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  Dedication

  for Michael

  Epigraph

  Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world;

  indeed, it’s the only thing that ever has.

  —Margaret Mead

  endling

  noun ~ end•ling ~ `en(d)-ling

  the last living individual in a species, or, occasionally, a subspecies.

  the official public ceremony at which a species is declared extinct; a eumony.

  (informal) someone undertaking a doomed or quixotic quest.

  —Imperial Lexica Officio of Nedarra, 3rd edition

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Epigraph

  Part One: Eyes and Ears

  1. A Very Good Question Indeed

  2. Creating Miracles

  3. A Promise to Khara

  4. On the March

  5. The Night Before

  6. Ambassador Byx

  7. Beneath the River

  8. Sunrise and Sartel

  9. The Underwater Palace

  10. Conversation with a Queen

  Part Two: Voice

  11. Queen Pavionne’s Demand

  12. The War Council

  13. Two Small Creatures

  14. Goodbye to Maxyn

  15. Gaziko’s Ezkutak

  16. Stump

  17. The Ragglers

  18. The Surprise of Kindness

  19. A Wobbyk Reunion

  20. Making an Entrance

  21. Truth and Lies

  22. Dark News

  23. Waiting for the Raptidons

  Part Three: Heart

  24. In Flight

  25. The Dreylanders

  26. The First Battle

  27. A Felivet Warrior

  28. Gambler’s Surprise

  29. A Farewell

  30. Khara’s Decision

  31. Fear, Your Faithful Friend

  32. Ambush

  33. All We Knew to Do

  34. War Approaches

  35. On the Brink

  36. Khara’s Challenge

  37. A Mad Kitten and a Cowardly Man

  38. A Small Girl on a Big Horse

  39. The Final Battle

  40. A Time of Marvels

  41. The Declaration of the Seven

  42. Travels with Tobble

  43. Returning

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Books by Katherine Applegate

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  Part One

  Eyes and Ears

  1

  A Very Good Question Indeed

  My name is Byx. I am a dairne.

  What I am not is a great hunter.

  So why did I volunteer to go hunting for eshwins with my friends Gambler and Sabito?

  Good question. A very good question indeed.

  “Do you smell them, Byx?” Gambler asked in his hoarse, rumbling voice. “Your nose is better than mine.”

  Gambler is a felivet, a huge catlike creature. His fur is black and shimmering as a river rock, save for the white lines striping his face. Sabito, a raptidon, is a great predator bird with a wingspan as wide as Gambler is long.

  Gambler has speed, claws, and teeth. Sabito has speed, talons, and beak.

  Me? I have a clumsy gait, silky white fur, and teeth that wouldn’t frighten a kitten.

  On the other hand, like dogs (to whom we bear more than a passing resemblance), dairnes do possess rather clever noses.

  “I have their scent,” I called from my perch on Havoc. My dappled silver horse was gingerly stepping over submerged stones in a shallow stream. “But I can’t fix the direction with the wind so fitful.”

  When we reached the far bank, Havoc clambered up while I held on for dear life. The ground ahead was flat and fairly open, with widely spaced young trees, and we quickly caught up to Gambler as he raced along.

  It’s a wondrous thing, watching felivets on the hunt. They don’t run so much as glide.

  Sabito swooped down and leveled off just a few feet above us. He could hover for short periods, adjusting his wings a feather or two while using the lift of the sun’s heat bouncing off the ground.

  “They’re just ahead,” Sabito reported. “Do you see the meadow? Look beyond to the line of tall cypress trees.”

  Where my powers of scent had failed, his raptidon eyes had succeeded. How impressive are raptidon eyes? Sabito could read a book over my shoulder.

  From a thousand feet away.

  “Perhaps, friend Sabito,” Gambler said, “you could get to their rear and be ready should they flee.”

  “I believe they intend to make a stand,” Sabito replied.

  “Well then,” said Gambler, “dinner is served.”

