by C R Riley
I tap her finger like I did the first time she said it and repeat my words. “We are love. Have you come up with a date?”
She nods and turns those pale blue eyes on mine holding my gaze. “I have. I think I’d like to get married tonight.”
“Tonight?” I try not to burst.
“Yes tonight.” She however is getting irritated with me now. “But I guess you don’t want to so fine. We …”
“Tonight, it is then.” I interrupt her and let all my love for her appear in my eyes. “But I must insist we do it right.”
A most lovely giggle emerges from my woman. “Is there a right way to elope?”
“Awe, there is I assure you.” I clear my throat. “Gentlemen, I require some assistance. I need to make a few stops. I also need to place Miss Cross in one of the other vehicles so she can get herself ready. Call Helena and ask her to have the dresses that have been sent to the Palace brought to the Queen’s quarters, all of them. Have a seamstress on hand in case some adjustments need to be made. Tell them to prepare the Throne Room and have them call the Palace Vicar and let him know that I have requested his services. Send a car to each one of our family members and let them know that they have been summoned to the Palace and should dress properly. Call Dr. Devon Wilson and instruct her that she needs to do the previous discussed examine tonight.”
Larkin has been quiet until now. “Is that really necessary? I mean seriously are we still living in the Dark Age that that kind of examine has to be done. Do you think those other women would have passed?”
We have been back and forth about this, numerous times, over the last several weeks. Several agreements actually dealing with this particular topic and none of them ever ended well. However, I am not giving in, especially now. I want no one to question our reasons for marrying so quickly. I don’t want them to try and spread more lies and so I am going to insist I get my way here.
“Of course, none of those women would pass such an examine because none of them are virgins.” I don’t keep my voice down, which explains why both Gino and the driver nearly choke and start chuckling. “You however are therefore it will be recorded in the matrimony documentation. Much like it was done many, many years before when a doctor would verify what I already now to be true.”
Crossing her arms as a sign of her defiance, Larkin lifts her head. “It’s ridiculous and degrading. I suppose we will have onlookers present when you steal my virginity that first time as well, to prove that it was you who deflowered me. Gino would you like the honor; after all you’ve already witnessed me in my underwear. Or maybe we should invite one of my security team to join us, after all they were privy to my little skinny-dipping episode.”
The car comes to a stop and Gino twists to face us. “I believe I will pass Miss. And for the record no one was privy to that little episode. Amanda ordered everyone to head back when she realized where you were heading. Called Quinn to join her so that together those two women could secure the area and give you some privacy. And stop reminding him of the knickers incident, it never leaves him in a good mood.” Then he gets out of the car leaving us to deal with this.
As soon as the car door closes, I grab her and yank her into my lap, forcing her to straddle me. My hands land on her thighs and shove the skirt of her dress upward so that she is able to sit exactly where I want her, need her to sit. The heat from her center, as it comes into contact with mine, has my hands tightening around the outside of her stocking covered legs.
Larkin’s hands are resting on the back of the seat to steady her and keep her from getting too close. I can see her holding herself up so that she doesn’t come in direct contact with me. Her hair is unfastened so it hangs freely around her face like a curtain. Those icy blue eyes bounce around as my fingers dig in and slide higher.
I don’t warn her because I know if I do, she will try to stop me. Instead I slide my hands over her rear and yank her center hard against me. It’s not the first time I have ground my hard length into her, nor will it be the last. However, it is the first time I have done it while holding onto her like this, where I encourage her to move her hips. I allow one of my hands to shift forward so that I can run my thumb over the warm, now damp material.
“This is mine, Larkin. Only my eyes will ever get to appreciate what it looks like when I take you that first time. No one else will ever be allowed to set their eyes on you in the thralls of passion. That will be for my eyes and my eyes only.” I run my thumb hard against her and listen to the whimper that slips out.
Removing that hand, I reach up and snag one of her hands and place it between us. Wrap my hand around hers, forcing her to cup my heavy shaft as I draw it up the length of it. Watching her chest rise and fall as she does.
“I am also yours. This is the affect you have on me and the first time you take it, there will be no one near to hear your cries. No eyes but yours to witness my undoing when I bury myself deep inside of you and get lost there. That will be for your eyes and only yours.”
She closes her eyes and licks her lips, unaware of what that does to me. Not understanding that it reveals her desires and makes mine grow. I release her hand and plunge my hand in her hair so I can drag her delicious lips towards mine. We kiss, letting the realization of what will transpire later tonight take over.
I pull back and slam my head against the seat. “Did you go on the pill like we discussed?”
Larkin drops her head to one of my shoulders and inhales. “What? No. I was going to wait for us to set a date. I mean because I assumed, we’d have more time you know.”
I place both of my hands on her back and rub. “That’s what I thought. I’ll have Gino take me by the chemist. I’ll also let Dr. Wilson know that we are in need of birth control and have her explain your best options.”
“Why do you need Gino to stop by the pharmacy?” She asks but then answers her own question with a laugh. “Well, that will surely be one for the gossip columns. King Antonio was witnessed purchasing a box of condoms late one night. Can you imagine the stories that will emerge from that?”
