My words seemed to hang in the air forever. He searched my face, looking for something he might never find there. Then, slowly, he reached over to press his lips against mine. I melted into his kiss, tasting the lingering flavor of chocolate. He quizzed me with his touch, asking questions to which I didn’t know the answer. After a moment, I pulled away. He reached for my hand. I hesitated before resting my fingertips on his palm.
It was time to reveal what Susan had said. “I’ve got something to tell you. Are you ready to hear what Susan had to say to me?” I paused but he didn’t say anything, and I realized that he was waiting for me to continue. “Susan showed up at the foot of my bed Friday night. According to her, she was murdered. She said that Walter did it.”
He tensed. I told him everything. Kip. The shadow. Susan and the automatic writing—the whole works. I couldn’t look at him as I spilled out the story, couldn’t chance seeing disbelief in his eyes. But he had to know, had to be able to handle my world if he wanted to be part of my life in any way.
Did I dare ask if he believed me? I didn’t have the courage. He answered, though, without being prodded. “Last week I would have laughed you off.” He wiped his chin where his five-o’clock stubble from the day before had deepened into a light beard. “Now you tell me that her spirit says she was murdered by that bastard. If he did kill her, I’ll always feel that I had a part in it. Maybe I could have stopped him.”
I asked the question to which I wasn’t sure I wanted an answer. “Are you sure you weren’t in love with her? Even a little bit?”
He settled back down in his chair. When he spoke, resignation filled his voice. “I don’t know. I don’t know much of anything. If she was murdered, I’ll always feel guilty that I didn’t stop Walter. And if Susan killed herself, I’ll always believe my rejection drove her to it. Either way, I’m doomed.”
Doomed.
He tugged on my hand. “Em?” There was a plea in his voice.
I felt as if I were teetering on a high wire. He reached up to trace the length of my chin and I closed my eyes, feeling the blood rush through my body on an all-points bulletin. I let him pull me onto his lap, where he pressed me to his chest, kissing me lightly. How could I get involved? How could I let myself trust? But it had been so long. As his lips nuzzled my hair, I gave in and melted into the heat of the kiss.
* * *
Chapter Seven
I GLANCED AT the clock and disentangled myself from Andrew’s embrace. Harlow should be on her way over. With Kip upstairs and Miranda due home soon, I didn’t want them to come racing into the room to find me sitting on Andrew’s lap. “I need something to drink.”
He winked. “Whatever the lady wants. Scotch? Rum? What do you have?”
“I was thinking more along the lines of tea.” I fished through the drawer in the sideboard and pulled out a box of black currant. The act of heating the water, of waiting till right before it boiled, then pouring it over the bags in a thin stream, always calmed me down. I filled the teakettle and set it on the burner, then selected a Woodland Spode pot from my collection. Andrew watched me in silence as I chose teacups and saucers and set the creamer and sugar bowl on the table. As I sliced a lemon and arranged the segments on a plate, I found myself hoping that he had been joking. I couldn’t afford to be with someone who liked to booze it up. Most people I knew drank socially, but I had stopped hanging out with the ones who couldn’t handle their liquor.
I carved a thin wedge of the fudge cake and handed it to him before I cut my own piece. The steam from the kettle billowed up, whistling a cheerful tune. I let the water stream into the teapot as I inhaled the gentle peppery scent and then set the pot on the table to steep.
“It’s a ritual for you, isn’t it? The act of tea, the selection of the china… what I would call pretension in others is part of your nature, and so it becomes an unrehearsed and totally natural performance. I like that.” He mashed cake crumbs with his fork, then lifted his fork in salute to me.
Not knowing quite what to say, I gave him a smile and bit into the creamy fudge. QFC had it right—sugar. Lots of sugar. Chocolate frosting melted in my mouth, and I closed my eyes as the butter cream trickled down my throat. I prayed that no one would ever ask me to relinquish my sweet tooth. As I licked the back of the fork, it occurred to me that Susan couldn’t have eaten this piece of cake, but I didn’t really understand why.
