by Cilla Lee
“Ella” Blaze says, and I turn and look at him
“Yes”
“Time to go, baby,” he says, holding out his hand and I take it as he leads me back towards the bikes, and I see everyone getting on. I notice the girls getting on this time their legs are on both sides of the seat and I look at the bike than down at my seat
“Um… Blaze” I say nervously and turns to look at me
“My dress,” I tell him, and he looks down my body, and everything in me wants to cover myself, but I don't
“Just hike it up baby,” he tells me, and I frown at him
“Seriously!” he smiles and it’s the first time I’ve ever seen it
“Seriously,” he tells me, and I place my hand on his shoulder and throw my leg overhearing a rip in my dress, and I look down seeing the seam ripped (goddammit). Blaze pulls my arms around him, and I move closer, trying to pull my dress down so no one sees anything they shouldn’t. I watch as the bikes start to pull out of the cemetery, but I look back up towards my brother and a tear slides down my cheek, but the bike jerks forward and Blaze takes off back to the clubhouse.
Chapter Twelve
Blaze
As we get back to the clubhouse I help Ella off of Chance’s bike, she looks around as everyone walks in to get the party started “What’s going to happen now?” she asks me
“Now we party,” I tell her, and she frowns at me
“The party that none of the women are allowed at,” she says
“Who told you that?”
“I have been here for almost a week, so I’ve heard how you all plan on remembering my brother.”
“Oh yeah, and how we gonna do that,” I ask her curious as to what she’s been told
“Well, you all get drunk and fuck all the whores, is that about right,” she asks not looking too happy
“That’s about right,” I tell her not wanting to lie
“Tell me, how is that remembering my brother” I pull her to me my dick so fuckin’ hard I wanna bend her over the bike and fuck her right here
“Because your brother and Gunner loved to fuck Ella, how about you, do you love to fuck,” she pushes me away and storms off into the clubhouse. “FUCK” I yell, and a couple of the boys turn and look at me (god fuckin’ dammit) definitely fucked that up. I walk into the clubhouse, but I don’t see her anywhere, so I head up to her room and knock
“What?” she yells out, and I knock again not saying anything. “I’m getting changed,” she yells out, and I knock again, this time she opens the door “Oh Blaze what do you want?”
“To say sorry, I was an ass,” she looks at me surprised than she nods
“It’s ok, emotions are all over the place today,” she tells me, and I fall a little more for her
“You gonna come back downstairs,” I ask her really wanting her to come, but she shakes her head
“I just need to be alone right now.”
“You know we’re here for you,” I tell her again
“I know, I just need some space” I step back and she slowly closes the door, I hear her move in the room, I want nothin’ more than to open that door and fuck her brains out, but even I know that would be a huge dick move on my part seein’ we just buried Chance. I walk back down the stairs and grab a beer and head over to the pool tables and sit with the other brothers and remember two good men. I sat there for a few hours and realized the sun going down and I notice the women all in a little huddle, Ella standing with them (fuck she’s so fuckin’ gorgeous). I watch as Saint gets up and grabs Zoey and I wish I could do that just go over there and grab Ella like that, but I stay seated and watch as the women’s faces become angrier, more of the guys walk over, and I get up just as the women all storms out
“What the fuck was that about?” I ask Saint, and he sighs
“Fuckin’ woman doin’ my fuckin’ head in that’s what,” he says and walks off with Sinner back to the pool tables. I spend most of the night watchin’ the guys fuck and drink, most of the guys who are in a relationship just play pool and drink
“Hey handsome you wanna party?” Candy asks comin’ over and sittin’ on my lap, her tits almost poppin’ out of her tiny shirt and her bare pussy covered by a small skirt. I push her off of me not in the mood to party tonight
“Nope, not tonight,” she does that fuckin’ pouty shit with her lips
“You always want to party” I push her all the way off, and she lands on the ground
“I said, not tonight!”
