by D. Kelly
“Sorry, didn’t mean to be so aggressive there.”
“It’s all good. Do you think Mel liked it?”
My mouth drops open, but I close it quickly. “Are you kidding me? Were her tears not evidence enough? Noah, not to be crude, but … go slide your hand up her skirt. I’m sure you’ll have the answer to that question.”
He laughs. “Jesus, Sawyer, a simple yes would have been good.”
“True, but then I wouldn’t have gotten the point across so well.”
Wyatt, Darren, and Warren come up and pull us both into a big group hug as they rave about Noah’s performance. If he weren’t so adamant about retiring, I’d love to get him to record some original music. Maybe I still can.
“All right, guys, as much as I’d like to chill with you, I need to find Mel and get her away from Eli.”
“Go get your girl, dude,” Darren replies and takes off probably to find Belle.
Wyatt and I follow them out, flanked by guards, and go find our families.
Not Again
“To love,” Noah says, clinking his shot against mine. He’s on cloud nine tonight, and he deserves it. Leaning in close, he whispers in my ear, “Did I tell you she said yes to living together? She said I’m the one, Sawyer.”
“You did, I’m happy for you guys.” He’s got a bit of a buzz going on, but who can blame him? He’s having the night of his life.
“You were right, she doesn’t love Eli anymore. I was being stupid.”
“No, you were being protective. That’s all part of love, right?”
“Normal love, yes, Sara love, nope.” He sighs, and I pat his shoulder.
“She doesn’t love you, Noah, she’s obsessed. There’s a huge difference there.”
“Good point. I gotta piss, I’ll be right back.”
Noah heads to J’s office, and Ryan follows. When Noah makes it back to the bar, he’s got a shit-eating grin on his face.
“What in the world are you smiling about?”
He leans over my shoulder and whispers in my ear, “J is making out with Tyler again.”
Dammit. Tyler is Jordan’s weakness. They hang out, they fuck, J spends time with him, spends money taking him out, and Tyler hops back in the closet. Noah loves seeing J with him because he makes Jordan happy. Until he makes him miserable. I can’t stand him. I think Tyler is a user, and I wish some girl, or guy, would come and knock J off his feet.
“Great, poor J.”
“Tyler isn’t a bad guy,” Noah says, perching back up on his stool.
“Maybe not, but he’s bad for J.”
“You never know, this time could be different. This could be the time J finally gets his happy ending.”
“Ha! I don’t doubt they’ve both already had their happy endings. If it doesn’t work out, hopefully, J will leave Tyler behind for good.”
Noah and I sit at the bar and catch up. It’s like old times. Mel has been sitting in a booth in the corner since everyone else left. Noah said she’s working and catching up on emails. About thirty minutes after Noah caught J with Tyler, they come out of his office looking satisfied. J walks him to the door and kisses him goodbye before joining us at the bar.
J starts wiping the bar down and looks up to catch us staring at him. “What?”
Noah is smiling, but I’m sure my face is full of contempt. “Why do you bother with him?”
“You sure you want the answer to that?”
No.
“Yes, because all he does is hurt you.”
Mac leaves to check on Mel, giving us some privacy to talk.
“Tyler is … fun and sexy. We have smoking-hot chemistry, and we’re friends.”
“Friends don’t hide their relationships.”
He sighs. “It’s complicated, Sawyer. Not everyone comes from a family as open as ours. His family would disown him, and he … he walks away because of me.”
Noah leans into the bar. “What do you mean, J?”
Jordan pours himself a beer and takes a drink. “I like Tyler a lot, but I’m not the kind of guy who wants to settle down. Not yet at least. Tyler is, but he isn’t willing to come out to his family until there is someone waiting in the wings for him. Someone who will love him enough and make it worth losing his family. I’ll always be Tyler’s friend, but I’m not the guy to be his forever.”
“So wait … all this time … you pushed him away?” I’m shocked.
“I think we’re sort of a fifty-fifty split there. When Tyler starts pushing for more, I tend to back off. I don’t want him getting even more attached. But there are times when I don’t want to send him away, when I want him to stay in my bed, and in my life, but he knows if he doesn’t back away, I will.”
