by Fast, K. L.
“Make me yours, Nathan.” He leans on his forearm and runs his fingertips along my side. I squirm. He runs his fingers through my folds and I moan.
“Fucking hell. You are so wet for me, babydoll.” I whimper at his touch, arching my back, wanting more. He grabs his fat cock and runs it along my pussy then pulls back, slapping my clit with the head of it. Holy fuck, that felt good. I feel my pussy getting wetter as he runs the head of his cock down to my opening, thrusting it into my pussy. He pulls out slapping my clit with it again. I moan at the feeling, loving it. He does this over and over going a little further each time.
“Oh God. I’m going to come, Nathan.” I feel my pussy start to flutter as my orgasm approaches. He growls, slamming his lips on mine and thrusting all the way inside me as my orgasm washes over me.
I scream into his mouth, my nails digging into his shoulders at the pleasure/pain I feel at the way his cock feels inside of me. He groans breaking away from our kiss, breathing heavily.
“Our first time is going to be fast baby, with the way your pussy is squeezing my cock like you're begging me for my cum.” My pussy clamps down and we both moan. “You like the idea of my cum inside your belly don’t you?” he asks as he pulls out of my pussy and pushes back in.
“Oh God, yes. Fill my pussy full of your cum, Nathan.” He growls and wraps his forearm under my knees spreading my thighs wide, he slams back into me, his balls hitting my ass. I moan at the feeling of being stretched by his hard cock. “Oh God, Nathan, just like that, fuck me, fuck me, fuck me harder,” I scream in ecstasy as he drills into me over and over again.
“Fuck,” he growls, slamming into me. I feel his cock start to swell and my pussy starts to flutter. “Come with me, baby. Come all over my fat cock.”
My pussy clamps down, my toes curl and I see stars as rope after rope of his hot come goes deep into my womb. He groans and let's my leg fall to the side, his head resting on my chest. We sit there, breathing heavily for a few minutes and I start to feel his cock harden again. I gasp and look down at him.
“Again?” He thrusts into me slowly.
“Fuck yes, again. I'm never going to get enough of you. But this time I want to watch your perfect, round tits sway as you bounce up and down my fat cock,” he says, rolling over so I am laying on top of him.
“Holy fuck, you feel so much bigger this way,” I gasp out my hands on his chest. I rise up a little bit and then sink back down, both of us groaning. He runs his hands up my thighs and grabs my hips. I run my hand over my sides and into my hair as I ride him. I’m loving the way he feels inside me. “Your cock feels so good inside me Nathan.”
“Fuck babydoll. I love that filthy mouth of yours,” he says in a gravelly voice. I whimper. He grabs my arms and puts them behind my back and sits up fucking his cock into me. “I'm going to fuck you until you’re full of my come and there is no way you'll be leaving this bed without my baby in your belly.” I moan.
“Oh. Oh. Oh, God just like that, Nathan.” He captures my lips in a searing kiss as another orgasm washes through my body. He follows right behind me and I lay there limp on his hard chest.
My entire body tingles. He runs his hands up and down my back and I sigh in contentment. My stomach growls. He chuckles.
“I guess we never got to eating, did we?” I laugh and shake my head.
“I didn’t, but I am pretty sure you got a nice dessert before lunch.” Oh my God did I just say that out loud? He laughs.
“That is very true.” He pulls out of me and I whimper at the loss. “Stay here baby. I’ll go get our lunch from the car and we can eat it up here,” he says giving me a fast kiss and pulling his pants back on.
“Okay.” I tell him not even lifting up my head I lay there looking at the ceiling with a smile on my face. Damn, I could get used to him fucking me and feeding me. A few minutes later, we are sitting on his bed, naked, eating Italian food and arguing about football teams. Eventually, he pushes our food to the side and fucks me into an oblivion, until I have no idea what we were even talking about. I don’t think I have ever felt this happy before.
I just hope once he knows all about me, he won’t run.