“God, what crawled up your ass?” I grab her by the hair and pull her head back, so she’s lookin’ at me
“I buried to fuckin’ brothers today, that’s why so fuck off” I push her away from me, and she scurries off like a frightened little mouse
“Damn man that was a bit rough,” Colt says, but I just lift my shot to my lips and skull
“Fuckin’ bitch, don’t know what no means” he smiles as someone starts up a game of poker and I work my way over to the table playin’ most of the night drinkin’ a fuck load.
*
When I wake the next mornin’ my dick so fuckin’ hard I stare up at the ceilin’ Ella’s beautiful face comes to mind and I grab my dick. Last night was the first time since I joined the club that some bitch didn’t end up in my bed at the end of the night. Ella was the only one I wanted to be with, and now I’m layin’ in bed with my dick in my hand. I close my eyes and imagine her naked, laid out under me, my cock slidin’ through her soakin’ wet pussy as she takes my dick like it’s made for her (fuck yes). I stroke my cock harder as I imagine fuckin’ her and I come hard spurt after spurt of come land on my stomach and I laugh lookin’ down at my belly. “Haven’t done that since I was a teenager” I grab my shirt and wipe it off and lay there “What are you doin’ right now Ella?” there’s a knock at my door, and I call out “What?”
“Hey Blaze, can I come in?” Candy asks, and I roll my eyes, my good mood now gone at the sound of her voice. I get up and open the door, and she looks me up and down, and I see that ‘I wanna fuck you’ look
“What?” I ask her as she stands there starin’ at my dick
“Um, I wanted to apologize for last night, that’s all,” she tells me, and I nod
“Fine,” I step back, but she puts her hand on the door stoppin’ me from closin’ it
“Would you like some company now?” she asks me, but I just close the door and head into the bathroom. “Fuck, I gotta stop fuckin’ her,” I tell myself.
As I make it downstairs it’s like a madhouse, the kids are runnin’ around and Willow is screamin’ her lungs out, Stryker tryin’ to calm her down. “What the fuck is goin’ on?” I ask Socket
“The women are on strike apparently,” he tells me, and I look at him confused
“What?”
“Yeah, bitches tapped into the cameras last night and watched the whole fuckin’ party,” he says smilin’, and I look at him still confused
“They what?”
“Apparently Zoey tapped into the cameras, and they watched the whole party from Colt and Niya’s, and now they’re refusin’ to come back to the clubhouse until they get respect or some shit.”
“Respect”
“Yep”
“So, why the fuck are the kids here?”
“Colt thought that if the kids were here, then Niya will come and get Logan and the other women will come and get their kids.” I shake my head as Mason Junior, and the triplets run past screamin’
“Fuck, I’m goin’ for a ride” I get up, but so do a few of the others
“I’m comin’,” Socket says, and so do Oki and Nash
“Where are you guys goin’?” Slice and Homer ask
“Ride,” I tell them and more walk out to join us
“We head towards the highway and just ride, the wind in my face and the Harley between my legs nothin’ beats this. We slowly head back to town after ridin’ for a few hours and end up back in town at Pink Slip, we all head in and sit in o
ne of the booths. I look at Socket and I know he’s thinkin’ about Jewel, he and she broke up a year ago, and she moved on never to be heard from again, but it hasn’t stopped the brother from enjoyin’ the pleasures of the whores
“You heard from her,” I ask him, but he just shakes his head, and we all sit and order drinks
“Got a nice treat for you tonight boys,” Bunny says handin’ us all a beer
“Got a new girl in,” she says, and Nash looks at her
“We didn’t need another girl,” he tells her, and she rolls her eyes
“Yes, we did since I fired Bambi’s ass.”
“What the fuck Bunny, you’re supposed to get approval for that” Nash tells her
“No, I don’t, not since Oki made me co-manager,” she tells Nash who looks at Oki
“When the fuck did you do that?”