  There was a time when felivets hunted my kind. That’s no longer true. Still, it’s hard to be a dairne near a hungry felivet and not feel a twinge of apprehension.

  Felivet claws are like arrowheads. Their jaws can crush rocks. Gambler may be my dear and loyal friend, but he is also a ruthlessly efficient killer.

  Which brought me back to my question. Why had I volunteered to go along on this hunt? Boredom? A feeling that I was a bit useless in the Army of Peace? A need to prove I wasn’t afraid?

  But of course I was afraid. A felivet, a raptidon, and a dairne against twelve hungry, frustrated eshwins? The odds were not in our favor.

  Eshwins are strange creatures, a sort of cross between wild boars and bloated rats. They have vicious curved tusks and a habit of savaging easy targets: the young, the sick, the feeble. This particular pack of eshwins had attacked a family of cobblers, humans who were following the Army of Peace.

  It’s called the Army of Peace. It’s not called the Army That Lets Eshwins Attack Others with Impunity. We were there to scare the eshwins off. If they could be scared off.

  And if not? Well: Gambler.

  We galloped into a wide meadow dotted with fading wildflowers, Havoc’s hooves pounding the earth. The grass was up to his withers, high enough to conceal a crouching eshwin. But nothing—nothing—can hide from the eyes of a raptidon.

  “Ambush ahead,” Sabito warned. “They’ve split to your left and right and are waiting to close in behind you once you pass.”

  “We’re ready,” said Gambler.

  Maybe he was. I wasn’t.

  I tightened my grip on Havoc’s reins as he broke into a full-speed run. Wind ruffled my fur and filled my nostrils with a hundred scents, including the rank stink of eshwin and the sharp, metallic smell of my own fear.

  “You have four behind you and eight ahead at the tree line,” Sabito reported. “The four behind are closing in fast!”

  “Byx,” Gambler said, his voice eerily calm, “can you do something a bit crazy?”

  “You mean like go on this hunt?” I asked, gasping for breath.

  “Would you mind very much falling off your horse?”

  “Would I . . . what?”

  “I want them to think you’re helpless.”

  “I am helpless!”

  “That large tussock of gewgrass ahead would cushion your fall.”

  Gambler wanted to use me as bait. That was the only way I could be of use in the hunt.

  We all have our strengths and our weaknesses and must contribute what we can. At least, that was what I told myself as Havoc closed the distance to the tussock.

  I readied myself by slipping my left foot out of its stirrup.

  Closer. Hooves thundering.

  Closer.

  As I rolled off Havoc’s right side I heard myself yelp. I hit the tussock hard enough to knock the air out of my lungs, but the
grass and fungal mounds cushioned my fall and I was able to sit up.

  Just in time to come face-to-tusks with a raging eshwin.

  It charged, head down, and there was no way I could move in time.

  The eshwin barreled toward me, grunting its guttural cry of triumph—errrOOOT!—and dribbling frothy saliva, anticipating the moment it would slice me open with its tusks.

  “Noooo!” I yelled, pure terror in my voice, my limbs, my heart.

  Which was when a black blur leapt from concealment, claws extended, mouth wide. Gambler hit the eshwin. Three seconds later the beast was ready to be skinned and cooked.

  One down. Eleven left.

  Three were still behind us, rushing at top speed, ripping through the meadow. But because of the tall grass, they were unable to see each other and were no doubt unaware that one of their number was already dead.

  Sabito plunged from the sky like a falling star. He flared his wings, slowing, and struck one of the eshwins, sinking his talons into the creature’s head.

  Gambler, for his part, took care of the other two behind us. Three more eshwins were ready for the stewpot.

  In the meantime, the eight eshwins hidden in the line of trees foolishly decided to come to the aid of their stricken pack members. They moved in a mass, grunting and squealing, a wall of rancid fur, gleaming tusks, and squinting red eyes.

  Leading the charge was a creature so large she looked more like a horse than an eshwin. She was old, scarred from many battles. Battles she had probably won.

