“Fine, we will put it up for sale then. I took some money out of the bank and I can give you enough to rent a condo or something until the house sells. Then you can have your half of the money. By the time we go to court, I want to make sure everything’s cut and dry and we’re able to go our separate ways without any hassles.” Allen explained to me in a civil manner. I was shocked that he could talk in such a nice way in a situation like this.
It hurt that he really wanted to end things. It pained my heart to look into his eyes and see that he didn’t care anymore. He had no feelings left. He just wanted to throw me away like a used paper towel that he had just wiped his mouth on.
‘What?” Allen asked when he saw that I had nothing to come back with.
I shook my head and walked away from the table, grabbing my car keys. I was getting ready to head out of the house when his words stopped me.
“So, you’re keeping the car?” He asked, raising his eyebrows. I could hear the sarcastic tone in his voice.
Something inside me snapped. I felt really betrayed. I saw a cup of water on the counter, grabbed it and flung it in his face.
Allen looked shocked by the unexpected outburst. Finally a reaction that made sense, but he deserved it. I took the money off the table and slammed the door hard behind me as I left.
I drove around aimlessly that day and found myself parked outside Allen’s office. I was staring at it until I saw that he had shown up for work and had his arm around a brown haired woman. I wondered where the blonde one from the night before was. Shaking my head and feeling a smile come to my face. No doubt she was yet another of his meaningless affairs.
I felt dumb as I sat there. All these years he had made me believe that I was the only one he wanted. But as it appears, there were several other women buying the same story. No wonder they were clinging to him like flies on sticky fly paper.
It didn’t take me long to find a suitable place to live and I even had money left over. Having the joint account helped a lot. I could still withdraw money as I pleased. Without hesitation, I made sure to take over half of what was in there. He wasn’t as smart as I thought. I had expected him to freeze the account as a security measure until all legal arrangements were taken care of. Apparently he couldn’t keep track of work, his double-life and our divorce with his normal precision for details.
I was done being nice. He deserved everything that was coming to him.
The condo was small, but just enough for me. I went out and bought leather furniture to ease the devastation. The more I thought about it, the more I realized that here I was in my early 30’s and had only been with one man. I should go out and enjoy myself. Soon to be single, free to do whatever I wanted and with money on the bank, I actually felt pretty alright. I was determined to adventure into the unknown of men and have a good time while rediscovering myself.
After a hot shower and putting my hair up, I decided on a black dress that showed off my cleavage and my ass. I didn’t look desperate and I knew the men would stare at me. But I wasn’t looking for just any man to come along. I wanted a handsome man with a large cock. Someone that was much better equipped than my soon to be ex-husband. The more I thought about it, the more turned on I got.
I hopped in my car and hit the first pub I saw.
Chapter 5
Getting Back in the Game
There were a number of men hitting on women inside the pub. I looked at their fingers to find out if they were wearing a wedding band, or had white skin where it should have been. I didn’t want to be a homewrecker like all the women Allen had been involved with.
I was sitting in a booth at the back of the pub. My dinner of a greasy cheeseburger and fries were in front of me and it made my stomach tighten. All that grease really didn’t feel too appealing, but the menu didn’t have much more to offer. And after all, I wasn’t there for the food.
“I take it that you don’t get out very often.” A man’s voice made me look up from my plate that I had been staring at in disgust.
“No, this is my first time out in a long time.” I replied quickly, not wanting to go into detail about my life story.
“My name’s Adam.” He gave me his hand.
I shook it and studied him. He had a tanned athletic body and amazingly blue eyes. The blonde hair looked sun bleached as if he spent a lot of time out at the beach. He was a bit older than me and oozed of confidence and testosterone.
“My name’s Melissa.” I blushed when I noticed he was waiting for me to introduce myself.
“Do you mind if I sit down?” Adam asked, letting go of my hand.
He was staring into my eyes, before moving down my neck and then looking directly at my perky tits. The nipples were already getting hard by the situation.
I felt the urge to cover myself but stopped. This was the new me and I could bring in men just as well as Allen could bring in women.
“I don’t mind at all. Actually, I would love the company.” I smiled and invited him to take a seat across from me in the booth.
“I do have to say you’re a very beautiful woman.” Adam complimented me and again I felt my face grow warm.
I wondered if he had a big cock. Maybe he was the one I was looking for. The man I had been fantasizing about.
“What are you thinking about right now?” Adam asked. I had been caught off guard in a world of my own.
“Nothing.” I laughed, feeling my face grow redder and redder.
“If we’re going to get to know each other Melissa, you should be more truthful.” He winked at me. God he had a gorgeous smile, I thought to myself as my heart skipped a beat.
I didn’t know what to say. I was taken by surprise by his straight-forwardness.
“Are you thinking of me?” He asked and we both knew what he meant.
“You want the truth, right?” I bit down on my lip as I was about to enter uncharted ground, leaving the old me behind.
“Always.” He nodded his head, folded his hands and leaned towards me.
