by Cari Quinn
“If you ever want more insight into my perverted teenage mind, check out my composition notebook.”
His brows lifted. “I’ve been through that composition notebook a million times.”
“Not that one. My secret one.” She smiled and hopped off his lap. “Come on, sexy. We’re needed onstage.”
He smacked her ass before snatching his hat off the dressing table and propping it jauntily on his head. Then he rushed ahead of her to open the door. Even when he was being salacious, he never lost his gentlemanly ways. “Tease. I’ll get you for that later.”
“I should hope so.” Adding a flirty sway to her walk, she led the way backstage.
When the house lights came down half an hour later, he shot her that cocky grin that made her pulse turn frenetic. He faced her as he started the first frantic notes of “Ripcord”, sucking her into his music with merely the power of his stare and his incredible skill. She played from rote, her hands barely aware of the sticks. Scarcely able to focus on anyone or anything but him.
All she could see was the boy she loved, playing for her and her alone.
From “Ripcord” they went into “Taste of Candy” and “Breaking It Down.” They followed that with “Balls To The Wall,” which transitioned well into one of their band camp collaborations “Lit.” The new song was a party anthem, plain and simple, and Simon introduced it by tugging off his shirt and tossing into the crowd. When that wasn’t enough, he tugged off his boots too and pranced across the stage like a drunken cheerleader, doing high kicks and gyrations to Nick and Gray’s dueling solos.
Considering they’d only had a short time to rehearse the song as a group, they didn’t have too many stumbles. Well, no one stumbled but her anyway. When Gray looked back at her after he came out of the finger-blistering solo with Nick, his grin mile-wide, she actually lost hold of one of her sticks. Only a quick save with her toes and a flip of it back into her hands saved that section of the song.
Worst of all? Gray knew his effect on her. He fucking laughed and added a little extra fingerwork to his part, nearly cutting Nick out in his haste to demonstrate to her that he could keep the beat. Ass.
An adorable ass, but still an ass.
Then her breath caught at the first chords of “Sugar Kiss.” The drums throbbed, a low and erotic rhythm meant to make the crowd sway on their feet. And it worked too. Before Simon’s low growl let loose with the first lyrics, the ones she knew because Gray had sung them in her ear that night in the hot tub, the fans were screaming. They could feel the change in the air.
Gray didn’t look at her as one verse blurred into the next. He focused on his fingers, playing with a demonic sense of possession that made his muscles bunch tightly and gleam damply with sweat. His back flexed and his hand flew up and down the frets, pulling out slyly sexual chords. Because the song was new, she had to concentrate and missed some of the lyrics, though she heard snatches over the endless pulsation of her sticks against the skins.
She managed not to blush until Gray turned toward her to sing the last two verses. Simon’s voice dropped away and he grabbed his guitar Cherry to pick up the rhythm section that Gray abandoned. Nick tossed a grin at Simon and they went back to back as they always had in the early band footage filmed before she and Gray had joined. Deak kept the bass line steady, adding a heavy heartbeat that ran through the song.
And Gray sang to her. Openly. He tugged off one of his suspenders, letting it hang, and the women in the crowd whistled and shrieked. Bracing one leg on the riser that held her drum kit, he added his own guitar to Simon and Nick’s, his finger play a somehow carnal backdrop to the way his voice rasped over the lyrics he’d written. Through sheer will, she managed not to lose the thread of her part of the song, but watching his sensual lips mouth words for her ears alone while chicks screamed only a few feet away nearly broke her a dozen times.
Instead of ending the song as they’d rehearsed it, he kept going, repeating the last verse, stringing out his guitar part until the other guys had no choice but to join him. Somehow she found herself singing louder, repeating the same sexy lyrics back to him, only aware that her mic had been turned up when her own voice echoed back over the track. She started to back off, but Gray’s voice grew stronger, teasing hers out as if she were a turtle poking out of her shell.
His eyes stayed on hers, his stare strong and unrelenting. With one glance, she knew he was mentally peeling off her clothes and running his mouth down her body, playing her curves with his fingers with the same infinite patience he worked the strings.