“I could have Gino purchase them.” I kiss the top of her head. “He wouldn’t mind. I’m sure he has bought them before.”
“I have no doubt that most of the guys on your security team have. What if you skip the pharmacy altogether?” She draws tiny circles on my chest. “I mean since I am having the virgin examination to prove I am actually a virgin. Isn’t the idea also so that the when the Queen becomes pregnant no one questions who the father is. Although the blood-stained sheets the following morning would probably be proof you successfully popped my cherry.”
I pinch her side and listen to her yelp. “Sometime the words that emerge out of your mouth surprise me. And I don’t just want to have her do the examination to confirm your virginity. Dr. Wilson is one of the best gynecologists we have. I explained your little issue and how you were concerned about it being painful even after surgery. She said she had a few ideas on how to help us achieve a less painful experience that first time. Recommended after her examine to snip the hymen so that it would be easier. Told me that it would be less painful and she could give you a numbing first. Even leave a little so that I would have the pleasure of removing it completely if that is what you wanted. She takes patient confidentiality very seriously and I trust her to not disclose any of this to anyone. I don’t want to hurt you my love, and if this is the way to make things easiest then I think it is the way to go.”
“How did I get so lucky?” She whispers against my chest.
“I am the lucky one Larkin. Never, ever doubt that. So, you would be okay if a little heir decided to make an appearance.” I run my fingers up and down her spine.
“I would be okay with it yes. My cycles are sporadic so it may take us some time to get it right. We may require some assistance even I suppose to regulate my cycles. So should a little heir decide to make an appearance in nine months, I’d be okay with that.” She lifts her head so she is looking at me. “I
love you Antonio. I imagine I will love any child you implant inside of me equally so.”
“Not afraid of how it will affect your work?” I have to ask.
“No.” She laughs. “My mother worked fulltime and still managed to raise me. My father held down a job as well most of my life. Plus, we have Helena and Beatriz, even Isabel, who all will I am sure, be willing to help out. We can hire another nanny if we need, one who can travel with me so the little one can go with me, or us even. It’s a brave new world right.”
“Yes, it is.” I lean down and kiss her nose. “So then, I guess that’s settled. Now get out so I can figure out how to make this all work.”
Larkin gracefully climbs off my lap and fixes her dress. Then she leans towards me and kisses my lips hard, leaving me breathless. Afterwards she climbs out of the car and is escorted to the SUV parked behind us where Amanda and Dane are waiting for her.
Gino climbs in the driver’s seat this time and is joined by Isaac. Both men spin around with raised eyebrows and stupid smirks on their faces. They stare at me for a few minutes while they wait for me to give them instructions.
“Well.” I ask wondering how much they got accomplished while I felt up my fiancée.
“Are you kidding me?” Gino throws his hands up. “That’s all you have to say.”
Isaac, the more professional of the two, only clears his throat before he lets me know that all my orders have been filled. He admits a few of my family members had questioned him intensely about my state of mind. Even let me know that Larkin’s parents would be picked up at the airport as soon as their plane landed in the next hour and taken directly to the Palace. He was able to speak with the Senator who didn’t seem all that surprised about the change.
When he is done, I stare at them both for a few minutes and then just say what I am thinking. “You both have … you both are … I mean … awe screw it. I just need some advice okay. You’re both experienced right?”
They both nod and I know they are enjoying this way too much.
“So, it’s no secret that I am lacking in that department.” I can’t believe I am discussing this with my men. “Any advice on the subject would be appreciated.”
Gino the ever-smart ass speaks up first. “Peg goes in the hole. The front one, not the back, best to steer clear of that one. Well unless you are into that kind of kink, but I don’t suppose that would be something you’ll gain knowledge of this first time.”
I have never wanted to flip someone the bird before, but I’d like to do it now. “I know that much gilipollas. I mean how do I make it easier for her and all. Not only is my beautiful woman lily white, she has a few physical issues that could make things more challenging. Then there is the fact that I am not a small man.”
Gino starts to speak but Isaac punches his arm and motions for him to start driving. He then turns around and begins messing with his phone, typing rather rapidly.
After a few minutes he spins back around and winks at me. “All is taken care of Sir. Everything that you will need will be made available to you in the left top drawer next to the bed. More is always a good idea that first time. Take your time and explore. The best way to distract a lover is to find her sweet spots and pay them a great deal of attention. And only do what you both are comfortable with doing. Rule of thumb is that you will know when you are both ready if you pay attention to her body. Big or not, it will fit if you take the time to prepare her and keep her relaxed. I have no doubt that you will have no problem finding a way to distract her when the time is right. It may be best to try a position that lets her be in charge of how fast she wants things to progress. I’ll send you a link to a site I came across that has helped me and …” He stops and clears his throat. “Helped my partner and me get what we both need. She is a petite little thing and some of my previous favorite positions didn’t work for her, us. And when you care about the person you are having sex with; it is always important to make sure she enjoys it as much as you do.”
“Care or love Isaac?” I ask because I believe I detect a tone in his voice that says he more than just cares for the woman he is talking about.