  I saw Gambler’s eyes go wide, which was not reassuring. “I will deal with their leader,” he said, “but you, Byx, you had best flee.”

  “Flee?”

  “I cannot take her and the rest all at once. Flee!”

  Gambler moved to intercept the huge eshwin queen. Her fellow eshwins split left and right, aiming to encircle us while their leader fought Gambler.

  Havoc had circled back to me. I grabbed his reins and hauled myself up into the saddle. The way back—retreat—was clear.

  I’m no hunter, nor am I a soldier, and I am the furthest thing from heroic. Every rational part of me agreed with Gambler: it was time to flee.

  But Gambler was my friend.

  More that that, he was family.

  I drew my little sword and urged Havoc forward.

  2

  Creating Miracles

  An hour and a half later, Sabito and I returned to the army camp. We were in central Nedarra, about a half-day march from the Telarno River.

  We were bone-weary but pleased with our efforts, although Gambler had done most of the real work. After the last eshwin fell, Gambler decided to linger behind, content to “dine alone,” as he put it.

  “Byx! You’re covered in blood!” my friend Tobble cried, running to meet us.

  I dismounted from Havoc near the main campfire. “It’s not my blood, Tobble.”

  “You’re certain?” Tobble poked at me with his tiny paws, searching for injuries.

  “I’m fine, Tobble. Better than fine. I hunted!”

  “So I see,” he muttered, glancing at the rough-hewn sled hitched to Havoc.

  We’d laced together branches with knotted vines and piled three dead eshwins on top. The rest we’d left behind for our soldiers to retrieve. An army on the march always needs food.

  “I should have been there.” Tobble sent me an accusing look.

  I hadn’t told my faithful wobbyk companion about my plans. Where I went, Tobble inevitably followed, and I was doubtful enough of my own hunting abilities without having to worry about his well-being. Though he has the courage of an entire army, Tobble’s just a fraction of my size. I feel as protective of him as he does of me.

  We make an unusual pair, Tobble and I. While dairnes have doglike features, wobbyks look rather like well-fed foxes. They have large eyes, even larger ears, three tails, and a friendly, talkative nature. They’re exceedingly courteous and seem, on the surface, utterly nonthreatening.

  But those gentle exteriors hide warrior hearts. It’s astonishing how insane wobbyks can be when pushed to extremes. I’d witnessed more than a few soldiers of the Murdano, our mortal enemy, fall victim to Tobble’s fury.

  “I’m sorry, Tobble,” I said. “I should have invited you. To be honest, I feared I wasn’t up to the task. And I didn’t want to have to worry about you, too.”

  “I can take care of myself,” he said, jutting out his chin.

  I patted his back. “I am well aware of that.”

  Tobble grumbled under his breath. I made out the words “reckless” and “rash,” and because Tobble is a wobbyk, and wobbyks are polite to a fault, I also heard “no offense” and “I’m sure you had your reasons.”

  I recognized one of the stewards who fed and watered the horses. “Dontee!” I called. “Run and tell the cooks they’ll find many more eshwins just half a mile west. Send a wagon.”

  “Eshwins?” Dontee repeated with a gulp.

  “Don’t worry. They won’t be hurting anyone anytime soon.”

  “So now you’re the mighty hunter dairne?” Tobble teased. “Meaning no disrespect, my friend, but you really must wash yourself in the river. You stink of eshwin!”

  “They are disgusting animals,” I said. “And of no use except as food.”

  “Not ‘of no use,’” Sabito chided in his harsh-sounding raptidon voice. I hadn’t realized he was hovering just a few feet behind me, riding the breeze. “Eshwins dig up the roots of burrell trees, which helps the trees reproduce. And burrell trees, in turn, are home to many other species. No creature is useless, Byx. Each is a piece of a puzzle so vast that none can see it all.”

  I looked at the ground, chagrined.

  “Forgive me,” Sabito said, softening his tone. “I didn’t mean to lecture. And I will concede that eshwins are not the most . . . lovable animals.”

