by Jude Thomas
Southern Gold
Survival and desire in a raw new land
Jude Thomas
Silvereye Press
Auckland, New Zealand
© Copyright 2017 Jude Thomas
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Southern Gold is a work of fiction inspired by fact. The main characters and the plot are a product of the writer’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons is coincidental. However, colonial Dunedin and the gold rush were very real, as were various events and some peripheral characters. Any misinterpretation or inaccuracies of historical detail is entirely unintended.
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For my children Sarah, Miranda and Rory
Our vision was to create a new Utopia in this Colony, free from interference and freedom from filth. We brought superior morality to Dunedin, but now it is rapidly filling with drunkards, whores and bohemians. We, the old identity, are being swamped by this new iniquity.
Letter to the Editor, Otago Witness, 1862
Contents
Dedication - Ebook
Epigraph
Part One
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Part Two
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Part Three
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Chapter Forty
Chapter Forty-One
Chapter Forty-Two
Chapter Forty-Three
Chapter Forty-Four
Chapter Forty-Five
Chapter Forty-Six
Epilogue
Coming soon — The sequel
About The Author
Acknowledgements
Part One
Chapter One
Royal Terrace, Dunedin
1st January 1858
The garden party is in full swing and Donald Fraser scowls down upon it from his casement window. He has transported his family to the ends of the earth to carry out the Lord’s work, and he doesn’t approve of parties. Not only has he had to endure the first-footers last evening, but now – without more than a few hours’ sleep – another day of torment has arrived. ‘Heat-maddened crowds,’ he groans; he cannot abide such displays of looseness.Yet here, right above his eyes, is a terrible beauty that clutches at his senses. Flashes of snowy white and blue-black feathers iridescent in the high sun, the winged lovers scooping and rising, embracing and parting – each on its own wild arabesque of desire. The throb in Donald’s groin borders on ecstasy. In spite of all else, in spite of what he believes the Lord commands, he thrills. It is pure torture, pure censure, pure sin. Or so it has been taught to Donald by his forefathers – kirk-embedded men of Edinburgh.
On the lawn, all is frivolity and it is a great day for it: not so warm as to make one excessively hot, but sufficient that most men are unfastened to their waistcoats. The women feel relaxed even in their crinolines, and the boldest children run barefoot on the soft lawn. Parasols, fans, tartan rugs, china tea sets, silver punch bowls and a string quartet. It is New Year’s Day at 16 Royal Terrace, Dunedin.
The graceful timber house with its comfortable rooms, wide verandas and spacious garden has seen several such occasions, and each year they are increasingly anticipated by the Frasers and their guests. That is, by Elizabeth Fraser, her five daughters, and lately her small, sturdy son.
Although Donald does not care at all for these extravagant gatherings with the inevitable din of raucous children, he grudgingly allows Elizabeth to indulge in what she calls ‘good works’ by inviting the best of new society to these annual events. Dunedin is becoming quite a town, and he is mostly pleased by the breed and quality of the people increasingly populating it, many of them Scots, and of superior sensibilities. If only the new iniquity – Irish, Italians, Chinamen, Jews – could be sent back.
Elizabeth had been twenty when she met Donald. Entranced by his brooding manner and simmering passion, she agreed to marriage soon thereafter. She came to know that Donald’s primary passion was for the Lord, the Free Scottish Church, and the call to carry His Word and his seed to the new colony. His personal passions are so repressed she needs ingenuity to ignite them. And with much skill, Elizabeth sees to it that these are met while consoling Donald that he is indeed carrying out the Lord’s work.
Elizabeth moves lightly about the carefully landscaped garden, offering smiles of greeting – and also laughter when her husband is not nearby. Donald does not much approve of laughter, although she knows he smiles slightly when he hears hers, and today is for summer and song. A group of guests are humming pretty English airs, and the Scots piper who ushered in luncheon is now florid with a wee bit more than the sun, aye.
Since arriving in New Zealand some ten years ago on the first immigrant ship, John Wickliffe, Elizabeth has made friends both within the stern church congregation and outside it. She has a grace and warmth that charms her acquaintances, and a soft invincibility that steers her through many situations. A new family that has moved in to Royal Terrace has strolled down to Number 16 in response to her invitation, still thanking a Providential Lord that their barque did not sink in horrifying seas a week out from Port Chalmers and that smashed china and crystal was their only casualty.
Many other acquaintances have arrived by carriage and there is much activity about the front lawn, gravel paths and shrubberies. Donald and Elizabeth’s eldest daughter, Florence, walks with Alton Northey, and slides her eyes to meet his eagerness. Elizabeth smiles quietly; she feels that here may be the makings of a future proposal, although Florence is just seventeen and Alton is becoming quite a dandy.
