The Baby They Longed For

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by Marion Lennox


  Was there anything cuter than a golden retriever puppy? Noah didn’t think so, and Daisy wasn’t about to change his mind. She looked about ten or twelve weeks old, and she was wriggling all over. Still tied to her veranda post—the oldies obviously hadn’t ventured to untie her, although they were clearly longing to—she was tugging to the length of her leash so she could wiggle and lick and greet as many new friends as fitted into her orbit.

  His first thought? Sophie would love this puppy.

  No. He shoved the thought away, hard. Four months to wait...

  ‘Oh!’ Addie was sounding dismayed as she hurried forward toward the clustered oldies. ‘I didn’t mean to disturb you. You guys are supposed to be asleep.’

  They weren’t asleep now. Without exception, the residents of the nursing home had migrated to the doctors’ house end of the veranda. Bill Harrison, ex farmer, was crouched on the ground, enticing Daisy to crawl onto knees that had been destroyed by eighty years of heaving hay bales. But it was doubtful if he was even feeling his knees. He was intent on unclipping Daisy’s leash and his attention was on the pup.

  ‘There’s all the sleep in the world where I’m headed,’ he growled now. ‘Bugger naps. Where’d you get this one, Addie? She’s a beauty.’

  ‘She is, isn’t she?’ Addie beamed and plonked herself down on her knees with Bill. ‘I’ve only had her since this morning. I picked her up on the way home, from a breeder in Sydney. I shouldn’t have her here, but I thought you guys might be able to help look after her.’

  ‘Us?’ It was Ruby May Alderstone, a long-retired schoolteacher, shrivelled from years of rheumatoid arthritis and usually grim from constant pain. But now she was smiling, stooping from her wheelchair to click her fingers to entice Daisy to come to her.

  ‘Only if you want,’ Addie said.

  Daisy launched herself from Bill’s knees to Addie’s, reached up and licked, throat to forehead, a great, slurpy dog kiss, and Addie giggled and held.

  And Noah thought, I know why she’s bought this dog.

  He still didn’t have a handle on Addie Blair. He’d worked with her occasionally back in Sydney when she’d been a newly qualified obstetrician, engaged to be married to one of his surgical colleagues. He’d thought her plain, mousy, competent. The couple of times she’d been in Theatre with him she hadn’t joined in the general theatre banter. He’d thought her...boring. The fact that she had been engaged to Gavin had cemented that thought.

  Then he’d seen her at what was supposed to be her wedding. She’d been beautiful that day, but beautiful in a strange way. It was as if she’d been dressed by others, transformed into a Barbie-type caricature of the real Addie. The boring Addie had still been underneath.

  Then she’d slapped him and he’d seen fire behind the bland exterior. For the first time he’d seen spirit.

  That spirit had seemed extinguished two months ago—and why wouldn’t it have been? The Addie he’d seen in the hospital bed had seemed like she’d had the life snuffed out of her. He’d felt desperately sorry for her, but there’d been nothing he could do.

  But now...she’d done something for herself. Not something. Some things. She’d come back perky and fresh and defiant. Her outfit was a far cry from the sensible Addie he’d first met, but it hadn’t taken her back to the Barbie Addie of her wedding day. Her clothes, her accessories looked like they’d been chosen with care, and chosen...for fun? Her sun dress was fun and flirty. Her hair looked great.

  She hadn’t abandoned her glasses, as she’d done for the wedding, but she’d changed them for slightly oversized ones, with silver rims and hints of colour.

  She was cuddling the wriggling Daisy and she was laughing and he thought...

  Physician, heal thyself?

  And then she turned a little and he saw a glimpse of what was behind. She was holding Daisy as if she needed her.

  The loss was still with her, then. Disguised, but bone deep.

  ‘What is that doing here?’

  He glanced along the veranda. Uh-oh. Morvena.

  Morvena Harris was the nurse administrator of Currawong Hospital. She was well into her sixties but she showed no sign of retirement, or even slowing down. She ran the little hospital with ruthless efficiency, and, it had to be said, with skill. The staff reluctantly respected her. Patients might sometimes feel they were being bossed into recovering but recover they did.

  If there was a medical need, Morvena pulled out all stops to make sure her patients lacked nothing, but there was the rub. Her patients. Her hospital. Her rules.

