The Complete Dangerous Visions

by Anthology

  On the newscasts, you see big machines making big piles of people and pee-peeing on them and burning them up. “Why they burn those people, Momma?”

  “Hush! It’s too awful. They just breed like flies and they can’t feed themselves.”

  How do flies breed? What she mean by that? But I think they should let me watch: just to be sure they don’t breed like flies do, however that is, so they can continue to feed themselves. I would feed them, though, if it really came to that. I wonder about the Indian children, sometimes. Nobody ever mentions them. Maybe there aren’t any.

  Flies all fits in, somehow, but it’s not too clear to me. Last summer there was really this fly thing. Momma said it was because they couldn’t burn people fast enough, and there was a world-wide plague, and I remember how scared they were that we couldn’t keep it out. The time everybody had killing flies! It was all over the newscasts.

  It went on until it got monotonous. In fact, most newscasts aren’t very interesting after a while. They keep changing the places, but there’s still this big machine pushing up piles of people and setting them on fire. I like the ones on our space program better. We have a colony on Mars.

  We have to have.

  For some reason.

  Most people go out everyday, all the Poppas, and cheer for this program. I’ve never seen them do it, but I guess it’s like a football game. It’s called work. They pay him money for it that Momma writes checks on to pay for credit cards with. They must know what they’re doing.

  I’m coming along in figuring them out. Every once in a while I think I have it.

  I think they have a machine somewhere that makes time, or maybe a press that prints it like a book. They never mention this. Maybe I have to learn how they make electricity, first. They say I’m going to start learning about things like that pretty soon.

  And you really have to try to figure the big bastards out. Don’t ask me why. You do. You can’t do anything about them. They’re still going to batter you around. Shaping the personality, it’s called. But you have to keep trying, keep hoping. Every once in a great while you can get a conversation going with them. Usually about candy, unfortunately. You learn to like candy, though, and I guess that’s something. Sometimes I think it’s the most important thing in the whole world.

  But if they’d just stop and think every once in a while. If they’d just slow down and talk to you, it might be better. But they don’t stop to think. They’re always rushing. I give an example. I start up some of the electronic equipment in the basement. We got this electronic dirt remover. I put my bedclothes in it. Sheets, blanket, pillow. Don’t you think that wasn’t a job! Down two windy flights of stairs with them. Dropping them, picking them up, trying not to make any noise. House quiet. Real early. Everybody asleep.

  Off she goes! Beautiful!

  It don’t stop, though. Like it does for Momma. I hear the bedclothes being torn up. Rip, rip-rip, rip. I better go tell them.

  I go into their room. They are still asleep. I tiptoe toward Momma. She maybe won’t take it as bad as Poppa.

  Bam! I walk into this stupid new fly screen they have on and I forgot about. It shakes hell out of me, and I start to cry. Poppa sets up and screams, “You filthy shit!”

  “What time is it?” asks Momma.

  I don’t understand about all this time thing, but I tell her about the bedclothes.

  “My God!”

  Stark naked, both of them, down the stairs. They get in each other’s way.

  I trail after. It’s a lot of work, a little boy going down big stairs, trying to hurry. You have to be careful not to fall.

  Poppa got it turned off. “That was close. It could have blown up half the house.”

  “You filthy shit!” Momma screams at me.

  “Shut up, Hazel, this is serious. The kid could have killed himself.”

  I got a long lecture, right there, on how dangerous modern devices are. I wanted them to show me how to operate it right, so I wouldn’t do it wrong again. But they were too dumb to do that. No, just leave it alone! How can I learn if they won’t ever let me do anything? Why did they think I brought the bedclothes down in the first place?

  Momma says, “First we got to give you a personality—we got to fix it so you can grow up to be the kind of man you want to be. Then, after that, you start going to school to learn things. When you get to be four years old, you start to school to learn things. You’re only three and a half!”

  Do you know how long you’re three and a half? You’re three and a half forever. There isn’t any time at all. Something has gone wrong with their press, and they don’t know it.