“I’ve only been with one man in my life and I want to know what it feels like to have someone really big.” I looked around to make sure no one else was listening.
“I want to try a really big cock inside of me.” I whispered to him, feeling my stomach knotting up.
Adam sat back against the booth and smiled. He couldn’t take his eyes off me and I held my breath until he spoke again.
“Do you want to see it?” Adam asked me.
I had never had such a conversation in my life with a man. Allen was never that straight forward with me.
I didn’t think twice, nodding my head slightly up and down. He grinned and stood up from the booth.
He put his hand out for me to take and he led me to a small room across the pub. I thought it was a restroom and hesitated before he told me who he was.
“I’m the owner of the pub.” He winked and pushed the door open that led into a small, private room.
“I feel embarrassed, I didn’t know that you were the owner.” I laughed nervously.
“I don’t like telling people, because they usually give me the same surprised look that I get from you right now.” He chuckled and reached over to lock the door behind me.
Adam brought his hands to the button of his jeans. He kept his eyes on me and I couldn’t tear my own away from him. It was as if he was hypnotizing me with those sexy blue eyes of his.
When he looked down at his pants, I glanced down too. He was holding his cock in his hand and even though it was soft, it was still bigger than Allen’s was hard.
A moan escaped my mouth and it was too late to take it back.
“Do you like what you see?” He asked, raising his eyebrows.
“Yes.” My answer came out like a whine instead of a sturdy voice.
“When it gets harder, I’m sure that you will enjoy it even more.” Adam moaned and moved closer to me.
Chapter 6
A Big Challenge
My back was against the
closed door as I felt his mouth at the base of my throat. I could feel his fingers kneading my tits through the thin fabric of my dress.
My pussy was getting wet. I felt his tongue dip into my cleavage as he started licking between my tits. His hot breath was driving me crazy. A man that I barely knew and had just met.
Slowly he slid the straps on my shoulders down, taking his mouth away from my tits so that he could look at my hard nipples as they were exposed.
“I’ve never seen such hard nipples before. They look so tempting.” He murmured as I freed my arms out of the straps to let him suck on one hard nipple. And then the other one.
“I’ve never done anything like this before. Not on the spur of the moment.” I whimpered, running my hands through his hair.
“Your body is so fucking hot, so sexy. I’m sure that pussy of yours is ready for me now. Shall we check?” He looked up at me, licking my tits as he pushed them tightly together.
Adam had my legs shaking and my heart pounding. My pussy was already begging for him. And my tits couldn’t get enough of his playful tongue. Where had this man been my whole life?
Adam stood up and I watched him pull his pants up. I felt disappointed until he took my hand gently in his and led me to the other side of the room. There was this nice, long couch that was almost as wide as a bed. It could easily fit at least three people comfortably on it.
“Did you think I was going to leave you a hot mess?” He raised his eyebrows while his blue eyes were teasing me. Challenging me.
“I was hoping that you weren’t going to walk out that door.” I giggled, feeling lightheaded and drunk from the way he looked at me.
“I would never leave a beautiful woman like you to fend for herself.” He growled, yanking my dress all the way down my body until it hit the floor.
Adam got on his knees and kissed his way up my legs. First one and then the other, before he finally began kissing my smooth pussy lips. He took his time and I could see that his cock was now bulging inside his jeans.
“It looks like a tight fit. Why don’t we take those pants off?” I suggested, watching Adam get up on his feet.
“You want to take them off for me and show me what you can do?” Adam challenged me with his blue eyes.
It was such a turn on that a man could be so playful in the moment. He made it sound fun and really exciting.
I licked my lips and felt a smile crawl across my face as my hands were reaching for the button of his jeans. I undid it with two fingers and unzipped his jeans slowly. My hands were shaking. I wanted to take my time.
He brought his hands down to my tits and began to massage them. When I finally pulled his jeans down his legs, his hard cock almost slapped me in the face.
The head of his cock was so big that I started to doubt if it would actually fit in my mouth. Let alone in my pussy. But at the same time it just got me more excited. I wondered how his cock would make me feel when it stretched my pussy to the limit.
“What’s the matter?” Adam asked, seeing that I was hesitant on taking his cock.
I didn’t want to answer him, uncertain what to say. I wasn’t used to having someone sound so concerned for me.
I shook my head and slowly began to suck the top of his massive cock. I felt my mouth stretch a bit as I managed to get the whole head in.
“Here, let me help you.” He murmured, pushing it into my mouth further and further.
“Mm.” I whimpered to him.
It hurt a little. I wasn’t used to having to wrap my mouth around such a wide cock, but I really wanted this. I felt as if it was owed to me. I needed it.
I closed my eyes tightly as the head of his cock hit the back of my throat. I almost gagged a little.
“That’s amazing. Your mouth is so amazing Melissa. You have no idea how good it feels when your tongue is massaging my cock inside your mouth.” He whispered.
Hearing my name, I opened my eyes and looked up. Our eyes met I and could see the sweat beads on his forehead. He was desperate for more. I could hear the begging in his voice.
