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by Tam King-fai


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  sounds are brought in gradually as one moves further into the essay: the

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  into a deafening thud. In the end, their sound tortures the child-bride

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  news arrives that the child-bride has been drawn into the mortar and

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  to the river and cover [his] head with the comforter to stop the sound

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  sound, one will remember, with which the writer begins his essay by

  inviting the reader to listen.

 
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  predominantly to the meticulous skill with which Lu Li develops his

  imagery and symbolism, two areas that are more often associated with

  poetry than with prose. The cross-generic qualities of essays have often

  been commented on in both China and the West,24 but when Chinese

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  have tended to have in mind matters that go beyond the employment

  of literary tropes. Rather, they are alluding to a certain kind of

  suggestiveness in xiaopin wen that is reminiscent of lyrical poetry, a quality

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  of the trivial ( yixiao jianda). 25

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  Western scholarship tends to focus on the boundary between the essay and

  the short story (Hesse 1989; Gerlach 1989; Ferguson 1982), while Chinese

  scholarship looks more closely at that between the essay and the poem. An

  interesting development is observable in Western scholarship: When, as is

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  genre, and then of the other, often with highly rewarding results. The strategy employed here is not to label a text as either an essay or a story, but to see

  what reading it as an essay or as a story will yield. See Hesse, especially. In this connection, one recalls the practice of many Chinese critics, who, in looking

  for earlier examples of xiaopin wen, suggest that portions of long novels such as the preface to Rulin washi, or individual biographies in the Shiji, can be read as essays. Herein seems to lie some fertile ground for investigation.

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  The traditional meaning of the term xiaopin as the antithesis to dapin seems to suggest that what is available in xiaopin wen is but a briefer and simpler view of some major truth ( daoli), which may have led Lu Xun to make the following sarcastic remark about xiaopin wen QV OMVMZIT" ¹7VTa _ZQQVO PI L_MTT[ WV

  minor daoli, or simply no daoli, and that does not go on at any sustained length—only writing like this can be called xiaopin wenº!

  Although I share Zhong Jingwen’s view (1927) that the traditional meaning

  of the term xiaopin is irrelevant to our study here, Y. K. Kao’s observation of the social practice of passing judgment on a person’s character during the Six Dynasties may cast light on the yixiao jianda quality in xiaopin wen. Kao describes

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  Introduction 31

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  world and its manifestation in literature, but the phrase has given rise to

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  (1935, 137) describes the trivial depicted in xiaopin wen I[ ¹ZMUMVLW][

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  essay collections. In Chen’s relativistic reading of the relationship

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  of any human situation is wholly dependent on the viewer. What

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  to others. Yu Dafu presents another view, referring to the practice of

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  from scenes of nature:

  Even the lyrical prose works of the purest of poets always have something

  to say about the relationship between individual and individual, or between

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  characteristic of the modern essay: To see the world in a grain of sand, to

  expound on human ways through the contemplation of half a petal.

  (1935,

  258)

  While this may be true of individual writers, Yu Dafu, like Chen

  Shuhua, has overlooked the fact that yixiao jianda is a characteristic of the genre rather than of the writers.

  In another part of the same article, however, Yu Dafu comes closer

  to elucidating the poetics of the essay. After pointing out that prose is in

  general not governed by poetic matters such as tones, meter, parallelism,

  or antithesis, he nevertheless goes on to say:

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  natural rhythm. The revolution of the seasons, the alternation of yin and yang, the cycle of day and night, or even the back and forth movement of history was replaced by a cursory but penetrating cameo sketch of character as revealed at a particular momentº!!·QITQK[ILLML+WUQVONZWUUWZM

  or less the same time in history, the term xiaopin may have carried with it the same cultural associations. As the analysis below will show, that xiaopin wen is able to suggest something beyond its literal meanings is ultimately contingent

  upon its ability to capture a pregnant moment.

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  our feet as we walk—none of these clash with the rhythms of nature. It

  is quite possible for essays to convey cadences such as these, but not those

  generated by language tones.

  (1935,

  258)

  Yu Dafu fails to provide examples, without which it is difficult to

  ascertain how he sees this broadened sense of rhythm manifesting itself

  in prose works, but one wonders whether he does not have in mind

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  three essays, where an experience is replayed a number of times, with

  each successive occasion representing a complication of the earlier ones.

  One can further argue that, taken by itself, the experience depicted

  in each of these essays is perhaps of no great importance, but taken

  together, all of these instances of repetition add up to something larger,

  allowing the reader as well as the speaker to gain a more complete view

  not affordable otherwise.

  Ultimately, however, yixiao jianda has to be understood in connection

  _QP PM INÅVQa JM_MMV xiaopin wen and lyrical poetry that critics have more than once intimated, especially in the way that xiaopin wen, like

  poetry, is able to capture a singular moment. The following two critics

  speak about this with varying degrees of explicitness:

  In a matter of several lines, it is possible to portray a character to the

  fullest, or analyze a political situation to the core.... One cannot expect to

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  stimulates one’s thinking and leads one to profound thoughts. By revealing

  the truth in one sentence, one can attain sudden enlightenment. If one

  follows this method in writing, one will not produce a single bad essay.