She’d never been verbally made love to before. And she’d never reflected every bit of her desire right back.
As the song wound down, the hooting and hollering from the crowd shook her out of her stupor. But when Gray scaled the riser and locked his hand in her hair, hauling her mouth up to his for a hot, rough kiss, she succumbed to his spell.
Dimly, she heard the cheers and Simon’s lewd laughter while he teased the audience about what they’d borne witness to. But the rest of her consciousness was completely centered on Gray and his slick tongue slipping over hers.
“I want to fuck you right here,” he panted into her mouth, and God, she believed him. She wanted it too. More than she’d ever wanted anything before.
By the time he jumped back down and took up his regular space at Nick’s side, she was shaking so hard that her sticks vibrated against the drums before she got hold of herself. Her nipples had beaded to painful points and between her legs, she was so soaked she didn’t know what she’d leave behind on the seat. He’d fucking melted her.
By the time Nick ended the song with the solo of all solos, hunched over the guitar he gripped like it was a wild animal on the verge of escape, the crowd was on fire. A quick couple of hand gestures from Simon to Deak and the rest of the band and they changed up the setlist, going into a high energy cover they pulled out every now and then to keep the audience revved. As the first licks of Guns ‘n Roses’ “Sweet Child O‘ Mine” reverberated through the club, Simon grabbed Gray’s hat and pitched it into the crowd, tempting him to lose his place. But Gray only grinned and kept right on playing.
Once the set was over, she’d search online for another velvet hat to buy him. Superstitions mattered. Tonight, when everything was going better than they’d ever dreamed—the band finally gelling, the audience vibe perfect, the music sounding better than ever—she wasn’t about to alter any of their normal routines.
Including her post-show jump off the drum kit to grab a water and tease Gray. Tonight wasn’t going to be any different—or so she thought until he waited through their three-song encore to turn to her, the look in his eye painfully intense. And obvious.
He intended to fulfill his fucking fantasy, right there.
The curtain dropped and the stage started to empty out, somehow faster than normal. Roadies scurried away with their equipment, calling instructions to each other, and Simon and Deak and Nick left as one, slapping each other on the back. This show would clearly go down as one of their biggest triumphs since last year’s contract asshattery, in spite of the fact that they’d played for much larger crowds than this one. But hell, she seriously doubted they’d ever been more in sync and more amped than they’d been tonight.
Jazz rubbed her sweaty hands on her thighs and swallowed hard as Gray handed off his guitar to the stage crew. Then he was free to focus all of his attention on her again, his gaze burning her to the core. Each step he took toward her made her tremble harder until he stood in front of her. She couldn’t even gather enough breath to say his name.
He didn’t seem similarly afflicted. “What do you have on under that skirt?”
He jumped up on the riser and picked her up, spinning her around and settling her on his lap. She straddled his thighs, more than a little shocked that the normally proper Gray had pulled a page out of her rule-breaking playbook. He’d never been a goody-goody, but he’d also never been the kind of guy to go at it in a club.
Or on stage, with people still milling around, shouting and laughing, on the opposite side of the walls that surrounded them. Even the audience was still just a few feet away on the other side of the curtain. Most of them were probably dispersing fast to the bar area. Still, plenty of people remained behind, not ready for the party to end.
Neither was she.
She traced her fingertip from his sweaty throat down his chest to the top of his new Oblivion tattoo. Funny how something she’d teased him about didn’t seem so humorous now. It peeked over the top of his low-waist pants, showing off way too much of that sexy-as-sin body for her liking. She caressed his happy trail and lower, cupping his cock in her hand while she nuzzled the sweaty side of his neck.
“Why don’t you find out?” she asked against his skin.
He made a sound in his throat that verged on animalistic and slid one hand beneath her skirt while the other palmed her ass. When he found her bare beneath, he wasted no time in sinking two fingers inside her. “You do this a lot, sugar? Just sit up here and play and get your thighs all wet because you’re not wearing any panties?”
