She smiled faintly: ‘What did you do, Dy? Tell me – pray!’
‘Borrowed a monkey from Corny,’ he replied briefly.
‘O-h-h!’ It was a long sigh of unutterable relief. ‘Is that all? I thought you meant you had done something – something shocking!’
‘Well, if you don’t know that it’s shocking to go breaking shins amongst your friends it’s time someone told you!’ said the Viscount severely. ‘What if the horse hadn’t won? A pretty Captain Sharp I should have looked!’
‘Yes, yes, but I am persuaded Mr Fancot wouldn’t have thought so, or cared a jot!’
‘No, of course he wouldn’t, but that don’t make it any better! Worse, in fact. I don’t mind owing blunt to the regular brags, or to a parcel of tradesmen, but I’m not the sort of rum ’un that sponges on my friends, I’ll have you know!’
She was abashed, and docilely begged his pardon. He regarded her frowningly, and suddenly said: ‘If you didn’t kick up all that dust because you knew I’d won the money at Chester races, how did you think I’d come by it?’
She hung her head, blushing. ‘Oh, Dysart, I have been so foolish!’
‘I daresay, but that don’t tell me anything! What made you fly into that odd rage? You aren’t going to tell me you thought I’d held up a coach and robbed some stranger?’
‘No – worse!’ she whispered, pressing a hand to one hot cheek.
‘Don’t be such a sapskull! I should like to know what you imagine would be worse than that!’ he said impatiently.
‘Oh, Dysart, forgive me! I thought you had taken the necklace!’
‘No, you didn’t. I particularly told you I hadn’t made off with your precious jewels, so stop bamming me!’
‘Not my jewels – the Cardross necklace!’
‘What?’
She quailed involuntarily.
‘You – thought – I – had – stolen – the Cardross necklace?’ said the Viscount, with awful deliberation. ‘Are you run quite mad, girl?’
‘I think I m-must have run m-mad,’ she confessed. ‘It was because you held me up! I never should have thought it if you hadn’t meant to seize my jewels, and sell them for me! I thought –’
‘I want to hear no more of what you thought!’ interrupted Dysart terribly. ‘Good God, are you going to sit there telling me you believed me capable of making off with something that don’t belong to either of us?’
‘No, no! I mean – I wondered if perhaps you thought it was mine! And you knew I didn’t care for it, so –’
‘– so I prigged it while you were out of the way – a thing worth the lord only knows how many thousands of pounds!’ he cut in wrathfully. ‘Just to pay your trumpery debt, too! Oh, no! I was forgetting! Not just to pay your debt, was it? I gave you three centuries – devilish handsome of me, by God! – and pouched over seven thousand! Do you happen to know what I did with the thing? Did I sell it to some fence or other, or did I lodge it with a spouter? I don’t wonder at it that I found you in such a grand fuss! The only thing that I wonder at is how I’ve contrived to keep out of Newgate!’
He had sprung up from the sofa, and was striding about the room, in a black rage that made her quake. She dared not approach him, but she said imploringly: ‘It was very bad of me, and indeed, I beg your pardon, but if you knew how it was – oh, Dysart, don’t be so angry with me! Everything has been so dreadful, and I fear my mind is less strong than I had believed it! I knew how much I had teased you, and when I read your letter my first thought was that you had backed yourself to win some reckless wager. I didn’t entertain the least suspicion then! It was when I knew the necklace had gone – and you had written the letter in the very room where it was hidden, and I remembered that I had shown you once – Oh, it was unpardonable of me, but –’
He had stopped his pacing, and was standing staring down at her, an arrested expression in his eyes. ‘Just a moment!’ he interrupted sharply. ‘You don’t mean that, do you? That the necklace has gone?’
‘Yes, I do mean it. That was what overthrew my mind, Dy!’
‘My God!’ he ejaculated, turning a little pale. ‘When did you discover this?’
‘The next day – on Tuesday. It wasn’t I, but my dresser who discovered it. She told me immediately, and that was when it flashed into my mind that – If I had had time to think, perhaps I should not – But I hadn’t, I hadn’t!’
