by Ge Chun
I can't believe it.
"When did you start preparing?" I couldn't help but ask.
"I've been planning things in secret ever since you became pregnant with Zaizai." Wu gave me a light kiss on the cheek and said, "I've searched almost every wedding place in the world. Finally, I chose this one."
"When I was pregnant with Zaizai?" I couldn't help but raise my eyes to look at him in disbelief. "Have you never thought that we would separate?"
"If I were to tell you that I didn't even think of it for a second, would you believe me?" Sheng Yun held my hand and led me through the flat, green grass towards the castle.
"I feel that compared to you, I'm still narrow-minded." I said, holding his hand.
He smiled and pinched my cheek. He said, "I'm very careful when I choose a wife, because choosing a wife means a lifetime. I've decided to give birth to Zaizai, how can I not be responsible for you and Zaizai? "
"But at that time, you never showed it. You give me the feeling that it's just a deal between us. " I said in a daze.
As we stood at the gate of the castle, I looked at the simple and retro gate, and I was filled with mixed feelings.
"If I told you then, you wouldn't have believed me either. I have to wait for you, wait for you to slowly approach me, wait for you to grow, wait for you to finally be willing to be by my side. I know that you once had too much ambition and unwillingness in your heart. Before you wash out the lead, love is the shackle to you. I know, I can't be too hasty, I can only wait quietly. " Sheng Yun said with a smile.
I didn't think that his considerations were so much deeper than mine.
However, no wonder … Growing up in a family like that, he had experienced much more and much more twists and turns than I had ever experienced.
It was just that he never said it. He was much more shrewd and profound than I had expected.
"Aren't you afraid that I won't be able to make it? "Are you so sure you can wait for me on the other side of the river?" He pushed open the gate of the castle, and I followed him inside as we spoke.
"I believe in the woman I choose. Look, isn't it still you who are standing next to me? " He winked at me, then smiled.
I was shocked by the environment of the castle. All the furniture and household items here were the same as those of the European era. After many years of washing and dyeing, they had a stable and simple look to them.
Sheng Yun took me to see the entire castle, the management of the castle today introduced us to the castle's long history and culture.
Sheng Yun said: "When I came here alone a year ago, I had already imagined that I would bring you here today. Your appearance, the expression on your face, the love in your eyes for me … "
I smiled quietly at him, and he smiled gently at me and touched my belly.
I was more than a month old, and as he stroked my belly he said, "I guess it must be a daughter."
"Zaizai said that he wants his little brother. He wants his little brother to accompany him on a car race in the future." I joked.
"No, let's have a sister for this one. We can wait for the third one to give birth to a kid." Sheng Yun said with a smile.
Three days later, we had a grand wedding in the castle of Howard.
Sheng Yun had been magnanimously packing up all the guests and lodging, he had long arranged everything for the wedding.
My wedding dress, which he had asked Robert, Italy's most famous fashion designer, to make for me a year ago, was inlaid with 1,314 diamonds. When I put it on, it looked like I was wearing a galaxy, and it was full of stars.
He made my shoes for me, too. On the day of the wedding, he kissed me on the foot, put on my shoes reverently, then took my hand and walked confidently into the church.
My Zaizai and another foreign sister who were about the same age became our flower boy. Zaizai was wearing a suit and looked very similar to Sheng Yun.
We stood in the church of Selby and made a solemn declaration to the priest.
That was the happiest day in my life.
On that day, all the regrets of my life came to an end.
My life had become unimaginably full, and I could see from the admiring eyes and sincere blessings of the guests that I had reached the pinnacle of my life.
I married the youngest, most handsome and best man in Hangcheng, and he loved me deeply. From then on, we truly became a family, and we could finally live a blissful and happy life.
That night we lay awake for a long time in the dreamy bed of the Castle Howard.
"The me from five years ago did not dare to think that I would be able to obtain such happiness in five years." I said, looking up at the ceiling.
