it felt like I had died too, but I hadn’t. The two men at my side had brought me back to life and I loved them for it. My breath caught in my throat as the thought popped into my head. Was I really in love with them?
I glanced at Hudson out of the corner of my eye. He was strong, intelligent, and the definition of kindness and compassion. He understood me in ways that I was just learning to understand myself. I glanced at Isaac then. Sweet, fun-loving Isaac, who accepted me for all my flaws and who could make me feel like I was on top of the world with just one look.
The answer was yes. I didn’t just care about the two of them as I had thought. I loved them. I was madly, passionately in love with them and I was excited by the discovery. Hudson had been right, of course. My heart had room enough to love both of them and still hold onto the love I had for Sean. I felt a grin spread across my face and Hudson leaned over and whispered in my ear.
“What has you smiling so much,” he asked. I looked up at him and saw that he was smiling too. He was happy, simply because I was and if that wasn’t love, I didn’t know what was.
“I just love…weddings so much,” I told him, changing the direction of my words before I could blurt it out. We were there to celebrate our friends’ wedding; my declaration of love would just have to wait. Hudson narrowed his eyes at me and I was sure that he had read my thoughts, but if he had, he didn’t let on.
“You’re not the only one,” he whispered, moving his gaze to the other side of me.
I turned to look at Isaac and saw he had his full attention on Morgan and Akio as they exchanged their vows. He wore a dreamy look as we listened to them promise to take care of each other and love each other for the rest of their lives. Morgan added on to his vows, promising to always hold the door open. I wasn’t sure what that meant, but apparently it meant something to Akio because he choked back a watery laugh.
Isaac sighed next to me when they answered, “I do” and I wondered if marriage was something Isaac wanted in his life. Was it something Hudson looked forward to as well? We hadn’t talked about anything like that yet, it was too early in our relationship, but still, it was something I was curious about. Where exactly did they see our relationship going?
The minister announced that the happy couple was married and Morgan grabbed Akio in a kiss that went on until Landon cleared his throat loudly and everyone began to snicker. They pulled apart, but continued to only look at each other as if they had forgotten anyone else was there.
“You’re my husband!” Morgan exclaimed in wonder and Akio bit back a sob, tears of joy streaming down his face.
“Can you believe it? I mean, OMG!” Akio said.
That started a round of laughter among their friends and family who called out in unison, “O-M-F-G!”
Hudson looked confused, so Isaac and I explained to him that when Morgan and Akio had first gotten to know each other, Morgan’s mom had let it slip that her son’s first name was Oliver. Akio had died laughing as he realized that Morgan’s initials spelled out OMG and he teased him mercilessly about it. When they’d become engaged, they’d decided to hyphenate their last names, Forrest and Greene, making him Oliver Morgan Forrest-Green. O-M-F-G.
Hudson stared at us in disbelief for several seconds and then he started laughing, a deep rumbling laugh that I loved. “That might be the funniest thing I’ve heard in a while,” he said. Isaac and I grinned as we shared a look and I knew we were probably thinking the same thing, there was nothing better than making Hudson happy.
We followed everyone under the nearest tent where the reception was being held and saw Caleb waving for us to come join him and Giovanni at their table. Carter and Ryan were sitting there as well and they smiled at us as we sat down.
“I think I’m going to get a drink while we wait for the grooms to get their pictures taken, would you like anything?” Caleb asked his husband.
“I’d love a red wine if you’re going up, please,” Giovanni told him. Caleb kissed him on the cheek and then scooted his chair back from the table. He caught my eye as he stood and jerked his head in the direction of the bar.
“I think I’m going to go with Caleb. Would either of you like something to drink?” I looked at Hudson and Isaac who both said they just wanted waters. I followed Caleb through the maze of tables which were filled with family and friends of the grooms and stood next to him at the bar. Once we’d placed our orders, Caleb turned to me and smiled.
“Thanks for coming with me. I just wanted a few minutes to check and see how you’ve been doing,” he said.
“Things are going really well,” I told him. “We’ve had a huge influx of kids lately, but thanks to all of you guys, we have plenty of space and funding to help them all.” Caleb’s face scrunched up as he looked at me.
“That’s great news. I’m glad you’re able to help more kids now, but I meant you specifically. How are you doing, Matt?”
“Oh!” I said in surprise. I guess I was still getting used to having a friend that I could talk to about something other than Agape House. I realized that was my fault though because I had used the center to hide behind for so long that I never really let anyone else get to know me.
“Things are great with me too,” I answered. The bartender set our drinks on the counter and then walked off, leaving us to talk.
“It looks like you, Isaac, and Hudson are getting along pretty well,” Caleb teased, waggling his eyebrows at me. I couldn’t help the smile that spread across my face at the mention of the two men’s names.
“Very well. They’re both incredible guys.” I glanced around quickly and then leaned towards him, lowering my voice a little. “I told them about Sean. They know everything that happened.”
“I hate that you kept that to yo
urself for so long. Good, bad, it doesn’t matter; everything in life is better when it’s shared with someone else,” Caleb said gently.
“That’s true,” I agreed. “It just took me a long time to remember that. I was so caught up in my grief over losing Sean that I lost the ability to let others in.”
“I’m glad you told them and I’m assuming they supported you,” he said. I nodded my head.
“Hudson and Isaac were wonderful. They listened while I told them everything and then they made me see that just because I allow myself to care about other people, doesn’t mean I have to forget about Sean. I’ve also started seeing a therapist and she’s helping me work through everything. I have some ways to go before I’m all better, but with Isaac and Hudson around, I don’t feel lonely anymore,” I told him. Caleb’s green eyes sparkled when he smiled at me.
“I’m so happy for you. You’re an amazing guy and you deserve to be happy again,” Caleb said, grabbing me in a quick hug. I hugged him back and a wave of emotion swept through me.
“I have you to thank for giving me the nudge I needed to come out of my shell. Thank you for being there when I needed a friend,” I told him. His eyes looked a bit watery as he smiled back at me.
“I will always be here for you, Matt. That’s what friends are for,” he informed me and I could hear the sincerity in his voice.
Caleb was right, that was exactly what friends were for. Friends stood by your side through all the good and bad times, it just took me awhile to realize that and trust in it. I looked around the room at all the friends I had. I was incredibly grateful to have each and every one of them in my life and it was time that I started getting to know them better and letting them get to know me.
We grabbed the drinks and headed back to the table where I took my seat between Hudson and Isaac. Isaac gave me a concerned look so I leaned over and nuzzled my cheek against his as I whispered in his ear.
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