‘Never mind that! What did you say to your woman?’
‘That I had taken the necklace to Jeffreys to have the clasp mended. She assured me she hadn’t spoken of the loss to a soul, and I told her not to do so, and I am persuaded she has not.’
‘Cardross doesn’t know?’
‘No, no! How could you think I would tell him when I thought it was you who had taken the necklace?’
He drew an audible breath. ‘That’s the dandy, isn’t it?’ he said with blighting sarcasm. ‘It’s been missing for three days, and your damned dresser knows it, and you haven’t seen fit to tell Cardross or to make the least push to recover it! Famous! And now what do you mean to do, my girl?’
Twelve
For perhaps half a minute Nell sat staring up at the Viscount, the colour slowly draining from her face. In the flood of relief that had swept over her her only thoughts had been of thankfulness that Dysart had not taken the necklace, and of remorse for having so misjudged him. But his words brought her back to earth with a jarring thud. She lifted a hand to her brow. ‘Oh heavens!’ she said, in the thread of a voice. ‘I hadn’t considered – Dysart, what must I do?’
‘I don’t know!’ he replied unhelpfully.
‘Someone did indeed steal it. But who? This is dreadful! It must have been one of the servants. Someone who knew where it was hidden, and how can I tell who may have known of it? The chambermaid whom Mrs Clopton turned off a month ago? I cannot think it!’
‘Oh, can’t you?’ said his lordship acidly. ‘Much obliged to you, my lady!’
‘Don’t Dy!’ she begged. ‘If you had taken it I knew you had done it only for my sake! But now – ! It might have been any one of them, at any time! It was not necessary to know where it was kept: it must be known to them all that I have it, and never wear it, and only think how many opportunities there must be for persons living in this house to search for the hiding-place! And when they had found it they would guess that I should not discover the loss for months, perhaps. Had it not been for Sutton’s care, in taking out my winter clothes to brush them, I might have known nothing!’
‘It ain’t a bit of use talking about what might have happened,’ said Dysart. ‘It’s what did happen that has put you in the basket. Unless you can stop your dresser’s mouth, it’s bound to come out that you knew the necklace had been stolen three days before you said a word about it to Cardross. Well, you know the woman better than I do! Can you bribe her to tell the same story you mean to tell?’
‘I don’t know,’ she said slowly. ‘It’s of no consequence, however: I will not do it!’
‘I daresay you’re right,’ he agreed. ‘Too damned risky! She’d be bound to guess there was something havey-cavey afoot, and once she knew you was scared of Cardross’s getting wind of it she’d very likely bleed you white! Lord, there’d be no end to it!’
‘I don’t think it. It is not for that reason! Dysart, all this trouble has come upon me because I set out to deceive Cardross, and it has grown and grown until –’ She broke off with a shudder. ‘I must tell him the truth. I must tell him immediately!’
She got up as she spoke, but the Viscount said dampingly: ‘Well, you won’t do that, because he ain’t in. Told Farley he wouldn’t be back till five or thereabouts.’
‘Not till five! Oh, if my courage does not fail!’
‘Do you want me to see him with you?’ he demanded.
‘You? Oh, no! I
must see him alone.’
‘Well, it’s my belief the thing will come off a dashed sight better if you do,’ he said frankly. ‘It ain’t that I mind seeing him, because now the dibs are in tune again there’s no reason why I should, but for one thing I’m pledged to Corny, and for another Cardross won’t like it if you take me along, like a dashed bodyguard! That’s the way to get his back up at the very start. Besides, you don’t need a bodyguard. I don’t say he isn’t going to be devilish angry, because it stands to reason he’s bound to be, but you needn’t be afraid he won’t come round. He will – and all the quicker if I’m not there! He don’t love me, but he loves you all right and tight!’
She said nothing; and after a moment he held out the banknotes to her again. ‘Take ’em! No need to mention the mantua-maker’s bill to him, unless you choose. You may put the whole on to me: I had three centuries from you, and I’ve now paid ’em back. I daresay that will surprise him more than if you told him I’d prigged his damned heirloom!’
