by Teagan Kade
By the eighth-round things are starting to get serious. Whether he’s admitting it or not, Payton’s feeling the effects. His head wavers in front of me, his words starting to slur together. “You’re… You are… You ha… sofuckinghot.”
My posture remains perfect, my faculties in full order. I cup my ear. “Come again?”
He reaches for the shot glass and misses. “You… ill… come again, andagain, andagain. Ima gonna wine… and… dine… and grind you.” He points. “You,” like I didn’t know who he was talking about.
I look around at the others. “Me? Are you guys seeing this right now? Eight shots and our dear friend Mr. Cox here is ready for nap time.”
He collects the glass and brings it to his chin, before re-adjusting for his lips. “I am not done.”
And down goes shot number nine.
I fire one back and place my shot glass behind the eight others on my side.
Hernandez is shaking his head at me. “Jesus, Nelson, you’re crushing this shit.” He nods down to my belly. “You got a stomach or a damn steel trap in there?”
I shrug. “I had an uncle who owned a bar.”
Lie.
“Can I marry you?” asks one of the others. “Any girl who can hold her liquor like that needs to be sainted or some shit.”
I look across to Payton. “What do you say, big boy? Ready to throw in the towel?”
He shakes his head, but he’s struggling, and boy is it making me happy seeing him squirm like this. In fact, it’s kind of turning me on.
“One more! One more! One more!” comes the chant.
Payton circles his hand in the air. “Keep them coming.”
Ten rounds, eleven, and the end is nigh. Payton’s starting to see it, his bloodshot eyes begging for relief, but I’m not letting up.
My own words start to conjoin, but I’m sober enough to at least remain seated.
Payton stands and needs to be handled back to his stool, poor Hernandez having to shift Payton’s hand to show him where the next shot is.
Jackson continues to flick his Zippo lighter on and off, shaking his head. “Give it up, bro. Ruski girl’s got you beat.”
“No,” Payton gasps, like he can’t believe it, like I’ve somehow swindled him out of this great, grand honor. “No. We… keep… going.”
Almost a full sentence. I’m impressed.
One more shot does the trick. He squints at me, looking somewhere over my head. “Holyshityouatwin,” he babbles. “Ineverfuckedtwinsbefore.” And he slumps to the floor.
It takes three guys to get him to his feet, his eyes rolling in his head, his cheeks rosy. ‘KO’d’ doesn’t begin to describe it.
Hernandez lifts my hand up. “Gentleman, we have a winner!”
There’s a loud cheer from my classmates, a couple of well-planted back slaps.
The bartender winks at me. “Good for you, girl.” She pockets the cash and starts collecting the shot glasses.
I stand and lean a good few feet to my right, Hernandez putting out a hand to stop me before I straighten up. “Whoa, you all good, Nelson?”
“Never been better,” I hiccup, “but I could really use a bed right about now.”
Payton’s started to sing. “Holdme closer, Tony Danza,” he sings, butchering the Elton John classic. “You are the wind beneath my wings.”
Hernandez exhales. “Someone should film this shit, get it on YouTube.”
As a very vocal Payton is dragged away, Hernandez swings around in front of me. “So?”
“So?” I repeat.
“What are you going to get him to do? He said ‘anything,’ right?”
The possibilities…
I smile, patting Hernandez on the shoulder. “Don’t you worry. I’ve got something real special in mind.”
*
The Payton Cox who enters the gym the following morning is a pale—rather literally—shade of the man he once was. He looks me up and down, clearly mystified as to why I’m standing there a picture of health.
The Captain spots it immediately. “Holy mother in heaven, what the hell happened to you, Cox? You go to bed with Mike Tyson?”
“No, Captain,” Payton wheezes, breathing deep.
I almost feel sorry for him.
Almost.
The Captain claps his hands together. “Let’s get on with it.”
Payton struggles through PE. More than once I see him look towards the bathroom, but to his credit he pushes through his hangover. He goes without food come lunchtime, practically gagging when I push a blueberry muffin under his nose.
