Instead, I’m going to spend the night in misery because I need to cum so freaking bad.
It was nearly two hours before I finally relaxed, and the desire started to fade. I couldn’t get the thoughts of what he did out of my head, but I wasn’t simmering in my own lust anymore. The line was officially crossed for the second time. I hoped Greyson wouldn’t try to draw another one. That ship had sailed in my mind. I wasn’t going to be able to just call him Daddy—I needed more than that. I still needed guidance and I’m sure that I would screw up enough to get punished again at some point, but I needed to be the woman in his arms too. The look in his eyes right before he kissed me—I needed to see that every night.
The next time I see it, I hope he doesn’t stop after he kisses me…
I finally drifted off to sleep, but it wasn’t a restful night. I wasn’t entirely comfortable in the position I was in. I would have tossed and turned if I could have. The endorphins that flooded me with desire became poison when I finally went to sleep. They made me dream of Greyson and all of the things I wanted him to do to me. I woke up several times during the night with my pussy wet again, but I was able to force myself to go back to sleep. He was with me in my dreams—I wasn’t alone in a bed wishing he was there. It was too bad that it wasn’t reality, but it was all I had. I had to keep believing that it would become more than a dream—that the kiss was the beginning of what we both really wanted. I couldn’t fight it anymore—not after he finally caved. Greyson was my future, and I wasn’t letting him draw another line between us.
I’ve fallen for him. I just need him to catch me.
12
Greyson
The ability to fight my desire for Chrissy disappeared in an instant. The door in my head blew open like it had been caught in a tornado, and then it was ripped off the hinges. There was no way to ever close it again because it was gone. It was my fault—I brought something to life inside her that made it impossible for me to hold back. She needed a Daddy, but that wasn’t the only thing she needed. It wasn’t the only thing I needed either. I could give her the guidance she needed in order to realize her dreams, but the line was already too blurry. I was caught up in something I was trying to fight while she was coming to terms with her own desires. We met somewhere in the middle, and I wasn’t sure what that meant for our future, but I knew what it meant for our present.
It might not last forever, but there won’t be enough emergencies at work to keep distracting me from the things that haunt my thoughts.
Keeping it bottled up was impossible. It was more than just desire. She already understood how to manipulate me when she wanted something. She used my vow to her father to twist me up to the point that I agreed to become her Daddy, and then she used the rules I set to chase her craving. I brought that craving to life. I teased and spanked her before it was really meant to be punishment, and that connection was made before it became a method of discipline. She was a bad girl at heart, even if she was trying to be a better person.
Now she’s my bad girl—and I don’t think I’m going to be able to let her go.
I showered and got dressed for the day—then I walked down to Chrissy’s room once it was daylight. She was still tied to the bed and appeared to be sleeping. She looked like an angel and seeing her tied to the bed certainly brought the dominant man inside me to the surface. I wanted her—but that was going to add another layer of complication to our relationship. I wasn’t entirely sure how to navigate through the complications quite yet, but we could spend some time figuring that out before we took things to the next level. I had to untie her first—and I was pretty sure that she wasn’t going to be happy that I left her in bed to suffer as punishment for—well, trying to get punished.
“Good morning.” I knelt on the bed and started to remove the scarf that was around her writs.
“You’re—so freaking mean.” She pulled her arms free and turned towards me.
“Maybe…” I chuckled under my breath. “Do you feel like you’ve been punished now?”
“Yes.” She nodded quickly. “All night long!”
“Good.” I tilted my head slightly. “Hopefully you’ve learned your lesson—if not, I can do it again tonight.”
“I definitely learned my lesson.” She exhaled sharply.
“I’m going to make breakfast. Come down when you’re ready.” I turned towards the door. “Just because you’re untied—you still don’t get to touch yourself. You don’t get to do that until I give you permission.”
I walked downstairs and started making breakfast. Chrissy took a shower and I was done with breakfast by the time she made it downstairs. I wanted to pick up exactly where we left off the previous night, but we weren’t there yet. We needed to talk and figure a few things out first. I wasn’t going to draw a blurry line that neither of us could stay on the right side of, but the new elements of our relationship needed to be defined. It was my possessive controlling nature coming out, but it wasn’t something I could contain. I still had to be her Daddy, even if I was coming to terms with being a whole lot more than that.
“Are we going to talk about last night?” Chrissy didn’t touch her food once it was in front of her and I could see the worry on her face.
“We are.” I nodded and sat down across from her.
“I’m just—scared that it’s going to be like last time.” She exhaled sharply. “I don’t want to find another letter that says how wrong it was.”
“You won’t. I’m not going to push you away, but we still have to lay a few things out.” I picked up a piece of bacon and took a bite.
“Okay…” She nodded and picked up her fork.
“If our relationship moves forward—like it did last night—it doesn’t change everything.” I reached for my coffee and took a sip. “You will still be expected to follow the rules and there will be consequences if you don’t.”
