by Ge Chun
I knew he was still recovering. He wasn't fully awake yet, so he was out.
"I know! I know you love me! Do you think I'm not in pain? Do you know how much my heart hurts every time I think about how much you have children with other women? "
"I love you too, and I've always loved you deeply, and I love you as much as it hurts. You're worried that I'll be with other men, but don't you know that my heart is so small that it can only hold one person? "
"..."
Maybe it's been too long since we've had such passion, but both of us seem to have gone mad. The words that we've never said in the past have now been vented out.
The dust on the rooftop was blown away by the wind. The concrete floor was hard yet clean. Sheng Yun hugged me tightly … Only after a long, long time did it finally calm down.
He put on my clothes one by one and then wrapped me tightly in his arms. He suddenly sighed deeply and said, "When I saw you and Ziqian on the road that day, I almost lost control of my emotions. I snuck into your room that night and was relieved to see you asleep in your room. "
"How many times have you sneaked into my room? "I did!" I hid in his arms and asked with a smile.
"I can't remember. I'll check when I think about you and Zaizai. Nanny Liu was awake at night anyway, so she woke up when I called." Sheng Yun said with a smile.
His voice had begun to return to its normal tone, and I felt slightly more at ease. It seemed that the medicine was slowly taking effect, and his memories were starting to return to normal. However, it would still take some time before he could recover completely.
The night was very quiet. We quietly sat on the rooftop. This kind of silence was suitable for talking.
"What would you do if I was really with Ziqian?" I asked.
"What do you expect me to do?" he asked me, with a faint smile on his face.
"I want you to tell me." I couldn't help but say.
He looked towards the sky and said softly, "Although it is hard for me to see you two together, I didn't think it was possible at all."
"Why?" I asked again.
"Because when you meet me, you won't fall in love with anyone else." He looked deeply at me and said with certainty, "If one day you really fall in love with someone else, that means you really don't love me anymore. Once your heart is gone, you won't come back... Shubei, I've always understood. "
"But you still aren't willing to give up your pride and dignity to redeem our love. You always want me to find out for myself, and you're more inclined to put the results in front of me for me to see, but haven't you noticed that many things in this world change before they even reach a conclusion? " I said, somewhat sadly.
"My university classmate, Xiao Zhang. Her boyfriend went abroad and made her wait for ten years. She went from 20 to 30, but it was her boyfriend who was waiting for her to get engaged to someone else. You men always think that the result is more reliable than the process, but sometimes you overestimate human nature, and people change with the environment. I will change, and so will you. "Sometimes, when things change, they will never be able to return to the past …" I whispered.
"Xu Shubei, are you willing to make a bet with me?" he asked, looking at me.
"Betting on what?" I couldn't help but ask.
"Betting that even if we separate in the future, we'll still be together." he said confidently.
"Alright, I'll bet with you!" "How do you bet?"
"How about we carve their names on our hearts?" he said, looking at me steadily.
For a moment I thought he was wide awake. But the next second, I realized he wasn't.
The sober Sheng Yun, how could he do such a crazy thing? He was such a rational person that it was impossible for him to have such an idea all of a sudden.
I was about to deny it, but then I thought, Why not try it? Taking advantage of this rare opportunity, I engraved my name on his chest. This way, he would wake up later, and my name would still be there.
In a blink of an eye, we are almost at the third place. All these years, we have been working so hard and I have never touched the part that the young people are playing. When others are in love, I study and work hard; when others love me to death, I think about revenge; when others relax, I grit my teeth and think about how to go higher... I am, and so is Sheng Yun.
After all these years of struggle, we had no time to indulge our youth and were constantly running forward with gritted teeth. Because we weren't born to have everything, what Sheng Yun and I have now are things that we have spent a lot of effort to have.
Who would be able to so casually succeed? On the surface, others might think that Sheng Yun was a rich third generation, but he didn't need to work hard to get his hands on such a big company.