  “What kind of man I want to be?”

  “The country needs scientists,” Poppa said. “We take a course from the government called: How to Make Scientists. How to shape personalities who want to understand how things work—who always have to figure things out, who aren’t happy unless they’re figuring things out. It’s a good personality. Don’t go fiddling with this electronic gear any more or you’ll get killed.”

  So that’s what I’m going to be, a scientist. I don’t know what the other choices were, but I guess it’s too late anyhow. They might have been worse, at least I like to think that. Like going to India.

  We kids at playground, we talk about the big bastards all the time. They used to be like us. Something happened to them that made them forget how to think.

  I guess I will too. I get big, like them, I won’t remember any of this, either. Lots of things I can’t remember, already. There was a time, so long ago I just about can’t remember, when Momma and Poppa loved me. That was in the beginning. But I guess maybe that’s what it said in the book to do, too. It was nicer, then, but I forget so much. So all this I’ll just forget. Because I’m not really me yet. They’re still making me.

  Right now, I think a lot about those people in India. I don’t know why I should. I think it would be sensible to set them down to a table and feed them. I think that would be a good thing to do. But I guess when I get interested in learning how things work I won’t think that way any more. And I guess I’ll just forget all this.

  I’m still standing here, crying, by the open drawer that’s filled with this strange world of things. I’ve finally gotten to her. “What do you want?”

  It’s too late to find out whether there really is candy in there. It always was. She’d never spend all that time to search through there with me. It’s too late to find out what this thing is for which there is no conceivable use. I’ve been crying so long, I feel hurt by it and I can’t stop crying.

  “What do you want?”

  I want to start forgetting. Like what they do to me, sometimes, at night, to shape my personality. You wouldn’t believe how bad I want to forget that. And it’s such a long time more, such a long, long, long time. I don’t know if I can last, sometimes. I’ve got to hurry up and start forgetting. “I want to hurry up and be four years old!”

  Afterword

  In “From the Government Printing Office,” I have tried to project a future in which the education of children involves striking terror into their hearts in the hopes of producing more creative individuals. Perhaps this is not unlike what we have always done, with our frightening stories of witches and goblins and evil spirits and threats of hell. In my view, children are our most important product and should be better handled, but in any event one need only listen closely to the speech of children to hear the history of the future.

  LAND OF THE GREAT HORSES

  R.A. Lafferty

  Introduction

  Look out your window. What do you see? The gang fight on the corner, with the teenie-boppers using churchkeys on each other’s faces; the scissors grinder with his multicolored shirt and tinkling bells; a pudgy woman in a print dress too short for her fat legs, hoeing her lawn; a three-alarm fire with children trapped on the fifth story; a mad dog attached to the leg of a peddler of Seventh Day Adventist literature; an impending race riot with a re
presentative of RAM on a sound truck. Any or all? It takes no special powers of observation to catalogue the unclassifiable. But now look again. What do you see? What you usually see? An empty street. Now catalogue:

  Curbstones, without which cars would run up onto front lawns. Mailboxes, without which touch with the world would be diminished. Telephone poles and wires, without which communication would screech to a halt. Gutters, sewers and manholes, without which you would be flooded when it rains. Blacktop, without which the car you own couldn’t last a month on the crushed rock. The breeze, without which, well, a day is diminished. What are these things? They are the obvious. So obvious they become invisible. How many water hydrants and mailboxes did you pass today? None? Hardly. You passed dozens, but you did not see them. They are the incredibly valuable, absolutely necessary, totally ignored staples of a well-run community.

  Speculative fiction is a small community. It has its obvious flashy residents. Knight, Sheckley, Sturgeon, Bradbury, Clarke, Vonnegut. We see them and take note of them, and know what they’re about. But the community would not run one thousandth as well as it does without the quiet writers, the ones who turn out story after story, not hack work but really excellent stories, time after time. The kind you settle back and think about, after finishing them, saying, “That was a good story.” And you promptly forget who wrote it. Perhaps later you recall the story. “Oh yeah, remember that one about . . .” and then you wrinkle down and say, “What the hell was the name of the guy who wrote it? He’s done a bunch of things, you know, pretty fair writer. . .”