Elizabeth has known a comfortable upbringing in Edinburgh, the loss of children and the love of more, the terror of the high seas and the challenge of a new land. Today she surveys her Dunedin garden with quiet satisfaction. Most of the cuttings and seedlings brought from Home on that long sea journey have transplanted well. And after years of back-breaking work clearing the native bush to the western boundary, the grounds are well established. Her only regret is that the aza
leas are almost past their best for this day. With the chill spring and delayed summer they had bloomed late and she had hoped they would hold until this New Year’s Day, but many of the petals now carpet the groves. Other than such a small inconvenience, the day is proving a success and Elizabeth is happy.
Donald Fraser tugs fiercely at his whiskers. Coming away inside, away from the crowd and the gaiety and especially the expectation of being a good host, was designed to gain some equilibrium. People wishing to bend his ear on trivial matters or make endless conversation about the weather aggravate him. Or to be truthful some, especially the females, terrify him. He grimly gives thanks that the garden event comes but once a year.
He allows Elizabeth to think that he doesn’t know of her ruse as she calmly asserts it is their duty to be sociable for the greater good. But no doubt she is right, his beloved Elizabeth. It is only she who can persuade him that life on this earth is not just something to be borne by austerity of thought and in fear of the Lord, but to partake in with a modicum of happiness.
It was in pursuit of happiness of a kind that his spirit became awakened by the words of Edward Wakefield, campaigning for systematic colonisation of the heathen. But more importantly, he offered an opportunity to be free of the wrongs of society and the evils of the British church and state system. The new utopia, here in this new land, is what he had dreamed of. Land that for the first time was not tithed to any laird. Land where he would be charged with bringing Wakefield’s vision to reality.
Yet Donald’s mind is relentlessly torn. With a rigid, compassionless upbringing where work and prayer were the only acceptable activities, where guilt and punishment were constant cronies, he finds it extremely difficult to take pleasure in pleasure itself.
As he broods down over the garden Donald becomes aware again of the birds’ erotic dance, and he groans in mortified pleasure. If only his feeble pencil sketches could catch the tui birds’ lustre, those quivering snowy throat tufts – that ardent, unbridled freedom.
He reluctantly turns from the window and treads heavily downstairs to the front entrance of his grand home and garden. He breathes in deeply, forcing his face into genial lines. ‘Dear fellow, madam, so honoured you could come to our wee gathering. We have been blessed with a bonnie day. Aye. Splendid, splendid.’
Alton Northey excuses himself from Florence and heads towards a group of fine young fellows like himself. He is already acquainted with bordellos and at nineteen he perceives himself to be quite the man. Any pretty girl is an opportunity for Alton. Rejection only sharpens his determination, and some fine ones at this colonial afternoon tea are surely ready for the chase. Dunedin is a crude place compared to his early memories of Edinburgh. Here it is muddy and raw, but bestowed with a light that sets his senses spinning. And what a day for it. He has spun from one female to the other, smoothly offering his arm to walk upon the gravelled pathways.
With no intention of having other than an agreeable time, he has gravely escorted Florence for a turn around the garden, using his charm and wit to transport her into an elevated state of mind. Now this is one who will need somewhat more than gentle persuasion, he lightly traces his arm about her sashed waist, but her dowry could be handsome.
Most of the guests are known to Alton as friends and acquaintances of his parents. Some, like the Frasers, were companions on the sea voyage many years ago when he was a boy; some old hands when he arrived; and yet others are recent arrivals.
Alton’s reverie is broken by shrill giggles from the azalea grove and he moves towards the drifts of pink, white and mauve. Eveline Fraser has been nabbed by her small brother, William, and her full white dress is in disarray. Ecstatic after ten minutes of hiding and seeking, three-year-old William stumbles from the shrubbery and with a high shout, staggers away on his fat toddler legs.
Alton is transfixed by the lovely glowing thing that is Florence’s sister Evie, fulsome as a ripe peach. Good Lord, how and when did this happen? The last time they met she was a child in a pinafore, and now –! His blood pulses. He is magnetised.
Evie gasps to find Alton viewing her torn drawers, but he eases the moment by reaching for a flower, murmuring about delicate petals and firm stamens. She is transfixed by his intense amber eyes ringed with smoky blue – slanted eyes that she has always thought to be strangely exotic.
Now he’s so close, and so hotly breathing into her neck, that Evie believes she must be on fire. Her back is melting into the bracts and her legs are weak but he catches her and holds her close. He whispers her name, telling her she is lovelier than a summer’s day. His body is hot too, and he is pressing and pressing, hard and unstoppable. Evie is engulfed with a wild surge that surely is ecstasy. She opens herself to the moment, and the moment’s exquisite pain is overcome by the thrill, and it is delicious.