At these biting words, she flung her arms round his neck, vehemently asserting that no one could ever believe such a thing of him, and again begging him to forgive her.
‘Yes, very well, but you needn’t think I’m pleased with you, for I’m not!’ responded Dysart, disengaging himself from her embrace. ‘It’s not a bit of use hanging round my neck, and playing off your cajolery: I’m not Cardross! And mind this! the next time you run into trouble, don’t you come to me to drag you out of it!’
‘No,’ Nell said meekly.
‘I’ll be off now,’ he announced. ‘No getting into high fidgets, Nell!’
She shook her head.
‘And no turning short about either!’ he warned her.
‘No, I promise you I mean to tell Cardross as soon as he returns.’
‘Well, see you do!’ he said, relenting sufficiently to bestow a brief hug upon her. ‘I suppose I ought to stay to bring you up to scratch, but I haven’t seen Corny yet, and I must. Besides, it’s his birthday, and we mean to make a batch of it.’
With that he went off, leaving her to solitude and her melancholy thoughts. She roused herself presently from these to send Sutton to pay Madame Lavalle’s bill, and thought, as she gave the bank-notes into her dresser’s hand, how happy it would have made her, only four days earlier, to have been able to do this. She could still be thankful that she would not now be obliged to lay the debt before Cardross, but that seemed a very small alleviation of the ills that beset her. The sight of her dresser brought one of these most forcibly to her mind. It would be necessary to tell Sutton that the necklace was not in the hands of Cardross’s jeweller, but indeed lost; and how to account for her own prevarication was a problem to which she could discover no answer. Letty might pour out her troubles to her maid; to Nell it was unthinkable that she should admit Sutton into her confidence.
The thought of Letty made her ask Sutton suddenly where she was. The dresser replied that she believed her to have gone with Martha to Owen’s in Bond Street, to purchase fresh ribbons for the gown she meant to wear at Almack’s that evening. She availed herself of the opportunity to enquire of Nell which gown she herself wished laid out in readiness; but Nell, who had forgotten the engagement, exclaimed: ‘Almack’s! Oh, no! I cannot go there tonight!’
Sutton merely said: ‘Very well, my lady,’ and went away. Letty (if she had indeed arranged to meet her lover at the Assembly Rooms) would scarcely be so acquiescent.
As the day drew towards five o’clock Nell began to feel a little sick. Her spirits had been getting steadily lower for some time, and were not improved by the prospect beyond the window. The day had been dull, and the sky had now become so overcast that the drawing-room, which should have been full of sunshine, had put on a mournful twilight air. It even seemed to be a little chilly, but perhaps that was only her fancy.
Cardross came in shortly after five, but when Nell, bracing herself to face the ordeal in store, went downstairs, it was only to learn from the porter that his lordship was engaged with someone who had called to see him on a matter of business. Knowing that Cardross was dining out that evening, and feeling that her courage would be entirely dissipated if she were forced to remain on the rack for many more hours, she said: ‘It is very vexatious, for I particularly wish to speak with his lordship before he goes out again. Who is it who must come to see him on business at such an hour? Not Mr Kent, surely?’
‘No, my lady. It’s a Mr Catworth. He called this morning, and seeing as he said his business was private, which he wouldn’t disclose to Mr Kent, nor anyone, I told him it was no manner of use for him to wait, because his lordship wasn’t expected till five. And back he came, my lady, but I would have put him in the office if I’d known your ladyship was wishful to see my lord. Because my lord give his orders when he come in just now that when Sir John Somerby calls he’s to be taken to the library straight, my lady.’
‘And he may arrive at any moment, I daresay!’ Nell exclaimed. ‘George, if he should do so before this person who is now with his lordship has gone away, show him into the saloon, if you please, and desire him to wait! And – inform his lordship that I wish to see him before he goes to Sir John!’
‘Yes, my lady: never fear!’ said George, in a reassuring tone that gave her clearly to understand that he had by this time realized that there was something unusual afoot. ‘I’ll tip the – I’ll drop a word in Farley’s ear, my lady!’
