Sliding my hands under her dress, they cupped her naked ass cheeks. Feeling her silky skin under my fingers caused a low rumble to come from deep in my chest. Flexing my fingers into her lush tush, I started climbing the steps in a hurry. I was ready to get naked. Now.
We barely made it through the door before clothes started to melt off our bodies. All Sydney had to do was tug her dress over her head and she was naked.
“Oh, fuck me,” I breathed out as I stared at her bare body.
I swear Sydney could make a eunuch hard. Her long, lush locks of deep brunette hair flowed down her back. Her breasts were high and pert, a full C cup, and her nipples, I groaned and licked my lips. Her fucking nipples were a dark rose color and she was currently plucking them into elongated points.
I made quick work getting the rest of my clothes off because my damn mouth wanted on those hard little tips and right this very minute. I stepped out of my jeans and boxers, slipped a condom on real quick, then I stalked over to her. I put my hands under her armpits and lifted her straight up until her right breast was in front of my mouth. I opened up and took that sharp point between my lips and sucked hard.
Sydney groaned and wrapped her legs around me again, rocking her cunt against my waist. I removed my hands from under her arms and cupped her ass instead. I wasn’t ready to let her slide down on my dick yet. I wanted my fill of her succulent tits. I worshiped the nipple in my mouth then switched sides. I opened my mouth wide and sucked her breast deep into my mouth. I pulled so hard on her flesh that my cheeks hollowed with the force of my suction.
“Eagle, god, I need more,” she whimpered as her hips rocked harder against me.
I eased my mouth off her, raking the tip with my teeth and Sydney hissed.
“Oh fuck, do that again,” she cried out.
I switched to her right nipple and proceeded to torment it again. I flicked, laved, and gently bit it.
“Oh god, oh god.”
Hearing her cries soothed a spot deep inside me. A place that needed to know that I was a man a woman desired. I dragged my mouth off her silky globe as my fingers clutched her ass cheeks tighter, then I slowly started lowering her down to my cock.
“You ready for me, baby?” I rasped out.
“Yesssss,” she moaned. “Fuck me, Eagle, fuck me hard.”
I felt the head of my rod slide into the wet heat of her core. She was soaking wet making it easy for my crown to part her plump lips and ease into her tight opening. I teased her by slowly lowering her an inch at a time.
“More, more, more,” she chanted.
“You want more, baby?”
“Yes, oh yes,” she whimpered.
Pulling her ass cheeks apart and tight into my hands, I yanked her down hard on my cock. We both groaned.
“Christ,” I muttered. “Your greedy pussy feels fucking fantastic on my dick.”
Sydney was squirming, rocking her pelvic bone against my groin, trying to get the friction to get off. I yanked her back up until just the top of me was inside her warmth.
“God, Eagle, quit teasing me. I want you bad,” she said breathlessly.
I pulled her down hard again as I thrust upward.
“Oh fuck, oh fuck,” she gasped.
I took a step forward until I felt my knees hit the end of my bed. I lifted Sydney completely off me and she cried out in protest. I dropped her on the bed and murmured, “Face the headboard and get on your hands and knees.’
She turned around and got into position fast. I pulled her back to me and plunged back into her. I reached up and grabbed a fist full of her long mane into my left hand and pulled just enough that her head was arched backward. I eased out of her once again until only the head of my dick was inside her opening.
I groaned as I looked at where my cock was barely inside her. With my right hand, I slapped her ass cheek and she jerked. Instead of the movement pulling her away from me, her body shot backwards forcing more of her sweet warmth onto my length. Watching that snapped my restraint and I started fucking her in earnest.
“Yes, yes, yes,” she repeated over and over.
She was so fucking wet it was running down her legs and every time my body was fully inside her, her cream ran down my balls. I fucking loved it. It was a heady thing for a man to know he could get a woman that wet.
