CONTENTS
Copyright
Dedication
Chapter One - Indian Removal Act
Chapter Two - Choctaw Trail of Tears
Chapter Three - Trouble for the Upper Creeks
Chapter Four - Worcester v. Georgia
Chapter Five - Seminole War
Chapter Six - Creek War of 1836
Chapter Seven - Cherokee Removal
Chapter Eight - Internment Camps
Chapter Nine - Trail of Tears
Chapter Ten - Crossing the River
Epilogue
Author Bio
Acknowledgements
Other Works
Also from Sara R. Turnquist
Trail of Fears
by Sara R. Turnquist
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TRAIL OF FEARS
Copyright (C) 2018
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To all whose journey has been difficult.
CHAPTER ONE
Indian Removal Act
THOMAS GREYSON SPLASHED water on his face. Had he only been here two weeks? Certainly, they had been the most trying of his life. Adjusting to this new place and new way of living had proved difficult.
He remained crouched over the bowl, the water beading on his forehead. Taking in slow, deep breaths, he watched the droplets fall into the small pool. Rippling in response, the liquid hypnotized him.
After several moments, he grabbed for the towel and swiped it across his face. If only he could wipe away the stress and frustration as easily as he did those lingering drops of moisture.
“Come, Greyson. No time for pretty-pretty face.”
Thomas jumped; his gaze searched out the source of the intrusion. Glancing toward the now open door of his small cabin, he saw his new friend. Atohi’s long dark hair framed his rigid features. The man had no sense of privacy. Perhaps it was not so important in this culture. Nevertheless, Thomas doubted he would have made it this far without his guide.
Atohi let the door shut, disappearing as the wooden barrier slammed into place. Would he not wait for an answer?
Thomas released his grip on the towel and moved to follow.
Stepping out of the cabin and into the bright sun proved brutal. Thomas raised a hand to cover his eyes.
Where was Atohi?
The solid figure of his retreating friend was already several paces away. It would be best not to linger, not even to let his eyes adjust.
“Wait.” He reached back to secure the door.
Atohi turned. “I go, you go. No wait.”
So, the man also had no sense of patience.
Jogging, Thomas closed the distance. It would do no good to arrive so far behind his guide. No, that would not bode well.
Thomas picked at the corner of his vest. When a thread came loose, he caught his nervous habit and forced his hands to his side.
But why shouldn’t he be nervous? This meeting could change everything—how the people received him, whether he would be allowed to continue teaching the children, and if he could proselytize. That was of utmost importance.
“What should I expect?” Thomas matched his step to Atohi’s.
“Expect men. Men in a circle.” Atohi spoke simply, as if to a child. He did not pause his step or his speech.
Thomas stifled a laugh despite the tension building within. “I meant, what will they think of me?”
“I not know what they think. Maybe they think good. Maybe not. I not know.”
As if the tribal council wasn’t intimidating enough! This would be the first time they had convened since Thomas had come to live among the Cherokee.
“What I mean to say is, how should I conduct myself?” Thomas rubbed the back of his neck. It did not soothe the hairs standing on end.
Atohi grunted. “Should not ask so many silly questions.”
Thomas halted. Silly questions? Is that what Atohi thinks?
Atohi continued walking, neither pausing nor looking back.
Thomas shook his head and raced to catch his guide once again.
The remainder of their walk was silent. What was he to say? And though he might describe it as uncomfortable, Atohi seemed rather at home in the stillness.
Tendrils of smoke curled and reached for the clouds just above the tree line. As well, the smell of burnt wood and ash reached Thomas’s nostrils. Were they close? The faint sound of drums beating caused his heart to thump louder.
Swallowing hard against a suddenly dry mouth, he worked to make his breaths even. Was he so put off? So worried? He took a moment to turn his heart and mind heavenward.
Lord, You are in control. May Your will be done.
As he refocused on his surroundings, the trees opened to a clearing. There, among the teeming of natural life, sat the distinguished men of the tribe.
Ten men in their prime sat in a semi-circle around a small fire, conversing in a language he’d yet to master. Did they talk about the state of affairs of the tribe? Perhaps they discussed particular members of the tribe—how they fared this season. Maybe they shared who would need assistance and who prospered.
Atohi did not stop until he was an arm’s length outside the circle.
Were they to stand so close? Would they not be intruding on the private matters of the council?
Unmoved by Thomas’s reluctance, Atohi stood his ground, watching, waiting.
Thomas fought the urge to drop to his knees in supplication but remained upright and stepped to Atohi’s side. He would have to trust his guide.
At this distance, he could make out the lines of the stern faces, illuminated by the flames. His breath caught, and his pulse quickened. These were a proud people. He stood as straight as possible, chin up, mimicking a confidence he didn't feel.
The tribe’s councilmen continued their discussion as if nothing had happened. No one acknowledged or seemed to realize that Thomas and Atohi stood just beyond their intimate gathering.