“Consequences that aren’t always good—considering what you did to me last night.” She narrowed her eyes. “I thought I was just going to get a spanking…”
“Clearly we have to work on that.” I nodded. “There will be a time and place for play—but there will still be discipline if necessary.”
“So I don’t have to be naughty if I want you to put me over your knee?” A faint glimmer of hope appeared in her eyes.
“No.” I shook my head back and forth. “But the next time you are there because you deserve to be, it will not be very pleasurable.”
“I guess I messed that up by letting you know that I liked it…” She smirked and reached for a piece of bacon.
“You weren’t that good at hiding it—I just didn’t want to push things far enough to actually hurt you.” I picked up my fork and pushed it into my eggs. “Things may be a little different the next time you get in trouble—you might have trouble sitting down for a couple of days.”
“Well if I get a little taste of what you gave me last night, I probably won’t be very tempted to misbehave.” She bit down on her lip and grinned.
“We shall see…” I narrowed my eyes and gave her a playful growl.
I laid out a few more rules for Chrissy while we finished our breakfast—but I made sure she understood that the consequences would be real the next time she did something to actually earn a trip over my knee. My role as her Daddy was going to be separated from the other side of our relationship. It was two halves of a whole, which was what we clearly needed. She could be a playful brat if she wanted, but what she got for that wasn’t going to be real punishment. There was a chance that we would never make it to the point where real punishment was required—I was actually hoping that was the case. I had no problem with a relationship that was built heavily on kink—I enjoyed that myself when there wasn’t a serious reason for her to be in position for punishment. I just couldn’t shake the feeling that she would test me—at least once.
“I guess I should work on my assignments.” She looked down at her empty plate. “I don’t want to waste the who
le weekend.”
“For a little bit.” I nodded. “I need to check in with Lauren and catch up on a couple of things for work anyway.”
“Okay.” She pushed her chair back and stood. “Maybe a few hours of work and then we could go for a swim?”
“That sounds good.” I pushed my chair back and stood.
Chrissy walked around the table and gave me a hug. It was a lot more sensual than any of the other ones she had given me and when she pulled back from our embrace, I couldn’t resist her lips. I lifted her chin and gave her a kiss—one that lasted long enough to make my cock throb in my pants. Her lips were so perfectly pouty and felt amazing against mine. I could have spent all day tasting them, but we really did have stuff that we needed to work on. Chrissy headed upstairs. I headed to my library where my laptop was.
I haven’t gotten any notifications on my phone, so I assume everything is okay—but dealing with Ricky’s shit yesterday put me behind…
A few hours later
I enough work to keep me busy, even after Lauren got rid of the emails that didn’t need my attention. I had a tough schedule ahead of me when Monday morning rolled around. Things were quiet on the Ricky front for a change, but there were plenty of other clients that I needed to work on deals for. A couple of contracts were going to expire at the end of the season, some endorsement deals were pending, and I still had a black-tie event that I wasn’t looking forward to. I was supposed to have a plus one—and if I was involved with Chrissy, then I wasn’t going to be able to call up any of the women I would normally go with.
I wonder if Chrissy could handle being around a bunch of famous people…
“Are we going swimming, or what?” Chrissy’s voice interrupted my thoughts and I looked up to see her standing at the doorway—in a very revealing bikini.
“Yeah…” I closed my laptop. “I really thought I had seen the skimpiest thing you owned already.”
“I have a few of them…” She grinned and started walking down the hall.
“I can’t believe your mother ever let you wear any of those to the pool in Chicago.” I followed behind her and decided that it didn’t matter if I stared anymore.
“Well no, she never—let me.” Chrissy giggled.
“More of your bad girl behavior.” I exhaled sharply. “Why am I not surprised?”
“I wanted something sexy to wear when I got to California.” She turned back towards me. “Obviously it worked—you certainly noticed.”
“Pretty hard not to…” I nodded. “Okay, I have to go change into my swim trunks.”
“Why? You don’t need them.” She reached behind her back. “I wasn’t planning to actually wear this in the pool.”
“You’re not going to stop teasing me are you?” I watched as she let her bikini top slide down her arms.
“Nope.” She grinned and tossed it on the floor.
Chrissy’s bikini bottom was next, and then she was walking to the pool in nothing but a ponytail holder. She was fucking gorgeous—not that I wasn’t already aware of that before I saw every inch of her beautiful body on display. I followed her to the indoor pool and watched as she sank into the water. I stripped down to my boxers but decided to leave them on. She looked a little disappointed when she realized that I wasn’t going to pull them off before I came into the pool.
“That’s not fair—I’m not wearing anything.” She stared as I walked down the steps.
“That was your choice.” I shrugged and sank into the water.
“I thought I was finally going to get to see one…” She looked down at the water.
“What?” I raised my eyebrows. “You’ve never—seen a dick before?”
“Not in—real life.” She shook her head back and forth.
“Hold on.” I stopped in my tracks and processed what she had just said. “Are you telling me that you’re still a virgin?”