I could feel my balls tighten up and shifted my stance a little, then I tilted her hips slightly and with each inward stroke, my dick slid across her sweet spot. Each pass caused Sydney to gasp, I pulled her hair a little more, leaned forward, ran my right hand around her hip, across her abdomen and down her mons until my fingers found her clit.
Then with each plunge of my dick, I pulled her clit firmly between my fingers. Now not only was I fucking her pussy, my digits were fucking her clit. Without any warning, Sydney’s body tightened up and she screamed. I could feel her walls milking my rod. As her muscles squeezed my cock, he shot off filling the condom full of my cum.
I held her hips in my hands and locked my knees, as I sucked air into my starved lungs. I eased out of her and pulled off the condom as Sydney fell forward onto the bed.
“Be right back, darlin’,” I murmured.
Making my way to my bathroom, I quickly disposed of the condom, wiped my dick off, then strolled out to the bed.
“Syd.”
“Hmm.”
I smiled. If she thought she was tired now, I wonder how she was going to feel in a few hours, because I was nowhere near done with her yet.
“Need you to turn over for me.”
She groaned as she found the strength to finally roll over. I knelt on the floor, grabbed her legs and pulled her to me.
I lowered my head and licked up her sweet pussy.
“Better hold on, Syd. We’re just getting started.”
Then I lowered my head and went to town and, over the next several hours, I ate, fucked, sucked, licked and devoured Sydney’s delectable body. While it didn’t take away the ache of wanting Kenzie, I did finally feel like a man again.
~*~
Kenzie
After Bane and I sat back down at our table, my eyes zeroed in on Eagle. I felt I had made a mistake in choosing Bane. Oh, he knew his way around a woman’s body just fine. He made me fly every time we were together, but I could tell he wasn’t fully engaged with me while we were having sex. And while it didn’t feel like he was just out for a quick fuck now, what we were doing was having sex, nothing more or nothing less for either of us. Neither of us were fully engaged and giving all of ourselves to the other.
I’d tried to tell him I was through with whatever this was several times, yet each time I opened my mouth to let him know, I realized if I called if off with him then I’d never see Eagle again.
I sighed.
I was a fucking glutton for punishment. I was getting what I deserved. I now knew deep in my heart that Eagle had never said those things that Bane claimed he did. My only defense was that I didn’t know either of them at all when it happened and I had been scared as hell of the intensity of the feelings that Eagle made me feel. Along with all the other emotions running through me that night, the thought of how a man like Eagle could permanently want a plain, simple girl like me had run through my mind at Bane’s words.
Now I was reaping what I sowed. I was getting everything I deserved. Before we walked off the dance floor, I had seen Eagle motion to someone and soon the most gorgeous woman I’d ever seen strolled into view and planted her ass in his lap. Like the poor, pathetic creature I was, I watched as Eagle and Sydney mouth fucked.
It wasn’t long before she got up and held her hand out to him. He entwined his fingers in hers and stood, never once glancing in our direction as he usually did when we were all in the same room together.
Our table was situated so I could see down the hallway where the stairs were located. Sydney stopped them at the bottom of the staircase and tugged up her tiny little skirt that barely covered her ass. As the fabric went higher, I realized she w
as naked under it.
She put her hands on Eagle’s shoulders, jumped up and wrapped her legs around his waist. I watched him put his hands under her ass and she started rocking against him. When he put his foot on the first step, she looked over at our table and smiled at me.
I think everyone knew that I had chosen Bane over Eagle, the only thing is they didn’t know why. Now Sydney was making sure to rub it in my face that she was about to have the lovin’ that I never would. Inside I ached knowing that I had given all that up.
Bane wrapped his arm around my shoulder and tugged me to him and murmured, “You jealous of Sydney, Kenzie?”
“Shut up, Bane,” I muttered.
I stood up and he looked up at me in surprise.
“Where you going?”
“I’m going home, Bane.”
“The party’s just getting started, Kenz.”
“Well, you have fun at your party. I’m done with it.”
“Alright, Kenz. I’ll talk to you later,” he said.