“Damn, that’s messed up,” Noah empathizes.
I feel myself slightly softening toward Tyler. “Is Tyler bi too?”
Jordan nods. “Yeah, and I think that’s partially why I push him away. If he finds the perfect girl for him, he can keep his family and have love.”
“But what if you’re the perfect person for him? Regardless of gender.”
“Jesus, Noah, you sound just like him.”
“That’s not an answer,” I point out.
“I don’t have one, I guess. If I could picture myself with one person forever, it would be him. But that’s not the life I want for myself right now.”
Jordan and I exchange knowing glances as Noah prattles off all the reasons why letting yourself fall in love could be the best thing that has ever happened to you. I excuse myself to use the restroom and reflect on how strange it is that Jordan and I are so much alike, while at times like these my twin and I are so different.
A little while later, the bar is clean, Noah, J, Mac, and Ryan are in a dispute over some movie they all saw, and I make my way over to Princess to see how she’s doing. When I get to her, she’s yawning, and it’s totally cute, especially the way she sighs out loud while doing it.
“Princess, are you sleepy?” When I yawn as the words leave my mouth, she laughs.
“I guess as sleepy as you are.”
I slide into the booth across from her as she glances over at the guys.
“Hey, I really just wanted to say I’m sorry for earlier. I didn’t mean for you to overhear us arguing about things.” Pausing, I run my hand through my hair before meeting her gaze. “But to be honest, I’m glad you did. You have the right to know what is going on. I couldn’t forgive myself if anything happened to you because you were unaware, so … please be safe, Princess.”
Her expression goes from cautious to understanding in the blink of an eye. She looks like she wants to tell me her innermost secrets, and I’d give my soul to hear them, just once. Instead, she shakes off whatever she was feeling and pastes on a fake smile. It’s pretty enough, but it’s not the smile I love. The one that highlights her laugh lines and makes her eyes sparkle. That one is reserved for Noah these days.
“You don’t have anything to apologize for, Sawyer. You were right. I know Noah wants to protect me, but knowing your battle is half of conquering it. I appreciate that you care enough about me to want to protect me. It means more to me than you could ever know.”
The chemistry between us that lingers just under the skin ticks up. The pulse of energy between us is strong, and it’s obvious she feels it too. As we adjust ourselves in our seats, I flash her a small smile. She’s not mine. Our chemistry isn’t real.
“Yeah, well, we’re family now, so be prepared to understand how Rory and Diane feel. We’re going to be in your business all the time. It’s what brothers do. And when you and Noah eventually tie the knot, that’s what I’ll be … your brother.” I’m practically choking on the words. They sounded much better in my head than they did coming out of my mouth. No one should have this kind of chemistry with their sister-in-law. Especially if they have a brother as great as Noah. Now I’m regretting not fucking Sasha earlier; maybe it would have elimin
ated some of this tension.
“Hey, you guys about ready to get out of here?” Noah asks, sliding in next to her. At least with him here the uncomfortableness of the last few minutes is gone.
We nod, and I tilt my head toward Mac and Ryan. “How are we working security?”
All the extra guards escorted Darren, Wyatt, and our family members home earlier. Only Mac and Ryan are here with the four of us now. We should be fine considering it’s after two a.m. Besides, only Mel needs a guard; the rest of us can fight.
“Mac is going to take you and J to Jordan’s house and stay on his couch. Ryan is going to take Mel and me back to our house.”
Sounds like a solid plan. The three of us can kick back with some alcohol and play poker once we get back to J’s. It’s not the booty call I’d wished for, but it will be a good night to catch up.
Mac and Ryan lead us to the rear exit of the club, and Jordan sets the alarm as Mac pulls up our car. Mac gives us the all clear to load in and waits until Ryan nods his okay for us to go as he does his final sweep of their SUV.
We’re barely around the corner when the emergency alert goes off. It’s a system where one of the guards only has to push a button if he’s in distress and it pages the rest of the team.
