“That was incredible,” Rohan said.
“Thanks,” I mugged. I carried Rabbi Abram’s glass over to the sink. “I was pretty fucking glorious if I do say so myself.”
That got the requisite smile as Rohan walked over to me. “Agreed.” He shifted. “Nava.” Ah man, that was the reluctant solemn tone that signaled the start of “we need to talk.” I knew I should have officially broken things off. I’d stupidly assumed he’d do the gentlemanly thing after his talk with Lily and go away so I never had to see him again.
Bring it, Snowflake. “Yes?”
“I’m not doing this anymore.”
Join the club. “It was a good ride while it lasted.” What was this brutal disappointment coursing through me? We only love what we don’t fully possess. Maybe that was it. Not love, obviously, but we’d both possessed and been possessed. There was nothing left to want. We had an expiration date, and this was it.
“A good ride,” he repeated.
“Yeah,” I said. “Our hook-up was the ultimate in escapism. This admittedly amazing–” I decided to soften the blow to his ego because he was staring at me incredulously, “orgasmic drug I’d been using to keep myself happy in the face of my life turning upside down.”
My words hit me with the force of an epiphany. Wow. I really and truly didn’t need Rohan to help me escape my reality anymore. No matter what the future held, demons, misogynistic rabbis, I’d face it head on. Maybe it would be lonely, maybe not, but I wouldn’t be alone in the dark. I’d have me. If only all of Samson’s victims had realized the same thing about themselves. He’d never have been able to peddle his lifestyle as the only game in town, never have been able to feed off the envy and misery he inspired.
I’d told myself a million times that it was over between Rohan and myself, but I’d been saying it for all the wrong reasons. Lily’s presence in his life was irrelevant. I’d miss it, miss him in that way, but I didn’t need him to fill some void or fear. “I don’t need this anymore.”
“No, you don’t.” Rohan’s lips curved up in a small smile. “But this isn’t about need.”
“Then what is it about?”
He braced his hands on the cabinets behind me, one on either side of my head, trapping me.
I flattened myself against the bamboo wood. No. He couldn’t. He wouldn’t.
He did.
Rohan kissed me. My body stiffened with the first touch of his lips. Alarm bells clanged in my head.
He knew the rules.
And I knew what I did when people broke the rules: run away very fast. But I couldn’t move. Not because he was forcing me, though I’d have been very happy to blame my inaction on some kind of paralytic in his lips. No, I could have easily broken off the kiss, but I was powerless to do so.
Rohan didn’t touch any other part of me, making me focus on the sensation of his mouth on mine. He kissed me leisurely, like we had all the time in the world and not like the merest brush of his lips had lit me up like a pinball machine on full tilt.
The kiss was uncomplicated and all the more shocking because of it.
I tentatively relaxed, kissing him back. His hand cupping the back of my neck, Rohan kissed me like I was precious. I was a dry river bed flooded by a giddy rush. The sensation tore mercilessly through me, ripping through all my defenses leaving them broken dams.
I leaned into him, gripping his shoulders.
Rohan groaned, his hand on my hip, jerking me to him. He boldly thrust his tongue into my mouth, demanding complete control, tasting of candied fennel seeds and raw need.
The kiss turned reckless, as seductively dark as it was exhilaratingly bright. It slowed and lingered before once more turning feverish. A river of whirling eddies and slow, lazy drifts.
Rohan kissed me harder and rougher, absolutely presumptuous, his hands fisting in my hair. I pressed my palms against the small of his back, drawing him even closer. I wanted no delineation between where he stopped and I started.
I was delirious, lost in a live-wire crackle. My blood was rocket fuel, my heart lifting off under this hot breathlessness. Nothing had ever prepared me for this kiss. It demanded everything. Gave everything.
Rohan planted a lingering kiss beneath my jaw before pulling away. I reached out blindly for him, my fingers closing on air. Opening my eyes, I found him watching me. He didn’t give me a smug smile like I expected. In fact, he looked troubled, like maybe he’d gotten more than he expected and wished he could take it back.
I placed my fingers against my swollen lips, my heart hammering in my ears.