“How about you don’t, Bane. You don’t want to be with me. You know it and I know it. Let’s just call it quits right now.”
“Ah, Kenz. Don’t be that way, doll.”
I didn’t even reply, I simply turned and walked out. I had been such a fool. Such a damn fool and, now, I wouldn’t even get to see Eagle anymore. I was pathetic, truly pathetic, I thought as I dragged myself outside to my car. It felt like my heart was bleeding as I drove out of the compound. I figured this was the last time I would be here and as I turned onto the highway, tears fell from my face as my heart broke apart, splintering into tiny slivers of mirrored glass.
~*~
Bane
As Kenzie and I danced, I could tell she wasn’t happy. I’d thought things were going okay between us. We had fun together, the sex was great, if neither of us were fully committed to each other, we weren’t hurting anyone. I wasn’t sure if I could give any more of myself than I had been. I kept parts of me locked so deep sometimes I had trouble finding them. If I didn’t, the demon found ways of slipping in on my thoughts.
I always tried my damnedest to keep him silent so he didn’t drive me insane. There had been times over the years where I thought he would. I didn’t feel him when I was with Kenzie. She kept me calm, kept everything quiet and peaceful in my mind. I was slowly starting to realize that even though I wasn’t giving her all of me, I was starting to have feelings for her. That scared me to death. I was afraid of letting someone have that much power over me. The monster inside me already had enough dominance, I didn’t need anyone else having that much control.
I turned my head to see where Kenzie was looking. She was staring in the dark corner where Eagle was sitting. I saw he had Sydney on his lap and was wrapped up in what they were doing. I could tell things were getting heated. Their kiss was scorching hot.
I glanced down at Kenzie’s face and she looked envious as she stared at them. It tweaked my pride a little bit when I realized she must still wish she’d chosen Eagle. I knew she hadn’t been giving me her all and now I realized that she was having trouble getting over what might have been.
I had to admit it bothered me that she still obviously wanted him. We walked to our table and sat down. She kept glancing over and watching them. I felt something I hadn’t ever felt before over a woman. Jealousy. I was jealous that she wanted Eagle.
“You jealous of Sydney, Kenzie?” I tauntingly questioned. Hell, the beast didn’t have control of my thoughts so I couldn’t blame being an ass on anyone but me and my damn resentfulness of her wishing she was the one in Eagle’s arms.
“Shut up, Bane,” she muttered.
As she stood up, I looked at her in surprise. I didn’t have a clue what she was doing.
“Where you going?” I questioned trying to figure out what the hell was going on. I was still slightly pissed over her reaction to Eagle and Sydney.
“I’m going home, Bane.”
Her words floored me. Usually she would stay until the end of the party. Then the demon showed his ugly head. ‘The one she wants is gone now, she doesn’t want to be with you.’
“The party’s just getting started, Kenz,” I informed her as I desperately tried not to hear what he was whispering in my head.
“Well, you have fun at your party. I’m done with it.”
‘See,’ he continued, ‘I told you so, she doesn’t want you, no one does.’
His taunts cause me to be flippant in my response to her.
“Alright, Kenz. I’ll talk to you later.”
“How about you don’t, Bane. You don’t want to be with me. You know it and I know it. Let’s just call it quits right now.”
Hearing what she said pissed me off.
‘Told you so, told you so. She never wanted you, only him, only Eagle.’
I uttered the next words like an unfeeling bastard.
“Ah, Kenz. Don’t be that way, doll.
While I might be a bastard, I wasn’t unfeeling, that was my problem, I felt too much. I wished I could be unfeeling. I heard a haunting laugh in my head and realized the demon was taking away someone else from me. Someone I had started to care about. I had just lost one more thing in my life.
~***~
Chapter 8
In the last couple of years I have been facing down a lot of the demons of the past and trying to find out, who am I, It’s something I think I’ll be doing for the rest of my life.
