by Ge Chun
"I …" I was speechless, tears welled up in my eyes, I wanted to explain, I wanted to say what I wanted to say. But I couldn't do it. I couldn't say a word.
A thousand words came to his mouth, only one sentence left, "I'm sorry, you misjudged me."
I knew that my last stubbornness would destroy the last of his thoughts about me, but I insisted.
"Xu Shubei, I hate you!" He looked me straight in the eye, his eyes burning with hatred. But those eyes full of hatred forced out two clear streams of tears. Those tears seemed to flow into the blood in my heart. I couldn't stop my body from turning cold.
CHAPTER 208 - FAREWELL(2)
He obviously didn't think that way in his heart, but when the words came to his mouth, it was even more cruel. Sheng Yun, have we ever had love before? "More, but all of them are mutual."
In that instant, I saw his eyes go completely cold.
I knew that all the affection in his heart had been completely shut off to me at that moment.
I could feel all the pain in his heart, because the pain in my heart was no less than his.
We are all the same people, who treat heartlessness as deep emotion, who say things that are not true, who are stubborn, and who are true.
I still love him. But we can't go back.
We looked into each other's eyes, tears streaming down our faces. We were saying the words that hurt each other the most, but it didn't make our hearts feel any better. On the contrary, his heart ached so much that he felt like he was going to die.
"Mutual Utilization... "Ha ha," he sneered, quickly wiping away the tears on his face. His stern face was calmer than before. "I should have known earlier that I shouldn't have fallen for a woman like you."
"A woman like me …" I repeated it in a low voice, smiled sadly, and said lightly, "Yes, I should have seen it earlier. Now, are you regretting it? "
I looked at him with a splitting headache, but my eyes were cold.
At this moment, his face was calm. Just a moment ago, it had been turbulent, but now there was no trace at all. Those eyes were so still that they didn't seem to have just shed tears, and even the tinge of redness had faded from them.
He was silent, but looked at me coldly, as if he wanted to see my heart through my body. There was a murderous look in his eyes.
"I'm going, you should rest." He then turned around and walked out of the room.
A loud noise suddenly came from the kitchen.
His footsteps paused, but still … He left decisively.
I knew that this time, his departure had completely taken away that heart that loved me. After that, I won't feel this kind of warmth anymore.
I ran to the kitchen. The medicine jar exploded.
The kitchen counter, walls, and oil hood were littered with dregs of medicine. The fire was still raging, and the pot had been broken in half.
I quickly shut off the fire and started to clean up the mess with a rag. When I squatted down and picked up the precious herbs that had fallen to the ground, I suddenly felt a heartfelt sadness. I knelt on the ground and couldn't help but hold onto the broken fragments of the medicine jar as I cried …
I did not expect to cry so bitterly.
I held the fragment, as if holding the broken heart of Sheng Yun, crying incessantly in grief.
I looked at the room full of dregs, I smelled the smell of the medicine, I looked at the blood that had been his all night after he had been blown to pieces, and for a moment I felt really cold, cold enough to fail a man's heart, cold enough to reject the last of the warmth.
I picked up the dregs from the ground and chewed them with tears in my eyes. It was bitter and bitter, and for a moment I felt like a lost child who had lost his way, whose path had become a mess, whose possessions had disappeared, leaving nothing but a distant end in sight.
Nanny Liu appeared behind me at some point. She sighed softly and helped me up from the kitchen, which was full of dregs. She held me in her arms like a mother, stroking my head as she said, "Why? One day, you will understand, the world is good, or the embrace of a lover is the best and most solid ah! Sigh! "Poor child!"
She sighed heavily, then hugged my head, gently shaking it as if she was trying to coax Zaizai, "Cry, cry, it's good to let it out, it's good to let it out …"
Because of Auntie Xu's words, my tears gushed out like a spring as I choked with sobs, "Auntie, I've completely lost him. "From today onwards, I will lose him forever …"
"If you feel regretful, then go chase after him. Maybe he hasn't left for too long. I'll call him right now." Nanny Liu listened to me and said.