  I managed a smile. But Sabito was right. Every species had something to contribute.

  I, of all creatures, should know that.

  Once upon a time, dairnes roamed Nedarra, our homeland, in great numbers. Now just a handful of us remained. For a while, in fact, I’d thought I was the last dairne in the world: an endling.

  Dairnes have always been hunted for our downy fur. But that’s not the only thing that’s driven my kind to the edge of extinction. Far too many dairnes have been murdered because of our unique skill: the ability to tell when someone is lying.

  It is the gift and the curse of my species.

  Humans want our fur, but they fear our ability to detect a lie.

  I’ve learned a little about humans recently. Their desires can be powerful, but their fears are far more so.

  Although, in fairness, perhaps that’s true of us all. These days, fear never seemed to leave my side, unshakable as a shadow.

  “See the smaller one on the sled?” I asked, and I heard an unsettling mix of pride and shame in my voice. “That one was . . . mine.”

  “Once again,” said Tobble, gazing at the limp and bloodied carcasses, “I am grateful wobbyks are not meat eaters.” He gave a little shrug. “‘Remember we all have our place,’” he said. “‘The bug, the bird, the human race.’”

  “What was that?” asked Sabito.

  “It’s from a poem called ‘A Young Wobbyk’s Introduction to the World.’”

  Sabito perched on a red-limbed mara tree. “I would rather like to hear it,” he said. “Are raptidons mentioned?”

  “All six great governing species are included.” Tobble adjusted his carefully braided tails. “Also wobbyks. Naturally.”

  “Please, Tobble,” I said. “I’d like to hear it, too.”

  “I’m not sure I recall it fully,” he admitted. “But I shall try.”

  Tobble cleared his throat. His voice was soft but clear.

  Felivet, silent, stalks his prey.

  Great cat shuns the light of day.

  Terramant digs beneath the soil

  In deep and dark and endless toil.
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  Natite swims the waters deep.

  Seas and oceans are his keep.

  Raptidon soars the cloudless skies

  And scans the world with cunning eyes.

  Dairne finds lies, a skill so rare

  No other species can compare.

  Human, never satisfied,

  Too oft is moved by greed or pride.

  Wobbyk, kind but fierce of heart,

  Of all the world just one small part.

  Remember we all have our place,

  The bug, the bird, the human race,

  As each day earth begins anew,

  Creating miracles for you.

  Tobble gave a little bow. I applauded and Sabito fluttered his wings. “I quite enjoyed that,” said Sabito. “Even though we raptidons are not given to poetics, as a rule.”

  “‘Creating miracles,’” I said, sighing. “I’d argue that miracles are in rather short supply these days.”

  “We’ll get through this, Byx,” Tobble said. “The Army of Peace will succeed. We have to.”

  I stared at the endless lines of dusty tents, stretching out before us like huge gravestones. “I wish I shared your optimism.”

  How weary I sounded to my own ears! How jaded! What had happened to the old Byx?

  Not so long ago, I was just a silly pup. The runt of my litter. Self-involved, naive, impatient to see the world.

  Well, I’d certainly gotten my wish. I’d seen far too much of the world. I’d seen enough pain and danger and death to last several lifetimes.

  I was no longer Byx, the innocent daydreamer, curious and carefree. The pup who could gaze for hours at a swarm of rainbow-winged butterbats dancing on the wind.

  The old Byx didn’t gallop into battle to kill eshwins, yelling in triumph like a fool as they fell.

  Perhaps Tobble was right that better times awaited us. Perhaps the old Byx was hiding somewhere deep in my heart.

  Perhaps.

  But for now I had to go wash the blood from my fur.

  3

  A Promise to Khara

  That night I joined my comrades around a fire, one of hundreds that turned our camp into a twinkling reflection of the stars overhead. The eshwins made for a satisfying meal, and we were feeling drowsy and sated. (Tobble had dined on pan-fried crickets with maggot jelly.)

 

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