by S. Tron
"Remember what I told you? About getting judged? I hate being in public, when I come here everybody is whispering and gossiping, I feel out of place". She stops and looks at me, then lowering her eyes to the floor and speaks quietly "we spoke about it the first day I arrived, that's how I felt when you told me you're not coming, that I will be great at that, I felt like you don't see me".
"Love, I said it because you confused me. I see you, don't doubt it. Now we're here, and you'll dance with me" we walk in to see a beautiful hull, a speaker's podium and a screen. Most of the guests are wealthy people, sports-related, shoes, clothes and equipment. Also, there are a lot of children, teenagers that are part of the program; I try to know all the children that come in, last year I spent most of my time there. Still, I don't remember all of them. I feel Jude's nerves, and I take her hand on my arm.
We walk through the crowd, speaking to everyone, people are surprised to see me here, but they are too polite to mention it. I introduce Jude as my partner, the first few times I said it, I felt her tense, after that she started to relax. We see Liam and George, his husband. Liam introduces Jude to George, and we stay and talk to them for a while, Angela joins us and they all chatter, Jude asks Angela a few questions about the foundation, and about me, I feel a heavy hand on my shoulder, Marcus, "is it like you through it will be?" I told Marcus most of what is happening between Jude and me; some parts are private. "It will be once Sam and Matty are here" Jude gives me a side glance with a smile, a dimpled smile. She heard me. Marcus says we need to seat, and we all go to our table, he stops Jude, "Horatio Caine?" Jude's face is so red and hot; she looks at me for help, I laugh, take her in my hands and kiss her, I feel the cameras on me, I don't care, let them take as many photos as they want, I have my girl.
We have a great evening, drinking, chatting, dancing. Jude told me she loves to dance; her husband didn't dance at all though he tried for her; it never felt right, not like now. I'm silent; those words fill my heart, I Love Jude Thron.
27. Jude
On the car back, Andrew is silent, I put my hand on his lap, he feels a bit distant, and I feel the fear is creeping my stomach. He doesn't react to my touch, glares outside; we get to the house, I climb up the stairs, my heart heavy and pounding. Everything went so well, and he just snapped out of it. I feel so dumb for hoping, I'm getting angry, and I start slamming things, throwing my shoes, so stupid! How could I hope he is not from the same world I am. We are entirely different; how could I open my heart like that. I'm so in my world I don't notice Andrew is standing watching me.
"I'm sorry," he says, I go to the bathroom, slamming the door. "JUDE"
I take off the dress. He with his warning tone, I open the door angry as hell "don't you Jude me, one minute you're not letting me go the next cold and distant, you can't just play with people emotions like that" Andrew chocolate eyes are dark, almost black, he licks his lips, loosens his tie, he walks to me like a predator, eyes fixed on main. Realization down on me, I was so angry I came out in the lingerie Andrew bought me, it is sexy as hell, and the first time he sees it on me. Andrew wrapped his arm around my hips. He kisses me, hungry and demanding, I opened my mouth to him, his tongue roaming main. We taste each other, I wrap my legs around him, this kiss is full of lust and need, also full of respect and care, Andrew gives me everything in that kiss, "can this kiss tell you how I feel?" he says in a choked voice, "kiss me again" i whisper, he does, I shiver from head to toe, my nipples hard, my breasts beg for his touch, my panteis wet, he lays me on the bed, takes off his shirt, his torsu is like heaven, my mouth is dry, I want to speak but can't, he takes off his trousers, his cock fully erect under his boxer briefs, even like that it looks big, way too big, but I want it, I feel my body react, I want him and chills runs through me, "I want you Andrew" I whisper, "I need you" Andrew gives me a devilish smile, my panteis souked, he kisses me, then continue a path of kisses down my neck, between my breasts, he reaches a hand to my back and opens my bra, he takes it off, I reach to touch his chest, I want to feel his hard chest, to move my hand over his silky body, Andrew takes my hands, placing them over my head "can you keep your hands there or do i need to hold you down?" I sigh heavily, trying to break free "Andrew let me touch you", he nods his head in a disapproving way, he holds both of my hands in one of his, the other hand holds my left breast, he brings his mouth over it, licking the base where it connects to the ribs, he sucks in my nipple, I moan in appreciation, I lift my chest to give him better access, he moves to the other side, licking and sucking, I clench my thighs together, I'm so wet and ready, Andrew plays with me, kissing my stomach, licking my belly button, he gets to my pussy "I need to taste you. First, I jerked off to the thought of this pussy" I moan his name loudly. "Tell Jude, are you wet for me?" I nod, he brushes a finger over my wet panties, "so wet" he says, Andrew moves the dump fabric to the side and slide one finger inside me "so so wet" with that he slides another finger. I moan "more, Andrew" I beg. He releases my hands, and stand up; I try to get up, I miss his body near me, Andrew pushes me down, he catches my legs and slides me down on the bed, goes to his knees, my heart stops, I can't breathe, I buckle up. He lowers his head between my legs, "do you like my gift?"