  The problem is a matter of cumulativeness. Each story is an excellence, standing alone. But somehow it never makes a totality, an image of a writer, a career in perspective. This is the sad but obvious thing about R. A. Lafferty’s place in speculative fiction.

  He is a man of substantiality, whose writing is top-flight. Not merely competent fiction, but genuinely exemplary fiction. He has been writing for—how many years? More than six, but less than fifteen? Something like that. Yet he is seldom mentioned when fans gather to discuss The Writers, Even though he has been anthologized many times, been included in Judith Merril’s Year’s Best SF on several occasions, and the Carr-Wollheim World’s Best anthology twice, and appeared in almost all the science fiction magazines. He is the invisible man.

  It will be rectified here. Raphael Aloysius Lafferty will emerge, will speak, will declare himself, and then you will read another extra-brilliant story by him. And dammit, this time remember!

  Lafferty speaking: “I am, not necessarily in this order, fifty-one years old, a bachelor, an electrical engineer, a fat man.

  “Born in Iowa, came to Oklahoma when I was four years old, and except for four years in the army have been here all my life. Also, one year on a little civil service job in Washington DC. The only college I’ve ever attended was a couple of years in the University of Tulsa’s night school division long ago, mostly math and German. I’ve spent close to thirty years working for electrical jobbers, mostly as buyer and price-quotation man. During WWII I was stationed in Texas, North Carolina, Florida, California, Australia, New Guinea, Morotai (Dutch East Indies, now Indonesia), and the Philippines. I was a good staff sergeant, and at one time I could talk pretty fair pasar Malay and Tagalog (of the Philippines).

  “What does a man say about himself? Never the important things. I was a heavy drinker for a few years and gave it up about six years ago. This left a gap: when you give up the company of the more interesting drinkers, you give up something of the colorful and fantastic. So I substituted writing science fiction. Something I read in one of the writers’ magazines gave me the silly idea that science fiction would be easy to write. It isn’t, for me. I wasn’t raised on the stuff like most of the writers in this form seem to have been.

  “My hobby is language. Any language. I’ve got at least a thousand dollars in self-teach grammars and readers and dictionaries and Linguaphone and Cortinaphone courses. I’ve picked up a rough reading knowledge of all the languages of the Latin, German and Slavic families, as well as Irish and Greek; but actually Spanish, French and German are the only ones I read freely with respectable speed. I’m a Catholic of the out-of-season or conservative variety. As to politics, I am the only member of the American Centrist Party, whose tenets I will one day set out in an ironic-Utopia story. I’m a compulsive walker; turn me loose in a strange town and I’ll explore every corner of it on foot inside a week, I don’t think of myself as a very interesting fellow.”

  This is the editor again, for a final comment. Lafferty is about as uninteresting as his stories. Which is to say, not at all. As entered for the prosecution’s case against RA’s contention that he’s a neb, the following story, one of my particular favorites in this book.

  Land of the Great Horses

  “They came and took our country away from us,” the people had always said. But nobody understood them.

  Two Englishmen, Richard Rockwell and Seruno Smith, were rolling in a terrain buggy over the Thar Desert. It was bleak, red country, more rock than sand. It looked as though the top had been stripped off it and the naked underland left uncovered.

  They heard thunder and it puzzled them. They looked at each other, the blond Rockwell and the dark Smith. It never thundered in the whole country between New Delhi and Bahawalpur. What would this rainless North India desert have to thunder with?

  “Let’s ride the ridges here,” Rockwell told Smith, and he sent the vehicle into a climb. “It never rains here, but once before I was caught in a draw in a country where it never rained. I nearly drowned.”

  It thundered again, heavy and rolling, as though to tell them that they were hearing right.