"No, Auntie, stop it. Let bygones be bygones. Tomorrow will be a new day. " At that moment, Nanny Liu's words suddenly made me, who had broken down in my emotions, withdraw. I quickly calmed down. I shook my head and resolutely told Nanny Liu.
I wiped the tears off my face. Under Nanny Liu's astonished gaze, I squeezed out a smile and said, "Auntie, you should go to bed first." "Here, I'll take care of it."
Nanny Liu then retracted her astonished gaze and patted me on the shoulder, saying meaningfully, "You young people are like newborn lambs. The more I tell you not to climb, the more you want to climb; the more I tell you not to move, the more you want to move. Sometimes I wish you would listen to the advice of our elders. But Auntie knew that Auntie had also walked over when she was young, and Auntie knew that as well. Go to bed, child, go! I'll take care of it here! "
"Auntie, let me pack. This way, my heart will feel better. " I looked gratefully at Nanny Liu and said.
"Alright, then go to sleep after you pack up." Hearing my words, Nanny Liu didn't stop me.
"Well, I know. Auntie, hurry up and go to sleep. My friends and I are going out tomorrow, so I'll leave Zaizai to you. " I said to Nanny Liu.
"Don't worry, I'll take care of him." Nanny Liu looked at me, gave me an extremely kind smile, and walked out.
It was a quiet night, and my mind was already calm. I found a clean piece of gauze in the cupboard, picked up all the dregs, placed them on top of the gauze, wiped all the stains in the kitchen with a rag, put the medicine jar in a bag, and then carried it and the gauze out to the courtyard and buried it under the maple tree in the yard, as if I had buried my love with my own hands.
I gave a devout bow and waved my hand, then went back into the bedroom and washed my hands and face. I lay there, staring at the ceiling, dazed, as if I had heard the harmonica again.
I knew this song in my dreams. It was still the song he played for the first time, the heartbreaking song, "I just Like You"...
Daybreak had come, and the sun shone through the white curtains into the room, casting a warm, soft glow on the floor.
All the sadness from last night had been buried with the night and the moon yesterday.
Early in the morning, Zaizai wanted to find me for the first time. When he woke up early in the morning, he shouted "Mom". Nanny Liu opened my door and put Zaizai down.
Nanny Liu brought me some pills and hot water and told me, "This medicine was personally made by Sheng Yun when he went to find his doctor. It's said that the effect was good. Are you feeling better today?"
"Auntie, let's not talk about him anymore, okay?" I looked at Nanny Liu and said softly.
"Alright, since you don't want to talk about it, then don't." Nanny Liu nodded and handed me a packet of pills.
I drank it all in one gulp with warm water. Zaizai leaned on my back, hooked his neck, and suddenly shouted, "Daddy!"
"Zaizai, what did you say?" I turned my head and immediately hugged Zaizai.
"Barbara's dad …" Zaizai kept uttering the syllables of "Daddy", which made my heart tighten.
"Did Zaizai miss dad?" I held Zaizai in my arms and asked gently.
He pointed to the door, his mouth babbling, as if he wanted me to go find Sheng Yun. So I carried him into the yard and said softly, "Zaizai, let's just rely on each other for survival in the future, okay? Dad, he has more important things to do.
"
Zaizai looked at me with a confused expression. Suddenly, he waved his small hand and excitedly shook it.
I saw a car approaching from the distance. It turned out to be Tai Ziqian. Tai Ziqian often comes to me when he has nothing better to do. Zaizai already knew his car.
I hugged Zaizai and smiled at him. Zaizai struggled to get down to walk, so I led him to Tai Ziqian's car. Tai Ziqian, wearing a casual sports coat, jumped up from the car with a vigorous posture. He held Zaizai high above his head and said with a smile, "Oh, looks like the little guy missed me. Waking up so early in the morning to welcome me? "
"Yes, I came to welcome you." I said, smiling.
He played along with Zaizai for a while, then put him in my arms. He opened the trunk and took out several colorful cars.