"I do" I breathe slowly. He reaps my panties off "Andrew!" I exclaim. "I'll buy you more, a lot more of those". I feel his breath on my clit; then he starts licking, slow circles of his tongue, light strokes. I buckle and moan, he sucks my clit to his mouth, and I move my hand to his hair, Andrew chuckle and the vibration of it makes me shiver, "you like that love?" He dives back in, rougher, he sucks and licks me inserting his tongue deep inside my core, "I'm gonna come" I breathe heavily, fisting his hair "Andrew!" I scream I feel on edge wanting the wave of pleasure to take me over, Andrew suck my clit, inserting two long fingers inside me and I shutter, an orgasm so hard I feel tears rolling down my face. I scream "oh Andrew" He licks me clean my body jerks with every move of his tongue "beautiful" Andrew murmurs, he lifts his head and looks at me, concern in his eyes, "Jude love, shit, what's wrong?" I realize he's concerned because of my tears "nothing wrong" I breath out, I can hardly speak, my bones all turn liquid, "it was wonderful, you're wonderful, I never had an orgasm that intense" I see a cocky smile on his lips, he leans down and kisses me, I can taste myself on his lips and tongue. I roam my hands over Andrews body; I want to feel him, starting with his arm, I trace my fingers over each muscle, I feel his kiss growing hungrier, I move to his chest, breaking the kiss to look at his Adonis figure. I move my hands up and down his chest and explore his stomach, Andrew doesn't have a six-pack, he has eight pack, I run my finger over each muscle and roam down, my breath catches, and with every muscle I touch I'm more turned on, my heart is beating fast, I reach to pull his boxer briefs down but Andrew holds my hands, "not today love" I can see his cock jerking asking for release. "Andrew, let me have you," I say in a seductive whisper. Andrew takes a big breath, "we need to take it slow love" he tells the words through gritted teeth, I try again but Andrew wrapped his arms around me, he leans his head in the crook of my neck, breathing me in "there is nothing I want more than to make you come like that again, watching you come undone like that makes me hard."
he moves to lay on the pillow, "let me hold you" I lay next to him, he spoons me from behind and whisper to my way "I'm sorry, I never want to see you angry, it's all new to me too, sometimes I will react like an ass, so tell me I'm an ass" he kisses my neck, and I feel sleep taking over, your amazing Andrew I murmur to him, feeling his smile on my neck
28. Andrew
I can't sleep, I have Jude in my arms, she is naked, her beautiful body pressed to main, my cock is resting between Jude's ass chicks, it's painfully hard.
I think about Jude; she's probably terrified, changing her life, changing her children's life. Then there's me, who freaked out because I realize I love her, what an immature ass I am. I need to tell her I love her, but knowing Jude she will run away, I need to show her first, to consume her as she did me, and
then I'll tell her.
