by Grace, Aria
“You’re gonna make me come if you keep that up.” I curl my fingers into the sheets, trying hard to maintain control of myself.
“Maybe that’s what I’m going for?” He purrs as he lifts his head long enough to wink at me.
I’m even more shocked by the fact that he honestly looks like he’s enjoying himself.
“I just don’t want it to be over so fast.” I try to pull back before he can swallow my cock again.
He pauses just above it and give the head a little kiss instead. “Okay then.” He shifts to his knees. “Let’s draw this out a little.” He slides his boxers down, and his massive cock springs free. Alpha cocks are always huge, but Landon’s puts most to shame. A full body shiver flows through me as I imagine that monster fitting inside me. I’m not sure I’m ready to take something that big.
I don’t say anything, but I know Landon can see the concern in my eyes as he casts his boxers to the ground.
Silently, he leans over me and kisses my lips, letting his cock brush against mine as he straddles my hips. “Thank you for trusting me.” He slides one hand between our bodies and encircles both of our engorged cocks.
The second his dick slides against mine, I wonder if I’ve died and gone to heaven. Words can’t describe the intensity of pleasure I feel as he begins to thrust into his own hand. My cock twitches in response to every stroke, sending tingles of pleasure through my body.
Landon moans in pleasure, and I know he’s enjoying himself. With his arm wrapped around me to keep us close, he sits back on his heels, so I can see our cocks pressed together in his hand. The look on his face, the sight of our erections and the precome beading from them, are more arousing than I can handle.
My balls spasm slightly and a wave of euphoria builds in my groin before spreading through my entire body. I’m close. Very close.
“You know, I think I’d like to try something,” Landon says as he gives our cocks one last stroke. “But, it’s up to you of course.”
He leans back toward his nightstand and pulls open the top drawer.
“What sort of something?” I’m not really one for experimenting usually. Then again, I’ve never really had much say when it came to sex, so maybe I would like to try if I’m given the option.
Landon digs out a bottle of lube from the drawer and looks down at me with a grin. “I think you should fuck me.”
“What?” My face contorts into a frown and I’m not sure if I’ve heard him right. Confusion and surprise have knocked me completely off guard. “You mean like…you want my cock…in your ass? You want me to actually fuck you? Like for real?”
“Yes, for real.” Landon chuckles at my response. “Only if you want to, of course.”
“But you’re an alpha!” I protest, wondering if he’s just messing with me. “Your cock is literally made for ass-fucking. This…me…I’m just an omega.”
“And there’s absolutely no reason why you can’t take that luscious little dick of yours and fuck someone’s ass with it. You just won’t knot me. That’s all.” Landon doesn’t seem to understand just how unnatural of a suggestion it is to me. “But only if you actually want to. You don’t have to.”
I’ve never heard of an alpha willing be fucked, especially by an omega. I can’t imagine any alpha actually wanting something like that. But then, as I look up at Landon, I realize that’s because I’ve never had sex with someone who actually cares about me before.
Landon wants to be close to me, connected to me. He doesn’t seem to care how that happens. He’s willing to do whatever it takes. His eagerness, willingness to make sure I’m taken care of and safe, makes my cock swell in anticipation.
“I’ve never fucked anyone before.” I know he can hear the uncertainty in my voice as he stretches out on the bed beside me. “I’m not sure I’ll be any good.”
He hands me the bottle of lube and smiles at me. “Don’t worry about a thing. Just use lots of lube and take it slow at first. I’ll let you know when to speed up, okay?”
I slowly nod as I slather lube on my cock and move between his legs. I’m nervous but excited at the same time. This is a completely new experience to me, but the chance to be as close to Landon as physically possible is too good to pass up.
The head of my cock presses against his asshole, and for a moment, I’m worried I’m going to hurt him. Omega asses are made to be stretched apart. Alpha’s aren’t. But Landon doesn’t look worried or in the least bit of pain. And he told me to trust him, so I’ve got to believe he’ll tell me if he needs me to stop.
My dick pushes past the initial resistance and glides the rest of the way without hesitation. The tightness and heat of Landon’s ass envelopes me and squeezes my cock so firmly I can’t help but moan at the sheer pleasure of it.
“Fuck.” Landon groans and curls his hands into the sheets on either side of him, looking up at me with a lusty expression that’s only enhanced by the flush of his cheeks. “I didn’t think it would feel this good.” His eyes are on mine as he reaches up and places a hand on my chest. “It’s not like…what I’ve done on my own.” He grins as he hooks his legs behind my thighs and pulls me a little closer to him. The motion is slight, but my cock feels like it’s being swallowed whole, and I shudder at the intensity I’m feeling.
“What have you done on your own?” I barely manage to get the words out as I thrust experimentally into Landon’s ass. The tightness nearly takes my breath away.
“Just a few small toys.” He looks sheepish as he responds, but he’s honest with me. “Nothing too crazy. I just…I always wondered what it felt like. The dildos are close, but they’re nothing like the real thing.”
I can’t help but smile at him. He looks so vulnerable right now, and he’s opening up to me about something I don’t think a lot of alphas would ever admit out loud. This is more than just a physical experience for both of us. It’s an emotional one as well.