“I agree with His Majesty. You sound like a lovesick puppy over there. Maybe we can ask the vicar if he can do a two for one tonight and you can stop pretending you leave the Palace every night.” Gino does a quick glimpse over at Isaac and laughs. “Did you really think you could pull one over on all of us? Let me escort you to your room because we all know how dangerous these Palace halls can be late at night. I’d be glad to join you on a run to the store; I have a few items I could also use. One shouldn’t walk the grounds after dark alone, give me a second and I’ll walk with you. And then of course there were those really early mornings in Homero when you would have to sneak her out of the guardhouse before the main house woke and missed her. We just figured you two weren’t ready to come clean. But dang man, you share some shit like that and I think maybe you just need a little nudge.”
“You have a big mouth you know that Gino. One of these days I am going to really enjoy rubbing it all right back at you. Don’t think I don’t notice either.” Isaac mumbles back at Gino, making the other man straighten his frame.
“Notice what?”
“Nothing.” They both say in unison.
“Love. It is most definitely love. I just haven’t had the valor to share my feelings with her yet, but it most defiantly is love, the kind that makes a man do really stupid things.” Isaac peeks over my shoulder. “You know what I mean Sir.”
“I do Isaac. And just whom do I need to congratulate for bringing Isaac Nadeau to his knees? Not Amanda, she hasn’t been with us that long? Nor do I suspect it to be Quinn, she isn’t a tiny little petite thing.” I have a light bulb moment and grab his shoulder and give it a solid squeeze. “How long?”
“Excuse me Sir.” Isaac realizes when he turns around that I have figured it out. “Six months approximately Sir.”
“Right around the time she broke up with her long-term boyfriend. The one who cheated on her more than once, the one I threatened to have thrown into the tower. Well that explains a few things now doesn’t it.” I smile fondly at him. “She is a good woman and you are a very lucky man. So, when are you going to make an honest woman out of her? You can’t keep this charade on for very much longer before Helena or Isabel figure it all out.”
Isaac closes his eyes slowly. “Isabel knows Sir. I mean that we are dating, not the other. She thinks it is cool and promised to keep it on the down low. Bea is very protective of her and makes sure that we keep matters very PG around her.”
Well the things you learn when you open up. Now I guess I just need to figure out who Gino has his eye on. He pretends to be a playboy but I know it’s all just an act. I’m not saying he’s a saint, he is not a saint, but he is no playboy either. He most definitely has his eye on someone; otherwise I imagine he would have more ladies on his radar.
Chapter 31
Larkin
It all sounded good in my head. It even sounded good when I said it out loud earlier in the car. I’ll go so far to admit it sounded good after that, when we were discussing it all and he was touching me in a way he hadn’t dared to touch me until then.
But the moment I stepped into the Queen’s Quarters it all hit me. I was able to play it off at first and hide the fact that I was starting to freak out.
Not sure Dr. Devon, the gynecologist, bought my story about being okay though. She kept asking me if I needed something to calm my nerves. Reassuring me that the examination was not all that unusual and won’t take long, a basic pelvic examine essentially. And she was right about that, it was like every other pelvic exam I’d ever had, and it was very uncomfortable.
“Can I ask you why you have suffered like this for so long?” Dr. Devon inquires while she is down there messing around my vajayjay. “King Antonio said that you had surgery at one time.”
“I did. I was eighteen. So, I guess the only thing I was worried about at that time
was being able to insert a tiny tampon. The idea of sex was far from my mind.” I try to focus on the ceiling.
“I’ve been a doctor for many years now Miss Cross. Seen my share of young inexperienced women. Yours really is no different, the doctor I would say did a decent job opening it up so you could insert a small tampon. My guess is that you’ve always had some discomfort during an exam like this though.” I nod when she glances over the sheet covering me. “Most of your hymen is gone. A small portion is still intact and that could be what is causing some of your discomfort when inserting a tampon.”
She goes on to explain the way a woman’s secret region has to be stretched. Describes it as one of the most unique organs God designed. A snug, small, cavity that can do wonderful miraculous phenomena, such as birth a child and return back to that small firm cavity. Each one is capable of accepting all the different sized male genitalia out there, could be trained to take a larger size completely with very little pain if done correctly. Went into more detail than I was really ready to hear, but I tried to listen so that I would hopefully one day be able to enjoy sex. She patted my legs closed and smiled when she was done.
“Larkin there is no need to be concerned about you experiencing pain during intercourse. I don’t believe you will. I removed the last little bit of your hymen to make things easier later. It won’t go in my report, because I did it so that it all would be easier on you. No woman needs to experience pain, or fear pain, during intercourse. It should be a satisfying intimate experience between lovers, a very natural one that leaves no room for unnecessary emotions. So now you can relax and let your new husband show you the joys of that kind of intimacy.”
Of course, after she left, I ran to the bathroom with my purse in hand. Found a tampon and inserted it to see if I felt a difference. Surprisingly I did, which gave me a little hopefulness for later. Well until I looked at the slender tampon and realized it was the size of one of my fingers. Antonio’s fingers were so much larger than mine.