“No.”
She threw her head back, her hips lifting to give him more access. He rubbed her deep inside, massaging that secret place that always made her thighs shake. Now was no exception. His thumb toyed with her piercing, sending the longer crystals she’d worn tonight tinkling over her swollen folds. Already she was on fire for him.
“No? Then why’d you skip underwear tonight?”
Trying to respond was becoming increasingly difficult. All of her air was trapped in her chest behind her heaving breasts, the heavy tips brushing his chest without relief. She longed for him to lower his head and suck on one through her top, but he just kept the easy pace between her legs while he squeezed her ass.
“Because I wanted to tease you like this. I wanted to imagine you…”
His teeth closed over her earlobe. “What, baby?”
“I’m going to come,” she gasped, shocked. How could she be there that soon?
Guess all the show foreplay had done its job.
“Uh-uh. Not until I’m in you. This is just the appetizer before the main course.” Demonstrating it, he slipped his wet fingers out and painted them over his lips, making her moan as he licked up the traces of her excitement. His dark lashes lowered and he growled again. “New rule. I can’t fuck you unless I can eat you out first. It’s the worst kind of torture.”
She glanced over her shoulder at the drums. He laughed and locked an arm around her waist, hauling her close for a scorching kiss. “You want it that bad, huh? You’re willing to risk damaging the kit just so I can get my mouth on your pussy?”
“Yes.” She didn’t hesitate. “I’d even lay down on the floor. I’d need a decontamination chamber later, but yes.” She framed his face between her palms and nibbled his lower lip, relishing her flavor on his mouth. Dark and sweet and so frigging naughty. “That’s what I imagined,” she added, unable to stop now that she’d started. She ground against his cock, needing that friction against her plump clit. “You just throwing me down somewhere after the show and shoving inside me, all rough and sweaty and wild…”
“My dirty fucking girl.” He used a fistful of her hair to tug her head back and arrowed his tongue over her collarbone, tasting her skin with the same eagerness he would’ve tasted her pussy. “You ready for me, sugar?”
“Yes. So fucking ready.”
He undid the laces of his pants with one hand and used to other to grip her throat, holding her in place with such erotic dominance that she couldn’t restrain her moan. The quelling look he gave her only caused her to squirm harder. “I’m so hoping you soak through these pants,” he said. “Then I can throw them out. Fucking leather.”
“But they make your ass look hot.”
At his grunt, she laughed under his hand and rocked her hips against his in a bid for him to hurry. She loved how it was between them. No matter how urgent or erotic, they never forgot to laugh. Never lost that connection that linked them together so much tighter than simple sex.
“Screw it. You take me out.” Eyes glittering, he let her go and she immediately bent to her task, fingers blurring over the laces until she reached the rigid prize inside his pants. She shuddered at the sheer weight of him in her hand and licked her lips hungrily. “Oh, baby, that’s an invitation right there. Want me to put you on your knees?”
She didn’t hesitate. “Yes. I want it in my mouth.” Leaning forward, she bit the muscled cords of his neck and relished his ragged exhalation. “But I need you in my pussy more. It’s aching without you.”
“Christ. Do it now.”
She shifted forward, taking him inside her in one slow roll. Her flesh stretched around his erection, the familiar quick sting from his size fading into a wave of pure longing. It cramped her belly and made her clumsy as she gripped his shoulders and bounced on his lap, too excited to take the time to ride him the way she should. He groaned and steadied her hips, lifting her up and easing her back down so slowly that she had to bite the inside of her cheek to keep from crying out. Blood bloomed on her tongue and involuntarily, she squeezed around him.
“Jesus. I gotta fuck you hard, baby. This isn’t going to take long.”
“Yes. Please.” She wrapped an arm around his shoulders for balance and used the other to grab a handful of his damp hair. “I need it as hard as you can.”
“Hang on.” He spread his legs, changing the angle slightly, and lifted off the bench, surging into her so deeply that she nearly lost her hold on him. “That’s not hanging on,” he panted.