  (Lin Yutang 1934a, 103)

  In choosing the right material [for a piece of xiaopin wen], one has to pick an aspect that best reveals the whole, or compress what one wants to

  capture in the essay to the most extraordinary moment. Only then does

  one begin the composition.26

  (Feng Sanmei 1936, 62)

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  .MVO ;IVUMQ ][M[ PM _WZL ¹KWZVMZº yijiao), although it is clear from the context that he is referring to a moment in time.

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  Introduction 33

  Seize the moment, both Lin and Feng are saying—a moment that is

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  aspects of the experience being depicted converge; a moment, one might

  add, that is reminiscent of the lyrical moment in the creation of lyrical

  poetry.27

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  pregnant moments. The latter two essays are especially deserving of

  comment.

  As Zhang’s essay is short, I will reproduce it below in its entirety:

  This is a true story.

  There once lived a beautiful girl from a well-to-do family in a village. Many

  people came with matchmaking proposals but nothing came of them. She

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  One spring evening, she was standing by the back door, her hand resting on

  a peach tree next to her. She remembered that she had on a moon-white

  blouse. There was a young man who lived across the road. They had seen

  each other before, but had never greeted each other. He came over and

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  there for a while, and then went about their own business.

  That is it.

  Later, the girl was abducted by a relative and sold elsewhere as a concubine,

  after which she was sold three or four more times. She still remembered in

  her old age the incident that had taken place so long before, though she

  had lived through a life of numerous terrible upheavals. She often talked

  about that spring evening... the peach tree by the back door... the young

  man.

  When, among the tens of thousands of people you might have met, you

  meet the very person you were meant to meet, and when, among the tens

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  as the dominant time frame. But this moment is not static, it extends into the

  past and future in order to accommodate the continual internal evolution of an experience moving from one state to another, and it is in addition a sustaining moment which may last a long time. In other words, the sense of the present is always imminent. Viewed in this light, time is no longer an objective measure,

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  of thousands of years in the boundless wilderness of time, you arrive at just the right spot at just the right moment, not a step too soon, not a step too

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  The highlighted moment—that of the encounter between the

  young woman and the young man—works subtly in the construction of

  meaning in Zhang’s essay. It draws the reader’s attention by virtue of

  the central position it occupies in the consciousness of the protagonist

  as well as the physical layout of the essay on the printed page, and

  therefore is pivotal to one’s understanding of the essay. Throughout

  her account, Zhang stresses the coincidental and, from a storytelling

  viewpoint, unmotivated aspects of the encounter. Any other possible

  way of interpreting this experience is thus ruled out. Nothing leads up

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  peremptorily ending an account that she had just as suddenly started

  a few lines before. Although in effect the account continues to unfold

  for yet another paragraph, it is terminated here. A moment is thus

  established, of which the rest becomes mere extension, and to which the

  thoughts of the protagonist will always return.

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  up the widest vista for appreciation in its use of the moment. The

  essay can be read as the chronicle of a discovery. The protagonist has

  received a writing assignment, presumably from an editor, on the topic

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  the substance of a person’s life and the essence of his character from a

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  such a process of inference does not help the protagonist who then, on

  her own, moves exhaustively from one thought to another, looking for a

  possible angle to begin her essay:

  What should I write about, then? The situation of the average home?

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  sorrows that home life bestows upon a person? Whether everyone does

  or should have a family? Whether home is something to be cherished or

  abhorred?

  In this state of mental distraction, she goes out to the lake on the

  night of the Mid-Autumn Festival. Under a dazzling moon and shining

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  stars, her abstractions begin to show signs of breaking down. In their

  stead, her imagination takes over, as she imagines a home scene among

  primitive people, who bask in comfort and security in the company of

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  water, and decides that they would be just as lost as she is.

  Then the moment comes when she hears Cen Shen’s poetic lines.

  If Zhang Ailing has stressed the coincidental and illogical aspects of the

  moment in the previous essay, Fang Lingru here takes pains to establish

  the mystery and suddenness of it all. First, a boat comes into view only

  dimly lit, and the man sitting on the bow, who will prove to be her

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  make out. He is chanting poetry with a sound that transports the listener

  to a world of dreams and timelessness:

  He chants with a drawn-out sound, the pitch relatively low in the

  beginning, but rising gradually. After it reaches the peak, it slowly dies down again, until it disappears half in moaning and half in sighing. Listening to

  the dying cadence, you can imagine a small hill in an ancient painting, half-

  shrouded in mist. There is a winding stream, too, splashing drops of water

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  water. That, I think, is an appropriate comparison, because the sound itself

  is half real, half imaginary. While half of it is still coming from the person’s mouth, half of it has already burrowed its way into our dreams. (Italics

  added)

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  particular moment, things begin to resonate in the protagonist’s mind:28

  On this night, for these two ancient doleful poetic lines to come bursting

  from their hearts [i.e., of people who are away from home], their minds

 

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