Confessions of a Beast: A Phoenix Pack Urban Paranormal (Saved By A Beast Book 3)

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by Jade Royal


  “Did I do something wrong?” he asked her worriedly.

  “No! I did,” she sobbed.

  “What are you talking about?” he questioned.

  “I just peed all over you,” she covered her face.

  “Oh, no Gem,” he laughed. He moved her hands. “It’s not pee.”

  “What?”

  “It’s just your cum baby. You squirted it out.”

  “So I didn’t…”

  “No,” he smiled. He dipped his finger into her opening again before taking it out and putting it into his mouth. He hummed around her honey tasting juices.

  “It’s all come,” he told her. “And I appreciate the way you taste,” he said huskily. He moved down on the bed creating more space between them. He pushed one of her legs to the side, and as he laid down on his stomach, he put her other leg over his shoulder. Gemma rose up on her elbows to look down at what he was doing. He didn’t look up at her or pay her any attention. His full concentration was her womanly center in front of his face. Gemma thought he was about to sniff her there, but instead, he delved his tongue deep into her folds. She cried out in pleasure, an involuntary reaction to feeling his warm tongue on her slick flesh.

  Gemma, you taste so fucking good, he growled in her mind. He punched the bed as his tongue dove deeper. He licked all around her clit before drawing it into his mouth and sucking on it softly. Using his free hand, he spread her pussy lips open and used the tip of his tongue to glide against her clit. Her breathing quickened as her stomach began to tingle again. As if sensing she was about to cum , he kept his tongue under the hood of her clit and licked her with short repetitive strokes. Her body trembled as she came hard, continuing to squirt. But he didn’t stop licking her. He moved down to her opening and sucked up the juices coming out of her. His tongue dove into her opening. Gemma grinded against his face as her pleasure took over her body. She was losing her ever-loving mind, and she didn’t give a damn. She was weakened from the pleasure but was unable to tell him to stop. She didn’t want him to stop. She couldn’t tell him to stop. And it didn’t seem as if he was about to slow down anytime soon either. He continued eating her pussy simultaneously sucking her lips and licking her clit in a lazy motion that rocked her to pleasure slowly.

  Does Niles kiss these lips like this? He asked her. Gemma just shook her head wildly even though he wasn’t looking at her. He bit her softly and pulled at the sensitive skin of her pussy before sucking it all in his mouth. He held her tight with his lips and flicked his tongue back and forth against her clit.

  Holy, fucking, shit, bitch, FUCK! She screamed in his mind as she came again. This time she couldn’t withstand it. Her hips jerked off the bed again, and she tried to close her legs, but he held them open. He sucked every ounce of liquid heat that poured down from her. When she fell against him limply, he kissed her sensitive flesh before sitting up. He got on his knees again and looked down at her breathing hard. Her juices were all over his mouth. He wiped his face with a devilish smirk. He unclasped his pants quickly, his arousal springing out of its confines. He growled as he tapped the heavy head of his dick against her weakened clit. She moaned out loud and shivered. He wanted to hold her hips and force his dick down her pussy, but he knew that wasn’t the way to do it. He was too amped up to take his damn time, and he knew it. He wanted to try and sample just a small piece of her. Inching his dick slowly inside her, she immediately tensed up, the girth of his penis unable to fit into her without an uncomfortable stretch. Gemma was immediately intimidated, backing her hips away from him. Even if she was naturally ready for his insertion, he knew she wasn’t there mentally.

  Do you trust me? He asked. She nodded her head without hesitation.

  It’s going to hurt you my Gem, but like any pain, it will eventually go away. If you trust me, then trust I will take care of you. She visibly swallowed and nodded again.

  Hold onto me. And squeeze as tight as you need to okay? She held his arms as he brought her hips back towards him.

  Are you ready?

  I’m ready, she spoke. Again, he slowly inched his way into her. His tip fit into her easily, but as he caressed his way further into her, she began to tense up again as her walls stretched.

  Look at me my Gem, he coaxed her. She locked eyes with him, both their wolf eyes lighting up the room.

