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by Julie Garwood


  The worst was yet to come, however. Brenna’s evening wasn’t at all delightful; it was god-awful. She tried to engage Raen in conversation, but he was in a sullen, defiant mood. Being charming must have been a strain on him, because he discarded all attempts at being the least bit polite.

  He acted like a lecher again. He never took his gaze off her—or rather, her mouth—throughout the endless meal, and from the smirk on his face and the look in his eyes, she knew he was fully aware of how uncomfortable he was making her.

  Euphemia chose to be oblivious to what was going on. Brenna doubted she would have done anything about it even if asked to. Her devotion to her son blinded her to his faults. She considered Raen to be perfect, which was more than evident from the way she constantly bowed to his wishes.

  Up until that night, Euphemia found fault with just about everyone and everything else, though, except the meals. Brenna thought her mother-in-law was enjoying her food; she ate everything on her trencher just as she had at her previous meals, but after the table was cleared and the servants left the hall, Euphemia announced her dissatisfaction.

  “Brenna, I realize you’ve been unprepared for company for the last several days and have obviously been in too much of a rush to go over supper arrangements thoroughly with your cook, and for that reason I have held my tongue. I cannot keep silent any longer, however, and must insist you replace the incompetent woman in your kitchen with someone more skilled. Tonight was the worst disaster yet. I swear I ate more fat than fowl, and the tarts were so bitter and stringy I could barely get them down. Has Connor had to put up with this poor excuse for food long?”

  “Mother, Brenna hasn’t lived here long enough to know if he has or not,” Raen snapped.

  Euphemia continued to frown at Brenna. “You look flushed, dear. Have you put in a long day?”

  “Yes, madam.”

  “Why don’t you go upstairs to bed? Raen will be happy to keep me company.”

  She couldn’t excuse herself fast enough. Unfortunately, Raen followed her to the entrance steps. He grabbed hold of her arm, told her he was escorting her, and pressed against her side. She was all but hanging over the railing in her attempt to put some distance between them.

  “There isn’t any need to go upstairs with me, Raen. I’m sure you have more important things to do.”

  “You’ve already taken one serious fall, and these steps are dangerously steep,” he argued as he pulled her along.

  “How did you hear about my fall?”

  “I asked one of the servants how you injured your forehead, and she told me you fell down the stairs. I would be remiss in my duty to my brother if I didn’t make certain you were kept safe while he was away.”

  “I fell down because I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going. I am paying attention now.”

  He let go of her arm, giving her only a few seconds to feel relieved before he slipped his arm around her waist.

  “Please let go of me,” she asked.

  He ignored her. “Are you eager to see Connor again? I know you must miss him, especially at night when you’re in bed and you’re wanting to feel him between your thighs.”

  “Do not dare talk to me in such a way,” she ordered. She was so furious, she could barely control herself and increased her struggles to get away from him.

  He shifted his grip, moving upward until his fisted hand rested just below her right breast, making it impossible for her to struggle now because, every time she moved, his knuckles rubbed against her.

  He never once looked down at her or showed any reaction at all to the pain she knew she was inflicting in his arm with her nails digging into his flesh.

  “I could take care of you while he’s away,” he whispered. “I know how to make the ache go away. Leave your door unlatched tonight, Brenna.”

  Stunned by the filth he spewed, she could barely keep her wits about her. “If you don’t let go of me, I swear I’ll scream.”

  “Why in heaven’s name would you want to scream?” he asked in mock astonishment, while his fingers slowly uncoiled and spread upward to squeeze her breast.

  Anger gave her the strength of five men. She drove her elbow into his side and blessedly got just the reaction she wanted. He grunted in obvious pain and let go of her. She moved back against the door of her bedroom and reached for her dagger. She felt a second’s panic when she touched her side and realized the knife wasn’t in the pouch looped to her belt, but Raen wasn’t looking at her now or trying to grab her again.