She thanked him, flushing a little, and retreated again to the drawing-room, there to pass another miserable half-hour, wondering how much longer the obstructive Mr Catworth meant to linger, and why providence, so falsely called merciful, had not seen fit to remove her from the world when, at the age of five, she had contracted scarlet fever. And yet, when, looking down from the window, she saw a neat individual descending the front steps, and knew that Cardross was at last at liberty, she at once wished that she might be granted just a few more minutes in which to recruit her forces.
But if the dreaded interview were not to be postponed until the morrow there was all too little time left to her; so she went quickly downstairs before a craven panic could wholly master her.
George, his foot on the bottom stair, drew back, saying that he had been on the point of coming to tell her that his lordship was now alone, and ready to receive her. He went before her to hold open the door into the library. He would have liked to have said something encouraging to her, because she looked so young and so scared, and put him in mind of his daughter, but that, of course, was impossible. It was as plain as a pikestaff she was in trouble, poor little thing: it was to be hoped his lordship would let her down easy, but he wasn’t looking any too amiable.
He was looking very far from amiable. The instant she had crossed the threshold Nell knew that she had chosen her moment badly. He was standing beside his desk, his countenance very set, and he neither smiled nor moved forward to meet her. She had never before seen so sombre an expression in his eyes; her own eyes dilated a little in sudden alarm; she said involuntarily: ‘Oh, what is it?’
It was a moment or two before he spoke, and then he said in a very level tone: ‘I understand you particularly wish to speak to me. I am expecting a visit from Somerby, however, so unless the matter is of immediate importance it would be better, perhaps, if this interview were postponed until the morning.’
The cold formality of this speech struck her to the heart; she was only just able to say: ‘It is of – most immediate importance! I must, I must tell you at once!’
‘Very well. What is it?’
It was not encouraging, but she could not draw back. She said: ‘The necklace – the Cardross necklace! It has gone!’
She thought he stiffened, but he did not speak. Frightened and perplexed, she stammered: ‘You don’t – I think you cannot have understood me!’
‘Oh, yes! I understood you!’ he said grimly.
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‘Cardross, pray – ! You are very angry – shocked –’
‘Both! Too much to discuss it with you now! I will see you in the morning. I may be able to speak to you then with more moderation than is yet at my command!’
‘Oh, say what you wish to me, but don’t look at me so!’ she begged. ‘Indeed, indeed I didn’t lose it through any carelessness! It has been stolen, Cardross!’
‘I didn’t suppose that you had mislaid it. Are you suggesting that some thief contrived to enter the house without anyone’s being aware of it, or do you mean to accuse one of the servants?’
‘I don’t know, but I am dreadfully afraid it must have been one of the servants!’ she said worriedly. ‘They could have searched for it, but a stranger would not have known where to look, or – surely? – have thought it necessary to make it seem as though no one had been to my rooms, or stolen anything. I – I had no suspicion, you see! It might have been months before I discovered the loss, for it was hidden amongst the clothes Sutton put away in camphor.’
‘And how does it come about that you have discovered it?’ he asked. ‘That is puzzling me a trifle, you know.’
‘I didn’t – it wasn’t I who discovered it! Sutton found the case empty when she went to look over my winter clothes.’
‘I see. How very disconcerting, to be sure!’
There was a derisive note in his voice, which made her stare at him in bewilderment. ‘Disconcerting?’ she repeated. ‘Good God, it was far, far more than that, Cardross!’
‘I am sure you were excessively shocked. I collect that Sutton did not make this unwelcome discovery until today?’
She did not answer him immediately. She had known that full confession would be difficult, but not that he would make it as difficult as this. She had to overcome an impulse to acquiesce, for it now seemed beyond her power to tell the whole of her tangled tale to this stranger who watched her with such merciless eyes, and spoke to her in so biting a tone. But the inward struggle lasted only for a minute. She drew a shuddering breath, and said faintly: ‘No. I – I have known – since Tuesday. I must explain to you – try to explain to you – why I haven’t told you – until today.’
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