I, however, am treated like an Amazonian princess, a wonder to behold. It seems I’ve developed a nickname overnight. They call me ‘The Miracle.’ I kind of like it.
Payton’s got his head in his hands at the table. “How did you do it?” he asks. “I’ve got to know.”
I start to tear pieces from the muffin, popping them into my mouth. I tap the side of my head. “It’s a mental thing, though I guess you wouldn’t know much about that given you’ve got a brain the size of a ball bearing.”
“Too harsh,” he replies.
I slap him on the back. “Come on, partner. We’ve got class to get to.”
By mid-afternoon, Payton’s started to sober up. His skin color is no longer a dead ringer for sheet paper, and he seems to have found some semblance of coordination.
We’re in a new, smaller hall, a low structure in front of us.
The Captain stands beside it, proud as if it were a shiny new Chevy. “Lady and gents, you’ve met the Tower and the burn room, now meet the Maze.”
He taps on the side of it. It does indeed look like a kind of oversized rat maze. It’s made of plywood extending twenty feet or so towards the back of the hall.
The Captain’s next words cause my entire body to tighten. “Enclosed spaces, people—They’re part and parcel of the job, especially for those of you height-and/or girth-inclined.”
I try to remain calm. You knew this would be part of training. You can get through it.
The Captain moves around to the front of the structure and holds up a self-contained breathing apparatus that’s been blackened out. “Sometimes the smoke will be so thick you’ll be going into these small spaces blind, which is precisely what this is for. One of you will enter the Maze and your partner will stand on the side and direct you through it. It’s about teamwork, people, not who gets through the quickest.”
Fielding and Hernandez go first. It takes around fifteen minutes for both of them to make it through, including the enclosed tunnel running through the center of the Maze.
I try to memorize it as best I can, but it’s hard to see the full picture from this angle.
The more teams go, the more anxious I get.
“Cox, Nelson, let’s go,” the Captain calls.
Payton goes to take the blackened-out SCBA, but I get there before him. “Eager,” nods the Captain. “I like your style, Nelson.”
The nerves really start to ratchet up when I put on the apparatus and get to my hands and knees.
“Straight ahead,” calls Payton from the side.
I start to move, my sides bumping into the plywood walls and giving me some idea of the space. It’s pitch black with the mask on. I can hear my breathing through it, feel my heartbeat pounding in my ears.
You can do this.
“A little to your left… Yep… There’s a kind of step you’ll have to hop over… No… Left more… Yes. Straight into the tunnel.”
I know I’m in the tunnel because I can dimly hear the way my shifting echoes. The walls seem to close in on me, my head starting to freak out. Payton’s voice becomes muddled, hard to hear.
I’m breathing fast, pulling air in as quickly as I can, sweating, my hands scanning but only finding the walls narrowing and constricting, threatening to crush me completely.
I can’t hold off the panic any more.
You have to.
I can’t.
It’s
all going to unravel.
“Let me out!” I scream, the mask muffling my voice.
“Nelson,” the Captain calls. “What’s going on?”
“I need to get out!” I shout. “Let me out, please.”
I’m bashing the walls, all sense of direction lost. I try to stand and hit my head on the roof of the tunnel, and all the time it feels smaller and smaller.
I take off the apparatus and find the light, crawling for it as fast as I can and emerging too early, standing there in my bunker gear drenched in sweat.
The Captain stands with his hands on his hips. “The fuck, Nelson? You’re not wearing your apparatus, happily inhaling god knows what kind of toxic soup. You’re dead.”
White, prickly fear spindles down my back. I’m lightheaded.
Payton looks a touch more concerned, starting to walk over. “Hey, you okay?”
“I…” I start, my mouth cotton-ball dry. “I couldn’t…” I look over and see the rest of the class watching this spectacle, my big failure.
And I can’t take it.
I place the apparatus down carefully. I turn and sprint for the doors, Payton calling my name.