Chapter 8
Nathan
I wake up and reach over for Levidia, but I find her spot empty and cold. I shoot out of bed knowing there is no way in hell I dreamed her up. Everything was too real and she was even more breathtaking then I could have ever wished for. I jump out of bed put on a pair of briefs and make my way down the hall. When I reach the top of the stairs the scent of bacon and maple hits my nose.
My stomach growls at the smell. I take the stairs two at a time and make my way into the kitchen. I stop in my tracks when I see that my woman is standing at the stove in nothing but my shirt, making breakfast. Jesus, she looks so right in my kitchen all I can think about is her standing there with her belly round with my child. When I walk up behind her and wrap my arms around her waist she leans against me and sighs.
“Good morning, babydoll. Why are you up so early?”
She turns around in my arms and looks up at me with a serious face. “You snore.” Of all the things I thought she would say, that was not it.
“I do not,” I say in mock outrage.
She giggles and shakes her head. “Yes. Yes. You do like a bear.” She scrunches up her face and makes a snoring sound. Holy hell, she is adorable. I chuckle and pull her close, kissing her soundly.
She moans, but when the spatula drops to the floor she pulls back. “Fuck, look what your hotness made me do. I almost burnt the bacon,” she says running her small hand down my abs my cock hardens and I groan.
“Baby, if you keep doing that we are definitely going to burn the bacon.”
“Food first, then hanky panky,” she says laughing.
I growl and slap her ass. “Deal. What can I help you with?” I ask, kissing her shoulder.
She reaches for another spatula and flips the food. “Can you get the table ready? Oh, and our coffee. I love hot chocolate in mine but if you don't have any, can you put lots of creamer.”
I scrunch up my face, glad that she can’t see my reaction. God. that is gross. “Sure baby, I can do that.” I look through my cupboards and find a package of hot chocolate. “It has marshmallows is that okay?”
She hums. “Yum, that is my favorite.”
I get her coffee ready and my plain black cup. By the time I have everything on the table she is putting a huge plate of food in front of me and an equally big plate in front of herself. My eyebrows shoot up and I look at her, then her plate. There is no way she is going to be able to eat all of that.
She laughs when she sees my expression and sits down. “I can eat you under the table, anytime big guy. I have a fast metabolism and I fucking love food. Luckily, it all goes to my boobs and ass.”
I don’t think I have ever met anyone that could eat more than me. So we will see. She takes a bite of bacon and moans.
“Babydoll, we have talked about this. You can't be making those noises every time we eat, or we’re never going to finish a meal while it is still hot.”
“You’ll just have to deal with it. I am a girl who enjoys her food,” she says sassily as she takes another bite and makes a point to moan exaggeratedly.
I chuckle, hell she is going to keep me on my toes and I am going to love every minute of it. “I can try but I am not promising anything.” I take a bite of my food and groan involuntarily. She laughs and we spend the next few minutes eating in silence. “I just realized that I spent the entire ride here talking about myself but I don't know anything about where you grow up or anything about your parents?” She clears her throat and stands from the table grabbing our plates. I get up from the table and walk over to where she is standing in front of the sink. “Baby what is it?” I ask running my hand down her back.
“I don't want to tell you and have you think differently of me. I like the way you look at me now. The way you make me feel not so broken. I don't want that
look to turn into pity,” she says never turning to look at me.
“Look at me, Levidia.” She shakes her head and doesn’t turn around. “Look at me, babydoll, I could never look at you like that.” She looks at me then with tears in her eyes and I know whatever she has to tell me is going to hurt her. My heart clenches and I brace myself to hear her tell me her secrets.
“I don’t know my parents. My mother left me at the hospital addicted to drugs when I was just barely born. I don't even know her name. I was adopted into a wonderful family when I was a month old and I grew up with their daughter who was only two years older than me. When I was fourteen I caught her sneaking out of the house to go to a party and I promised her I wouldn't tell anyone.
