“Go on,” she said.
“Is there any news about Julienne? Have you found her?”
“No.”
“Can’t you tell me? She’s my daughter!”
The policewoman looked at Faye with a blank look in her eyes.
“We don’t think Julienne could have survived losing the amount of blood that was found in the hall.”
“Oh, God, so she’s hurt? She’s bleeding. My little girl’s bleeding, all alone somewhere?” Faye cried.
Yvonne Ingvarsson put one hand on Faye’s shoulder but said nothing. The unspoken thought echoed around the room.
Instead of sleeping in her own apartment Faye used her spare keys to Kerstin’s apartment and moved in there. The newspapers were running big articles on Julienne’s disappearance. The police had tracked Jack’s car to an area of forest north of Jönköping. There was a small marina nearby. The following day they found traces of blood on one of the boats. But no body.
In the papers Faye read that they were working on the theory that “the ex-husband and millionaire,” as they described Jack, barely concealing his identity, had dumped Julienne’s body in Lake Vättern. Divers had tried to find the body, but the area was far too large. Julienne was never found.
A week later, with all the evidence pointing to Jack, and after the evening tabloids had found out from their police sources about the amount of blood found in the apartment, car and boat, they published Jack’s name. Crowds of reporters gathered outside his and Ylva’s villa on Lidingö.
Yvonne Ingvarsson visited Faye and explained that they hadn’t given up hope of finding Julienne alive, but that most of the evidence suggested that she was dead. She was offered psychological support and the services of a priest. But Faye declined all offers of help. She locked herself away in Kerstin’s apartment and watched as the gaggle of journalists outside the building diminished day by day. The cuts and bruises on her face had started to heal, and she tended to them scrupulously. She didn’t want to be left with ugly scars. The charges against Jack also included his assault on Faye.
Jack hadn’t made any kind of confession. But the evidence against him was growing steadily stronger. The detectives had found the most macabre Google searches in his internet history. And threatening texts sent to Faye were traced to Jack’s mobile even though he’d deleted them. All of this was reported in the tabloids.
The findings on his computer tightened the noose around Jack’s neck. He had investigated the depth of various Swedish lakes, downloaded maps of the area where he’d parked on the shore of Lake Vättern.
A month after Julienne disappeared Faye put the apartment on the market and informed Revenge’s investors that she was planning to leave Sweden as soon as possible. She kept hold of ten percent of her shares, gave Kerstin another five percent on top of what she already had, and invited the existing investors to buy the rest. Yvonne Ingvarsson tried to persuade her to wait at least until Jack’s trial was over before she moved, but Faye told her she couldn’t face it.
“My life’s in ruins, no matter what sentence he gets. I took his business away from him and destroyed his relationship with Ylva. And he responded by killing our only child. There’s nothing left for me here.”
“I do understand,” Yvonne said. “You have to try to be strong. The pain will never disappear, but it will become easier to deal with over time.”
She gave Faye a hug at the front door before buttoning her coat and walking out onto the landing.
“Where are you moving to?”
“I don’t really know. A long way away, anyway. Somewhere nobody knows me.”
When Yvonne texted her to say that the DNA analysis of the blood found in the hall, in the trunk of Jack’s car and on the boat matched the DNA on Julienne’s toothbrush and hairbrush, Faye sent a message consisting of the single word: Thanks. She had nothing more to say.
Seven months had passed since Faye left Sweden. She gazed out across the green hills that rose up in front of the Mediterranean. She had a chilled frappé in front of her. Jack’s trial was over and the verdict was expected any day now. The media and the Swedish public had already passed judgement: Jack Adelheim was the most hated man in Sweden. Naturally, Ylva had spoken out in Expressen, with Jack’s daughter in her arms and a plentiful stock of condemnations. He had evidently subjected her to psychological abuse throughout their relationship. Ylva garnered plenty of sympathy from the public. Faye couldn’t help laughing when she read about it.
Faye had finally had the hated breast implants removed, and had put on twenty pounds. But she was still exercising. She had never felt happier in her own skin.
She looked at the screen again as she dipped a cantucci in a glass of dessert wine. The whole of Sweden had been following the sensational trial, and Faye could almost feel the country holding its breath from the terrace where she was sitting.
She wasn’t worried. She had done her homework properly.
The anchor on Aftonbladet’s website was shuffling some papers as a veteran crime reporter frowned and pronounced somberly that there was no doubt that Jack would be found guilty.
Faye didn’t even bother to smile. She already knew she’d won. The aftermath was merely a formality. She was done.
Julienne called to her from inside the house.