He brought them out one by one, then smiled and said, "In the future, these toys will all be useful to little fellows. I specially brought it from my friend to save Auntie's strength. "
Zaizai saw so many cars. He clapped his hands excitedly and struggled to get off, so I put him in the walker. He walked around excitedly with a grin on his face like an angel.
Seeing this, Tai Ziqian patted Zaizai's head with a smile. He then reached out his hand to pinch my face and said, "I didn't sleep well last night. Why are you so haggard? "Could it be that you're so excited that you can't fall asleep because you want to soak in the hot spring with me?"
Just as Tai Ziqian finished his sentence, a sound came from behind me. I turned my head and saw Nanny Liu standing in the doorway like a wooden chicken. The bell she was holding fell to the ground with a screeching sound.
CHAPTER 209 - HOT SPRINGS TOUR(1)
Obviously, Tai Ziqian's words made Nanny Liu misunderstand something.
Nanny Liu looked at us strangely, shook her head, said nothing, and went into the house.
"Auntie, your little expression just now was quite playful." Tai Ziqian patted on my shoulder and teased.
"In the future, don't joke around in front of the old people and children. If you don't know, you might think that we're together every day and that we've developed a relationship over the years. " I rolled my eyes at him and said rudely.
"It would be great if I could really be in love for a long time." Tai Ziqian muttered in a low voice. Then, he carried Zaizai, called "Auntie" and entered the room as if he was trying to curry favor with her.
Just as I was about to enter, another car drove up. As soon as I heard the brakes, I knew it was Xia Yiwa.
I turned my head and saw Xia Yiwa, dressed in a wet suit and a peaked cap, jump out of the car.
"Hot springs, hot springs, hot springs …" Shubei, I'm so excited! " She rushed over and hugged me, then excitedly hugged me and spun around, "It's been so long since I've gone out to relax! Just thinking about it made her happy! What about Zaizai? I want to kiss him! "
"It's inside. Ziqian went in." I said, smiling, and we walked in, arm in arm.
When we went in, Tai Ziqian was in the middle of a heated conversation with Nanny Liu. Both of them had smiles on their faces.
I know that Tai Ziqian must have tried to resolve Nanny Liu's misunderstanding.
I went to my room to pack up my clothes and then walked out. After bidding farewell to Nanny Liu and Zaizai, we went out together in Tai Ziqian's car and headed for the Phoenix Hot Spring Resort.
Having been busy for so long, he really needed to thoroughly relax. However, he couldn't relax his emotions no matter how hard he tried. Maybe it was because last night, it was too heavy!
Along the way, Tai Ziqian and Lili were having a good chat. I forced myself to smile, not wanting to let them see what was on my mind. In the end, I couldn't take it anymore, so I leaned back in my chair and pretended to sleep for a while because I didn't get a good rest.
Once I closed my eyes, Sheng Yun's passionate and tearful scene appeared in my mind. My heart was throbbing in pain, and I desperately tried to close my eyes to force myself not to think about it, but that scene still kept appearing in my mind time and again.
Finally, the Phoenix Resort had arrived.
The first thing I did was jump out of the car, take a few big gulps of fresh air, try my best to calm my mind down, adjust my state of mind, pretend to be happy and say, "Not bad! This place is really pretty! "
"Before the hot spring was discovered, this place was a barren mountain. Later found the hot spring, began to build a tourist resort. This villa has just been completed and is still in the process of being opened for business. I contacted my friends to get the tickets to a small hot spring, and we can avoid the others, and enjoy a small hot spring for the three of us. The water there is good, and the environment is secluded. Tai Ziqian said.
I kept thinking that the smile on his face was a bit crafty, so I reached out and slapped him on the head. "Are you thinking of going astray?" I asked. "No matter how I look at it, why do I feel like your smile is a bit weird?"
"Two absolute beauties accompanying him in the hot spring. Wouldn't that be beautiful to death?" Following that, she imitated my movements and heavily patted his head before she giggled, "But Tai Ziqian, apart from bringing foreign girls in front of us, you've been back home for so long, and I don't seem to notice your libido."