  He opened the door for her, bid her good night, and strolled away. He was whistling as he went down the stairs.

  Shaking with rage and terror, she ran inside, bolted the door closed behind her, and broke into sobs.

  What in God’s name was she going to do?

  The possibility that he might try to touch her again terrified her. She slept on Connor’s side of the bed that night and didn’t go downstairs until later than customary the following morning. She was, however, much calmer, because she realized that Raen wouldn’t dare do anything inappropriate in front of witnesses and as long as she was never alone with him, she would be safe until Connor came home.

  The minute she saw her husband, she was going to tell him exactly what had happened, but until he returned and sent Raen away, it was her duty to look out for herself.

  Connor should be the first to know. Raen was his stepbrother, and it wouldn’t be right to tell anyone else, unless it became absolutely necessary. She wasn’t about to suffer so much as an obscene look from the vile man however. If he came near her, she would banish him from the keep immediately, providing she had the power to do so, and if Quinlan told her she didn’t have the authority, she would either tell him what had happened or pack her satchel and move in with the Kincaids. Alec had told her he would never deny her anything.

  She walked around in a rage most of the afternoon, and at supper that evening, she ignored Raen and urged Euphemia to tell her all about herself. Connor’s stepmother seemed to enjoy being the center of attention and spent over an hour complimenting herself. Brenna pretended to hang on every word. She wasn’t about to leave the hall unless her stepmother was with her, which soon became apparent to Raen, because he finally went outside to stretch his legs.

  He dared to ask Brenna if she would like to accompany him, in a mocking tone and with a sneer that told her he knew what her game was and found it amusing.

  “No, thank you,” she answered without bothering to look at him. “I would rather listen to your mother. Lady Euphemia, you’ve had such an interesting life.”

  “I’ve had a tragic life,” Euphemia corrected.

  With Brenna’s encouragement, she then proceeded to tell her all about the pain she had endured over the loss of her dear parents. No one had ever suffered the way Euphemia had, and no one had ever had so many crushing disappointments.

  Euphemia didn’t stop talking about herself for another hour or so. Brenna stayed by her side, pretending to be fascinated, and when, at last, she announced she was going up to bed, Brenna took hold of her arm and walked by her side.

  “I meant to talk to you about the evening meals, madam.”

  “I meant to have a word with you too. Once again, I was disappointed, Brenna. Didn’t you follow my instructions and get rid of the cook?”

  “Yes, of course I did,” Brenna lied. “I’ve come up with a plan I hope you’ll approve. You are far more knowledgeable than I, and I could use your counsel.”

  “Don’t berate yourself. You don’t know any better.”

  Brenna didn’t argue, but she didn’t agree either. “I have asked five women to take turns preparing your evening meals, and I will let you decide at the end of the week who is the best skilled to suit your needs.”

  Euphemia shrugged with indifference. “Leave it to me.”

  “Thank you, madam.”

  Managing to get to her bedroom without offending the woman, Brenna leaned against the door and let out a loud sigh.


  Netta stood at the hearth, warming herself in front of the fire. “Did Lady Euphemia go along with your plan to try five different cooks?”

  Brenna smiled. “Yes, she did. Be sure to remind Ada she mustn’t let Euphemia see her until the end of the week.”

  “She knows, mi’lady, and she’s most appreciative of your efforts. She’s worried though that Lady Euphemia will know she prepared all the meals through the week. Are you sure you wouldn’t rather have someone else . . .”

  “I’m certain,” Brenna replied. “Ada’s a fine cook. Our laird’s stepmother likes to be difficult. I’ve decided we aren’t being disloyal to our laird with our trickery,” she added. “We’re simply trying to make his relatives happy, that’s all.”

  “None of us feel tricking Lady Euphemia is disloyal. Do you have any idea how long she and her son plan to stay?”

  “No, but I assure you, that will be the first question I ask my husband.”

  “Is there something else bothering you? I noticed you barely touched your food tonight, and when you came inside the room a moment ago, your face was terribly pale.”