“Last week and before you say anything, yes Razor knows so just shut up and enjoy the show.”
“Oki,” he says
“She’s a good worker man, knows how to handle the girls and the books so give it up,” Oki tells him, and Nash rolls his eyes
“You still fuckin’ her?” Nash asks him, and Oki smiles
“Of course, but that doesn’t mean she ain’t a good worker.”
“You’re a fuckhead,” he tells him, and Oki gives him the finger
“Hello, I’m still standing here,” Bunny says annoyed
“I know,” Nash tells her drinkin’ his beer
“Hey Bunny” Slice says, and she looks at him
“Yes”
“The new girl, what’s her name?”
“Your gonna love this, it’s Vixen.”
“Vixen,” he says, and she nods her head lookin’ at me
“You’ll like her a lot,” she says walkin’ off. The music starts up, and I look up at a chick in a leather corset skirt and thigh high boots and a whip in her hand
“Holy fuck!” Slice and Homer say at the same time, her chestnut brown hair remindin’ me of Ella’s
“Man, the things I’d do to her” Slice says makin’ me smile
“Man, you wouldn’t know what to do with a woman like that,” I tell him
“Fuck off, I know exactly what I’d do with her.”
“Oh yeah, enlighten us than fuckhead.”
“I’d bend her over the nearest chair, bed sofa who fucking knows and fuck her so hard.” we all laugh as Vixen starts her routine on stage, she pulls a guy up on stage and proceeds to give him one hell of a lap dance strippin’ as she goes
“Fuck, I’m so fuckin’ hard,” Homer says gettin’ up
“Where the fuck, are you goin’?” Nash asks him
“Private room,” he says grabbin’ one of the girls on the way past
“Fuckhead” Nash says as Vixen finishes up her set and I watch as she walks backstage
“That was pretty hot,” Nash says with a whistle
“You gonna taste test her?” I ask him, but he shakes his head
“Nah, she’s a money maker, and I’m not fuckin’ anythin’ that makes the club money.”
“Fuck off you use to fuck Bambi all the time and all the other bitches.”
“Yeah, well, I’m still not goin’ there.”
“Fuck you guys, I am,” Slice says as he walks off towards the back room
“Fuckhead,” we all say at one smilin’.
Chapter Thirteen
Ella
As I sit on the lounger by the pool with Abbey I look up at the sky “I’m really sorry about Chance Ella he was a really great guy” she says, and I look at her
“Thank you.”
“So, what are your plans now?” I shrug, not sure what the hell I’m gonna do with my life
“Honestly Abbey, I’m sort of stuck you know” she nods
“You don’t have to go anywhere like Maggie said, your family and the club will look out for you” I shake my head
“I don’t want to be a burden or a charity case just because my brother was part of the club.”
“I know it’s hard and I totally get it” I look at her “Hello, Tank’s my brother, so even though they say your family I don’t think it would be the same if he weren’t there.”
“Yeah, I wish I came out here last year instead of starting my business, who knows if Brayden would still be alive,” I tell her, and she grabs my hand giving it a squeeze
“If there’s one thing I’ve learned in life Ella, ‘what if’s’ can fuck with your mind, it’s happened, and Chance and Gunner are gone. You just have to move forward because no matter how many times you over think it, nothing is going to bring them back honey. Move forward that’s all you can do,” she tells me as tears slide down my face and I wipe them away. “I’m sorry,” she says, but I shake my head
“No, you’re right, he’s not coming back, and I do need to make some decisions.”