~David Coverdale~
Eagle
September 18th, 1998
I had planned to slip out and go for a night ride after Church, then Viper told us he was announcing the adoption of Brenna by him and his Old Ladies tonight and asked us to stay for that. No way would I not be there to show my support for the man. My ride would have to wait.
Viper gave us some information about Brenna during our meeting. He asked for some of the men to be at The Watering Hole on Thursdays to provide extra security for Brenna. Apparently, she was going to start singing once a week at the bar. After hearing about Brenna’s past, I understood his request.
I listened as some of my Brothers happily volunteered for the task. I didn’t though, I wasn’t sure if I would ever step foot inside the bar again for the rest of my life. Too many fucking bad memories there for me now.
After Church, I sat down with the younger men at their table. I had no plans in the foreseeable future to sit at my regular table. That was another thing I didn’t know, when or if I would ever sit there again. None of the guys were even making an attempt to talk to Bane. Instead, I saw the grim glances sent my way when I didn’t sit with my normal crew. While I know they had my back on the whole Bane and Kenzie situation, I still wasn’t sitting there while Bane was at the table. I just couldn’t do it.
I sat sipping on my beer while Viper talked and danced with Brenna. I had thought about slipping out after their dance, then Brenna took the stage. I sat listening to the words she spoke and, for some reason, my gaze went to Bane. He had his head down and was peeling the paper off his bottle of beer. I realized that Kenzie wasn’t with him tonight. Maybe that was why he looked down. While I knew I shouldn’t be this way, it would make me extremely happy if she’d dumped his ass. It would serve him right.
As I listened to Brenna talk of being deserted by her biological parents, I saw emotions cross Bane’s face that I’d never seen before. I glanced at Brenna and back to him. He had the same look on his face that Brenna did when she talked of knowing her parents abandoned her.
That she felt unwanted and thought she was unlovable because of it. Bane never knew his dad, didn’t know his name, where he was from, basically nothing. The only thing he thought he knew was that his dad had been a biker. His mom would never tell him anything whenever he asked.
A little lost boy look was on his face. Pain like I had never seen kept flashing across his features. He’d always acted like it didn’t bother him, that he was totally cool not having a dad. He’d told me he was perfectly fine with onl
y having his kick ass mom. Yet, if the brief flares of anguish that kept crossing his face as Brenna talked was any indication, he definitely had deep feelings about not knowing his dad. I felt for him, but it didn’t change my mind about my feelings. If that made me a callous fuck, then so be it.
~*~
Bane
I had no clue why I kept staying after Church for the parties. None of the Brothers talked to me anymore. I couldn’t blame them. I had betrayed one of them when I took Kenzie away from Eagle. I bet he’s happy now seeing that Kenz wasn’t with me. I got what was coming to me though. I hadn’t given my all to her, hadn’t made her feel like Eagle made her feel and she wanted what I had taken from her.
I couldn’t believe how much it hurt not seeing her every day or talking to her. I really missed those things. Yeah, the sex between us had been really good. If I was being truthful with myself, it felt like it got better every time. I never thought I’d think that way about a woman. I thought having variety was better. I was realizing it wasn’t.
That night after she left, I’d let the demon’s ravings get to me and I’d tried to soothe my hurt by being with two of the girls. I’d been shocked that being with April and Skye hadn’t really done anything for me. Sure, I’d managed to come, yet it had felt like a chore. I’d gotten them off and got the hell out of there. I hadn’t attempted to be with anyone since.
Even though I tried to listen to Viper talking about adopting Brenna, I couldn’t get my mind to focus. Instead, I sat here peeling the label off my beer bottle thinking about how bad I missed Kenzie. I missed Eagle too. The pain of both of them being gone was eating at me.
I didn’t even pay attention that Brenna had taken the stage until I heard her say, “Not sure how many here have had to go through life without one or both parents. I hope there haven’t been that many like me.”
I didn’t look up, but my attention was now on hearing what she was saying.
“Not having one parent has to be excruciating, not having either is an agony that affects the soul.”
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