“I am…” She nodded. “I was a bad girl sometimes, but—I never did that.”
“Wow…” I blinked in confusion. “I didn’t expect that.”
“Is that going to be a problem?” She bounced on the bottom of the pool and moved closer to me. “I was really hoping you would be my first…”
“I think we’re long past that being a problem…” I exhaled sharply. “It doesn’t change anything now.”
I don’t know if it would have changed anything before, but I’m too far gone for that now.
“Good.” She grinned. “So—do I get to see it?”
“Bloody hell…” I sighed and shook my head.
“I could do—more than look.” She ran her tongue across her lips. “If you want.”
Well now I’m not going to be able to resist at all.
I moved to the edge of the pool and pushed myself up to the side. Chrissy swam over and put her hands on my thighs. Her fingernails dug into the fabric of my soaked boxers and she got a pretty good idea of what was underneath since they were clinging to my skin. She started to tug, and I lifted so that she could pull them down. Her eyes focused on my cock, which sprang to life immediately once it was exposed. If she had never seen one in real life, then she had never sucked one either. I wasn’t sure if she would know what to do exactly, but I had no problem letting her practice. Any hope of trying to find boundaries before we took our relationship to the next level evaporated as fast as the line I tried to form.
“It looks—bigger than I expected.” She leaned forward and wrapped her hand around my shaft.
“Yeah, you can keep saying that.” I chuckled under my breath.
My chuckle was replaced with a gasp when she leaned forward and kissed the base of my cock while her hand moved along my length. She flicked her tongue against my balls and then moved it up towards the engorged head. Her tongue felt amazing—and it had been a damn long time since I had a blowjob. She might have been inexperienced, but she got the idea pretty quick. I put my hand on the top of her head and let it rest there as her lips parted and she started to pull the engorged head between them. It disappeared as she moved her lips down my shaft and I felt her tongue move against the bottom.
“That feels really good.” I exhaled sharply and smiled. “Fucking amazing.”
Chrissy coated my cock with her saliva and started to move her lips up and down my length. My hand squeezed down on the top of her head and I let out another gasp. I wasn’t sure if she would actually be able to swallow the whole thing, but she seemed determined to try. She pulled me deep into her throat and gagged for a moment—then she pulled back and tried again. I was in heaven, even if she hadn’t gotten my entire length in. It wasn’t going to take that to make me come because it had been way too long. Chrissy’s hot mouth was exactly what I needed—and I didn’t even realize it until I felt her lips sliding along my length.
“Keep going—just like that.” I leaned back on one hand and kept the other on top of her head.
I wanted to close my eyes and enjoy it, but the sight of her lips moving along my shaft was mesmerizing. I couldn’t look away. I watched as she kept pulling my cock deep into her throat as she tried to swallow it. She wasn’t giving up and it felt so good while she tried that I didn’t complain. She moved up and down my shaft at least twenty times, each one making me throb harder—then I felt the barrier in the back of her throat relax. She leaned forward a little more and every inch of my cock disappeared until her lips were against my balls. My eyes opened wide and I felt my balls twitch with excitement.
“Bloody hell—that’s incredible!” My head went back, and I felt my breath getting trapped in my throat.
I was trapped in a moment of ultimate ecstasy. She made me feel so good that I didn’t want to come, but I had to chase the release like my life depended on it. Her lips kept moving up and down my shaft—faster and faster until it felt like my balls were going to explode. Every time she descended on my cock, she took my entire length and swallowed. The tension got to be too much for me to handle. I had to sit up and grab her head with both hands. My mus
cles started to quiver and shake. My neck got stiff. The come built up in my balls like a cannon that was about to explode—and that was exactly what was going to happen. My cock throbbed and pulsated as the endorphins shot through my veins.
“Oh fuck, I’m gonna come!” My hips lifted up and I drove my dick into her throat.
Cum rushed through my shaft and erupted in Chrissy’s throat. I didn’t even get a chance to think about whether or not she would want to swallow. I felt a twinge of guilt, but it was too late—and thankfully, she was already swallowing every drop before the regret gave me pause. I felt another burst coming and held her head as it flooded her mouth. She kept swallowing until every drop was gone and then she slid her lips along my shaft. I hated to watch them pull away because I felt my cock throb as I imagined having them right back where they were.
“I did okay for my first time?” She looked up at me and grinned.
“You did—phenomenal.” I exhaled sharply.
“Do you feel bad about tying me to the bed yet? You could have had that last night…” She bit down on my lip. “I would have been glad to apologize with something besides words.”
“Oh, you little tease.” I reached down and pulled her out of the water. “You’re mine now. I’m going to make you come so fucking hard.”
“I hope so—because that really turned me on.” She licked her lips and her grin got wider.
“I know something else that will turn you on…” I pulled her down across my knee. “It’s gonna sting a little bit since your ass is wet.”
But I know that is exactly what you want…
13
Chrissy
“Don’t spank me, Daddy.” I wiggled my ass at Greyson. “I was such a good girl…”
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