Chapter Thirteenth.
"'Tis with our judgments as our watches, none Go just alike, yet each believes his own." --POPE.
"YOU hain't returned more'n our fust call; and then you didn't stay butten minutes," Rhoda Jane said in a half-offended tone, to Mildred, "Andwe're such near neighbors too; we'd ought to be real sociable."
Mildred apologized by stating the fact that her time was very fullyoccupied.
"Well you and Claudina Chetwood seems to be pretty thick. But theChetwoods is richer'n we are, an' I s'pose that makes it easier to findtime to visit with 'em."
"The riches don't make any difference," said Mildred, flushing; "andI've heard that the Chetwoods are not very rich."
"Well, they hold their heads high anyway.
"I'm agoin' to have a rag carpet party pretty soon, and give you aninvite, and if you don't come I'll be so mad I won't never come near youagain."
"Perhaps I may be sick," sighed Mildred, half hoping in her secret heartthat so it might fall out.
"Oh, then of course I couldn't be mad; but I'll try to fix it whenyou're well."
"When is it to be? and what is it like?"
"Soon's mother and me gits the rags all cut; 'bout a week from now, Ireckon. Why a passel o' girls gits together and sews the rags and winds'em up into balls, and after awhile the boys come in and then we havelots o' fun and good things to eat. Now I must run home. Good-bye, mindyou're to be sure to come."
This was Friday. On the ensuing Monday morning little Ada set outsorrowfully for Miss Drybread's school, in company with Emmaretta andMinerva Lightcap.
Mildred was alone in the parlor when the child came back at noon.
"Well, pussy, how did you like it?" she asked with a sympathetic smile.
"Not at all. O Mildred, she isn't a lady or a Christian; for shedeceives; she acts lies; she made a naughty girl believe she was goingto roast her to death. There's a stove and a big oven in it; and shesaid she was going to put her in there and build up a hot fire and cookher."
"Did the girl believe it?"
"Yes; she was dreadfully frightened; she screamed like everything andpromised that indeed, and indeed she'd be good; and Miss Drybread lether go to her seat."
"That was acting a lie and telling one too; and anybody who would do so,is unfit to have the care of children," said Mildred. "I shall tellfather and mother about it, and I'm very sure they won't send you anylonger than this one quarter anyhow."
"Mildred, she doesn't look like a lady either; she doesn't wear anythingwhite round her neck; just a pink calico cape and an apron of the same,and another kind of calico dress."
"No matter about that if she only acted and talked right. She's neat andclean, I suppose?"
"Yes; I didn't see any soil on her clothes."
"Well, learn your lessons well and behave nicely, so that she can't findany excuse for ill treating you."
Mildred looked upon the expected carpet rag party with nearly as greataversion as Ada felt for her new school, but was a good deal relieved onlearning from Claudina Chetwood that she, too, had been notified of itsapproach and expected to attend.
"I didn't know that you visited the Lightcaps," said Mildred.
"Oh, yes; they are not cultivated people, or very refined; but they'reclever folks and kind neighbors; especially in times of sickness; andwould feel dreadfully hurt if one should decline their invitations.They're not the sort of people we exchange formal calls with; indeedthey never make them; but, as mother says, while society here is in thecrude state it is now, it will not do to insist upon making associatesof those only who are congenial."
"Or quite belong to our station in life?"
"Yes; we can not divide up into many circles, and must be willing to mixto some extent, with all who can lay claim to respectability and moralworth."
"I'm afraid I'm very proud," said Mildred laughing and blushing. "I'venever been used to associating with any one so rough and uncouth, and itgoes a good deal against the grain."
"Perhaps it isn't exactly pride," suggested Claudina; "they offend yourtaste; they do mine, I know; but surely we can bear that rather thangive them the pain of thinking that we despise them."
"Yes, indeed," assented Mildred heartily; and from that moment ceasedto allow herself to hope that something would occur to give her aplausible excuse for staying away from Rhoda Jane's merry-making.
She repeated Claudina's remarks to her mother and aunt and found thatthey fully approved of the sentiments she had expressed.
"Time was when I should have been very unwilling to see you consort withthat class on terms of equality," said Mrs. Keith, "but circumstancesalter cases."
The invitation came for Friday afternoon and evening; Rhoda Jane hailingRupert as he passed and sending it through him.