“I don’t know much about diabetes. Could Susan’s death really have been an accident? The police think so. The hospital thinks so. Walter has an alibi.”
“I’m not exactly a medical encyclopedia, but I can tell you that food like this is off-limits unless the patient is having a low-blood-sugar attack.” Andrew dug into his cake. “My aunt has diabetes. She’s never been in the hospital since the original diagnosis, but it has affected her in a number of smaller ways. She has some neurological problems due to the condition.” He laid down his fork. “But why would a ghost lie? Aren’t we supposed to know everything once we die? I got the impression that—what do you call them—spirit guides? That spirit guides are here for our best interests.”
“Susan Mitchell isn’t a spirit guide. Spirit guides come to you with advice, not with a bunch of problems. If there’s one thing you find out damn quick when you work with the other side, it’s that ghosts can and do lie, as much as the living. There’s no rule book saying they have to play fair.”
I started to pour tea for him, but Andrew covered his cup, so I rilled my own and let it go at that. He must have seen my disappointment because he said, “Thank you anyway—it smells wonderful, but I’m not much of a tea drinker. So, if ghosts don’t have to tell the truth, then what’s to say that Susan isn’t lying?”
“Nothing, I guess. If Susan was carrying a grudge against Walter it wouldn’t be out of the question for her to try to orchestrate a nasty surprise from beyond the grave. Of course, she could haunt him if she wanted to scare him. Seems much more effective to me. I know I’d pick that route if I was her.”
Andrew flashed me an incredulous look.
“What?” I swallowed my tea too fast and blistered my tongue and the inside of my lip. Sputtering, I fished an ice cube out of the freezer and popped it my mouth until the pain receded to a dull ache.
Andrew leaned against the back of his chair, tipping his head so he was staring at the ceiling. “Emerald, I have to tell you this is one of the strangest evenings I’ve spent. You’re the most peculiar woman I’ve ever met, and I’ve met plenty of quirky folks. Our discussion has to take the cake. And it’s a good cake, I might add.” He dipped his finger in the frosting and licked it. “Betty Crocker?”
I smacked him over the head with a dishtowel. “No. QFC Bakery. Quick. Easy. Sweet. What more can I say? You want homemade, you bring the cake next time.”
“I might do that. Okay, I’ll take the plunge. Give me some of that tea.” He pulled out a notebook as I filled his cup. “Let’s get serious. The fact is that accidents do happen. I know enough about diabetes to know that when Susan had low-blood-sugar attacks, she got confused. Low enough, and she might very well have taken more insulin, forgetting that she had already given herself her shot. That could lead to seizures and a coma. Or, if she gave herself a shot but forgot to eat, same end. And when diabetics go into comas with no one there to help, they can die. Add alcohol and sedatives to the mixture and you’ve got a disaster waiting to happen.”
“How long was Susan diabetic? Isn’t there an oral medication she could have taken?”
He shook his head. “Nope. She was a type 1 diabetic—she had the disease from an early age. I think she told me she first developed it when she was thirteen. Type 1’s don’t produce any insulin, so they’re dependent on their shots to live. Type 2 diabetics can get by with oral meds—like my aunt. Her body still makes insulin, but not enough. The oral medication helps her utilize what she makes.”
So if Susan didn’t get her insulin, she would have died. If she got too much, same fate.
“Not much room for error, is there? You’d think she would have been meticulous about her diet and shots.”
He jotted down a couple of notes and looked at me with a sad smile. “Susan was careless, Em. She was in denial. She hated the shots, hated having the disease. She tried to pretend that everything was okay, that she could eat anything she wanted. However, I also know that she had a lot to live for and that she was working with a therapist about the problem. I think she was making progress—she didn’t talk about it much, even to me. But over the past few months, at least during our writing group, she monitored her sugars constantly.”
I rested my elbows on the table and gave him a piercing look. “So, bring it down to the wire. Do you believe that she committed suicide?”