  Brenna wasn’t about to tell her about Raen, believing it was up to her, not a servant, to solve this problem. To condemn the laird’s stepbrother would have severe ramifications, she imagined; God only knew, she would have been sickened if one of her own brothers’ wives cried out against another brother. As Connor’s wife, it was her dreaded duty to tell him, no one else.

  “I wasn’t very hungry tonight,” she said in answer to Netta’s question.

  The servant left a few minutes later. After bolting the door, Brenna sat down on the bed and worked on her sewing. Ada had given her a bright saffron-colored cloth to put on the table, and Brenna was trying to embroider the colors of Connor’s plaid into a square in the center of the material. Because she wanted it to be perfect, she labored well into the night, making certain each one of the stitches was straight, and if she kept to her schedule, she would be finished in just a few more days.

  She didn’t plan to put it on the table until she had sewn into squares the plaids she’d cut and stuffed with sheep’s wool, which meant she would have to sew at least one hour every morning, but if the weather proved accommodating, she meant to sit outside with the other women and get to know them at the same time.

  She wasn’t going to sit about all day long though, especially when the sun was out, and so she decided to allow one hour each afternoon to go riding. Learning how to ride bareback intrigued her, and as Connor’s wife, shouldn’t she know how?

  Besides, how difficult could it be?

  Chapter 12

  She almost killed herself—several times as a matter of fact—and all in the first afternoon she tried to ride bareback.

  Davis swore to Quinlan that he never would have allowed his mistress to even look at their laird’s stallion if he had known what she intended to do. She hadn’t understood why her husband would leave the horse behind, and Davis was happy to explain that the stallion needed to rest and feed because he’d been ridden so hard. She suggested the beast needed a little pampering as well, and Davis hadn’t disagreed with her.

  When she asked him if she could take the stallion out for a little stroll, he made her give him every assurance she meant only to walk the black up the hill and back so he could get a little exercise and attention. The stallion had obviously taken to her. Why, the way he let her lead him to the stables on the very first day of her arrival proved he had accepted her, and hadn’t her skill handling the horse been apparent to just about everyone?

  Watching the docile way the animal pranced up the hill at her side had assured Davis he had made the right decision. His suspicions surely would have been aroused if Lady Brenna had asked him for a saddle, but she hadn’t asked, now had she?

  “I’m not saying our mistress out and out lied to me, Quinlan. That ain’t what I’m saying, or even suspecting. I’m thinking she must have changed her mind once she walked over the crest. The notion must have struck her then, and she couldn’t resist giving it a try. Don’t you worry though. I won’t be so easily swayed again, but I’m not even thinking she might try to lie to me. I’m just saying she might get another one of her notions again. That’s all.”

  Quinlan accepted Davis’s explanation. Like the stablemaster, he wasn’t concerned his mistress would ever take such a chance again, because he thought she’d finally come to her senses after the scare she had flying through the air like an eagle suddenly deprived of its wings.

  And so, the very next day, while he was checking on the progress of the soldiers working on the wall, she took the stallion out for a nice stroll once again. Because she was walking with such a stiff gait, Davis didn’t suffer a moment’s worry.

  But then, he hadn’t realized his mistress was completely daft. At least that was the excuse he whispered to Quinlan, begging his forgiveness all the while because he knew he shouldn’t criticize his laird’s dear wife.

  “She tricked me, she did,” Davis told his commander. “I’m not saying she looked me right in the eye and lied to me. No, that’s not what I’m saying at all. I’m thinking it though, because this time I was real specific with her, firm as I could be, and when I demanded her promise she wouldn’t get up on the beast again, she answered me with a big smile, which told me she agreed with my ruling, because anyone with any sense at all knows a woman doesn’t smile at you after being given an order unless she means to follow it. You don’t have to be worried another minute, Quinlan. I’m on to her now, all right. She won’t be fooling me again.”