“It’s Ryan, hold on,” Mac says calmly as he flips the car around in the middle of the street to head back to the bar.
“What the hell is going on?!” J yells, fear in his eyes.
Mac turns the lights off as he pulls into the drive and kills the engine.
“Stay back,” he cautions, but we don’t listen. We’re out of the car and following quietly behind him as he scopes out the situation.
My heart stops when I come up behind him and see Noah crumpled on the ground with a pool of blood growing beneath his head. J covers his mouth and bends over, trying not to throw up, and I know he’s being transported back to that day we’d both like to have permanently erased from our memory.
When I manage to pull my eyes back up, Sara is holding a gun to Mel’s head, and my world starts to spin. I hold on to the brick wall to keep myself upright, and J grabs my shoulder for strength. Mac already has his gun out and is inching even closer. I want to call out, to help them somehow, but I know this is what Mac’s trained for, and one misstep on my part could mean their lives.
The beating of my heart echoes in my ears. I try muffling it with my free hand, praying we continue to remain unnoticed. I scan the area quickly, looking for Ryan, but he’s nowhere in sight. It does sound like there may be a scuffle not too far away; I hope he’s not hurt as well.
“Help him!” Mel’s terrified plea carries through the still of the night. Even scarier is the eerily calm, almost sing-song reply Sara gives her. Mel continues to beg, and it takes every part of my conscious mind to stay put and let Mac do his thing. Deep down I know he’s her only chance. Their only chance.
“He’s fine, he’s only sleeping. It will be just like a fairy tale. He’ll wake up from his true love’s kiss. But first … I need to get rid of you.”
The gunshot echoes through the silence of the night. My eyes involuntarily squeeze shut before they fly open at the sound of footsteps. Mac is running toward Noah, and Sara is slumped into the car. I follow quickly with J right behind me and realize Sara is on top of Mel.
Mac kneels next to Noah. “He’s got a pulse.”
I feel like a thousand pounds have lifted from my chest as I sidestep them to get to Mel.
“Is she hurt?” J calls out once I get my head inside the car. All I can see is Mel’s hair, Sara covers the rest of her.
Come on, Princess, hang on.
“I don’t know! Fuck! Help me get this bitch off of her.”
J pulls at Sara’s legs, and I lift her under her arms. She’s dead weight, and as Jordan realizes it, he freaks out.
“Why did you shoot?!” he screams at Mac.
“I had the shot. Even if I didn’t, she would have killed her if I didn’t try.” Jordan’s hands are trembling as we lay Sara’s lifeless body on the ground a couple of feet from Noah. I hope this bitch burns in hell.
Mel’s groans have me racing back to the SUV. Thankfully, she’s moving. Tears are running down my cheeks as I take in the amount of blood covering Mel.
Please let it all be Sara’s blood.
Mel’s arm is bent at an odd angle beneath her, but she’s moving. That has to be a good sign.
She’s gasping for air as I pull off my shirt, each breath sounding more painful than the one before. Pulling her free, I tuck her close to my body, thanking God that she’s alive as each of her warm breaths greets my skin. She pulls back, repeatedly blinking, trying to get her eyes open. Using my shirt, I’m wiping her face off the best I can to help but it’s not easy; there’s so much blood.
Realizing she probably doesn’t know who’s holding her, I try to find my words. “Princess … fuck. Are you okay? The ambulance is on its way. Please tell me you’re all right.”
She sobs. “Why can’t I see, Sawyer? Where’s Noah?”
“She’s okay, alive,” I call out to Mac and J as I try moving her arm. Her painful cry lances through my heart, and blood is oozing from a wound on her arm where her clothing is torn.
“He’s here, and he’s still breathing. Help is coming, Princess. Your eyes are okay now, you just got … something in them. We’ll get them flushed and you’ll be fine. Help will be here soon.” When I pull her to me and feel her against my bare skin, I sigh in relief. Her warmth means she’s alive, and that is all that matters right now. Mel and Noah are alive, and Sara is going to spend eternity rotting in hell.