  “This draw is named Kuti Tavdavi—Little River,” Smith said darkly. “I wonder why.”

  Then he jerked back as though startled at himself.

  “Rockwell, why did I say that? I never saw this draw before. How did a name like that pop into my mind? But it’s the low draw that would be a little river if it ever rained in this country. This land can’t have significant rain. There’s no high place to tip whatever moisture goes over.”

  “I wonder about that every time I come,” said Rockwell, and raised his hand towards the shimmering heights—the Land of the Great Horses, the famous mirage. “If it were really there it would tip the moisture. It would make a lush savanna of all this.”

  They were mineral explorers doing ground minutiae on promising portions of an aerial survey. The trouble with the Thar was that it had everything—lead, zinc, antimony, copper, tin, bauxite—in barely submarginal amounts. Nowhere would the Thar pay off, but everywhere it would almost pay.

  Now it was lightning about the heights of the mirage, and they had never seen that before. It had clouded and lowered. It was thundering in rolling waves, and there is no mirage of sound.

  “There is either a very large and very busy bird up there or this is rain,” Rockwell said.

  And it had begun to rain, softly but steadily. It was pleasant as they chukkered along in the vehicle through the afternoon. Rain in the desert is always like a bonus.

  Smith broke into a happy song in one of the Northwest India tongues, a tune with a ribald swing to it, though Rockwell didn’t understand the words. It was full of double rhymes and vowel-packed words such as a child might make up.

  “How the devil do you know the tongues so well?” Rockwell asked. “I find them difficult, and I have a good linguistic background.”

  “I didn’t have to learn them,” Smith said, “I just had to remember them. They all cluster around the boro jib itself.”

  “Around the what? How many of the languages do you know?”

  “All of them. The Seven Sisters, they’re called: Punjabi, Kashmiri, Gujarati, Marathi, Sindhi, Hindi.”

  “Your Seven Sisters only number six,” Rockwell jibed.

  “There’s a saying that the seventh sister ran off with a horse trader,” Smith said. “But that seventh lass is still encou
ntered here and there around the world.”

  Often they stopped to survey on foot. The very color of the new rivulets was significant to the mineral men, and this was the first time they had ever seen water flow in that country. They continued on fitfully and slowly, and ate up a few muddy miles.

  Rockwell gasped once and nearly fell off the vehicle. He had seen a total stranger riding beside him, and it shook him.

  Then he saw that it was Smith as he had always been, and he was dumfounded by the illusion. And, soon, by something else.

  “Something is very wrong here,” Rockwell said.

  “Something is very right here,” Smith answered him, and then broke into another song in an India tongue.

  “We’re lost,” Rockwell worried out loud. “We can’t see any distance for the rain, but there shouldn’t be rising ground here. It isn’t mapped.”

  “Of course it is,” Smith sang. “It’s the Jalo Char.”

  “The what? Where did you get a name like that? The map’s a blank here, and the country should be.”

  “Then the map is defective. Man, it’s the sweetest valley in the world! It will lead us all the way up. How could the map forget it? How could we all forget it for so long?”

  “Smith! What’s wrong? You’re pie-eyed.”

  “Everything’s right, I tell you. I was reborn just a minute ago. It’s a coming home.”

  “Smith! We’re riding through green grass.”

  “I love it. I could crop it like a horse.”

  “That cliff, Smith! It shouldn’t be that close! It’s part of the mir—”

  “Why, sir, that is Lolo Trusul.”

  “But it’s not real! It’s not on any topography map!”

  “Map, sir? I’m a poor kalo man who wouldn’t know about things like that.”

  “Smith! You’re a qualified cartographer!”

  “Does seem that I followed a trade with a name like that. But the cliff is real enough. I climbed it in my boyhood—in my other boyhood. And that yonder, sir, is Drapengoro Rez—the Grassy Mountain. And the high plateau ahead of us which we begin to climb is Diz Boro Grai—the Land of the Great Horses.”