Taking a deep breath, I push in and pull out until I find a rhythm. My hips thrust forward, driving my cock into Landon’s deliciously lubed up hole. Every motion elicits new moans and gasps from his lips and sends shivers of ecstasy through my body. At first, I was worried I wouldn’t be able to come from something like this. It’s such a strange experience for an omega after all. But with the way my balls are tightening up, I know I’m not going to have a problem.
But I’m still an omega through and through. My body is responding in ways it’s never really been given a chance to before. My ass is slicker than it’s ever been, and I can feel the dampness sliding down my thighs. A needy ache begins to radiate through me.
Not yet. I’m not ready to stop yet. I’m not ready to surrender control. Not when I’ve just managed to take the reins.
Landon is watching me, staring up at me with an intensity in his eyes that makes my heart pound. He’s stroking his cock in rhythm with my thrusts and it’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever witnessed. I can see the knot beginning to swell at the base of his dick, and the very sight of it makes my ass twitch with desire. That alone sends my cock into overdrive.
I clutch Landon’s thighs and double my efforts. My heart is hammering in my chest and sweat glistens across my skin as I push harder into him. Landon bucks his hips toward me, matching my motions and increasing the pleasure we’re both feeling from this.
“I’m so close...Landon. I’m gonna...” I can’t finish the sentence because my entire focus is on the way his ass feels wrapped around my cock. My head is spinning as everything in me pushes toward release.
“Me too, Billy. Give it to me. Give me your come.” His jaw is tight as he coaxes me to come. The same desire burning within me is pushing him closer to the edge too. I want to give him everything I’ve got.
“Oh, fuck…Billy!” Landon’s voice fades out as he reaches his climax and thick ribbons of come spray across his body.
I did that. I made him come. Me. Fucking him.
Those words race through my mind as I drive my cock home one final t
ime.
“Landon!” I shout his name as my dick sinks all the way into his ass, spasming inside him as cream rockets out of me. I never thought I’d be coming inside an alpha. Never thought I’d experience something as heady as fucking someone to completion.
I sit motionless, panting for air for a few moments with my cock softening inside him. Part of me is still reveling in the post-orgasmic bliss, but the rest of me is a little confused about what I’m supposed to do next.
“You just going to sit there forever?” Landon asks me with a light laugh.
I blush and look away. “I’m just…not really sure what happens now. I mean, for normal people.” Louie always shoved me away and went off to take a shower without so much as a thank you kiss.
“Well...” Landon props himself up on his elbows and looks at me with a smile. “Some people like to snuggle after sex. Usually, if our positions were reversed, I’d spoon with you until my knot shrank.”
“Won’t there be a mess? When I pull out, I mean. I don’t want to get your bed dirty.” I know I probably sound awkward right now, but proper sexual etiquette isn’t something I’m well versed in. At all.
“Blankets and sheets can be washed, and I’ve got a clean set in the closet.” He shrugs. “Sex is messy. It’s just a fact of life, and it’s a small price to pay. Especially when your lover is as talented as you are.”
My heart skips a beat and my cheeks flush even brighter at his words. I don’t know if it’s his compliment or his word choice that’s affecting me the most, though. Still, I like the sound of being held by the person I just had sex with. It feels like an answer to the intimacy I’ve been missing in my life.
I slowly pull my softening cock from Landon’s ass. The flood of come makes me smile a bit. That’s mine. I did that. What’s better though is that he enjoyed it. He wanted me inside him, and now he wants to snuggle me.
That feeling is something I can’t fully describe. It makes my body tingle from head to toe.
Landon rolls onto his side, and I settle on the bed next to him. His arms curl around me, and I feel the warmth and strength of his body against my back. The gentle, steady breaths against my neck, the way his hands caress my skin, even the feeling of his still partially stiff cock against my ass makes me feel strangely fulfilled. Maybe even content.
“Are you happy, Billy?” Landon asks me softly. His lips are mere inches away from my ear.
No one has ever asked me that before. At least, not that I can remember. Not in a very long time.
My vision blurs with the threat of tears, and I have to bite my lip to hold them back. When I finally speak, my voice cracks. “More than I’ve ever been before.”
67
Landon
I’m not sure when we fell asleep. Having Billy snuggled up against me, cradled in my arms, felt more perfect than anything I’ve ever experienced before. That aching need to be near him, to be physically united with him, has quieted a little. It’s still there though, and I know in the deepest parts of my heart it will stay there until I’m able to give him my knot.
I wake up early and lie there quietly, just watching him sleep. He looks so peaceful, so content, that I’m loathe to disturb him. If anyone needs a reprieve from the hardships of the world, it’s Billy.
There’s no doubt in my mind that I’ll never know the full extent of everything he went through before we met. I also know he’ll never truly forget everything he had to live through. All I hope is I can offer him a place where he feels safe from the horrors of the world. A place where he knows none of those things will be able to touch him.
“Mmm...did we oversleep?” Billy asks when he finally stirs from his sleep.
“No, not even close. It’s still pretty early.” Well, early for me anyway. I don’t usually wake up until about noon in order to get ready for work. So, waking up at ten is early.