Andrew sighed and stared at his notes. “Honestly? I don’t know, but no, I can’t believe it. Maybe it’s denial on my part. If the cops found signs of a struggle, they wouldn’t have closed the case, and the death certificate wouldn’t read ‘accident.’ And as you said, Walter has an alibi.”
“Yeah, he was in transit. Has anybody ever used insulin to kill?” The thought of someone taking what was essentially a lifesaving medication and using it as a weapon creeped me out.
“Good question. Maybe we can find a few answers. Can we use your computer?”
I led him into the living room and plugged in the password, then let him take the chair. “Too bad I can’t tell Miranda about this—she’s a computer whiz. That girl knows every trick in the book.”
Andrew laughed, a full belly laugh. “I’ll bet you ten bucks that my younger brother knows a few more than she does. The kid is fifteen and has been offered a summer internship at Microsoft next year. If he does well, he’ll go back every summer until he graduates, at which time he’ll apply for a permanent position. Here we go…” He opened up a browser and typed in a URL. His fingers flew—he knew his way around the keyboard, that was for sure. Within seconds the search engine was spewing out web page after web page.
I read over his shoulder as he clicked through the different sites. It seemed that insulin had been the weapon of choice for a number of murderers. As we searched through article after article, I felt a knot grow in my stomach. “My God, people are cruel.”
“Yes, they are. Well, this woman certainly didn’t want to be burdened, did she?” A wife in England had killed her wheelchairbound husband and tried to make it look like a natural death.
“This is even more scary—look, a nurse in Illinois murdered twelve patients before the cops caught on and figured out that she was their serial killer. What makes someone do things like that?” I felt dazed; I knew bad things happen—they’d happened to me and to others I loved, but each time, it never failed to amaze me that there could be so many angry people out there aching to hurt someone else.
“I don’t know, Em, but I’ve read enough true crime stories that I don’t always sleep well at night. Some of the things I’ve learned in the research for my books has been horrifying. Oh, look—do you remember Claus von Bulow? He was acquitted on appeal, but there will always be speculation about the case.”
I thought back. Von Bulow was the wealthy man whose wife died of what they conjectured to be an overdose of insulin. “I forgot about that case. So, this has happened before, but since a lot of the victims were already ill, or diabetic, there were no red flags waving to alert the investigators. But Susan was healthy and supposedly alone. Of course they are going to think she either had an accident or committed suicide.” I thought about what Andrew had told me. “What do you think would happen if we told them that Walter had a history of beating his wife?”
“I think it’s highly unlikely that they would break down his door and haul him off in handcuffs. For one thing, we haven’t got any proof. I never actually saw him do it. Susan told me he did, but never showed me any bruises. Now, if Walter was the one who was dead, then Susan had motive to kill him, but what possible motive could he have since he was the one having the affairs?”
I speculated. “My sources tell me he wasn’t fighting the divorce.”
“We have to be careful.” He clicked the browser closed and shoved himself back from the desk. “I’m not up for a promotion to the head of Walter’s shit list. Who gave a huge donation to the policemen’s ball last year? Walter. Who funded the initial start-up costs for the Big Brother program here? Walter. His shoes are so squeaky clean that he could stomp across your best tablecloth and leave it white as virgin snow.”
I didn’t know Walter had so much money. I had gotten the impression that Susan was the wealthy one in the family. “Are you sure the money for those donations came from Walter and not Susan?”
“He inherited money, trust me. First from his own father and then from his stepfather when the old geezer kicked off. Remember Bernard Addison? You might not—the old man died a couple of years back, probably right about the time you moved here. He was a prominent lawyer, well known for fixing cases with his wallet. Walter inherited both his own share of Bernard’s money as well as his stepbrother Joshua’s share.”
Bernard had left blue-blood money to his stepson rather than his own son? “That sounds odd. I bet that didn’t go over very well.”
Andrew shrugged. “I don’t really know. Joshua didn’t stick around very long after Bernard’s funeral, and he kept to himself a lot.”