CHAPTER SIX
PAYTON
Just like that, Lacey’s gone.
“If you can’t handle the heat, get back in the kitchen,” Ryan starts.
I walk over ready to give him a fist makeover, but the Captain beats me to it, pushing me back. For a middle-aged man, the fucker’s surprisingly strong.
“What do you think you’re doing, Cox?” he says.
I point over his shoulder to Ryan. “I’m going to teach this wise-ass some manners.”
The Captain turns. “Mr. Fielding is going to shut up, and as for you, you’re going to get on with it. I’ll direct you through the maze in lieu of Ms. Nelson’s…” he searches for the word, “difficulties.”
“Difficulties?” I laugh. “She was terrified.”
The Captain chews on invisible jerky, his tongue poking his cheek out. “Son, if she can’t handle the Maze, she’s done. Some just aren’t cut out for this job. Better we sort the contenders from the pretenders as soon as possible. Everyone is better off that way.”
“She was trying,” I protest. I know the class is listening, straining to hear our conversation.
“What just happened? It proves Nelson is weak,” states the Captain.
My anger pulls me chest to chest with him, dangerously close. “Come on. She can outrun and outmuscle most of the guys here. She deserves a bit of respect.”
The Captain’s voice grows, the class watching on silently. “You want to go down with her, Cox? Because it’s sure as shit shaping up that way.”
I take a step back and head for the doors.
“Where the hell do you think you’re going?” the Captain shouts.
I flip him the bird.
Fuck the consequences.
I go to knock on the door to Lacey’s room, but it swings open, unlocked.
She sees me and turns her head away. She’s sitting on her bed, her knees tucked up under herself. I see in the window her eyes are red, but she’s not crying. “Not now,” she whimpers. It’s strange seeing her vulnerable like this.
I take a seat on the edge of the bed, folding my hands over themselves. “If you wanted to get away from me, all you had to do was ask. You didn’t have to make a scene.”
She turns back, eyes wet but cheeks dry, beautifully framed by the morning light. There’s the faintest hint of a smile. “You’re an asshole.”
I put my hands up. “Guilty as charged, Your Honor, but I want you to know I’ve got your back. Fuck the Captain and his maze bullshit. We’ll work it out.”
She looks down between her legs. “I don’t know what happened. Everything just got smaller, tighter… I couldn’t breathe.”
“You’re claustrophobic.”
She doesn’t need to reply.
I swivel to face her. “You sure you chose the right career path here?”
She looks out the window. “My father was a firefighter, and his father before him. It’s all I’ve ever wanted to be.”
“Not a princess or pony wrangler like a normal girl, a vlogger?”
She laughs, her whole face lighting up, sniffing. “A vlogger? Seriously?”
“Hey, I thought that was the girl 2.0 dream.”
“And you?” she retorts. “You can’t honestly tell me you’re here solely because you think it will help you pull girls.”
I throw my hands up. “Actually…”
She shakes her head. “Wow, you’re so shallow I’m surprised there’s not a depth marker stamped to your forehead.”
I rub it. “At least it’s not a co—”
“Okay,” she laughs, “but you can go, honestly. I’ll be fine just as soon as I find a hole to throw myself into.”
“I’m surprised the vodka shots didn’t do it.”
She starts to nod. “Ah, yes. I forgot all about that. You said if I won you’d do anything I want, correct?”
“Correct,” I confirm, still distracted by how utterly fucking entrancing she looks right now, even in that oversized bunker gear. It’s those eyes—ray-gunning good vibes right to my dick. “Name your prize.”
The corner of her mouth lifts, a cheeky smile following I haven’t seen before. Her hair flares white, backlighted by the sun. “Take me out on your precious date then.”
“Seriously?”
“Seriously, anywhere but Dante’s, and I want you to put some effort in. I’m talking serious Nicholas Sparks shit.”
“You do know everyone dies in those movies, right?”
She feigns ignorance. “Really?”