Faye nudged her sunglasses and squinted.
“What is it, darling?”
“Can we go to the beach?”
“In a little while. Mommy just needs to finish looking at this first.”
Julienne appeared in the doorway. Her bare feet echoed on the terrace as she ran over to her. Suntanned and beautiful, her fair hair flying behind her.
JACK ADELHEIM FOUND GUILTY OF MURDERING HIS SEVEN-YEAR-OLD DAUGHTER.
Faye quickly closed her laptop as Julienne climbed up onto her.
“What were you looking at?”
“Oh, nothing,” she said. “Shall we go to the beach, then?”
“Do you think Kerstin would like to come?”
“We’d better ask her.”
Faye closed her eyes as Julienne hurried away. Her mind wandered back to those fateful days more than six months ago now.
—
She hadn’t been afraid of the physical pain. It was nothing compared to the pain she had felt when she found the pictures of Julienne in the folder entitled “Household.” Her beloved daughter. Terrified. Confused. Naked.
The initial shock had been replaced by a fury that almost consumed her, but she held it inside her, knowing she would need it later. Her rage would crash upon Jack like an avalanche, there wouldn’t be anything left of him when she was finished.
Lulling Jack into a sense of security had been simple, but doing all the other things she needed to do hadn’t been particularly difficult either. She only had to close her eyes and see Julienne’s naked body in front of her. Exposed. Defiled. By the person who should have been protecting her.
She had taken some painkillers, then drained a liter of her own blood. That was twice the amount taken when you gave blood, but she had read that given the amount of blood a body contained, she could spare a liter of it.
Kerstin had protested at first when she explained what she wanted to do, but after she saw the pictures of Julienne she agreed that no punishment was harsh enough for a man like Jack.
Faye felt giddy, lightheaded, but kept going. She mustn’t pass out now.
Kerstin and Julienne had gone on ahead of her. It had cost a lot to get hold of fake passports and arrange safe passage out of the country, but money can buy you anything. And Faye had plenty of money.
When the doorbell rang Faye took a deep breath, then went to let Jack in. It was time to destroy him. He wondered where Julienne was, he was supposed to be babysitting her, after all, and she said that Julienne was on her way home. Three whiskies later she had managed to entice him into
the bedroom with the promise of sex, but, just as she had hoped, he lost consciousness after a bit of clumsy fumbling inside her underpants.
She looked at herself in the big bedroom mirror. She could hear Jack breathing deeply on the bed. She had given him a double dose, so nothing was going to wake him. And when he did, his memory would be hazy.
She took a deep breath. Let the darkness pour forth, past all the barriers she had put in its way for so many years. She saw faces in the water. Heard the screams that rose shrilly toward the sky and made the gulls take off in fright. Saw the blood disperse in saltwater. White fingers clawing for something, anything, anyone.
She saw Julienne again. Her frightened face.
Faye hit her forehead against the steel bedstead as hard as she dared.
Then she inspected her face clinically in the mirror. Would that be enough? She had cut her forehead and blood was gathering under her skin, she’d have a lot of bruises.
Faye fetched the little life-saving dummy she had got hold of and laid it down in the hall. Then she poured the blood Kerstin had helped her to extract over the dummy, so that it spread out around the head and upper part of the torso. She hoped there was enough blood. She couldn’t have given more and still have the energy to do anything. The smell was nauseating and she felt dizzy and weak, but forced herself to carry on. She left the dummy on the floor while she got on with the final preparations, in the hope that it would start to congeal around the outline of the figure.
She pulled on a pair of gloves and carefully took a ziplock bag containing a pink toothbrush and hairbrush from her bag. They were both decorated with pictures of Elsa from Frozen. Julienne had removed them from the packaging herself and put them in the plastic bag, so that her fingerprints would be the only ones found on them.
Faye began by brushing her hair. She and Julienne had the same honey-gold shade of blond hair, the same length. She made sure to brush hard enough to pull plenty of strands out by the root. Then she carefully put the hairbrush down and picked up the toothbrush. She brushed her teeth and mouth thoroughly, pressing hard so the brush would splay and look well-used. She put the brush in the glass in the bathroom next to her own toothbrush. Then she went into Julienne’s bedroom and placed the hairbrush on her desk.
After that she washed the whiskey glass containing the sedative and refilled it with more whiskey. She took the glass and bottle of whiskey into the bedroom where Jack was still snoring loudly. Faye put the glass on the bedside table and laid the bottle down on its side next to the bed. The room really did reek of whiskey.
There wasn’t much else to do inside the apartment.