"I never thought about it. At the time, I thought maybe I wouldn't get married in this lifetime." Sheng Yun said.
"Thank you for giving me the best in the world." I burst into sobs.
"Fool, you deserve the best in the world. As your man, my duty is to bring you the most beautiful thing in the world. " Sheng Yun carried me in his arms and said reverently.
Everything was as beautiful as a long dream.
"If this is a dream, I wish this dream could last a lifetime. We were still together when I got old, when I became a white-haired old woman, when you became a white-haired old man. " I said piously.
"Shubei, do you know what my greatest achievement is?" he asked me softly.
"What is it?" I couldn't help but ask.
"My greatest achievement is to make you change from a woman who doesn't believe in love at all, to a woman who is so devoted to love today." he said, smiling. He took my face in his hands and kissed me.
"Then do you know what my greatest blessing is?" I asked him, smiling.
"What is it?" His eyes shone with wisdom.
"My greatest blessing is that when I was pregnant with Zaizai, I decided to give birth to him. I know that without him, perhaps we wouldn't be where we are today. " I said with tears in my eyes.
"He is our common decision and our common blessing." Sheng Yun embraced me and said with a smile.
We left photos of our wedding gowns in this castle, not just in the castle, in the church, in many parts of the town.
It used to be said in the book that a man who loved a woman would spoil her like a child who knew nothing of the world.
I didn't understand it before. I didn't think there was a man like that in the world, and a woman like that must have been stupid. How unworthy it was to give up all one's self for a man.
But now, I am that stupid woman who despised me. I am willing to give up all of my ego for my man.
In church, when I said to him, "From now on, I will give you everything I have," and he replied, "You can be assured that I will protect him with all my heart," I was completely at ease with him.
From that moment on, I completely believed in love. I believed that our love would be able to bear fruit in our last years …
We talked too much that night, and at the end of it, Sheng Yun fell asleep before me, and I fell asleep unconsciously as well.
That night, according to the rumors in the country, was the wedding night.
However, everything that is beautiful makes us both not have that desire. This kind of beauty is enough to make us indulge. We don't need to prove it in any other way.
Late at night, I walked in the dark castle by myself. There were no lights in the castle, and it was very dark. When I was about to reach the entrance of the hall, I saw Sheng Yun standing there, giving me a strange look.
I shouted "hubby" again and again, but he didn't hesitate to step out of the gate of the castle. He didn't even look back at me and I wanted to give chase, but my feet slipped and I tumbled down the stairs of the castle …
Second Volume - Touch of the Bottom - Nirvana
CHAPTER 246 - DIFFICULT SECOND PREGNANCY
I felt as if I had fallen into a deep abyss, and the heart-wrenching sensation woke me up.
Sheng Yun is still by my side, so, everything is jus
t a dream.
I was sweating profusely and holding his hand with lingering fear. He woke up at once.
"Did you dream?" Sheng Yun asked me nervously.
"Hmm, what a strange dream." "No," I said.
There's something wrong with my body, so I immediately got Sheng Yun to turn on the lights. Looking down, I was surprised to see a small patch of blood on the sheet. It wasn't much, but my stomach was starting to ache.
The doctor said that the cold in my palace was extremely severe and that it was not easy to conceive and that it was dangerous to conceive early. As my stomach began to throb, I realized that things were not going well.
What did that dream portend? Sheng Yun and the kid... Will they leave me?
No, I will not allow such a thing to happen!
Sheng Yun called my personal doctor. After the doctor checked my condition, he said to us: "Director Sheng, Madam Sheng, let's go back to our country as soon as possible. The sooner the better, the more time we won't waste."
"Alright, I'll make the arrangements." Sheng Yun said.
This private plane was bought specially by Sheng Yun for our wedding and was extremely expensive.
For this wedding, he could be said to have spent a lot of money, wishing he could use the best of everything.
I had been in the dark at first, not knowing that he had prepared such a grand wedding for me. When I found out, the wedding was already in front of me.