Mildred was nearly in her usual health and accepted without a demur; butpuzzled to know what to wear, and at what hour to go, went to Claudinafor instruction on these important points.
"We are invited to work, you know," said Miss Chetwood, laughing, "sowill be expected early; we should not be later than one o'clock, Ithink, and as it is not very nice work--carpet rags being apt to bedusty--we should not wear anything that will not wash. I shall put on acalico dress and carry a big work apron with me."
"Then I shall do the same."
"I wish you would; for there will be some girls there who haven't themeans to dress and would feel badly if you or I outshone them verymuch."
"I can't go before three, or half-past, though; on account of having torecite to Mr. Lord."
"Never mind; I daresay it's just as well; for you'll get quite enough ofboth the work and the company."
Following out the instructions received, Mildred attired herself for theoccasion with the utmost simplicity; but could not lay aside herdelicate prettiness or a certain air of culture and refinement that madeher more the real lady in her calico, than almost any of her companionsof the afternoon would have been in the richest silk or velvet.
Just as she was ready to go, Ada came in from school, crying heartily.
"What's the matter?" asked Mildred, meeting her on the threshold andturning back full of sympathy.
"I--I've lost my place in the spelling-class," sobbed the child, "and Ididn't miss a word either. You know I got up head the first day, andI've kept there ever since--'way above all those big, big girls, some of'em as big as you, Milly."
"But how did you get down if you didn't miss? was it for bad behavior?"
"No; but she upset the class and made us all draw lots for our places,and the one I drew made my place next to the foot."
"Mother, do you hear that?" asked Mildred, hotly; for anything likeabuse or unjust treatment of her little brothers or sisters was sure torouse her ire.
"Yes," Mrs. Keith said, "but Ada, you like the fun of getting up in yourclass, and you could never have that if you were always at the head."
This seemed a new idea to the child, and she smiled faintly through hertears.
But the wound was so deep it must bleed awhile, and the briny drops fellfast again.
She was an uncommonly good speller for a child of her age, and had takengreat pride in keeping her place, working very hard to be able to do so;and this sudden, unexpected downfall, due to no failure on her part,almost overwhelmed her with a sense of loss, humiliation and injustice.
Mildred waited; she couldn't bear to go and leave Ada in such distress.
"Don't cry," she said, stroking her hair caressingly while the motherwiped away the fast flowing tears with her own soft white handkerchief,and kissed the flushed cheek, "don't cry, you'll soon get up again."
"And I shall write a note to Miss Drybread, telling her that I cannotapprove of drawing lots to decide so trivial a matter;" said Mrs. Keith."It seems to me very wrong; because it is an appeal to God. 'The lot iscast into the lap; but the whole disposing thereof is of the Lord!' Itmight be well enough to turn the class round occasionally, or in
someother way to give the poor scholars a chance to rise; but thisproceeding I so highly disapprove of that I shall not allow you to takepart in it again."
"I wish you'd take me away out of her school, mother, oh do," pleadedthe little girl.
"You shall not be kept there long," Mrs. Keith said. "But Mildred,child," she added gayly, "you must hurry away or I fear you'll not earnyour supper."
A dozen maidens, mostly under twenty years of age, were collected in"the front room" at Mr. Lightcap's. A large clothes basket filled withmany colored rags, torn or cut into strips of various lengths, occupieda conspicuous place upon the floor.
A number of girls were grouped about it and armed with needles andthread, scissors and thimbles, were busily engaged picking out thestrips, sewing the ends together and winding the long strings thusformed, into balls; others had filled their laps and seated themselveshere and there about the room.
They seemed a very merry company, laughing and chatting as they worked.
"Oh, how d'ye do?" said Rhoda Jane, catching sight of Mildred as shedrew near the door, which was standing open; "thought you wasn't comin'at all. Walk right in. Let me take your sunbonnet. Here's a seat for you'long side of Miss Chetwood. Guess you're better acquainted with herthan any body else, without it's Viny Apple.
"Ladies, this is Miss Keith."
"I don't need no hintroduction," laughed Miss Apple. "'Ope you're well,Miss Milly."
The others looked up with a nod and a murmured word or two, as RhodaJane named each in turn; then they seemed to take up the thread of theirdiscourse where it had been dropped, while Mildred tied on her apron,took the chair assigned her, threaded a needle, and helping herself, byinvitation, from Claudina's lap, began her first ball, at the same timeexplaining that her lessons had detained her.
