by Karen Deen
This brings out his cocky smile. “I know you want me. No regrets. This is your last chance.” His fingers tighten in my hair, lips hovering over me. “Say it!” he demands with such force, I shudder in his arms.
“For fuck’s sake, Grant. No regrets! Take me now or you lose your chance. Otherwise, I will take matters into my own hands.” My body is so tightly strung that if he doesn’t take me soon, I’m going to explode with frustration. The tingle in my scalp when he pulls my head to where he wants me is intense, but so hot.
“There she is. My dirty…sexy…naughty teacher.
“Whenever I am here, you’ll never take things into your own hands, my sweet girl. Your pleasure is mine to give and yours to take. I have so much to give. Your memory of tonight will never leave you. Ever.”
Then he’s on me. His powerful mouth pushes my head back into his hand, fingers pulling my hair tight and sending my nerves into a frenzy.
The kiss is not soft and gentle, it’s hard and powerful. All consuming.
Right from the start, Grant claims me. Up until this point, I’d fought him at every turn. Finally, I’m letting go.
Take me.
Claim me.
Tonight, I’m yours.
Tomorrow, I’ll live through the regret.
18
Grant
Her fight only makes me want her more.
She challenges me like no other woman ever has.
Her mouth tells me just for tonight, her body screams for more. Her heart, however, tells me forever. I see it in her soul.
Her head is saying stay strong, her body is letting go.
Let everything go, Zara. I know you’re struggling, but give me what you can. I will treasure it, hold it close. My feelings can’t be turned off. You have light in me that’s never been ignited before.
I try to convey my feelings. I can’t hold back because I want her so bad. Her plump red lips, toned, slender body.
Pulling away slightly, I hear a slight moan escape her lips. Her eyes show the fire she’s feeling. Time to stoke that fire, let it burn hot.
My hand holds her head tightly, so I can continue to ravish her mouth. I dive back in, taking control with my tongue, pushing through and exploring inside. My other hand starts to trail down the forbidden land I have been dreaming about for days.
Zara’s tongue tries to take control of the kiss. Battling with my control, I push back letting her know that I call the shots. We spar, we banter, and I love how independent she is. I love the challenge but when it comes to sex, I will always take control. I know no other way. My control results in her pleasure. I would never force any woman, but fuck, I love when they surrender their fight and just let me take over. Zara’s almost at that point. Come on, sweet girl, be mine.
My hand slides across the side of her breast and I feel her shiver at my touch. Still fully clothed, she reacts. Nipples harden, begging to be touched. I reach and run my fingers gently over them. Zara pulls back from my mouth with a gasp.
Her beautiful, sensitive tits make my cock strain even harder against my jeans. I just want to touch her skin, every inch of her. My mind is going crazy imagining what she looks like. I want to see the color her skin turns as she reaches her first climax. The first of many.
“You’re in trouble now.” Hooking Zara into my arms, I scan the unit looking for her bedroom. Her apartment is small. I’m sure I can find it, but my mind is all scattered. My heart pounds in my ear. Hairs on my neck raise from just her slightest touch on my chest.
“I want you naked, and I want your juices all over me as you are screaming my name from those plump red lips!” My voice comes out as a low growl as she points me towards the door.
Striding through her bedroom door, Zara is already losing control in my arms. Her hands grasp at my shirt, trying to pull it up. As her fingers brush against my chest, the rush of blood I’m feeling causes the hairs on my body to stand up.
Never have I felt enough for a woman that I want to pursue a relationship. And there’s been a few girlfriends. The sex is always good, and I enjoy the company, but that’s all it is, nothing more, nothing less.
Holding Zara, I know why I never wanted to stay with anyone before now. The intensity of just kissing and holding her, is all new. I’d been holding back waiting for this feeling, the off-the-charts electricity.
God, it’s consuming in the best possible way.
Standing at the end of Zara’s bed with her in my arms, I realize the responsibility I have. Zara’s blocked men from her life. They’d let her down and she feels stronger on her own.