In the eyes of others, I, Xu Shubei, am a scheming girl who would use any means possible to obtain a position of power. But in reality, even if I have to use all sorts of tricks, I still have to put in enough effort and energy.
Now, he finally heaved a sigh of relief, and when he turned around, he noticed that most of his youth had already passed.
If it wasn't for Sheng Yun and I having an amicable relationship, how pale would my life be!
"Alright!" Thinking this, my blood rushed to my head, and I firmly said the word "good" to him.
"Then let's go now!" Sheng Yun said to me.
"Now? It's midnight! " I looked at him, shocked.
"Tonight, I want to live like all young couples. Let's go watch a midnight movie, eat supper, and then find a hotel to sleep in. When I wake up, we'll go to the tattoo, okay?" He smiled and winked at me.
A few ordinary words evoked endless reverie in my heart. I didn't expect that even in the depths of Sheng Yun's heart, he would yearn for such ordinary and ordinary small fortune.
"Really?" I couldn't help but ask.
However, we are currently in the hospital, and Sheng Yun is still in the hospital. But what was the harm in taking a risk?
Our hearts have been heavy for so long, it's time to let go of yourself!
"En, let's go. I want to see what time it is. Where's my watch?" he asked.
"You're wearing pajamas right now, so let's go home and change, okay?" I dragged him straight back to the ward, got his clothes out for him to change into, and gave him his watch from the drawer.
The nurse was about to come in when I pushed her out of the way and whispered a few words in her ear. She hesitated, but nodded in agreement.
This was probably the most relaxed, comfortable, and unforgettable night of my life.
He took me by the hand and wandered aimlessly down the street, he bought ice cream from the shop and fed it to me, we bought tickets for a midnight love movie, we kissed in the cinema like couples on a big screen, I fell asleep while watching the movie, he held me in his arms like a child, and it wasn't until the end of the movie that he patted me and said gently, "Wife, you're up."
After watching the movie, we went straight to a nearby hotel. In the hotel, we once again completely forgot ourselves … The more darkness rises, the crazier we become.
I had completely forgotten the passing of time. I had forgotten what I was doing, who I was, all the details of my life. That night, Sheng Yun was extremely engrossed …
I don't know how long we slept before we both woke up at the same time. I was still in his embrace when he suddenly pushed me away and looked at me with an extremely strange gaze. "Who are you? How did you end up sleeping with me? What were we doing last night? "
I looked at him in shock... He doesn't know me?!
CHAPTER 233 - I REALLY LOVE YOU(3)
I got up awkwardly from the floor, and by the time I covered my body with the towel, he was already dressed.
His sudden strangeness made my heart ache. Could it be that after an entire night of suffering, not only did his condition not recover, it even worsened to the point that even I didn't recognize him?
"Sheng Yun, I'm Shubei. Don't you recognize me?" I murmured, feeling as
if I were standing in front of him with the towel in my hand.
He quickly dressed, gave me a look of utter disgust, and then said coldly: "I've seen too many women like you who want to pick on me while I'm drunk! Such a trick would do nothing to me! "You'd better not worry!"
"Sheng Yun, I …" I was too stunned by his words to speak.
He had finished dressing, as he used to do, and he went to the mirror to examine himself, then turned to look at me in disgust.
That look really pierced my heart like a thousand arrows.
Didn't you say that you were going to be tattooed today? Didn't he say that he would catch the tail of youth and give it a go? But who would have thought that after just a night of effort, this guy's memory had changed again!
"Do your best!" He then walked directly to the door.
Of course, I couldn't let him go out, so I immediately went over to stop him, anxious to the point of crying: "Sheng Yun, look at me, look at me, you really don't know me anymore? Are you sure you don't know him? "
I looked up at him, and he was looking at me with such a strange expression that it made my heart ache. My nose ached and two streams of tears ran down my cheeks.