"You must be goin' to be dreadful learned," commented Rhoda Jane,filling Mildred's lap from the basket, "I wouldn't be you for something.I hate books and always did."
"Are we all here now?" asked some one.
"All but Damaris Drybread. She's oldish for the rest of us, but she'sthe schoolma'am, you know, and likes to be invited. And though she'slate comin'--yonder she is now--she works dreadful fast when she doesget at it."
Mildred overheard a whisper not complimentary to the coming woman,
"Pshaw! I wish she hadn't been asked. She spoils everything; for she'sas solemn as a funeral and 'pears to think it's a sin to laugh."
"Yes," assented another voice, "that's so! and she never forgets thatshe's a schoolma'am; but takes it upon herself to tell you your dutywithout waiting to be invited to."
But now Miss Drybread was upon the threshold.
"Good evening," she said, in solemn tone and with a stiff little bow,addressing her salutation to the company in general; then giving hersunbonnet to Rhoda Jane, she seated herself in her usual bolt uprightmanner and fell to work.
Her presence acted as a damper upon the spirits of the younger portionof the party. A dead silence succeeded the merry chatter and laughter ofa moment before.
Mildred had cared little for that while it went on, but it vexed her nowthat this woman, for whom, principally on Ada's account, she began tofeel a decided dislike, should have it in her power thus to spoil theenjoyment of others; and she determined that it should not be.
Raising her voice that all might hear, she told an amusing anecdote thatset everybody to laughing except the "schoolma'am," whose increasingsolemnity of aspect seemed to reprove their levity.
"Oh, that was first-rate! do tell us another," cried Rhoda Jane, holdingher sides. "I had no idea you could be so funny."
Mildred went on with anecdotes, jests, conundrums, Claudina and one ortwo others contributing their quota also, till with the ruder ones themirth became somewhat boisterous.
As it died down again, Miss Drybread spoke.
"Life, permit me to observe to you all, is too serious and solemn to bespent in laughing and joking. Allow me to say, Miss Keith, that I amastonished that you, a church member, should indulge in suchfrivolity."
"Do you think a Christian should always wear a long face, ma'am?" askedMildred, saucily, her tell-tale countenance showing all too plainly thecontempt and aversion she felt for her self-constituted censor.
"Yes; I think that folks that profess that they've got religion ought tobe grave and sober, and let the world see that they don't belong to it."
"As if there was any harm in innocent mirth!" exclaimed Mildred, "as ifthere was anybody in the world with so good a right to be glad and happyas one who knows that Jesus loves him! 'Rejoice in the Lord, yerighteous and shout for joy all ye that are upright in heart,' The Bibleis full of commands to God's people to rejoice, to be glad, to sing forjoy; and the best Christians I know seem to me the happiest people onearth."
"You're rather young to set up your judgment as to who's the bestChristian and who's got religion and who hasn't," returned the spinsterbridling.
"Well, none o' your long-faced, sour-looking Christians for me!"exclaimed Rhoda Jane, "I'd never want to get religion till the lastminute, if I wasn't to be 'lowed to laugh and joke no more."
"I can not read the heart, nor can any other human creature," saidMildred, replying to Miss Drybread's last remark; "but Jesus says, 'Bytheir fruits ye shall know them.' 'He that keepeth my commandments he itis that loveth me;' and when you live with people and see themconstantly serving God with gladness, walking in his ways, rejoicing inhis love, making the Bible always their rule of faith and practice,showing far more solicitude about heavenly than about earthly things,both for themselves and their children, I think you may be very surethey are real Christians."
"I think so too!" said Claudina emphatically.
"So do I," "and I," chimed in several other voices, "but do you know anysuch folks?"
"I have been describing my father and mother," Mildred said. "And mydear Aunt Wealthy too."
"That's a fact," spoke up Viny. "You 'ave to live with folks to find 'emout, and I've lived there and I never seen better Christians; they don'tkeep their religion for Sundays, but Mr. Keith 'e reads in the good bookhevery night and mornin' and prays just like a minister--honly not solong--and they sing 'ymns. And I never 'eard a cross word pass betweenMr. and Mrs. Keith--or Mrs. Stan'ope heither, and they never threatenthe children they'll do something hawful like breakin' their bones orskinnin' of 'em alive, has some folks does; but just speaks to 'em quietlike, sayin' exactly what they mean: and they're always minded too."
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