“Odd. Okay, back to the matter at hand. Harlow should be here any minute, and we’ll have to go through the whole story again. She knows a little about what happened but not much. She also knows more about Walter than either you or I do.” Come to think of it, Harlow had the dish on the entire town. I wanted her on my team.
He grinned. I took it as a sign of submission. “Okay, but don’t you think she might get spooked?”
I snorted. “She’s used to me and my ‘witchy’ ways.” Andrew came around behind me and planted a light kiss on the top of my head. I leaned back against his chest. I could get way too used to this.
While we waited, he shuffled through my CD collection. He raised an eyebrow as he held up a couple of the disks. “Everlast? Nirvana? Beck? Dead Can Dance? The Beastie Boys? What are you, thirty going on eighteen? Are you sure these belong to you and not to Miranda?”
“Very funny. I’m thirty-six, thank you, and Miranda thinks about as much of my musical tastes as you seem to. I happen to like alternative music, and I refuse to let myself get stuck in the past like so many people I know.” I slipped a disk into the stereo and turned up the bass, swaying to the heady beat.
The doorbell rang, and a moment later Harlow blew in, a flurry of snow behind her. She took one look at the two of us and grinned. “A party? I thought so. What did I tell you?”
I shushed her as she stripped off her coat and boots. I turned off the stereo and pointed toward the kitchen. “March your butt in there, woman. You’d better get your ‘that’s freaky’ speech ready for me.”
“Oh, goody! I could use a dose of freaky. Life’s been too quiet lately.” She gave Andrew a quick hug and an air kiss in that way that only beautiful people can get away with. “James sends his love. Well, he would have if he’d come out of that darkroom.” I pushed the teapot over to her. She shook her head at the cake. “So, tell me everything. Did you really see Susan’s ghost in your bedroom?” I nodded. She leaned forward. “What did she want? Spill it.”
I sighed. “There’s no good way to start, so I’ll dive in. She says she was murdered. By Walter, no less.”
Harl’s eyes grew wide. “Oh, boy,” she said. “I can tell this is going to be a doozy.”
I QUICKLY BROUGHT Harlow up to speed, cautioning her not to mention the murder part when the kids were around. By the look on her face, I knew that she believed me, though all she said was, “Uh-huh.” Andrew added in his own story, and her eyes grew even wider.
Miranda trailed in a short while later and waved hello, then headed upstairs to her bedroom. I called her back. “Honey, get Kip from his room, and both of you come down here.”
Kip and Miranda trundled down the stairs. Randa proceeded to lecture us all about her dinner meeting. “The debate was okay, even though they’re just like all adults, they never want to listen to anybody under twenty. And they had clam linguine tonight, even after I told them two months ago that I couldn’t eat shellfish. They ignored me and took my three dollars anyway. I ate a little salad and the Jell-O.”
About what I’d expect; the nerd patrol always ignored Miranda’s shellfish allergy; it seemed like they had something with seafood in it every time. “Want me to make you a sandwich, honey?” I pulled the bread and ham and cheese out of the fridge, slapped together a thick sandwich, and grilled it in the toaster oven. Miranda poured herself a glass of juice and scooted in next to Harlow. I hoped Randa would behave tonight. Sometimes she treated Harl like an idiot, and I knew it was because Harl had been a model.
“Andrew and Harlow know about Susan, kids. We’re going to try to help her.” They reacted in unison, Miranda groaning and rolling her eyes while Kip perked up.
“I’m so sick of all this ghost business!” Miranda’s voice took on her signature whine, kind of like a droning mosquito. “It’s not fair. I’m trying to study for something that really matters, and you let Kip get his way with all this stupid stuff.”
“Knock it off.” I tapped her arm. “I told you I’ll do everything I can to keep you out of it, so you’d better change your tone pretty darned quick.”
“She doesn’t even care. Mrs. Mitchell could be in trouble and Randa wouldn’t lift a finger to help.” Kip threw a snide look at his sister.
I tapped him, on the head. “My temper’s reaching flash point.” They were well acquainted with my warning, and suddenly both got very busy—Miranda with her sandwich, while Kip examined his nails.
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