Time passed, but some moments later, a quiet came over the circle. A break in their discourse?
Should he introduce himself? Was that what they waited for? That was why he came.
He stepped forward.
Atohi’s hand shot out.
When Thomas’s eyes caught Atohi’s, there was no mistaking the rebuke, though his eyes never moved from the council members’ circle.
Why was Thomas to wait?
Atohi still would not look in his direction.
Thomas let out a long breath. This would be one more thing he needed to accustom himself to. He wanted to show respect and meet their expectations. So, he remained silent while the council picked up their interchange once more.
Time passed as he stood quietly, waiting to be addressed. Sweat beaded on his forehead from the strain of standing still. How long would this continue?
Ow!
Atohi jabbed his arm.
Jerking his head toward his guide, Thomas wiped at his forehead and rubbed his injured arm.
Atohi tilted his head at the group of men.
Thomas shifted his gaze in that direction.
Ten sets of eyes were upon him.
His heart skipped a beat.
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bsp; Gathering his wits and sending up another quick prayer for wisdom, he forced his feet to carry him into the open space created by the semi-circle.
“Great men, I bring greetings from the American Board of Commissioners for Foreign Missions.” His voice broke. He clasped his hands behind his back as they, too, were shaking.
Atohi, still standing just beyond the circle, translated.
Thomas continued, “I am honored you have decided to allow me to live among your people. It is my hope that my presence will be to our mutual benefit and will lead to a greater understanding between our peoples.”
The men of the council exploded with speech, shooting words and phrases back and forth, some even thrown in Thomas’s direction. Arms and hands flung toward him.
Thomas fought the urge to shrink back. He furrowed his brows and bit at his lip. What are they saying? Why are they so enraged?
Finally, the older man at the top of the semi-circle spoke. His voice was strong and sure, a deep baritone that demanded attention. Was he the chief of this tribe?
All discussion halted. Had he called for silence? Some of the men hung their heads.
The chief spoke again.
Atohi, translating for Thomas, seemed to be the only man who dared open his mouth.
“We have come to understand that there are many opinions on this matter. But we agreed to welcome this man into our village. He is under our protection and will enjoy our good will. This is what I say.”
Some of the men nodded, their faces drawn and serious. Others turned away.
The chief’s eyes leveled on Thomas. And the words that he spoke, though indistinguishable to Thomas, were deciphered by Atohi. “Welcome to our home, missionary. We ask that you respect our customs and beliefs and keep your heart open to hear what we say. I hope you may see there is much to learn, not only to teach.”
Thomas held the man’s gaze, pushing his earlier trepidations to the side. He squared his shoulders and firmed his posture.
The chief's dark eyes shone with life. Thomas saw in the lines on the chief's face the story of a man who had lived many years for his people, who concerned himself with the needs of his people. How many tough decisions had this man made in his lifetime?
Thomas respected what he saw. Bowing his head, he measured his words. “I am eager to learn.”
Though he kept his eyes on the chief, he saw in his periphery the untrusting gazes of some of the men. They peered with menacing glares.
He ignored them. With determination.
Today, he would focus on the aces in the group that gave him hope. Those whose eyes were bright with expectation.
And trust that God was at work.
****
Adsila carried a bucket of fresh water into the house. It was a delicate balance, trying not to slosh too much onto the floor. But she was rather skilled at this chore. If only the handle wouldn’t dig into her hand so. She made her way to the stove and relinquished her burden. Rubbing her hands together, she attempted to ease the soreness in her palm.
“Thank you,” Mother said, moving her hands over the heated surface, busying herself with preparations for the evening meal.
Looking about the room, Adsila noted Father's empty chair. Why had he not returned? What could have kept him? She fought to ease the tightness forming in her chest. There was nothing to worry about. He would be home soon.
Brushing hair from her face, she took a deep breath. The council meeting must have ended by now. Perhaps he was on his way this very moment.
What manner of strange mood would he be in? These meetings always put him off balance. Did they remind him of things past? Times forgotten? It was no secret, even to her, that he mourned the things that would never be for his children.
Glancing at Tsiyi studying at the dinner table, her heart weighed heavy. Her younger brother would never know what it was to live in a tent as their people had for centuries. In truth, her own memory of that time had faded. Many moons had passed since they built this house of wood.
Running a hand down her skirt, she remembered the feel of deerskin against her flesh. Not anymore. Now she wore a gingham dress. The adjustment to the cotton clothing had not been easy. It was course on her skin and gathered tightly to her figure in places. She tugged at the waistband. How old had she been when her people stopped wearing animal pelts? Trading their ways for more 'civilized' clothing. Too young. Still, she could remember…
The door creaked.
Her gaze turned.
Father’s tall form appeared in the doorway, and she moved to greet him.
“Good day, Father.” She nodded as he entered.