I put my hands up. “No, your call. Full effort—I’ve got it. Friday night then?”
“Tomorrow?”
“You got better plans?”
She rocks forward and swings her legs down, swaying back and forth on the edge of the bed in a highly suggestive manner. My cock’s about to fucking explode. “It’s a date,” she says.
“A date,” I nod, unable to wipe the smile from my face.
I put my hand out. “Take my hand and we’ll head back out there.”
She shakes her head. “I can’t. I’ll die from the embarrassment.”
“Trust me, there are worse ways to go. Just ask Mr. Sparks.”
She reaches for my hand. I’m surprised how hot it is, the delicate way her fingers grasp mine. I pull her up and lead her to door. “This way, princess.”
She snaps back, a finger raised. “Call me that again and the only date you’ll have tomorrow is with a hospital bed.”
I have to laugh. “Hey, I’m always up for a bit of ‘doctors and nurses.’ Just say the word.”
*
Given the Miracle’s drink-off performance last night, the rest of the class is sympathetic. The Captain? Not so much, especially after my bird-flipping. He orders us both to show up at the quadrangle at 1700 tomorrow. I can only imagine what kind of wonderful surprise he has in store. I just hope it doesn’t eat into our date.
I could barely believe the words coming out of her mouth. Maybe she’s curious, or maybe she really does want more. I can’t seem to get a good read on her. She’s got secrets, hiding something, of that I’m sure, but doesn’t everyone? Don’t I?
And Fielding, that fucking prick. He’s onto me. Sooner or later that’s going to come to a head.
I’ll be waiting.
Jackson’s busy drumming up ways for Lacey to overcome her fear at dinner. “My parents had this box they put me into when I was a kid.”
“Box?” exclaims Hernandez. “So, you were a gimp? Explains a lot.”
Jackson blows Hernandez a kiss. “Tell your mom I say hi.” He continues speaking to the table. “Like I was saying, you get used to it. Embrace that shit.”
“Exposure,” adds one of the others. “That’s what it comes down to, and we’re rooting for you. Know that.”
Lacey smiles. “Thanks, guys. I
appreciate it,” but she’s looking at me from across the table.
“What’s the Captain got you down for out in the quad tomorrow?” Hernandez asks.
I shrug. “Sucking his dick? Who knows?”
Right on cue, I hear the Captain’s voice from the other side of the room. “Cox, you’ve got a call.”
“Who the hell uses a landline anymore?” questions Jackson.
“My father,” I reply.
Jackson’s cheek pops out, his hand jerking off the phantom cock as I head to the Captain.
“Hope you know how to swallow,” laughs Hernandez.
The Captain simply points down the hall when I reach him.
I salute weakly as I pass.
I find the archaic phone on the wall and pick up the bright orange handset. “Father.”
“Payton,” comes my father’s snooty, syrupy voice.
“You had your fun, son, or are you still busy playing with hoses out there in Hicksville?”
My father—master of many things, but subtlety’s not among them. “I’m sticking this one out, Dad. You’re wasting your time.”
The joking’s done. “Get serious, Payton. Look at what your brothers have accomplished, and you want to be a damn firefighter, cleaning up car wrecks your whole life, burnt to a crisp because some idiot forgets to turn off the oven?”
My brothers—all part of the family business. They’re saving lives alright.
I huff, leaning into the wall. “Like working for you would be any better. Give me a break.”
“Your brothers have worked hard here, Payton. Finn’s looking after the entire Midwest, William’s heading up HR, and you? Like the Brown bullshit wasn’t bad enough you had to stoop right down to the lowest common denominator and really drag the Cox name through the mud.”
I laugh. “You make it sound so prestigious.”
“You’re a Cox, Payton. We don’t settle. We dominate.”
How many times have I heard that one? “Don’t you mean ’ejaculate.’ Who is it this week, Dad? Another maid? The pool boy?”
“You watch your tone.”
“I’m staying. Deal with it. Oh, and send my regards to Mom.”