Any qualms of his vanished between one blink and the next, as with the arch of an eyebrow, Rohan tucked a lock of hair behind my ear, his arrogance back in full form. “Any questions?”
End of Book 2
The Unlikeable Demon Hunter: Need
Chapter 1
“I could do with a boy or a burrito.” I rubbed my belly, the silky material of the long-sleeved tunic that I wore as a mini dress sliding under my fingers. Were TV shows and book covers to be believed, I’d stake out my prey with a sleek fall of hair, clad in head-to-toe leather. Too bad my curls were allergic to flat irons and tight leather pants gave me yeast infections. Learned that the hard way.
“In that order?” My twin brother Ari was a disembodied voice in the shadows.
I side-stepped the run-off dripping from the broken rain spout onto the alley’s cobblestones, thinking fondly of my double-breasted, classic trench coat back inside the bar. “Depends on how good the burrito is.”
The bar’s dented back door crashed open, releasing a spill of music, a sharp blast of chatter, and two demons glamoured up to look human.
I jerked my chin at them. “Took you long enough.”
The taller of the two, Zale, swaggered toward me in his white shitcatcher pants, his white vest stretched tight across his wiry torso, and his fedora perched rakishly atop his bald black head. He cocked his finger and thumb at me like a gun. “All right, all right, all right.”
Fucking Matthew McConaughey wannabe. The original was more than enough.
Skirting the edge of the dim pool of light cast by the sole bulb over the door, I sashayed forward on my three-inch heels, a whisper of a breeze rippling my hem. “You promised me witches.” I trailed a finger down his chest. “Gonna deliver?”
His friend Dmitri barked a laugh.
Zale shot him an amused smile. “You want the goods? Pony up.” He reached for his elastic waistband.
I reached for my magic.
Look at that. I was faster. Electricity snaked out of my fingertips in a forked bolt.
“My implication that I was willing to blow you for their whereabouts?” I smiled sweetly and cracked open the concrete beside his shell-toe shoes. “Total fabrication.”
Zale blurred out of sight. I wasn’t concerned because this raku demon only had short range flash stepping ability and a dark shadow had disengaged itself from the gloom to give chase. Ari, my fellow demon hunter.
My brother’s smirk, sharp as a razor’s edge as he tracked the demon, made it all too clear how hunting suited him.
“What are you?” Dmitri’s perplexed and vacant blink at me fit right in with his dishwater blond man bun and tapered floral pants, but was still insulting.
“I’m Rasha.”
He laughed. “You can’t be a hunter, you’re a girl.”
I grabbed my boobs with a shocked gasp. “That’s what this means?” Damn, I had a good rack. “I can’t sing either, but that doesn’t stop me practicing for The Voice auditions. So, yup. Girl and Rasha.”
He made a sound of disgust.
I didn’t need that kind of disrespect today, so I flicked a bolt of electricity into his crotch.
The felan demon dropped to his knees, his wheezed exhale a pretty good dying bagpipe impression.
“You were saying?” I asked.
Five tentacles sprang from his chest like Shiva’s arms, the one closest to me striking the ground with a
sticky slurp. The air fogged with the stench of patchouli and fungus.
I swiped at my watering eyes. “You’re missing a tentacle.”
“I’m perfect the way I am.” His snarled–and issue-laden–response made the hair on the back of my neck stand up, but the real kicker was his front tentacle lashing across my forearm.
Take the precision of a bee sting and magnify it by the mass destructive power of a nuclear bomb. That was close to the searing fire that his paralytic touch shot along every nerve ending in my body. I wheezed a gasp, my arm dropping to my side.
The felan snickered.
“Shut it, asswipe. At least I’m not wearing floral pants.” I tried to move my arm, receiving a wet noodle dangle for my efforts.
He fingered his fabric. “I’m wearing these pants ironically.”
“Not paired with that hair abomination you’re not. Might as well wear a button that says, ‘I’m a demon, ask me how!’” My arm felt like my mouth after a dental procedure–numb, swollen, and clunky. Had my elbow been able to drool, I’m sure it would have.
A sliver of moonlight guided me as I fired my magic at Dmitri, but the paralytic was already taking root, thick and sticky as molasses. My stream of blue and silver current stuttered out of me, the demon dodging it with ease.