  Take a deep breath in through your nose. Exhale through your mouth. You know the drill. She smiled at him and nodded. She took a deep breath. On her exhale, he plunged into her slowly. Her walls were coated with moisture from her orgasms, so the entry was easy. Having her breathe out released all the tension she was holding in her body. And once he got the chance that’s all he needed to get inside her, but her walls stretched to a capacity it had never before, and that’s where her discomfort and pain resided. She let out a strangled cry as he buried himself inside her core. Her chest was rising and falling hard as she panted. Her nails dug into his flesh. Tristan was temporarily frozen as her walls trembled around his pulsing shaft. She was so tight he had to clench his teeth and force himself not to cum .

  “Oh my god,” she gasped; speaking for the first time out loud. He didn’t know why they were mind speaking, but it seemed to be the easiest.

  “Wow Gemma,” he breathed as he leaned over her, holding both her legs at the crook of his arms. He kissed her lips softly trying to distract her from the pain.

  “You’re fucking huge,” she groaned feeling as if his dick was snuggled up with her kidney. He pulled out and surged back into her as he kissed her again. That didn’t stop her from crying out, but she kept kissing him. Pleasure sensors began triggering in his brain, and soon he would come to a point where he wasn’t going to be able to do anything else but continue to ravish her body.

  “God, it hurts,” she sniffled, tearing her lips away from his mouth.

  “Gem…do you…should I stop?” he asked choppily, continuing to make love to her body. He forced his eyes not to roll to the back of his head as her plush insides wrapped around him and kept pulling him inside her every time he drew out.

  “Tell me now Gemma, because I won’t be able to stop in a few moments. You feel incredible.”

  “No, don’t stop,” she moaned. That’s all he needed to hear. He rose up and pressed her thighs to her chest. He braced himself on the backs of her thighs and swung his hips freely; still keeping a slow and easy pace that she was comfortable with. As he stroked her, he couldn’t help but look down at their merging bodies. Her blood was bright red on his dick. His possessive nature applauded at having his mate’s cherry on his dick.

  Gemma was stunned into silence as he pumped into her body repeatedly, stroking her with such intensity, she could hardly breathe. Her pain slipped away, her body’s natural response to his penetration lubricating their lovemaking. He didn’t need any more lubricant than what he’d already given her. He jerked his hips upward and hit the spot that made her stomach tingle. He went as deep as he could and sped up his pumps, focusing on that spot only. His claws clicked out, but he made sure not to cut her pretty skin.

  “I’m…”

  “I know baby I can feel it,” he groaned as her walls trembled. They tightened and flooded his dick with her cum . He didn’t need acute hearing to hear the splashing sounds of him making love to his mate. She screamed loudly, cursing to the heavens as she shook and came apart around his shaft.

  “FUCK! Gemma, I have to mark you,” he cried out. He was trying hard not to come, but the pressure of her tightening walls was too much for him to handle. His wolf began to take over, and he was going to start fucking her shit up if he let the animal have it his way. The only way he could give into his wolf but not push her too far was marking her.

  “Do it!” She urged while at the same time piercing his shoulders with her claws and dug deep enough along his skin to mark him. He moved one of his hands from the back of her thighs and shifted her so he could cup one of her ass cheeks while still making love to her. He drew his claws across he
r delicate flesh marking her as he plummeted inside her and released his seed deep within her. He felt like his whole body seized as cum jerked and shot out of him into her awaiting womb. She was coming again as his balls emptied themselves.

  Trembling to a stop, his hips stilled. Panting and raspy breathing echoed throughout the room. Tristan looked down at Gemma who had her eyes closed. He was about to ask if she was okay, but then a smile touched her lips. Relief poured through him that at least she was happy. He kissed the corner of her mouth before kissing her lips fully.

  “Wow,” was all she said. When he pulled out of her, she jerked and orgasmed again, more juice leaking out of her. He rubbed the head of his dick against her clit to make sure every single drop of her orgasm came down. She fell limp again, and that’s when he knew she was done for. Her head was tilted to the side, so he reached up and turned her head to make her look at him.