She dug her nails into his arm and squeezed him again, tilting into him and crashing her mouth down onto his. She fed on his lips and tongue, sucking and biting on them as he gripped her ass and set a manic rhythm. His air fueled her and she gave it right back, moaning at every powerful thrust.
Her skirt fell over his lap, hopefully hiding most of what they were doing just in case someone poked their head back onstage. But she really didn’t care, because her world had narrowed to his long, thick cock moving in and out of her, scraping her clit and her piercing and pulling the rawest, dirtiest sounds from her throat.
“You’ve got thirty seconds to come. Otherwise I’m going to pull out and leave this beautiful pussy empty again, because I know someone’s going to walk out here and see me fucking you. And baby, that can’t happen.” He dragged his teeth over her lower lip. “No one gets to see your face while you’re on the verge of orgasm but me.”
If she hadn’t been on the edge—hell, dangling over it—his raspy demands probably wouldn’t have triggered her to fall. But with that little nudge, she stopped fighting her climax. It hit her like a tsunami, destroying her awareness of everything but the feeling of her walls contracting in hard pulses around his rigid shaft.
She whimpered, her forehead bumping against his as she lost her precarious balance yet again. Her orgasm didn’t seem to have an end. The pleasure overwhelmed her, shorting out her senses until she couldn’t see anything but the naked need in his eyes. That need surrounded her, feeding her own. “God. Gray. God.”
He groaned and buried his face in the crook between her neck and shoulder. His body quaked with his obvious struggle to restrain his own release. “Sugar, why you gotta test me?”
“Don’t hold back,” she breathed when she could form words again. “I’m still empty. You better fill me up. Now.”
He hauled her back down, so roughly that the thrill zipped up her spine and intensified her aftershocks. He pushed up into her, hitting that spot that caused her to tingle from head-to-toe. She tried to focus on him, to help him get there, but God, he felt so good inside her, and his hands flexing on her ass added an extra bit of sensation. Those calloused fingers caressing her skin left sparks in their wake. He was touching her everywhere, inside and out, his heat overpowering her. She surrendered to it and to him, giving into another rapid climax with a cry that he muffled wi
th a desperate kiss.
And then he rewarded her even more by thrusting deep one last time and spilling himself inside her. “Jazz.” Still shaking, he dropped his damp forehead to hers and mouthed her three favorite words, imprinting them on her trembling lips and branding them on her soul. “I love you.”
Twenty-Seven
Then
“How did I get stuck pushing a shopping cart when I was supposed to be auditioning tonight?” Jazz asked.
Gray tossed a bag of corn chips in the cart and hipchecked her into a row of brownie mix. Giggling, she grabbed a package with peanut butter chips and added that to their purchases. “Because the guys need to eat. Fuel, ya know? Once we start practicing, we usually keep at it half the night. Especially if Stevie’s dad’s out drinking. Then no one bothers us.”
“But I can’t stay out half the night. Your mom will kill me.”
He grabbed a couple of bags of pretzels and added them to the growing pile. “So you should go home like a good girl and pull the covers up to your chin.”
It was her turn to hipcheck him. He laughed and slid his arm around her waist, lifting her off the ground so effortlessly that she couldn’t help but squeal. “Put me down, you oaf.”
“Oaf?” He set her down with a thud. “Not exactly the kind of sweet talk I expected from the girl who is on tap to be Krystal Sword’s first ever female drummer, thanks to me.” He shook his head in mock disappointment and held his hand over his heart, approximately two inches from the beard of one of the members of ZZ Top. He’d found the relic T-shirt at a thrift shop and wore it gleefully in spite of all the shit he took from their classmates. “I’m wounded, truly.”
She grinned and tried not to think of the reason spots were opening up in the band. Gray was heading away to college in not too long, as was another one of the guys who had a scholarship to a school back east. They wanted to get new people to fill in while the longtime members were off being scholarly. It was a fantastic opportunity for her to get some real band experience.