I wake up to the soft touch of lips and tongue over my cock, "Jude" I murmur, wavering my fingers in her hair, I feel my cock sliding inside her mouth, I know I'm big, I know it's a lot to have, Jude, takes it slow, she takes me as far as she can and sucking hard while taking me out, again and again till she makes it. I fill her mouth, she hums, and the feeling makes me spasm, oh that woman knows what she's doing. Jude plays with my balls with her hand, "Jude, if you keep doing that I'm going to explode in your mouth, take it slow love" Jude takes my cock out of her mouth and says shyly "sorry, I've never done that with anyone except my husband, Daniel, and he wasn't as big" I'm surprised by that statement, also proud "love, you don't have to-" Jude cuts me off "I want to" she looks eager and her eyes full of lust, "you're doing great, it feels amazing, I'll help you find the rhythm, you continue to do what you did". Jude takes me in, as she did before, step by step until I'm deep in her throat, she sucks me harder than licks, I hold her hair in my hand, those soft, beautiful curls in my hand, I feel them on my stomach, I help her find my rhythm guiding her head, "oh love your amazing, suck me hard, touch yourself love" she does as I say, moaning her pleasure on my cock, that takes me higher "Jude love, I'm going to come soon, finish me with your hand”, at that she pushes two fingers deep inside to her core, take them out glistering and grab my balls, feeling her wetness on my balls, my cock deep down her throat, she sucks me hard moaning, I come so hard I'm surprised Jude didn't gag. She licked me clean, I lift her to me giving her a long kiss, tasting my saltiness in her mouth makes me hard again, I kiss her harder, she says quietly, "Thank you, kissing me after, that means a lot to me."
"I've never done this before, so erotic, it made me hard. Why does it mean a lot?” I kiss her again.
“Daniel didn’t like kissing me after…”
"After what Jude?" I smile a cocky full of myself smile. “After sucking him hard?” Jude blushed and throws her face in the pillow, I lean next to her, "and if we’re on the subject, I found a fascinating toy while I moved you in here, care to share”
“I want to die; I'm mortified” I chuckle, she probably fifty shade of red. “Tell me you were thinking about me” she turns slightly to me “I was” she whispers. I groaned her name, twisting, so I’m on my back again, she lifted her face from the pillow, “I thought about touching you, how your, cock,” she pushes and say cock with a pop to her tone “will feel inside of me”. My body is on high alert, in a swift movement, Jude is on her back, and I'm on top of her, “repeat it.”
“Cock”
“Jude, you’re killing me” I see chills running all over her skin, I lean down to kiss her, whispering to her ear “tell me how big I am” she chuckles. “Tell me Jude, am i the biggest you’ve seen?” she nodes, embarrassed “if I feel you now, you’ll be wet for me?” i whisper, she moves under me, searching for friction, I pin her hands above her head, “are you wet for me love?” she nods, “you like it when I speak dirty, don’t you? Can you speak dirty to me?” Jude opens her mouth and closes it, I kissed her hard, she opens herself to me, her long legs wrapping around me, inviting my cock in, I don't think. I push my cock inside of her, she is so wet, hot and tight, I see stars, I close my eyes, letting Jude adjust to me, I kiss her neck sucking her ear, whispering to her, how beautiful she is, how amazing, she pushes her hips, and I slide slowly out, I take my cock in my hand, and slide the tip up and down her clit, Jude moans and clench her thigh “condom’ she breathes out, '' I'm clean” I say through gritted teeth. “Baby” she cries when I push my cock inside her, I watch her green eyes blaze with the hit, “yes love?” she chuckles, “no, babies, condom”. I slid out and lay on my side, head resting on my hand, “we should take it slow Jude, I can’t hold myself around you, I don't want you to regret anything.”
“You’re right”, she huffs, with my free hand I stroke her naked body, she still on high alert, chills running through her, I caress her breasts, pinching her nipple, moving my hand slowly, learning her body. Even if we’re not going to fuck, I can still take care of my woman, so I do.
We go to the shower together, touching and kissing, I finally understand why Jude takes a long shower, she can stand hours in hot water, her head somewhere else, right now her head is on me, I can see the way her lustful eyes looking me up and down. We go out and get dressed, she wears her home clothes, old leggings and cut t-shirt, goes to the kitchen to make us coffee and breakfast
I wear jeans and a t-shirt, getting everything organized for our flight that she still doesn't know anything about it.
29. Jude
Downstairs I see another wrapped box; I want to open it when I see Andrew with two small suitcases in the living room, I give him question look, he doesn't give me anything. I open the box, inside there are two more wrapped boxes, one says Matty the other Sam. I take them out, and beneath them, there are two first-class tickets to Israel, I pick them up, under, there are four more first-class tickets to five days from today. "Andrew, it must've cost a fortune, thank you," I say quietly. Andrew hugs me from behind, his chin on my shoulder, "it's for me, love. I need to meet them, I need to meet your family, and I need to help you pack" I turn in his arms, so we are face to face, "are you sure?"