“That a girl,” she says smiling, “but right now I bet a nice mojito would be good,” she says wiggling her eyebrows making me smile
“A mojito would be great,” I tell her as we make our way into the kitchen. The girls come walking through the door from dropping the others off, then going to get the kids, but when they walk in there’s no kids with them
“Where are the kids?” Abbey asked them, their faces all sullen and pissed off
“The guys have them,” Niya tells us
“What do you mean the guys have them?” Abbey asks
“They’ve taken them to the clubhouse,” Niya says
“Aren’t you going to go get them?” Abbey asks them, but they all shake their heads
“Nope, were on strike, so the guys can look after them,” Lilly says, and Abbey and I look at each other
“Well, Ella and I were just about to make mojitos who’s in,” Abbey asks them and Zoey and Lilly smile
“We're in,” they say moving closer to the kitchen
*
We all lay out by the pool relaxing in the sun, my skin soaking up the warmth with a nice cold mojito relaxing me “God this is so relaxing” Lilly says
“I know, listen,” Tink says, and we all stop and listen
“There’s no sound,” Lena says, and Tink smiles
“I know,” she says making us all laugh
“So, Zoey how are you and Saint going,” Abbey asks her
“Good,” Zoey says, and I see her blushing
“Just good,” she asks
“Yep, what about you, no prospects for a man yet,” Zoey asks her
“Nope, nothing, all those hot bikers and not one of them do it for me, such a tragedy,” she says laying back in the water her eyes closed
“I think your full of shit, I’ve seen the way you look at Cookie,” Zoey tells her and Abbey looks up at her
“Cookie! Not a chance, did you see him last night, the guy is a walking advertisement for sexual disease” we all laugh
“Come on he is cute and his body, Damn.”
“I’m not saying he isn’t gorgeous, but he’s a horndog they all are.” I flash back to last night and the things I saw, I’m never going to be able to look at any of them again. I did notice Blaze, though, not once did he have a woman with him. He sat all night playing poker and drinking (god he’s so gorgeous, but totally out of my league) I come back to my senses as Zoey’s singing
“Abbey and Cookie sitting on a Harley k.i.s.s.i.n.g” Abbey splashes her and everyone laughs
“Bitch!” Abbey says, smiling
“Oh, come on, one date he might surprise you,” Zoey says, wiggling her eyebrows and I smile, loving how they're all so comfortable with each other that they can tease each other like this. I’ve never had a friend that close that we had this sort of camaraderie.
“Oh, he’s not that bad,” Zoey tells her, and I think of Cookie, over the week, he’s flirted with me a few times, and I’ve even caught him having sex with a few of the women. Something I wish I could scrub from my mind, but there’s no chance of that. If it’s not him then its one of the
other guys, it’s like living in a porno, sex sex, and more sex.
“I’m sorry, did he not fuck your friend Lisa why’ll he was shopping for a shirt” Abbey reminds Zoey, and I watch as Zoey’s face pales a little
“I’ll give you that, but most of that was probably Lisa.”
“Still, no thanks.”
*
We sit by the pool most of the day, and by night my stomach is rumbling for food, so we end up ordering pizza and Niya puts in a movie. “God this is so good just hanging out not having to worry about the kids,” Tink says, and they all look at her, but I can still see there worried (if I ever have kids I’m never leaving them).
*
When I wake the next morning, Maggie and Niya are sitting at the table “Good morning” Maggie says, and I look at her
“Morning, what are you two up to?” I ask them, and Niya smiles
“Actually, we thought if you’re up for it that we’d all take a road trip, you know to get away for a few days.”
“Don’t you want to go and get Logan,” I ask her, and they both look at each other, but Niya shakes her head
“No, I spoke to Logan last night, he’s fine and so are the other kids.”
“How?” I ask her, and she smiles
“I Skyped him” I laugh nodding my head at the ingenuity of the women
“Nice,” I tell her and they both smile
“Colt thinks he’s so smart,” she says, smiling at the thought of outsmarting her husband “So you up for it,” she asks me, and I nod
“Why the hell not.”
“That a girl,” Maggie says as the rest of the women slowly make it into the kitchen.
Chapter Fourteen
Blaze
As I walk downstairs, the first thing I notice is no crying baby, Cuff Socket, and Oki all sitting on the sofas “Where are the kids?”