  Noah had already had a run-in with her over visiting times. A young mum, a dairy farmer, had been in with appendicitis and the only time her husband had been able to bring his kids to visit had been after milking, late at night. Which was later than the rules stipulated.

  ‘You can visit your wife, but the children can’t come,’ Morvena had decreed. ‘You can’t guarantee they won’t be noisy.’

  Noah had looked at their distress and put his foot down. Morvena still hadn’t forgiven him.

  It didn’t make it any better that she was Henry’s mother-in-law. The affable Henry was like putty in his bossy mother-in-law’s hands. What Morvena wanted, Morvena usually got.

  Now she was looking at Daisy as if she were a bad smell. A very bad smell. Then she glanced at Noah. He couldn’t wipe the smile off his face fast enough, and her expression darkened. As if suspecting mass insubordination?

  ‘Who brought that animal onto the premises?’

  ‘She’s mine.’ Addie looked up at Morvena and smiled, but Noah could see the shakiness behind the smile. This was defiance but defiance could only go so far. ‘Hi, Morvena. This is Daisy. She’s going to live with me.’

  ‘Not here, she’s not,’ Morvena decreed. ‘Dogs shed. Allergies present a nightmare. You know the rules, Dr Blair.’

  ‘I’ve already rung a couple of my young mums,’ Addie told her. ‘They’ve offered to organise a roster for runs during the day. She won’t be a problem. We can keep her in the yard behind the doctors’ house.’

  ‘She can’t live on hospital premises,’ Morvena snapped. ‘The doctors’ accommodation is hospital property. End of story.’

  ‘Then I’ll find my own apartment.’ She tilted her chin and Noah wondered how many run-ins Addie had had with Morvena in the past. A few, by the look of things. Morvena was looking at Addie with the same kind of belligerence Noah had thought was reserved for him.

  But was there fear behind Addie’s defiance? Fear that something else was to be snatched from her?

  Something settled inside him, something hard and unassailable. There was little he could do for Addie, but he could do this.

  ‘She shouldn’t be confined to the doctors’ house yard,’ he said, and Morvena gave a surprised nod of satisfaction.

  ‘I’m glad you agree. Now—’

  ‘She needs to be out here.’

  ‘What—?’

  ‘Daisy’s a companion dog,’ he said, inexorably. ‘Her place is with patients.’

  He was watching the Daisy in question turn from Addie to Ruby. The ex-schoolteacher bent with difficulty so she could pat the soft little ears and Daisy responded by trying to turn a complete circle on the wheelchair footrest. She failed, fell sideways, lay for a stunned moment on the veranda and then looked up and around with what Noah swore was a grin. Like, That was what I meant to do all along. The circle around Daisy convulsed in laughter. A couple of nurses, further down the veranda and obviously on their break, edged up to see.

  ‘A companion dog...’ Morvena snorted. ‘What nonsense. They have to be trained. That dog—’

  ‘Was obviously bred to be a companion dog,’ Noah said. ‘And you must have read the literature, Morvena. The effect of a companion dog on depression and anxiety in long-term residents of nursing homes can’t be understated. It’s associate
d with increased social interaction, increased confidence, decreasing levels of isolation and, most of all, fun.’

  ‘If we wanted a trained companion dog we’d have organised one,’ she snapped back at him. ‘A proper one. With a proper accredited owner.’

  ‘And you’d pay for it how?’

  There was the rub. This little hospital ran on a shoestring. It might be excellent and well equipped, but there was no money for extras.

  ‘And you do realise our nursing home advertising brochure is misleading,’ Noah went on, pushing his point hard, while Addie and the elderly residents watched in a certain amount of awe. ‘The brochure clearly states that activities are organised morning and afternoon. Lorna comes every morning to organise excursions and games, but the afternoon, Morvena?’

  ‘The brochure was printed years ago,’ Morvena snapped.

  ‘And it’s still being given to potential residents. The people here could sue for false representation.’

  There was a shocked hush. Everyone held their breath. Morvena was staring at Noah as if he had two heads. Such defiance was obviously unheard of in her reign.

  Addie was staring at him, too, her eyes wide, looking...hornswoggled.