“Good.” Billy closes his eyes and snuggles back against me. “I’m not ready to leave.”
As he moves, I realize that we’re both still covered in come and dried sweat. A shower would not be a terrible idea.
I kiss the back of his neck and smile. “Why don’t we move this snuggle session to the shower? I think we’re both overdue for one.”
“You do stink a bit…” he says before laughing.
The sound of his laughter is like a balm for my soul. It’s such a clear, perfect sound that I feel like I could listen to it forever.
We quickly move to the master bathroom attached to my bedroom. The shower in there is spacious and more than large enough to accommodate both of us. Plus, it has dual shower heads, so no one has to worry about being a water hog.
Feeling the warm water rushing over my skin is refreshing in the way that only a post-sex shower can be. I let my eyes fall closed for a moment as I dip my head beneath the water and let it run over my face as it wets my hair.
When I open my eyes again, I’m greeted with the most heavenly sight.
Billy is standing under the opposite shower head with his head tilted up slightly. The water glistens against his skin as it runs over his naked body. Just looking at him makes my heart beat a little faster and my breath quicken. Everything about him is perfect.
When he notices me staring, he blushes, and his hands drop immediately to cover his midsection. I hardly noticed before, but now that he’s drawing attention to them, I see the stretch marks from his pregnancy running along the sides of his abdomen. There’s still some loose skin across his belly that gathers a little in the middle. But the spot that he seems most determined to hide is mostly obscured by his fingers. But I know what’s there. The scar from his surgery.
“You’re beautiful,” I tell him as I hold out a hand toward him.
He eyes my hand uncertainly and shakes his head. “How can you say that? You know better than most what all this means.” He lifts his hands up and holds them out, so I can see his abdomen without obstruction.
“It means you’ve had a rough life. You’ve been through hell, and you’ve got the battle scars to prove it.” I lower my hand to my side, giving him this space. I can feel the pain radiating off him. He was so content just a few minutes ago, but the damage that was done to him is too much to be fully healed after just one night of lovemaking.
“It means that all I do is make shitty choices,” Billy counters, clenching his hands into fists and glaring in frustration with himself. “I got myself into a relationship with Louie. I ran away from him. I chose to run three states away instead of going home to my parents. I chose to live on the streets despite the fact I was pregnant. I’m the only reason that I was starving and dehydrated. I’m the reason my baby died. None of my choices have led to good things in the past, so how…” He lets the sentence trail off, but I think I know where he was going with it.
“How can you be sure you’re making a good choice now?” I finish for him.
He says nothing, but I can tell from his expression I’m right about what he’s thinking.
“No one deserves to be treated the way your last alpha treated you.” He looks surprised at my words and I quickly explain what I mean. “It’s not hard to figure out that he mistreated you. The evidence of repeated, long term abuse was all there on your medical records. No one deserves that. You had no choice but to run away, and I think you know that.”
He looks away but doesn’t deny anything I’m saying. I’m getting through to him.
“I think you’ve been making the best possible choices you could for the situations you were in, which sound like shitty situations.” I reach out and tentatively take his hand. He doesn’t pull away, but he does look back at me. “You’ve had a rough life and you’ve suffered a lot of tragedy, but to me, it sounds like your instincts have kept you alive. Trust them.”
“I don’t understand any of this…” Billy steps toward me. “My life was so awful for so long, and then I just happen to find you. The one alpha in the entire world who doesn’t want to use me. It just feels like it’s all too g
ood to be true.”
“Trust yourself,” I repeat. “What do your instincts tell you?”
“That you’re the one…” His voice is barely above a whisper when he speaks, but his words are like a thunderclap in my head. “My fated mate.”
“Do you trust me?” I ask him, trying to ignore the pounding of my heart. It’s difficult though. The hammering is so intense it’s starting to interfere with my ability to breathe.
“I...I don’t know why, but I do. I know I probably shouldn’t. After everything that’s happened to me, I shouldn’t be rushing back into the arms of another alpha, but I feel like if I push you away, my heart will break into a million pieces.” Billy clenches his free hand and presses it to his chest over his heart.
I take a deep breath and kneel on the floor in front of him. I press my lips to the back of his hand and stare up into his eyes.
“I’m going to make a promise to you, right here and right now.” I take a deep breath and hope this is what he needs to hear. Because it’s one hundred percent what I feel in my soul. “I swear that I will never lie to you. I will never take advantage of you. I will protect you from anyone who wants to do those things to you. All I want from you in return is that you learn to love yourself. I want you to see yourself through my eyes because when I look at you, I see one of the most beautiful omegas I’ve ever laid eyes on. I see someone who has been through hell and never stopped trying. Someone who is tougher than anyone else I’ve ever met.”
There are tears running down his cheeks by the time I’m finished talking but he’s nodding his head. Billy drops to his knees in front of me and throws his arms around my neck. “I don’t know how you can say all those things, but…I promise I’ll try.” He sits back on his heels and looks at me again. “I’m sorry I’m being so difficult. You’d think I’d be over all this crap by now.” He laughs mirthlessly.