Tonight, I hold her trust in my hand.
She trusts me with her body, but most of all, with her dreams and her heart. I need to make sure that when she walks away in the morning, she feels treasured and can take on the world with her heart still in one piece.
I know I can do that. One thing’s guaranteed, when Zara tries to walk away in the morning, she’ll be taking a part of my heart with her. Zara is the woman for me. Now I just need to convince her that she too feels the same.
“Last chance, sexy girl. Tell me no and we stop right here. I mean it.” Although it would be extremely hard to do but I would do it for her if that’s what she wants.
“Tonight, I am yours. Just tonight. Don’t stop, Grant. I want it. I want you!”
“Game on, little lady!”
“You’re mine tonight. I will make sure you never forget this night as long as you live.” Slowly lowering her onto the bed, Zara looks perfect. She waits for me, with so much want in her eyes. They’re telling me of her feelings even if she’s scared to speak them.
“I could just stand here and look at you like this, all night. Perfect, just perfect.” Her cheeks and neck blush. “But if I stand here for much longer, I know the pain in my cock is going to take me to a place of no return. In my world, you get pleasure first. Multiple times if I can manage to control myself.”
“Grant,” she whispers. “Why did the universe wait until now to bring us together? Why now?”
Placing my knees on the bed either side of her hips, I lean down to claim her mouth. I just want to continue to taste her lips. Out of those come her words that made me melt and scream with anger. While I’m screaming anger, my body is on full alert and wanting to ravage her. Her lips are wet and plump from my previous kiss. I want to take it slow down and make it soft and sensual. It’s too late. My body has other ideas. Lucky for me, I’m not the only one who can’t hold back.
Pulling back and resting my forehead on hers, I hold her eyes. “I don’t know, beautiful lady, but all I can say is that now I’m here, I’m never leaving. You have me in every possible way you want and need me. Just know, this is not a one-time thing for me. You could never be a one-time thing. I am patient and can wait. I will never let you go. I just hope after tonight you will feel that, too.” No more waiting. I can’t give her any chance to change her mind.
My hands work on her shirt, so I can finally see and touch what she was hiding under the towel in the studio. I can barely concentrate as she rips my shirt up my back. “Help me, Grant. I need it off, now.”
“You don’t have to ask me twice, baby.”
Lifting my shirt over my head, I hear Zara gasp. The best noise you can hear when your woman sees you for the first time. Immediately, she sits up, her hands slowly sliding up my abs, taking her time to make sure what she’s seeing is real and not a dream.
“I hope you like what you see.”
“Mmm, very much. So much I want to taste it.” Fuck me. This woman owns me already. Never have I been with such a confident woman in the bedroom. She knows what she wants, and it sounds like she won’t hesitate to tell me.
God, I’m going to have fun with you, Miss Zara. So much fun you won’t know what you’re saying or thinking by the end of this.
Her tongue slides up my chest and it weakens me at the knees. Needing to take control, I grab her shirt and rip the rest of the buttons. I can’t wait any longer
to see and taste her body. Sliding it off her shoulders and down her arms, I leave goose bumps in my wake. Her chest rises and fall, her breasts swelling in her black lacy bra. Beneath the lace, I see her hardened nipple. Ripe and ready for me.
I lower Zara back to the bed and throw her shirt on the floor. I can see her body clearly now, toned, slender, and extremely hot.
I want more. The pressure in my jeans tells me I need her fully naked and underneath me.
Although she’s confident and wanting to lead this show, I’m taking control and it’s time for her to just lay back and take all I can give her.
“Zara. You are stunning. The most beautiful woman I have ever seen. I am at a loss why you are still single. You must drive the men you dance with crazy. They get to touch you, but I hope never like this. It would be killing them having to restrain themselves.” I slide her pants down her legs. Hooking my fingers over her lacy panties, I drag them to just below her knees. I have her trapped. My hands slide under her ass and lift her straight to my lips. My tongue sweeps from her lower parts all the way to her clit. It was like I turn up the volume on her moan as my tongue slides up her. By the time I reach her clitoris which is already peeking out from under its hood, all ripe and hard, Zara starts to lose it. I have her right where I want her, her body responding to every touch.
