Instead of berating myself for the missteps, I’m proud of myself for ending it. If Dune can tell me he needs the kink, it’s a step in the right direction that I realize my needs are just as important. I can only bend so much before I’m permanently curved. I’m not a prude, but I saw some wild things in my search for knowledge and I’m just not ready. Say yes to nipple-zapping one day and the next you’re sporting a bushy tail and indulging in pony play.
But if not for Dune, I wouldn’t know anything about spreadsheets or found a new love for romance novels or stepped out of my comfort zone and found my limits, so I can’t say I regret him or our freckling.
I’m kind of sad to lose his friends, though. And his piercing. Oh, well.
Austin and Lucy get ready to leave to spend the rest of the holiday at her place. Before they go, Austin finds me in the laundry room, organizing my art supplies while I wait for a load of clothes to finish washing.
“You want to come with us?” he asks.
“No. I don’t mind being alone.” Oh God, I sound like Mildred. But I really don’t mind it.
He rests his T-shirt clad shoulder against the doorjamb. “I know I gave you a hard time, but it’s because I think he should’ve made more time for you.”
His words are sweet, but they hurt because...I don’t want to think about why they hurt. “Bikers are a different breed, I guess.”
“You’re a different breed, Chloe. He didn’t realize it, and I knew he didn’t realize it.”
Man, the feels. I turn my back to him so he can’t see my face, because I’m sure it will give me away, even if my words don’t. “Did you know that early sea voyagers washed their clothes by putting them in a bag and tossing them overboard to drag behind their ships?”
He chuckles. “I didn’t know this. But again, that’s what I’m talking about.”
I don’t tell him that just like Finn, I never shared history facts with Dune. That might make it seem like it’s our thing, and Austin and I really shouldn’t have a thing. “Well, breakups suck. No doubt about that. But at least I was daring this summer.”
“Yeah,” he says. “Now you need to be daring in your artistic life and get Mae’d With Love going. The Fall Thing is coming up and you’ve got a stockpile growing of things to sell.”
“We’ll see,” I say. “I’m not sure what’s holding me back from my goal, other than fear of rejection.”
“Your stuff is good, Chloe. It won’t be rejected.”
“I’ll think about it.”
“I’m going to head out. You sure you don’t want to come along? We can stay here—”
“No, seriously, I’m fine.” I turn to face him. “I’m not going to cry or wallow in self-pity. Maybe a little. I don’t know. I’m sad that it didn’t work out, but I’m surprisingly okay. I’m just going to reflect.”
He studies me and then nods. “There’s some pizza in the fridge I made at the restaurant. And I saved extra marinara for dipping, like you like.”
I smile. Why must he be so perfect? “Yum.”
He smiles and then leaves with his girlfriend. A girlfriend who hugs me and whispers that she admires me for knowing what I want. Ugh, I suck. After cleaning the house top-to-bottom, in my ass-covering pajamas, I pour a generous amount of wine, turn on some music, grab my laptop, and move to the back porch. Fire season isn’t bad this year, so for once I’ll be able to catch a glimpse of neighborhood fireworks. Alone.
It’s okay, because it’s Independence Day. Ha.
From my seat on the back porch steps, colorful fireworks light up the sky and shower down until it burns out and fades to nothing but wispy smoke. Sort of like Dune and me. Breaking up with him might be the bravest thing I’ve ever done. And honestly, it might suck more to be the one who deals the death blow to a relationship. Normally, I’d stick around forever, but I’m growing and learning that time is ticking away. It stops for no one. Least of all me.
Lucy’s words about focusing on her career waft into my brain. It’s time I do something else brave for myself. I open my laptop and navigate to the craft fair site. The vendor tab beckons me to click on it and after five minutes I do. After draining the rest of my wine, I open the application and eeek, sign up for the Fall Thing. It’s a fairly simple process, and after submitting my credit card, it’s done. As long as I’m approved, I will officially have a booth. “Good job, Chloe,” I tell myself, because, well, I’m single again and that’s what you do when you’re alone.
It’s fine. Autumn will be my season.
All about me.
The Fall of Chloe.
Hopefully the in-love kind.
Chloe’s dating adventures continue in
Fall Hard:
Fall is boyfriend-sweater weather, and Ryan is exactly who I want to cuddle up with.
As the leaves start to turn, so does my luck when I get accepted to sell my pottery at my favorite art fair. And then it turns again - and again! - when my booth is double-booked.
Luckily, Ryan’s good at sharing.
In fact, he’s quite the giver.
Did I mention he has a perfect beard?
We could easily be the cutest new couple in Boulder… if we ever leave his place.
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