  “I appreciate that you give yourself to me even though I don’t deserve you,” he said softly. She moved to sit up, and he backed away from her, getting on his knees again. Without saying anything, she kissed him deeply.

  “Nice to know I’m a woman now,” she said once she pulled away from him.

  “Not just a woman,” he said. “My woman.”

  “So then why didn’t we just complete the bond then?”

  “Because this was your first time Gemma. Just enjoy that. The bond is no joke, and I didn’t want to push it further than I had to.” Gemma understood that he was saying he would have fucked her harder and faster while completing the bond. Even if she wanted the bond, she knew she wasn’t ready for it. She had to just be realistic about that one.

  “Come. Let’s shower before the full moon comes out.” He climbed out of bed and waited for her. She climbed out after him. She felt her feet touch the floor but the moment she put her weight on her legs, her knees buckled, and she fell straight on her ass. She hopped up quickly. Still on trembling legs, and grabbed onto Tristan. He laughed at her but scooped her into his arms and carried her to the bathroom.

  They showered in each other’s arms, looking into each other’s eyes. Tristan felt a sense of tranquility that he didn’t ever recall feeling before. Not even with Chloe. Yes, Gemma was 18, but she fit perfectly against his body with curves that he loved.

  “Do you want pups Gem?” he asked her.

  “Eventually yes,” she replied. “Do you-you want pups right now?”

  “I wouldn’t ask that of you right now Gemma. You’ve got a whole lot of life to live still. I always told myself when I’m 30 that I’d want to start raising pups. That’s in two years. And I guess I just wanted to tell you that I want a pup with my amazing mate.” She blushed and looked away from him.

  “When it happens it happens. I don’t care about time.” He kissed her forehead.

  “Listen, you’ve got my mark on you.”

  “Yeah?” She looked at him questioningly.

  “If you kiss that muthafucker Niles again with my mark on you Gemma I will kill him.” She began laughing and holding her stomach.

  “I won’t kiss him again I promise.”

  “Good.” He bit her neck playfully before helping her to wash up. She helped him get clean before they got out of the shower.

  Redressing in his jeans, and Gemma putting on a simple dress, they left the bedroom together. The whole pack was in the dining area eating together before the full moon shone. The moment they walked in, all eyes went to them. Their scents weren’t mixed, but the both of them smelled like each other and sex.

  “You little slut!” Kyra jumped up laughing. “I smell a lot of sex and no cherry!” Gemma hid her face in embarrassment, but the she-wolves paid no attention to it.

  “Come tell us all about it!” Selena coaxed.

  “Yeah, how was it?” Rita asked.

  “I hope his dick is bigger than his fucking attitude or else that would be a waste and a damn shame,” Kyra said clicking her tongue.

  “Fuck you,” Tristan grunted at her with a smile as he flipped her the bird. He walked away from Gemma as she headed towards the females. He plopped down next to Jayce who clapped him on the back.

  “Way to go my mated brotha,” he smiled.

  “Nice marks,” Jaxson commented. He looked over at Kyra but then quickly looked away. Tristan was going to ask about that, but then Gemma laughed. Her beautiful voice filled his ears and made him swoon. He looked at her and felt his heart pulsing as if someone had screwed him up to some kind of heart machine. For a moment he felt like he couldn’t breathe as he looked at her.

  “Your heart’s beating funny ain’t it?” Jayce asked. Tristan nodded.

  “Can’t breathe right?” Kellan asked. Again Tristan nodded.

  “That’s the love kicking in,” Jayce said. “Sometimes it’ll kick your ass.” Tristan quickly looked away from Gemma and took a deep breath. He needed to get a grip.

  “Wait, you’re saying that cause he got a funny feeling in his heart and he can’t breathe that he’s in love?” Jaxson asked.

  “It’s more to it than that,” Kellan said.

  “Yeah. Like sometimes you look at your woman and next thing you know you can’t breathe like she takes your breath away, and then your heart starts racing. It’s like your body is telling you that the woman you’re looking at represents life. She’s your heartbeat, she’s your lungs, she’s everything to you,” Jayce added.