Zara tastes like sweet nectar and it’s all over my tongue and lips. “Relax and let go, baby. Come for me, all over my mouth so I never forget what you taste like. This moment is going to be in my memory forever. Come on, baby, just breathe and let go.”
I’m back on her, devouring every part of her pussy. Gripping her ass tighter, she writhes and squirms under me. It’s time to take her over the edge. I reach around with one hand and find her legs open up and begging for my fingers. She’s so wet, I know it won’t take much to send her over the edge.
“Oh, Grant… I can’t take this much more,” she pants.
“Oh, you can, and you will and furthermore, you will be the one begging me for more, little lady.” Thrusting two fingers straight into her pussy is all it takes for her to come all over my face where I was still feasting on her.
Zara screams my name over and over as she rides the first wave of her explosive orgasm. It’s the sexiest thing I have ever heard from those lips. I continue to suck and lick Zara until her body starts to settle down.
Moving back up her body, I want to taste her tits but first I need to mix the taste of her with her mouth. Zara’s eyes are still closed as I dive in and claim her mouth. Straight away, her hands are up in my hair. There’s no denying how much we want each other and how off-the-charts our chemistry is.
“That’s the hottest and most intense thing any guy has ever done to me. I have never seen stars, but just now, I saw the whole fucking galaxy.”
“Imagine what you’re about to feel when I fuck you. Baby, you won’t even know your own name. Now, don’t move so I can see that glow all over your body. I need to get out of these jeans, they’re cutting me in half.”
“Wait! I want to undress you. Please, Grant. I only get one go at tonight and I want to savor every single bit of it. Every touch, smell, sight and taste. I want to take you in my mouth and taste you.”
Shivers run all through my body. “Fuck, Zara, those words from your mouth are so fucking sexy.” I stand still at the end of the bed trying to control myself which is proving to be very difficult. “We both know this will never just be tonight, but whatever you think is okay, I understand. Just so you know, though, I am yours. Take what you want, beautiful. Take it all.”
Zara isn’t really understanding the true meaning of what I’m telling her but for the first time in my life, I’m offering a woman my whole being. My body, my soul and my heart. Be gentle, Baby, please look after it.
Zara
What the hell am I thinking? I will never be able to walk away from this man. His touch alone has me screaming his name like I have never screamed before. Wriggling to the edge of the bed, I want to see what power hides in his jeans. If the bulge is any indication, I’m going to struggle to take him. Never one to back away from any challenge, I have a feeling this one will test me.
I wasn’t joking when I said to Grant I want to savor every single moment with him. I know I’m making memories tonight that I will be using to pleasure myself for years to come. My gut tells me I am going to walk away from the only man in this world who’s ever truly going to be the right one for me.
Placing my hands slowly on his chest, I look up into his eyes and a faint gasp leaves his lips. I’m affecting Grant just as much as he’s affecting me. My lips tremble as I lean down to kiss his stomach. The whole time keeping my eyes glued to his. I want him to know how much this means to me. This is so much more to me than just fucking Grant out of my system.
From that first kiss, I knew he would never leave me.
I know I am just going to have to learn how to live without him.
But tonight, I’m imaging he’s mine forever and I want to make sure he knows how much I feel for him. Even after such a short-time, the feelings are so strong. It is like Grant placed a spell on me the first night in the studio. His words hooked me in, my body giving up. Taking a deep breath, I block tomorrow from my mind and know tonight will be amazing. I need to just live in the moment.
My lips meet his stomach, a stomach that’s hard as steel. I feel the tension in his body start to ease. It’s replaced by that same electric current I feel when he went down on me. The anticipation builds for him as I work towards the top of his jeans. Without my lips leaving him, my hand wrestles with the button to release him from his prison. As his buttons pop, the zipper can’t hold him any longer. Slowly sliding down, I run my hand over the boxers that are the last line of defense. Smelling the lust on his body, I run my nose along the top of his boxers.