I felt him pushing further into my mouth. I gagged louder and louder, wondering if anyone inside the pub could hear us.
Adam slid his cock out of my mouth after a while and took a step back.
“Do you think anyone can hear us?” I asked him, chewing on my bottom lip and looking over at the locked door.
“No, no they can’t. It’s a sound proof room baby.” He whispered, bending down and grabbing me under my arms to help me to my feet gently.
Our faces were just inches apart. I could feel his hot breath on my face as he sat down on the couch just next to me.
Chapter 7
In Control and Desired
I leaned my naked back against the back of the couch and put my feet up. It was so wide and long that I could stretch my legs out. I began to smile while imagining everything it could be used for.
“I love how sexy you look when you’re thinking. I love the look of desire in your eyes right now. The horny-ness that I can see shining in your brown eyes.” Adam moaned and put an arm around me.
“We hardly know each other, but here we are enjoying us.” I murmured to him, looking into his beautiful blue eyes that smiled back at me.
“Those are the best kind of lovers Melissa.” Adam told me, losing his smile.
I could tell that he wasn’t just giving me a line. He wasn’t joking and he wasn’t making me wait for a punch line.
I watched as Adam slid his hand down my arm and pulled me in tighter. We both looked at my tits that were slowly pushing together, my hard nipples almost touching each other.
“Adam.” I whimpered, throwing my head back against the couch and feeling him pinch one of my nipples hard.
“I like a woman who knows what she wants. I love a woman that wants to take control of a situation. Are you a woman that loves to take control sweetie?” Adam whispered when he brought his mouth to my ear.
I moaned and nodded my head. I opened my eyes and pushed his hands away from my tit. I had to show him how much I’ve been holding back. I had to show him what I’ve been holding back for ten years.
I quickly brought myself on top of him, grabbing a hold of his hard cock. I squeezed it tightly in my hand and heard him whimper for me.
“Do you want your cock deep inside this wet pussy of mine Adam?” I asked, staring into his eyes.
I don’t know where my controlling voice came from, but I could see by the surprised look on his face that he was eager to hear more.
“Yes, more than you know.” Adam nodded his head at me.
I brought the head of his cock between my pussy lips. I slid the head of it up and down my pussy, from my clit to my pussy hole and back up to my clit. Again and again.
“Don’t tease me, baby. I want that wet pussy.” Adam whined for it.
A grown ass man, whining for my hot pussy that was getting wetter and wetter by the minute. I never heard Allen whine for my pussy. Not once had he whined about having it. I just let him fuck me the way he wanted to. Never once did he give me the chance to show him what I could do. A grin started to spread across my face.
I realized that Allen didn’t know what he was missing out on. He didn’t realize just how much I could please a man. I didn't either, until that very second. I was amazed and shocked at myself just as much as Adam was.
“You mean you want this, right here, inside my pussy?” I teased him, licking my lips as I began grinding my swelling, wet clit against the head of his cock.
“Yes, please. Please give me your pussy!” He hollered, begging more and more for me.
I giggled. I couldn’t help it. It was such a turn on to have a man beg for my body. I just wasn’t used to it.
“What are you laughing about?” He grinned. Adam didn’t look offended at all that I was laughing.
“I’ve never had a man beg for me.” I confessed while blushing and looking down at his hard chest instead of keeping eye contact with him.
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“You’re kidding me?” He asked. His eyes were growing wide as his eyebrows shot up.
“No, I’m dead serious.” I shook my head back and forth and wiped the smile off my face.
“What kind of a relationship have you been in?” Adam asked. His facial expression became serious.
Before I could answer him there was a knock on the door. I thought it was going to be the end of our session before it even got started.
“You go in the bathroom and pick out a nice outfit back there. I want to see what you come up with, while I go deal with what’s going on out there.” Adam kissed me hard on the mouth before I got off him and the knock at the door came again, only louder this time.
I walked to the door that he had pointed at, turned the knob and closed it behind me.
It wasn’t just a bathroom as I first had thought. It had a hot tub, a shower and a rack of clothing that I could pick and choose from. I couldn’t believe the amazing outfits he had hanging there. This night was just getting better and better as it developed.
I completely lost track of time in that bathroom before I finally picked out a black and white cheerleading outfit.
The top was a little tight, but it covered my tits. The skirt barely covered my pussy and I knew from looking in the mirror that he would like it. I turned around and saw that my ass cheeks were almost about to escape the skirt. Adam seemed like an exciting man who enjoyed his adventures just like I did. I wondered to myself what more we might have in common.
When I walked out of the bathroom he was standing by the door and had just sent the interrupting visitor away. I was disappointed that he wasn’t naked on the couch. It made me wonder if something had come up.
I wanted to continue where we had left off and I wanted it now. No more interruptions.
“Is something wrong?” I asked, wanting to be straight forward with him.
“Nothing darling and you look so fucking hot in that outfit. I want to tear those clothes off you.” Adam moved away from the door and was standing in front of me within seconds.
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