  She did exactly that the following afternoon. Davis conveniently disappeared as soon as word reached him his mistress was once again riding the stallion.

  He needn’t have bothered to hide, as Quinlan finally realized he was going to have to take up the problem himself before his mistress killed herself. Davis simply wasn’t up to it.

  Determined to prevent disaster, the soldier had every intention of forbidding Lady Brenna to ever take such a dangerous risk again; yet as he strode through the break in the pines at the crest of the slope, he heard her laughter and began to have misgivings. A second later, he saw her sitting upright on the stallion’s back. The look of joy on her face made him smile, and he stood there a long while watching her, even though he knew he should put an immediate stop to her dangerous antics.

  Saints be praised, Lady Brenna managed to stay upright for several minutes before she was tossed to the ground.

  Quinlan waited for her to get up. She didn’t move. He started running down the incline, and he swore later to Crispin that his heart had surely stopped when, just as he was about to reach her, the stallion came charging back.

  He was certain the beast would trample her. The big black nudged her instead, and quick as a wink, she rolled over, grabbed hold of the horse’s reins, and burst into laughter.

  He took the reins out of her hand, slapped the stallion’s hindquarters to get him to move away from her, and then bent down to offer his hand. “When you didn’t move, I thought you were dead.”

  “It’s a game we play. If I stay perfectly still, Willie comes right over to my side, and I can grab hold of his reins. Otherwise, he makes me chase him.”

  Quinlan was too distraught to pay attention to a word she said. He kept telling himself not to raise his voice to her—she was his mistress, for the love of God, not his younger sister. “Have you lost your sense?”

  “I don’t think so.”

  “If you insist on killing yourself, do so on Crispin’s watch, not mine.”

  After giving her his order, he pulled her to her feet, then stood back while she brushed the dust off her plaid. He wanted her full attention so there wouldn’t be any misunderstandings. “You will not take such a risk again. I want your word you’ll never ride without a saddle, and I assure you, a smile isn’t going to work on me.”

  “No, you are far more clever than I am, Quinlan. I would never dare to trick you.”
/>   Somewhat placated, he reminded her she still hadn’t given him her promise.

  “Do you think you could manage to stop shouting at me? You’re making my head pound.”

  Quinlan was appalled by his conduct. “I beg your forgiveness, mi’lady. I cannot imagine what came over me.”

  “I gave you a scare,” she reminded him. “Now, tell me what I’m doing wrong. Why can’t I stay very long on his back?”

  “You sit too far back on the black’s back,” he answered. “As for your promise . . .”

  She cut him off. “I certainly could have used your advice yesterday. My grip was off as well, but I have already corrected that problem. Poor Willie. For a while there, he kept tossing his head back at me, and I’m sure he thought I was daft.”

  The horse had more sense than his mistress did, Quinlan thought. He was still too upset to consider how uncharitable he was being. “It’s amazing he didn’t trample you to death,” he muttered. “Willie . . . did I hear you call the black Willie?”

  “Yes, but I made certain first that Connor hadn’t already named him. Davis assured me he hadn’t.”

  “No, Connor didn’t name . . .” His voice trailed off into silence.

  “Then I’m certain he won’t mind if I call him Willie.”

  Quinlan’s eyelid began to twitch. “Why ‘Willie’?” he asked.

  “It’s short for William,” she explained. She took the reins away from Quinlan and turned to walk back to the stables. He happened to notice she left one of her shoes behind, picked it up, and handed it to her. She thanked him while she held on to his arm so she could keep her balance slipping the shoe back on.

  “I’m naming Willie after my brother. If I don’t mention it to my husband, I’m sure he won’t be bothered. Connor doesn’t like it when I talk about my family.”

  “Why would you think he doesn’t like it?”

  “He frowns and tries to change the subject. I’m not certain why he feels the way he does. He can’t dislike them, because he doesn’t know them. Perhaps he just doesn’t care. The topic of my family probably bores him,” she added with a nod.

 

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