Grant lets out a low deep groan that tells me he’s hanging on by a thread. It’s time to meet all of Grant, the part of him I know is going to make me realize how he really feels about me.
“You smell so good, Grant. I can smell your lust and it is fucking hot. Can you cope with me getting my first taste of you?” Again, I look pleadingly into his eyes. All I can see looking back is eyes full of want.
“Mmm,” is all he manages. For all the power this man has and the control he loves, I have him at the tip of my fingers. Although I want power, right at this moment, it’s the last thing I want to do to Grant. I don’t want to bring him to his knees. For some reason, I want to be the one on my knees and being taken care of. Not having to think or do anything but just to feel.
Taking his pants down, I watch his cock spring out. I bite my bottom lip in anticipation. I was right, in that no man I have been with was even comes close to the size of this strong man. His length and hardness make me think of what this man would feel like inside me. I want him, and I want him to know how much I want him.
With my tongue out, I take a very slow swipe from his balls all the way up his penis and to the very tip. As I lick over his vein I feel his body twitch trying to stay still. Somehow Grant knows how important this is to me to give me this moment. I kiss the tip. It bulges and is purple from the tension he’s holding back. The first dribble of pre-cum pearls. I want to taste him. This is mine! I make him so turned on, he can barely hold back. The first lick of his head and the taste of him, has my pussy begging again. I can’t hold back. I latch onto him and take the whole of his cock in my mouth, as deep as I can. I’m never going to be able to take it all. My hand wraps around the base to keep up the rhythm I’ve started. I know Grant won’t last long so I want as much as I can get. I feast, and it’s amazing.
I feel Grant’s hands in my hair, pulling to the point of pain. It just makes the whole head-job more sensual and fucking hot. I moan and suck while Grant takes control of the rhythm. He’s now controlling me, and I love it.
Make me do what you want, Grant. Show me how to pleasure you the most.
My other hand cups his balls, pulling
them down to give him that balance between pain and pleasure. I feel he’s on edge, his balls pulling tight.
Grant reefs me to my feet before I know what’ happening.
“Fuck, you are amazing, baby. Nobody has ever sucked me off like that. I know one thing for sure. The first time I come tonight will not be in your dirty little mouth. When I finally let go, I’m going be buried balls deep in you and fucking you to the stars. On the bed now. I’m going to show you what it’s like to be fucked hard. So hard that I will fuck away any memories of any man that has gone before me. I can tell you now, that there will be no man that will ever follow me. This is the first fuck from the last man that you will ever have inside you. Then I’m going to make sweet passionate love to you all night long, so you know how good it is both ways.”
I can’t think. No words come out of my mouth. I do as I’m told and crawl up the bed. Grant crawls over the top of me and pins me down. I wait, spread out in anticipation of what’s to come. This man had no idea what he’s doing to me. He doesn’t need to tell me he will be the last man I sleep with. He is ruining me for any other man. I know I can’t have him, but I won’t be able to let any other man have me, either. He’s about to claim me. There’s nothing more in this world I want more, than for him to claim me over and over again.
“You have no idea what you’re doing to me, gorgeous. I can’t get enough of you.”
“Then take me. God, please take me.”
I don’t notice that he’s placed condoms on the side of my bed but before I can blink, he’s suited up and I can feel him waiting. His eyes question if I’m okay. Even this hot as hell alpha man with control issues ensures he has permission to go forward.
No words are needed. Biting my bottom lip, I give a slight nod. Grant slams into me, hard and fast. I scream as he takes my breath away. He stills, allowing me to stretch and mold around him. When I open my eyes, he’s all over me. My lips, my neck and finally, he takes my breasts into his mouth like he owns them. The sensations spread throughout my body and I don’t know how to control myself. My hands grab at anything I can find. Tomorrow, Grant will have nail marks on his shoulders and on his ass cheeks, that’s guaranteed.