When she didn't come home the next day, I still didn't tell anyone not wanting her to think I broke her trust. Besides, I thought she was going to end up coming home but two hours turned into ten then to twenty-four. I started getting worried and panicking. I decided to tell my parents what happened but before I could, cops came to the door saying they had found a body and they needed to come down to identify it.” She looks up at me with tears falling down her face. “I didn’t say anything, Nathan. What kind of person doesn't say anything?”
“Shhh, it's okay. You were just a kid yourself, babydoll. You can't blame yourself for that,” I say, pulling her into my arms.
“My parents just kind of fell apart after that. The police never found her killer and I know it is slowly killing them. It’s all my fault!” She sobs into my chest.
My heart aches for her all I want to do is take away her pain.
Chapter 9
Levidia
I can’t believe I unleashed my entire life story to him. I have never told anyone about Lora. I sob into his chest. He picks me up and I wrap my arms around his neck, holding him tight. A few minutes later, he is sitting down on a couch with me on his lap, rocking us back and forth. His strong, comforting hands rubbing up and down my back. I sob, letting all the heartache I have felt for the past five years out in that one moment. When my tears are dry, I pull back.
“I am so sorry. I don't know what came over me I… I… I've never told anyone that,” I say, sniffling.
He wipes away my tears and kisses me softly holding my face in his hands. “You, Levidia Baxter, are the strongest person I have ever met.” He lets go of my face.
“You don’t think I'm a horrible person?” I ask not really knowing if I want the answer.
“Sweet babydoll, you could never be a horrible person. My heart aches for your loss and I want nothing more than to take away your pain. But no, I don't think you are a bad person.”
I take a shaky breath. “How can I need you so much Nathan? How can I feel so connected to you, when we only met yesterday?”
“Because I was made to love you, baby. You are the other half of my soul, Levidia and I plan on spending the rest of my life with you.”
“Can you really fall in love in a day?” I ask wondering how it's possible to feel so close to him in such a short amount of time.
“I don't know how it works for other people, babydoll. I have never been in love before. All I know is I fell in love with you the moment I heard you singing “Jingle Balls” at the top of your lungs.”
I laugh and rest against his chest. “I love you too.” We stay like this, just holding each other for a few moments before I take a deep breath and sit up.
Today I am going to the hospital NICU to be a cuddler for the babies. “I have some things I need to do today. Will you come with me?” I ask hoping I will be able to share this part of my life with him.
“Of course I’ll go. I planned on spending the day with you.”
I quickly hop off of his lap. “I need to shower but I don't have any clothes here. I’ll need to grab my things. We’ll need to stop at the store to get a few things too,” I say all in one breath, looking for my purse.
“Grab your things?”
I blush, realizing I basically invited myself to stay here.
“If I am going to be staying here, I need clothes. I can't leave the house in just your shirt, now can I?” I say, going with it. I put my hands on my hips.
He stand from the couch and wraps his arm around my waist. “I just thought I was going to need to persuade you to move in with me.”
“So, I am moving in just like that?” I ask looking up at him.
He leans down and kisses me. “Fuck yes, you are.”
“Good.” I say smiling up at him.
* * *
“Why are we going to the hospital?” Nathan asks opening my door.
“We are going up to the NICU to give the babies loving and give them their little hats my mom and I made for them.” I say getting out of his SUV.
“Fucking Christ. You really are a babydoll aren't you?” he asks looking at me.
I laugh and grab his hand. “Not even close, but when I am volunteering it makes me feel alive and it is always something that I have been passionate about.” We make our way inside to the NICU. When we walk in I see Ms. Martha.
“Levidia, how lovely to see you dear,” she says wrapping me up in a warm hug. She has been a nurse here ever since I was born and is actually one of the people that took care of me. When she pulls back she eyes Nathan up and down. “and who is this handsome man you brought with you?”