  ‘Hey, we could, too.’ That was Bert Nanbor, a Vietnam veteran who’d managed life without a leg until a farm accident two years back had seen him lose the other. ‘I came in after reading that brochure and I’ve sat on this veranda bored stupid every afternoon since. And allergies...’ He snorted. ‘This is outside. There’s plenty of fresh air to blow allergies away, and we all have our own rooms. Anyone with allergies doesn’t need to share. But even then... Allergies... Never had ’em in my day. Anyone here got allergies?’

  There was a chorus of rebuttal. The nurses up the back were hiding their mouths with their hands. Stifling giggles.

  ‘And we’ll help you train him, Doc,’ Bert added, turning his attention to Addie. ‘Almost everyone here comes from farms and we know dogs. Bill here used to train working dogs, didn’t you, Bill? This little lass looks smart as paint. We could have her herding sheep in no time.’ And then he grinned. ‘Or herding Mrs Rowbotham’s hens. It’s time those hens learned discipline.’

  Addie had been trying to keep a straight face but she lost it now. She chuckled—and Noah glanced across at her and thought... Wow.

  The chuckle transformed her. It lit her within.

  Had he ever heard her chuckle?

  He thought back to the serious colleague he’d worked with before her failed wedding. She’d been sober, conscientious, seemingly almost bowed down by the responsibility of getting things right.

  Gavin had told him of the death of her father, and of Gavin’s own father. Apparently they’d been engineers, working on a major bridge construction together. The bridge had collapsed when she and Gavin had been toddlers. According to Gavin, he and Addie had then been practically raised together, their mothers united by common grief.

  ‘That’s why we’re getting married,’ Gavin had told him, in those last desperate moments of justification, before Gavin had disappeared and left him facing the failed wedding farce that had followed. ‘Addie’s mother has cancer. My mum’s gutted and she needs me to do the right thing. This was meant to keep all of them happy.’

  Yeah, right. Good one, Gavin.

  He’d lost touch with Addie after the wedding. She’d quietly left the hospital and he’d been caught up in his own worries. But now... The Currawong hospital grapevine—which spread to Noah whether he willed it or not—was good, and Addie had been here for almost three years. But the grapevine didn’t know why—or even how—she’d become pregnant. There was communal disgust that it hadn’t guessed.

  In that appalling few moments before surgery, she’d told him she’d used donated sperm. Why? Had the experience with Gavin turned her off men for life?

  Conscientious. Boring.

  Watching her now... Was there a different Addie underneath?

  He turned his attention deliberately back to the pup. What business of his was Addie’s life?

  ‘You realise Mrs Rowbotham is the hospital housekeeper and weekend cook,’ she was saying, stifling chuckles as she tried to respond to Bert. ‘Eggs from her chooks feed the hospital.’

  ‘There’s no reason why that’ll change,’ Bert said blithely. ‘If I was their size and I had this pup on my tail, I might lay an egg myself.’

  It was too much. Everyone laughed, and Addie’s chuckle was glorious, a lovely, tinkling laugh that seemed...

  To be setting something free?

  ‘You still can’t keep the dog,’ Morvena snapped, sounding driven against the ropes. ‘It’s against the rules.’

  Addie’s face fell but Noah thought, No one’s going to mess with that chuckle on my watch.

  ‘Then the rules change,’ he growled back. ‘Or I send a brochure to the Board of Health and complain of misrepresentation. Our advertising offers activities each afternoon but the advertisement’s misleading. Here’s Dr Blair, offering the use of her puppy for free. We accept or I act.’

  ‘You wouldn’t dare...’

  ‘The consequences being? You’ll sack me? Or Henry will sack me? I’m only here until my permanent replacement arrives in four months and there are lots of other places I can go. If you have a queue of surgeons waiting to take my place...’

  ‘They sweated trying to find a locum for Addie, and they’ve had no responses trying to find a permanent surgeon.’ Bert was obviously soaking in the drama. ‘Currawong without a surgeon...geez, Morvena, you’d have to close the acute hospital and send everyone except us oldies to Sydney. All for a bit of fluff that never hurt anyone.’

  But the fluff in question had been getting bored. He’d wandered along the veranda to greet the one person he hadn’t met yet. Morvena. Morvena was wearing sensible pumps, with sensible laces. Tied in bows. Daisy spotted the bows, quivered, crouched—and pounced.