He looked down at me, his face so cold and indifferent, but as I wept, his face began to take on a dramatic change.
This change was just like an iceberg slowly squirming … He laughed! This bastard, he actually laughed!
His gradually changing expression made me realize that everything that had happened just now was a joke! He knows who I am! He hadn't lost his memories at all!
My tears stopped, and I thought that the expression on my face must have been very dramatic, too. He turned from an iceberg to spring water, and I turned from a spring to an icicle.
"You're kidding me." This huge contrast made my face darken.
He tried to take my hand, and I pushed him away; he held me, and I pushed him away again … Finally, he pressed me to the door and lifted my chin.
It was a familiar action! Familiar aggression! The man I used to know so well!
I stared at him with my eyes wide open, so close that I could clearly see his thick eyelashes, the look of him with his eyes narrowed and intoxicated, the slight lifting of his head, the still white and smooth skin of his face!
"Ugh …" The unexplainable Action Faction had come back again, in this way.
When was he really conscious? Or was it that everything from before was an act?
I don't know. All I can feel is the tenderness that flows like a long stream under his raging waves. That feeling lets me know that he is still him …
This irritating and surprising morning passed in such a state of intensity that at last, like a puddle of mud, I collapsed in his arms and we lay on the boat for a long time without even the strength to speak.
After a long pause, he put his arm around my waist, bent down to pry open my lips again, and kissed me for a long time.
I tapped his chest lightly with my hand. At first, it was light, but the more he laughed, the harder I hit. My emotions were slowly stirred up … Then I burst into tears again.
It's weird why I used so many tears today. I'm clearly a woman who's very difficult to tear, I don't know why my heart suddenly feels sore just because I'm sweet and sweet. Lying in his embrace and feeling his truest warmth and true expression, my first thought is actually to cry after surviving a calamity.
His upper body was bare, and I was crying behind his back. He wanted to pull my body over his and kiss my tears with his lips …
"When I swallow it, your tears will flow into my heart and come to this place." He pointed to his left atrium and spoke gently to me.
"When did you wake up? "Why do you keep playing with me?" I looked up at him and grumbled.
"What would you do if I told you that the disease was a fake and made up by me and the doctor?" he asked me, with an evil smile on his face.
I lifted his arm and opened my mouth to bite his arm!
He was in pain, but he just frowned and didn't make a sound.
"Why are you doing this?" I asked, frowning at him.
"Because otherwise, it would be very difficult for us to get past this hurdle. "Shubei, I've already lost Duo Duo. I don't want to lose you and Zaizai again." Sheng Yun said in a low voice. His tone made my heart clench.
"I would rather you really lose your memories. That way, you would at least be able to temporarily forget the pain. I know that Duo Duo's death was a huge blow to you. " I said gravely.
"Duo Duo …" His eyes filled with tears at once, and he tried to hide it, but I could still see the sparkle in them, "Duo Duo has already left, and during the days when I was having a high fever, I kept dreaming about Duo Duo. In the dream, the one Duo Duo mentioned the most was you and Zaizai. She and I went to a lot of places in our dreams, and I saw her in her white dress, like a fairy, pulling me along on a green prairie, and she said, Daddy, when my brother grows up, we can bring him along. She also said, "Daddy, in the future, you and Auntie Shubei will come here to get married. Little brother and I will be flower boys for you."
Sheng Yun choked up. I could feel that he was trying his best to hold back his emotions. I immediately patted his back and comforted him softly, "People can't be revived even if they die. Your illness is also due to excessive sadness. Don't think too much, okay?"
She ran further and further on the grassland, and I could hear her laughter, but I couldn't find her no matter how I looked for her. I walked on the grassland for a long time, and when I was very tired, I saw you and a man holding Zaizai's hand as they walked past in front of me. You were laughing very happily, and you didn't see me at all. I woke up in pain and pain. The moment I saw you lying beside me, I subconsciously understood that I can't lose you again. I can't bear such pain again. I was glad it was just a dream, and then I started thinking about how to save it. "
"You sweated a lot and then the fever finally subsided. Those two days of fever scared both me and the doctor. "The time when you were covered in sweat was probably the time when you woke up from your dream?" I couldn't help but say.