Faye picked up Jack’s mobile and went outside to his car. She quickly tossed the dummy into the trunk. It left traces of blood, just as she had been counting on.
The rest was simply a matter of logistics. Driving Jack’s car to Lake Vättern and back. Smearing a bit of blood on one of the boats moored at a jetty. She washed the dummy and threw it in the water. There would be so much odd rubbish scattered across the bottom of the lake that no one would think to connect it to Julienne’s disappearance.
As Faye drove back towards Stockholm she knew that both the satnav in the car and Jack’s mobile could be tracked along that route. The satnav would provide more detail than the mobile, but they would back each other up. Together with the Google searches she had conducted recently on Jack’s laptop, it ought to be enough. She hoped it would be. The devil, as ever, lay in the details.
—
Faye parked the car by the promenade. A warm breeze caught her dress as Kerstin helped Julienne out of the car. They found three free sun beds and paid the attendant. Julienne ran down to the water at once. Faye and Kerstin lay on the beds, not taking their eyes off her.
“He’s been found guilty. They’re saying he’s going to get life.”
“So I heard,” Kerstin replied.
“We did it.”
“Yes, we did. Not that I was ever really worried.”
“No?”
Kerstin shook her head.
A woman was walking toward them. When she caught sight of them she stopped and waved.
“Room for one more?” she asked with a smile.
“Yes, as long as you don’t mind sharing with Julienne,” Faye replied.
“I’d be only too happy to.”
She sat down on the sun bed covered with Julienne’s turquoise towel and put on a pair of sunglasses.
“Are you coming over for dinner this evening?” Faye asked.
The woman nodded. Then she turned her face up to the sun.
The three women lay in silence together. When Faye shut her eyes and listened to the lapping of the waves and Julienne’s happy shrieks she saw Sebastian before her. His death had led her to where she was today. In a strange way she felt grateful to him.
She turned her head and looked at the woman on the sun bed beside her. She slowly reached out her hand and caressed her mother’s cheek.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Writing a book isn’t something you do on your own, even if a lot of people think that’s the case. There are many who contribute, who make it possible, and who also make the work less lonely. First and foremost, I’d like to thank my husband, Simon, who never wavers in his love and support. My wonderful children are also a huge motivation: Wille, Meja, Charlie, and Polly. Thank you for being there, and for being the best kids in the world. Thanks, too, to my mom, Gunnel Läckberg, and my in-laws, Anette and Christer Sköld, for all the ways you make it possible for me to write. There are so many people to thank: everyone who pitches in when life gets complicated—I am eternally grateful.
Huge thanks to Christina Salabi, who works hard by my side every day even when I’m not writing. You are my sister in all but name. Thanks, too, to Lina Hellqvist, who is an invaluable part of our work.
I wouldn’t be half the author I am were it not for my wonderful publisher, Karin Linge Borgh, and my equally magnificent editor, John Häggblom. I don’t have the words to thank you. Of course there are many more people at my Swedish publishing house, Bokförlaget Forum, to thank, not least Sara Lindegren: thank you, all of you!
The same goes for Nordin Agency: Joakim Hansson, Johanna Lindborg, Anna Frankl, and all your colleagues who have done such a wonderful job over the years helping my books reach a wider audience.
Among the many people who play an important role in the creation of a book are the experts who provide information the author doesn’t know, among them in this instance Emmanuel Ergul, who contributed a wealth of invaluable knowledge about financial matters. And, as always, Anders Torewi, who provided information regarding Fjällbacka.
Thank you to Pascal Engman, a ridiculously talented colleague who gave invaluable input when I needed to discuss the characters in this book. As always, my colleague Denise Rudberg has been on hand whenever I’ve needed someone to talk to about writing. Or life.
Lastly, all the sisters, all the friends around us who love our family. There are too many of you to list, partly out of fear of accidentally omitting someone. But you know who you are. I love you.
And thank you, Dad, for giving me a love of books.
A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Camilla Lackberg is a worldwide best-selling author renowned for her brilliant contemporary psychological thrillers. Her novels have sold over twenty million copies in fifty-five countries and have been translated into thirty-seven languages.
www.camillalackberg.com
A NOTE ON THE TYPE
This book was set in Legacy Serif. Ronald Arnholm (b. 1939) designed the Legacy family after being inspired by the 1470 edition of Eusebius set in the roman type of Nicolas Jenson. This revival type maintains much of the character of the original. Its serifs, stroke weights, and varying curves give Legacy Serif its distinct appearance. It was released y the International Typeface Corporation in 1992.<
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