I feel myself blush. “This is Nathan. He’s my boyfriend. Nathan this is Ms. Martha, the best nurse in the world.” I say looking up at him.
He wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me closer to him “It’s a pleasure to meet you ma’am,” he says, giving her a huge smile.
I swear to God, I hear her sigh. “Ms. Martha, is Vince doing any better today?” I ask. This is one of the toughest volunteer jobs that I do, never knowing if one of the babies has passed on in my absence or not. I hold my breath waiting for her to tell me. Vinny has stolen my heart and I absolutely love him. He has been here for three months. He came into this world too early and so strung out, it's a miracle he is still alive.
“He will be doing wonderful once he is in your arms, dear. You know how he seems to perk up whenever you are here.”
I smile “I brought all of the babies hats and my mom says hi. I'm going to take Nathan to meet the boy that stole my heart.”
“How about you go see little man while Nathan here fills out volunteer paperwork. He will be there in a bit.” Nathan leans down and kisses my head.
“Go on baby, I’ll be there in a minute.” I smile up at him and walk into the other room and go straight to Vinny's incubator.
“Hi, sweet boy, I told you I would be back.” I say putting my hand in through the side. His tiny little hand wraps around my finger and my heart melts. One of the nurses comes in and gets him out for me while I sit in a rocking chair. I wrap him up a little tighter and start humming “Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star” to him.
When he is in my arms, it's like a piece of me that I didn't know was missing, is put back in place.
Chapter 10
Nathan
I follow Ms. Martha into the NICU. I was expecting something like a nursery like the ones you see on tv, but this is nothing like that. There are twenty little incubators with babies in them. I look over to see my girl holding the smallest baby I have ever seen. I walk over to Levidia.
“And who is this?” I ask looking at the little boy in her arms she smiles up at me then back down at him
“He is the first boy to ever steal my heart,” she says running her finger along his cheek.
“Where are his parents?” I ask as I take a seat next to her.
“He doesn't have any. His mom was here just long enough to have him and then she skipped out. I have been here with him since he got here. He is a fighter. They were able to take him off the ventilator. He is only on oxygen right now. They will be putting him up for adoption soon,” she says sniffling.
“Hey, I thought that was a good thing,” I say wrapping an arm around her shoulders. She lea
ns her head against me.
“It is, but this one is just harder on me. When I first saw him, I had this instant connection with him. I feel like he is somehow mine. Like he was always supposed to be mine. Maybe I’m crazy. Look how sweet he is.” I kiss her head and look down. He is beautiful and so small. I reach down and place my hand on his belly. He grabs my finger in his little hand and I suck in a sharp breath as my heart skips a beat.
I know in that moment that he is meant to be ours. “I don't think you’re crazy baby. We should see what we need to do to adopt him.” She gasps and looks up at me.
“What?” she questions, tears welling up in her eyes.
“He was obviously meant to be our baby, sweetheart.” I get down on one knee and hold her free hand against my heart.
“What are you doing?” she asks on a shaky breath.
“I love you so much Levidia. I know this is crazy and so fast but I have never been so sure of anything in my life. You are my forever, baby and I believe this little boy was made for us. Make me the happiest man in the world and marry me. Let’s give this little guy the best home he could ever have with brothers and sisters.” Her lip trembles and her unshed tears fall.
“I… I… you want to marry me?”
“Yeah baby, I wanna marry you.”
“Yes, I’ll marry you, Nathan. We are crazy you know that right?”
“Your kind of crazy matches my crazy, baby. We are made for each other.” She puts her hand on my cheek and kisses me softly. We spend the next hour loving on Vince and when we leave it’s like I am leaving a piece of me there in that room. “How do you leave here every day?” I ask rubbing a spot over my heart. She gives me a sad smile.
“It never gets easier. Let's hope we don't have to do it for long.”
“Let’s call my lawyers and see what we need to do to get started on the adoption.” She blushes and squirms a little in in her seat.