My tears splash against her cheeks, and she reaches up with her good arm and brushes them away. This night could have ended differently, and the thought rocks me to my core. What if we’d been just a little bit further away? What if Sara had heard us come back? What if …
“She shot me?” Mel’s frantic cries pull me from my horrific thoughts, and I tighten my arms around her.
“J, how’s Noah doing?” I call out.
“He’s okay. He’s starting to move. I think she just knocked him out.” The relief in J’s voice is shadowed in fear. This is going to be so hard on him.
“You left … and she … shit … Noah!” Mel’s beginning to freak out, and I think the shock might be starting to wear off. I need to keep her calm.
“Ryan hit the panic button on his phone, and Mac turned right back around. Thank God he did … we were a split second away from her killing you. Jesus, Princess, what happened?” She blinks her eyes rapidly, and I move my shirt from her arm to wipe her face again, but when the blood begins to ooze from her arm even more, I put the shirt back. Within seconds, she’s managed to get her eyes open.
“Shit, that stings,” she hisses as I keep pressure on the wound.
“Sorry, I think the bullet grazed you. It’s not too bad, but you’ll probably need some stitches or something. It’s still bleeding.”
“Is that why I’m wet? Why is there so much blood?”
Without answering her, I look over my shoulder to check on Noah. “It’s going to be okay,” I reassure her as the paramedics pull into the lot.
“I need to be with Noah.”
Wishing she didn’t have to see Sara and Noah, I reluctantly help her from the SUV. The paramedics are tending to Noah, only giving a quick glance at Sara’s dead body. Mel looks around, taking everything in, and her eyes grow wide. She looks down and pulls her shirt away from her body and screams when she realizes all the wetness she was complaining about is blood. About halfway through the scream, her eyes roll up and she starts to go down. I catch her and lay her down gently on the second stretcher. The second set of paramedics begins assessing her, and I look down to see Noah being lifted and rolled to the ambulance. J has his hand and is running alongside him.
“You’re okay to stay with him, J?”
He nods, already jumping inside. “Stay with Mel, I
’ll meet you there.”
Mac pats my shoulder to catch my attention. “I’ll call Warren before I give my statement. I’ll probably be here a while.” He looks down at Sara and shakes himself off before meeting my eyes again.
“Mac, are you okay? This is … well, it’s a lot for anyone.”
“It’s my job, but yeah … it’s a lot. Can you call Belle? I’m not sure I have it in me to break that little spitfire’s heart right now. I’ll have Warren call everyone else.”
They’re lifting Mel inside the ambulance now. “Yeah, I’ll call her on the way. I’ll see you there?”
“If I’m done in time, if not I’ll go straight back to the house.”
“Okay, if you need anything, anything at all, you call me.”
“Will do, now go.”
Once we’re in the ambulance, the paramedic is fussing over Mel. After asking if it’s okay to call her sister, I pull out my phone. I really don’t want to make this call.
It only rings once before Belle answers. “What’s wrong?”
“Sara got to Mel and Noah. We’re on our way to the hospital. You might want to meet us there.”
“Sawyer,” she pauses, her voice shaky, “please tell me she’s okay.”
“She’s fine. She’s got some injuries, but she’s going to be okay. Noah … he’s alive, but he has a head injury, so he needs some tests. He’s been unconscious since it happened, but he’s going to be fine.”
“Oh God,” she says softly. “I’m so sorry. We’re on our way. Did they get Sara?”
“Mac did, she’s dead.”
“Oh no, poor Mac.” I hear keys jangling and doors closing, and then I hear the sound of an engine starting. “Sawyer, please don’t let anything happen to her. She’s …”
Her sobs greet my ear, and my heart is heavier than it was a few minutes ago. “I know, Belle, they’re my world too. See you soon.”
If I hadn’t hung up, I would have been sobbing too. I’ve got to keep it together.
They have me exit the ambulance first, and we’ve pulled in right behind Noah. Dr. Martin is standing next to the door waiting for Noah and Mel.