He smiled and reached forward, placing a hand on her shoulder. “Good day, my daughter.”
His skin, tanned and worn by days spent in the sun, appeared to have deeper lines than usual. His hand lay heavy this evening. As heavy as the burden he carried for his people?
Blinking at her, he squeezed her shoulder before letting his arm fall.
He continued into the house, pausing by Tsiyi. Placing the same hand on her brother's head, he rubbed at the dark hair. Moving farther into the house, he stepped to Mother.
Adsila averted her gaze. The happenings between her mother and father were theirs alone. She stepped to the cupboard, and as she pulled out the cool sturdy tin dishes, she heard the whisperings of her parents. Was that a giggle she heard from Mother?
As she set the bowls on the wooden table, Father came and eased into his chair.
She placed a dish in front of him. “How was the council meeting?”
A clank sounded from the kitchen.
Adsila turned.
Mother's stirring spoon had hit the side of the pot. Had she dropped it?
Adsila frowned. Her boldness never settled well with Mother.
Father leaned back and met her gaze. Unlike Mother, he never seemed disturbed by Adsila’s questions. “There was much to discuss. It has been too long since we met.”
Adsila nodded.
Worries over the council members' farms and livelihood took increasingly more of their time. They hadn't the opportunity to meet as often. Gone were the days of hunting for short spurts, leaving ample daylight for matters of tribe and home. The strains of farm life were difficult. All the more so for men who had enjoyed a much different life. But that was before.
Mother brought the large pot of stew to the table. Touching Tsiyi’s shoulder, she directed him to put away his schoolwork.
Adsila slipped into her seat. Her thoughts were awhirl with questions, but they would have to wait. Such conversation would not be allowed in Tsiyi’s presence.
After Mother sat, the meal could begin.
They ate in silence. Did Mother and Tsiyi also feel the weight of the meeting upon Father? Who would break the stillness? Disturb the moment?
“What have you learned in school?” Father took a bite and leaned forward, eyeing Tsiyi.
“We learned about water today.” Tsiyi shrugged. Had he no thought in his head?
“Water? What do you need to know about water that you do not already?” Father’s eyes darkened, and his brows came together.
Adsila held her spoon to her mouth, glancing from Father to Tsiyi.
Tsiyi didn’t seem to notice the change in Father’s temperament. He slurped his soup and continued. “It has three states: water the liquid, like we drink, water the solid, like when the pond freezes in the winter, and water as steam, like when Mother boils a pot on the stove.” Was he so mindless? Did he not understand Father’s concern?
She rolled her eyes.
“Hmmm.” Father turned his attention to his food. Clearly, he did not see the point in spending time on such nonsense.
She took another bite, but the intensity of Father’s eyes turned her stomach. Turning the vegetables in her stew with her spoon, she waited.
“Mr. Greyson said it was like God.” Tsiyi’s eyes widened as he chewed from one side of his mouth.
Her back straightened as
she tried to catch Tsiyi’s eyes. That would get a rise out of Father for certain. How could she warn her brother?
“Like the Great Spirit?” Father refused to use the Christian name 'God.' “How?”
Try as she might, Tsiyi would not look in her direction. It was hopeless.
“He said God exists in three forms: God the Father, God the Son, Jesus, and God the Holy Spirit.” Tsiyi’s eyes lit up.
“Hmmm.” Father was quiet for a moment. Then he spoke, “But the Great Spirit is one.”
“He said that, too. Mr. Greyson told us that God is three, but He is still just one God. Just like all forms of water are still water.” Tsiyi continued to shove food into his mouth as if not bothered by Father's reaction.
Father remained silent. Did he not have a response to this? After a few moments, his tone deepened. “What do we know of the Great Spirit?” His face was a blank canvas.
“The Great Spirit created all things and presides over all things,” Tsiyi recited, chin high.
“Yes. Unetlanvhi is all places, at all times, and knows all things. And lives above to watch over. There is none greater.” Father's mouth was set, drawn in place.
“But, Father…” Tsiyi leaned over his plate. “What if—”
“There is none greater.” Father’s firm voice filled the small cabin.
Tsiyi’s shoulder’s drooped. “Yes, Father.”
Adsila scooted her bowl forward, long since finished. Something wasn't right. What happened at that meeting? She looked at Mother.
The older woman’s gaze met hers, eyes serious. She knew it, too.
“I think,” Mother said, standing and reaching for the empty dishes, “It is time you two got fresh air.”
Tsiyi’s mouth spread across his face. “May I run to Mohe’s house and ask if he can come to the creek?”
Mother nodded.
Tsiyi was out the door before Adsila could stand.
She stepped in that direction as well, but as she reached for the latch, she halted.
Turning back to her parents, she took a deep breath and gathered her wits. “Mother, Father, I want to stay.”
Both sets of eyes were on her.
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