Dmitri swaggered in closer, locked a tentacle around my ankle, and pulled. I crashed down on my ass, my legs wobbling like the finest Jell-O. “Cute panties,” he said.
I’d have killed him just for the use of that horrid word but my heart hammering at an unsustainable speed was all I was capable of. He pinned me down and wrapped a tentacle around each appendage like I was Gulliver imprisoned by the Lilliputians.
I stiffened out like a surfboard. My breath punched out of me in a scream, my pain spiking like I was coated in bubbling lava. I was half-convinced my flesh was melting from my bones. Gritting my teeth, I forced my magic out. Animated lightning bolts danced over my now-blue skin and a wave of current burst from my entire body to wrap around the demon like barbed wire.
It knocked the felan back a whopping half-step, but at least it broke his hold. I still couldn’t move, but I could take a deep breath.
“Witches. How do I find them?” I tightened my magic net on him, taking perverse satisfaction in his eyes bugging out of his head.
“Urban. Myth.” He flailed his tentacles, caught tight in my web. “There are no witches, you moron.”
My vision kaleidoscoped into black blobs, the paralytic sinking its hooks into every inch of me. Lungs burning, nervous system in a Code Red panic, I had to finish him off, except I was now seeing multiples of the lemon-colored tentacle tip indicative of his weak spot. His Achilles heel and the place I needed to direct my magic in order to kill him.
I dug down into my last molecule of energy and nuked Dmitri with so much magic that he charred like a well-done steak. The air reeked of fetid BBQ, but I’d hit his sweet spot and dispatched him into oblivion with a puff of lemon-colored-yet-hippy-scented-dust. At least I didn’t have to clean up after myself. Lack of a corpse, the sole public service that demons provided.
Fumbling for the edge of my Spanx with spasming fingers, I pulled out the modified EpiPen tucked against my hip and blue-to-the-sky’d it in my thigh. Thanks to the fast-acting antidote, the pain in my body subsided from “rip my skin off” to “whimper madly.” Much better. I twitched my fingers, happy to note they still moved, then flopped over, hands braced on the cobblestones. Luckily, the stones were dry. Landing in an unidentifiable puddle would have been an indignity too far.
The bulb over the back door cracked and sizzled out. I turned my head away from flying shards and sat up.
Zale blurred into the alley, eyes wide. Shadows pressed in as if they had weight and heft, tinged with an ashy smell. The raku backed away but he was cornered on all sides by darkness.
There was a languid elegance to my brother’s magic.
Zale spewed some super homophobic insults involving Ari’s interactions with his fellow hunters in a way I was almost positive was impossible.
The shadows expanded, like they were taking a deep breath, before wrapping themselves around each of Zale’s arms and his upper torso. They jerked the demon back against the brick wall, the crack of his skull momentarily shutting him up.
I yanked out the doctored-up EpiPen still sticking out of my leg. It contained a felan antidote provided by the Brotherhood of David, the testosterone-laden secret society of demon hunters that I had become the first female member of. The antidote had dealt with the worst of the poison–the fatality part–leaving me merely battered and bruised. A run-of-the-mill Wednesday.
Zale struggled as Ari strolled closer, a pale blue silhouette. The raku’s tendons popped along his skin as he strained against his bonds. “Fucking psycho.”
Ari stilled. Flexed his fingers. The shadows holding Zale gave a sharp jerk, snapping both his arms out of their sockets. The demon’s roar cut off in a cough as a shadow slithered up his chest, wound around his neck, and strangled him.
“Ari.” I scrambled to my feet.
My brother’s eyes glittered dangerously. He edged his face close in to Zale’s and Zale flinched.
“Boo,” Ari said with a hard smile and fired a shadow like a punch into Zale’s abs. His sweet spot. The raku gasped and disappeared, dead.
With a flick of his hand, Ari caught Zale’s fedora before it hit the ground and flipped it onto his head.
Ugh. I winged my used EpiPen at him, where it hit his shoulder and then clattered to the ground. “Seriously?”
Ari cocked his head at the bar’s back door. “Ready to go in?”