"Never been so sure in my life."
I make breakfast, but I'm too nervous to eat. Andrew noticed, asking me what's bothering me. "I'm just nervous, it's been ten years since I brought a gay home, and I'm nervous because of the children, moving them, and how their grandparents will react to the news" I'm anxious, I feel my fears tugging at my heart. Andrew is so cool it's annoying. "Don't worry love; I'm not going anywhere".
Flying first class is a whole new world to me; I ask Andrew where all the money comes. He does few endorsements for sports gear; he says most of the money goes to the children foundation because his already well enough, now that Andrew got my children and me, he changed it so some more will come to us. I got everything taken care off by Marcus, "love, I take care of you, the money from Marcus is yours to do as you wish, but I take care of you". He emphasized the last part so that I will understand his meaning. I do, "I'll put half of the money to the children saving accounts." Andrew gives me a hot kiss. "You can do whatever you want; it's yours".
The flight goes by really fast, we speak the whole time, about our future schedule, meeting with Samuel twice a week, talking on my focus during the run, about the TRX training, I like TRX thought it is very intense exercise, and I hoped for something more relaxing. He says we can do both, once he finds an excellent Pilates instructor that knows her boundaries.
We drink and Lough when the pilot announced we are about to land my nerves and fears raise their ugly heads, Andrew calms me down. "Your father will be here to pick us up; then we go straight to your parent's house for family dinner". I can't tell him my father frightens me the most. "I have something to ask you" my hand strokes his stubble jaw, I gaze at his chocolate eyes, do eyes fixed on main. "When we're in my house, still like me after, don't judge me for the chaos and mess my family is"
"Jude, nothing in this world can make me think less of you".
I can't breathe, I think I've just fallen in love.
Andrew leans down to me and kisses me softly. "And no touching, until I explain everything to Sam and Matty".
"Relax love, don't let your fears distract you, I'm right here". He put his hand in mine, I sure hope so. He doesn't know what he's getting in.
30. Andrew
"After I show you I'm not going anywhere when we're back in London with Sam and Matty, I would like to ask for something too". She looks confused, "if it's about the children I'm not sure I will agree," she says, her first thoughts always go to her children, I admire it about her. "I don't mind when you speak about your husband, and with the children, you will have to, but last night you mentioned him, while we were naked, in our bed. I don't want to hear about him in our bed". It came harsher than I intended to, Jude looks puzzled, she thinks and then leans down to me, gives me a s
weet kiss, "done" she says, "but we'll have to have pictures of him in the children's room, I don't want them to forget.'' I kiss her, "done" I reply.
The plane lands and everyone clapping, I look to Jude in question "it's an Israeli thing".
Fortunately, we took only one small suitcase each, so we're out in seconds, Jude line in the passport check is longer, and I wait for her, I see her nerves getting the best of her, restless leg, pressing her lips together, and her eyes can't focus on anything. She finds me looking at her, our eyes connect, and I see her body slightly relaxing, when she gets to me, I hold her hand, kiss her and let her know I'm here. We're out, and she runs to her dad, like a child, she hugs him, tears streaming down her face, I get to them reaching my hand out "nice to meet you, sir, thank you for picking us up". He shakes my hand, sizing me, I am a big gay, since I stopped running, I started exercising in the gym, got broader and more prominent, her dad is almost my high, his handshake firm and warning, I try giving him my assuredness that I'm here for the long run. "Nice to meet you too, Andrew, don't worry about it".
We get in the car, I signal Jude to get in front beside her dad, they speak all the way, Jude tells him everything, from the moment she landed and got my text, to Joann's house, the volume train she kicked ass, the foundation, Angela, Liam, Marcus, I listen intently, she doesn't say a word about me. When we get to the town, her father stopped in front of a tiny house, full of potted plants, flowers, trees, it looks beautiful. Before we get out, Jude's dad asks "and what about him? Are you going to pretend he isn't here? A big boy like that is hard to hide in your room unnoticed". I chuckle, I like this man, Jude can't bullshit him. "Dad, it's, it's…" I interfere "sir, we're partners, in and out of work" he looks at me in the rearview mirror. He Nods once. I see Jude tenses, she presses her lips together, preventing her from saying anything. We say thank you, going inside Jude's house, she lets him know we will be shortly at their home.