"Why do I feel that your words don't sound so good?" Tai Ziqian laughed, "Don't worry. Although I don't like relationships, I'm definitely a straight guy. If you don't believe me, you can try."
"I just think that you're so handsome that it would be too much of a waste for you to not fall in love." Xia Yiwa said with a smile.
They were teasing each other along the way, but I wasn't in the mood to chat with them. I only pretended to enjoy the beautiful scenery on both sides of the road. However, that heart-wrenching feeling continued, and Sheng Yun's face would appear in front of me from time to time.
Tai Ziqian led us to the front hall of the villa. After we moved in, we went back to our rooms to put away our luggage. Then, we got our number plates and entered the male and female guest rooms respectively.
Due to my extreme fatigue, I have an unspeakable desire for the hot spring. I was desperate for warmth and wine to give me a moment of peace, so I pulled Xia Yiwa quickly to the ladies' room.
Who would have thought that just as they turned the corner, they would suddenly see an embarrassing scene?
A man was pressing a long-legged beauty against the wall, and the two of them were standing on top of a wall. They were both wearing special pajamas made out of Hot Springs Villa, and the warm yellow color and the white thighs of the women created a lively and fragrant scene that Xia Yiwa and I couldn't bear to look at.
Just as we were about to turn around and walk in the other direction, the man suddenly let go of the woman and shouted from behind me, "Xu Shubei, is it you?"
It was so distinctive that I knew who it was the moment I heard it.
I turned my head and noticed that the man's hair was silver. I didn't need to look at his face to know who he was.
When a person was in trouble, a mouthful of cold water would cause them to clench their teeth. Who would have thought that they would run into him here.
"Shubei, you know her?" Xia Yiwa asked in a low voice as she subconsciously poked my arm.
Although he asked me this question, his face immediately turned extremely coquettish as he said, "Yo, this handsome guy, who is he? You know my Shubei? "
This guy still couldn't change his infatuated personality from the moment he saw the handsome guy. There was Shang Yang, but he still couldn't suppress the turmoil in his heart. He wanted to pick up the handsome guy when he saw him.
"Of course I know him. In addition, they are very familiar with each other." Ling Yue slightly squinted his eyes. He must have just been bathing in the hot spring, so his face looked especially rosy. His pajamas were wide open, and under them was a pair of identical shorts.
It was probably because he was born with a lazy and noble aura, so when he wore this kind of kimo
no style pajamas, he revealed a unique aura. The appearance of her clothes being opened up like this was really very sexy. It was truly seductive when paired with her face that was even more bewitching than a woman's.
"Is that so? How come I've never heard Shubei mention it before? " Xia Yiwa immediately became excited, she poked me with her arm, smiled and said, "Shubei, who is this? You didn't introduce us? "
"Ling Yue, why are you everywhere?" I looked at him and said impatiently.
"Ling Yue?" Xia Yiwa subconsciously mumbled, then she was so shocked that she almost screamed, "Ling Yue! That Ling Yue? "
I nodded.
Ling Yue looked at us sloppily, crossed his arms in front of his chest lazily, and said to Xia Yiwa, "It seems that you know me."
"I know a bit, not much." Xia Yiwa's excited face turned cold.
There is a class of people we decent business people don't want to touch. Ling Yue was such a person. After all, everyone was afraid of getting into trouble and being targeted by him.
"It seems like I'm not a favorite in the heart of beauties," Ling Yue pushed away the long-legged beauty he brought with him and walked towards us. "It seems like I'm not a favorite in the heart of beauties," Ling Yue pushed the long-legged beauty he brought with him away and walked towards us.
Xia Yiwa nodded, and we turned around and walked in the other direction. Xia Yiwa turned her head to look at me before whispering, "Damn, he kissed that girl again …"
I shook my head speechlessly. I just wanted to keep my distance from someone like Ling Yue.
Xia Yiwa and I walked for a long time, but he didn't follow us, so we went back to the ladies' room with relief.
Xia Yiwa asked me, "How did you know him?"
"I don't know how I got to know him either. Just thinking about it makes my head hurt." I helplessly shook my head and said with a smile.