"Well, my heart was in my throat. Then I felt as if I had fallen into a huge abyss, and then I woke up and realized that it was all just a dream. I believe that this dream was left for me by Duo Duo before she left for the Kingdom of Heaven. She is telling me that she has already released her feelings for you and Zaizai and needs me to cherish it. " Sheng Yun said with a deep voice.
"The way you treasure it is too strange. You don't even know how worried I have been these past few days! I'm afraid your memory will never be better. " I said coquettishly.
"You have a cold personality, and I'm not good with words. I know that if I'm not like this, once you see that I've recovered, you won't be staying in the hospital. You value your career more than anything else, once I'm good you'll definitely go back to the company, and then I won't be able to take the initiative to look for you. If the misunderstanding between us isn't resolved, I won't be able to say anything, and then it'll only get further and further away … "There are so many men around you, Tai Ziqian likes you so much, and Ling Yue also likes you so much. Who knows if you would be taken away by them just because you were careless." Sheng Yun said.
"So you pretend to have a memory disorder? Do you know how worried I am? "I've never seen someone like you. Even if this is an act, it's too …" I couldn't help but say, "Even the Golden Horse Shadow Emperor is inferior to you."
"I'm not putting on an act either. I'm just taking this opportunity to open my heart and say what I wanted to say to you in the past, but didn't say it out loud. I'll let you know how I felt in the past. If it were me, I wouldn't be able to say it. But when you think I have a memory disorder, I can say it out loud. Those are my heartfelt words. Clever as you are, you actually believe that the doctor said there is such a disease in the world? You, ah, just because you're worried, you're in chaos! " Sheng Yun hooked his nose at me and said lovingly.
"The doctor, too
, acted so seriously that he almost put the medical records in front of me for me to see. I was surprised at first, of course, that no one had such a memory disorder, but the doctor said it so truthfully, and you acted so vividly, how could I doubt it? " I shook my head and couldn't help but say.
"If we don't act like this, how can we be so close at this moment? We've been separated for so long, and we're frozen by three feet. If we want to dissolve it in one go, we need to use the next fierce medicine. " Sheng Yun said.
At this moment, there was a knock on the hotel door. Sheng Yun, who was wearing a bathrobe, opened the door. I thought it was the hotel, but the moment he opened the door, I heard him say, "Why are you here?"
CHAPTER 234 - I REALLY LOVE YOU(4)
I quickly covered myself with the quilt, not knowing who the people outside were.
At this time, Tai Ziqian's voice sounded, "Why are you here? Where's Shubei? You two together? "
"Well, she's inside, but it's not convenient for you to go in. "How did you know we were here?" Sheng Yun asked.
"You guys disappeared from the hospital and didn't even say hello to anyone. Your phones were turned off. Since they found me here, I had to get someone to transfer the information and find out that Shubei was here. However, are you normal now? " Tai Ziqian's voice floated over. The last sentence inexplicably poked at my laughing point. I couldn't help but laugh.
"I've always been very normal. Please take care of me. "Shubei, Tai Ziqian is here. Do you want to see him?" Sheng Yun shouted.
Just as I was about to speak, I heard Tai Ziqian say, "It seems like you've really become normal. Don't call Shubei. I'll go first. Let her rest first and call me. The company has a lot of things to talk to her about."
Before I could say anything, Tai Ziqian left. A waiter came in with a small cart full of delicious food. When the waiter had gone out, Sheng Yun closed the door.
I took out my cell phone and saw that it was really off. It was no wonder that Tai Ziqian would come looking for me in such a way, just to be sure that I was safe.