Not hardly after his baby Drio torture impersonation.
Picking up the EpiPen, I exchanged it for a nubby joint from the tiny purse slung across my body, slid a bobby pin from my hair, and fastened it on as a holder before lighting up.
I exhaled a long column of smoke into the warm May night, my skin returned to its normal Snow White complexion.
“We’ll find the witches another way,” Ari said.
“I know.” But I was running low on ideas. Over the past month, we’d sussed out campus wicca groups and employees of the new age bookstore Acacia Books. When neither of those avenues had panned out, we’d done what Rasha do best, worked our way up, okay, killed our way up, one demon at a time until we’d found this duo. I’d been certain Zale and Dmitri were our ticket to sniffing out actual witches instead of women who celebrated the goddess via pricey bamboo clothing and new age bush beating.
Insert sad trombone sound.
Ari made a “hand it over” motion and surprised, I did. All of my life, my handsome, serious twin had been the good to my not-so-much. Our parental unit’s “golden boy” to my “big disappointment.” Blond to my dark, the only thing we shared were our blue-gray eyes and absolute bond.
When I’d managed to get Ari inducted in his rightful place as Rasha, I’d bet that his power, reflecting an aspect of the user’s personality, would manifest as some type of earth magic. Steady. Stable. Grounding.
I’d lost fifty bucks.
Ari lit up, practically deep throating the joint.
“Your technique needs work.” Our friend and fellow Rasha, Kane Hashimoto, had joined us from inside the bar, hands jammed in the pockets of his dark jeans, his shock of black spiky hair even more explosive than usual.
Ari raised his eyebrows and sucked deep enough to hollow out his cheeks before passing the joint to me.
“Ew. I almost don’t want it after that.”
My brother offered it to Kane who shook his head.
“Uh, excuse me,” I said, snagging the joint. “I said almost.” I took a drag, letting the burn spear my lungs.
A group of friends passed by our alley with a clatter of heels on concrete and shrill drunken laughter. Once, before all the demon-hunting, I’d been that carefree. That oblivious. I held on to the sound of their laughter, wistfully wrapping it around me before letting it flutter f
ree.
“How did the fact-finding mission go?” Kane asked. He’d agreed with my assessment that Ari and I could dispatch the felan and raku just fine.
“Dead end.” I contemplated the hissing, glowing joint tip, the sweet smoke curling around us a definite upgrade from the rotting garbage emanating out of the nearby dumpster.
Ari clapped my shoulder in sympathy. He’d help me keep looking for the witches to make contact with the woman I’d hoped might become a mentor. I wanted a friend and a guide who both possessed magic and was female, the Brotherhood being sorely lacking in that department.
That was the reason I’d given Ari and Kane for my search anyway.
My brother patted his head. “I got a hat.”
Kane grimaced. “Demon cooties.”
“The demon was bald,” Ari said.
The explanation didn’t win Kane over. He grabbed the fedora and pitched it into the dumpster. “You’re welcome.”
Ari shook his head, his lips a flat line.
“At least you got to add another kill to your scoreboard, brother dear, making you still in second place to moi,” I said.
“Only in your cheating reality.” He snagged the joint.
Kane laughed. Japanese-Canadian with chiseled cheekbones and a tight body, he had two modes of dressing: barely and horribly. Tonight was door number two, featuring a Technicolor Eurotrash-striped nightmare. He rolled up his sleeves, carelessly folding up the cuffs.
“Look at you, big boy,” I said, “you’re still wearing a shirt.”
“The night is young, babyslay.” He peered at me. “You look like shit.”
I flicked the lighter a few times. “And here I was going for utter shit.”
Ari took one more hit then held out the joint to me. I waved his offer off. If I was considering the rainbow bruising on my arms a pretty accessory, I’d had enough.
Shouting broke out from a crack deal going down at the end of the alley. Since it involved all human players and the buyer took off, I didn’t mix in, though the pricey cover I’d paid earlier tonight that could have gone towards getting the addict some food didn’t sit well. In this neck of Vancouver, lush gentrification butted against low-income neighborhoods and the uneasy mix was sickening to anyone with a conscience. Or me.
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