The encounter is so brief and intense and wonderful she hardly can think of the botany lesson he began. ‘Oh!’ She shudders with delight. ‘Oh! Lovely – lovely!’ Then with a gasp and shudder the sensation fades and is soon gone.
And Alton is gone too, mumbling like a spent fool, fleeing the grove of petals and stamens as fast as little William. Evie breathlessly wrests her dishevelled petticoats to order so as not to receive a scolding from Mother.
‘William? William! Hide quickly, for I’m coming to find you. Coming ready or not!’
Chapter Two
1st September 1858
Friday nights in the Fraser household sees the children, with the exception of William, staying up one hour later than the rest of the week.
Summer had faded into crisp days that saw the garden’s harvest make way for the winter vegetables, and all the outdoor activities attended to before the Antarctic air stream flowed onto the land. Then came the frosts and the sleet and the chilling draughts that Donald and Elizabeth are accustomed to from their upbringing. And yet here in New Zealand each wonderful mild summer continues to trick their notice, so that the subsequent southern winters of their new homeland always surprise them. This is the first day of a new antipodean spring and while it is still sharply grey, it is also full of promise.
Donald allows himself two drams of whisky on a Friday evening; otherwise he maintains one and a half. The Sabbath is, of course, for abstinence and for seeking forgiveness from the Lord.
The evening meal, still known as supper although it is now being called tea by those in the outer districts, is inevitably cold mutton cut at table with silent dignity by Donald. Each plate also receives a single boiled potato, sized accordingly; it is unwise to indulge in rich food after four o’clock. Mustard is mixed in a silver pot and passed around as the only accompaniment. Then it is into the drawing room, where charades are mimed with flapping and giggling, recitations are presented with earnestness, and songs are sung with sweet innocence. Donald does not enjoy such nonsense, but Elizabeth insists her girls acquire good social graces and become accomplished. Sunday sermons are for admonishing the flock in their sinful ways, and no songs are sung, but Elizabeth maintains that entertainment on Fridays should include music to gladden the soul.
Against his ingrained sense of doom and solitude, Donald allows his wife and daughters this liberty, but songs must be suitable – quiet and gentle. Anything of excess is not to be considered; his whole Presbyterian life has been bound up in avoiding excess. Certainly no rollicking reels or whisky-sodden wha-hae.
Elizabeth favours ‘Drink to Me Only with Thine Eyes’, and Donald’s cheeks pinken when she seeks out his during her modest performance. She is also fond of ‘Scarborough Fair’, and her eyes moisten as she remembers her own English mother so far away, and whom she will probably never see again.
One of Eveline’s current favourites is ‘Skye Boat Song’; she is in love with the notion of the lad who is born to be king speeding to safety on a bonnie boat. She also wishes to sing ‘Comin’ thro’ the Rye’ but Father will not have it because of the reference to kissing.
Florence’s clear voice caresses ‘Sweet Afton’
, and she has recently learned what she skilfully calls ‘Marble Halls’. Florence pictures the vision of forbidden love; Donald does not know that the aria comes from an opera about a Bohemian gypsy girl. Such connotations would cause a frightful stirring in his withers. But he keeps his thoughts steadfast and hears his girls through their tomfoolery. His fingers are laced firmly together across his tartan waistcoat, although his errant thumbs revolve slowly around each other, back and forth, forth and back. When each daughter has done her piece he nods – done, accomplished. Donald never utters praise. Occasionally he will pat-pat an outstretched arm. Mother, alone, with her merry eyes and sideways glances at her husband, claps and cries out, ‘Well done, my dear, well done.’
This Friday night is still chilly away from the fire’s short reach, but they are warmed by their exertions.
‘Goodnight, Mother; goodnight, Father,’ say Florence and Eveline in unison. They embrace Elizabeth then peck at Donald’s brow. It is nine o’clock.
The two eldest daughters are the last to depart for their beds, following a strict routine where baby William returns to the nursery first; Jean and Isobel aged seven and eight go reluctantly at the chime of eight o’clock. Mary Beatrice, deciding two years ago on her tenth birthday that she should be called May, is happy to dance out of the drawing room one half hour later. This leaves Evie and Florence, some three years apart at fourteen and seventeen, but closely bonded and not wishing to be separated in the evening ritual. Florence would rather retire earlier with Evie and have time before blowing out their candles to brush her younger sister’s thick, straight hair. Evie, in return, treasures the moments when Florence can whisper about her young gentlemen admirers.
‘Goodnight, daughters. Be sure to say your prayers and ask God’s forgiveness for your sins.’ Donald Fraser speaks these commandments on a regular basis.