  Morvena shrieked. She raised her foot to kick Daisy away but Noah was there before her, diving along the veranda almost before Morvena reacted. By the time her shoe was aimed, Noah had scooped up the recalcitrant pup and was heading back to dump it in Addie’s arms.

  ‘Requirement number one,’ he said. ‘There’ll need to be a gated playpen where only those who don’t mind being chewed enter. It’ll need to be easily accessed by wheelchairs, though. Any of you guys any good at building?’

  ‘I used to be,’ Bert said reluctantly. ‘Can’t do much without legs.’

  ‘Woodwork’s something you should be doing if you’re bored in the afternoons,’ Morvena said, glaring at everyone. ‘The men’s shed. You know the local citizens’ group set it up. It’s full of tools and benches suitable for wheelchairs but you never use it.’ She glared at Noah, defiantly. ‘We have all sorts of occupational aids no one uses.’

  ‘Then isn’t it lucky Daisy’s here to encourage us to use them?’ Noah said blandly. ‘Bert, do you reckon you could whip up some sort of a doggie playpen. Bill?’

  ‘I used to enjoy woodwork.’ It was Ruby May, interspersing hesitantly from her wheelchair. ‘It’s years since I held a hammer, but I bet I still can. If the men do the bits that need strength, I’d love to help.’

  ‘Excellent,’ Noah said, tucking Daisy under one arm. ‘Give me a list of what you need and I’ll head down to the hardware store. I’m happy to cover costs.’

  ‘There’s no need,’ Addie started, but he quelled her with a look. There was a need but the need wasn’t purely Addie’s and Daisy’s. She saw it, too, and gave a faint smile. And to give her her due, so did Morvena.

  ‘You do woodwork?’ she demanded of Ruby May.

  ‘All my life,’ Ruby said simply. ‘Mum taught me.’

  ‘You never join in any of the activities.’

  ‘Knitting with my arthritic fingers? Bingo?’ Ruby snorted. ‘Would you?’

 
‘But the shed...’

  ‘It’s got a sign on it saying “Men’s Shed”,’ Ruby told her. ‘No one invited me there.’

  ‘Well, we’re inviting you,’ Bert said roundly. ‘The sign comes down. Isn’t that right, guys? And I’m covering the costs of the wood. No, don’t argue,’ he told Addie as she made an instinctive protest. ‘What use is money if I can’t have fun?’ He chuckled. ‘Fun... There should be more of it. We can keep her, can’t we, Morvena?’

  ‘Oh, for heaven’s sake...’ But Morvena had been trounced and she finally had the grace to admit it. Her sigh resounded along the veranda. ‘But it’s a responsibility, Dr Blair. If anyone gets hurt, if there’s any damage, it’s your responsibility.’

  ‘It’s our responsibility,’ Noah added. He smiled at Addie, and surprised...the glimmer of tears? That spoke of fragility. She wasn’t completely recovered, then.

  He felt a pang of something that should be concern for someone who’d been his patient—but it was more than that.

  Concern for a colleague?

  Possibly more than that, too. He was feeling an almost overwhelming urge to step forward and hug her, hold her tight, sandwich-squeeze her and her wriggling puppy until the look of strain around her eyes eased.

  Instead he turned business-like. ‘Addie, you take Daisy and introduce her to her new home,’ he told her. ‘Tell her the back bedroom’s mine and if I find her under the covers then all bets are off. She’ll be booted out to Bert’s bedroom before you can say woof. Right, we need a list. Ruby May, if I grab a pen and paper, can you tell us what we need? I have time before evening ward rounds. As long as there’s no emergency, I can fit in a trip to the local hardware store. Addie, can you be trusted to keep the monster under control until I get back?’

  ‘I can do that,’ she told him, and even though she was smiling there was still the glimmer of tears behind her eyes. ‘Thank you. Thank you all.’

  ‘And special thanks to Morvena,’ Noah said, and grinned at Morvena and kept grinning until that dour lady was forced to give a tight smile in response. ‘Addie, medically, you, me and Morvena, we’re a force to be reckoned with. And Daisy, too. Our medical team has just been increased by one.’

 

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