  “When you find your mate you’ll understand,” Tristan told him. Jaxson didn’t say anything, but he understood exactly what they were saying. Every time he looked at Kyra he felt his heart beat funny. He felt his lungs changing how he breathed. He felt completely in need of her in order for him to live. There was just one thing wrong with that. Kyra was not his mate. There was no mating bond between them.

  Chapter Fourteen

  Bliss insisted on being outside of the cave when the pack shifted. Kellan didn’t think it was a good idea because she would feel the urge to shift, but Bliss had been feeling that urge all day and she had been able to control it. It would be different now that the moon was out, but she didn’t want to be locked away while the rest of her pack shifted.

  She stayed next to Kellan and clutched onto his arm as her wolf mewled and pawed at the invisible barrier. She wanted to shift, but she knew she couldn’t. However, if Bliss gave even any small amount of leeway the wolf was going to take it. She kept it tight. She was never going to put herself or Kellan in the situation that she did before. Almost shifting and losing her pup crushed her heart in a way that she never felt before. And she refused to do that again; she was going to do whatever it took to keep her baby. It was the nightmares that Kellan had that almost made her even more heartbroken. He didn’t know that he was projecting to her in his sleep, but it seemed that every night he was dreaming about losing his pup. Bliss didn’t want him to have to face that fear again.

  With her belly round and plump in front of her, she rubbed her growing pup to give herself some strength. The pack traveled away from the cave as to not give away their location once the howling started. Once they arrived to a clearing, Kellan and Bliss stood in the middle while the rest of the pack circled around them. The moon shone bright in the sky, winking down at them willing the power of their animals to the surface. Kellan kissed Bliss deeply before his eyes lit up and his animal took control. Bliss watched as the rest of the pack gave way to their animals, shifting around her. Jaxson who had been carrying Mira let her shift first, her body contorting and her letting out a loud cry before her wolf burst out of her skin. She laid on the ground for a long time before her wolf jumped up, full of energy and seemingly perfectly healed again.

  Gemma was the last to shift. She was struggling with her animal as if she didn’t want to give her too much control. Tristan’s big wolf bumped his nose at her and licked her hands. Gemma looked down at him.

  Come on baby. Give her the power. He told her.

  I just don’t want to lose control.

  I’ll be with
her the whole time, and I’ll be with you the whole time. But you need to learn to trust her.

  Gemma nodded her head. She closed her eyes and told her wolf she trusted her. Letting go, her wolf came to the surface in a splurge of power, but she didn’t erupt in anger that she would sometimes do and lash out. She was completely content next to her mate. She brushed her nose against him before leaping with happiness. Tristan laughed in her head and kept talking to her to keep Gemma from feeling too disconnected from her animal.

  While Jayce took off with the rest of the back, Kellan, Tristan, and Gemma stayed put next to Bliss. She was breathing heavily, with sweat pebbling her skin. She got onto Kellan’s back and held on. The three wolves ran back to the cave. Kellan didn’t know where Dell and his pack was, but Kellan didn’t scent any other wolves around them, so he wasn’t worried about them.

  Still, in wolf form, they trotted into the caves. They went straight to the large room of the alphas. Bliss climbed down from Kellan’s back and sat on the ground breathing heavily. Kellan mewled and brushed his nose against her stomach before laying down next to her. Bliss took a deep breath and ran her hands through his fur as he laid next to her. She wanted to shift badly, but she was happy sitting next to Kellan being able to hold his wolf.

  The night felt like the would be easy but the longer the full moon stayed out, the more Bliss struggled to keep herself tightened down to not give way to her wolf. Kellan became restless himself, pacing around as if he was trapped but he told Bliss he was too full of nerves and couldn’t get his wolf to not feel antsy. After three hours in wolf form, all three shifters were able to pull their wolves back and emerge as human again. Gemma put on a white slip to cover herself while Tristan and Kellan put their jeans on. Gemma quickly sat next to Gemma and took her by the hand and rubbed her back. She picked up a glass of water and tilted it to Bliss’s mouth. Bliss sipped then tried to control her breathing. She was still sweating, And if she didn’t know any better, she felt like she could give birth right then and there.

 

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