Deep down, I really don't like this kind of extravagance and waste, but I know Sheng Yun's heart, but there is a faint unspeakable worry in his heart.
We have too many things to worry about. Golden Age and the Xu family are both facing a transition period. Now that I'm pregnant, who's going to play the Xu family's game of chess?
When Tai Ziqian left, the company seemed to have hollowed out a huge area. The fields and professional companies that he designed could not be compensated by anyone for the time being.
I had the headhunter find me a lot of people to interview, but none of them were ideal.
And I got pregnant at this very moment.
Zaizai had been sent to kindergarten, and Nanny Liu's wife was sick. Nanny Liu asked to leave and go home to take care of her.
Just as I felt a lot more at ease and was about to properly bring glory to the Xu family, I was suddenly pregnant.
For the first time, the doctor said, my body was fundamentally damaged by the lack of good maintenance in the moon. It was already amazing that he was able to conceive such a child, but the chances of him being able to survive were very small.
Our wedding was arranged abroad, and the doctor would not have recommended a long journey. However, Sheng Yun had planned everything a long time ago. However, he didn't know that I would become pregnant so soon.
So we had to have my doctor with us. Although he was cautious, he still lost blood. A bad sign.
We flew home as fast as we could, and as soon as we got off the plane, I was taken to the hospital by an ambulance.
Fetal... Yes, but it was hard.
The doctor told us, "To keep the baby, you have to be in bed during the pregnancy, you have to be on a needle every day, and it's going to be tough. "I would like to suggest that if you all have jobs, you should give up for now and wait for your health to recover before you get pregnant."
This year, I am already thirty years old. Life is in the middle of a dilemma, the child's arrival, let me understand, career and family, I can only choose one temporarily.
After the doctor left, Sheng Yun took my hand and looked at me. "Wife, what do you think?"
"What about you?" I asked, looking at him.
From his eyes, I could tell how much he loved this child, how much he longed for this child to come to this world.
Part of the reason for this was that we had promised to make her come back to us, to be our child.
Another reason, his subconscious male chauvinism, was that it was better for a woman to be married to a teacher, and since I had already proven myself, that was fine.
"You don't have to worry about the finances. The money I've earned over the years is already enough to cover the expenses of our family. This time the wedding was only a small part of it. I can give you and the child rich and stable life, but also can give you a happy and stable embrace. But I still respect your decision, so you tell me the answer. " His hand shook slightly as he held mine.
That's what every woman has to face, right? A career and a family could be both for men, but not for women.
When we swore our vows, we laughed about how many children we would have in the future. However, when we put it into practice, we still needed women to bear the consequences of having children.
It's not easy to conceive, and it's even harder to nurture. Marriage was a long road for every woman. No matter how strong a woman was, she wouldn't be able to escape this trial.
If you want the happiness and stability of a family, there must be sacrifices.
I looked deeply into Sheng Yun's eyes, I know this man has paid a lot for me, he gave me such a grand wedding, is the best proof of his love for me.
Although there was a trace of hesitation in my heart, I couldn't be selfish this time around.
From the moment we made our vows to be husband and wife in church, I knew that I was about to enter a new phase.
At this stage, it is my process of putting the ego down and getting into the greater self. I should no longer look at the "I" from the perspective of the "I", but from the perspective of the "home" instead.
"Go ahead!" We must protect this child! "I know how much you value her, husband. No matter how hard it is, we must work hard to protect this child." "No," I said.
Sheng Yun's face revealed an uncontrollable smile. This was the answer he wanted to hear the most.
After a man succeeds, he begins to have a subconscious desire for his children. All the successful men around me look the same.
Some fled to Hong Kong, where they gave birth to three babies in a row for three years; some went to someone else; some made test tubes, and made a pair of dragons and phoenixes at once … Sheng Yun was also a traditional man.
Although he had three sisters, he was no better than anyone. He did not receive any warmth from his siblings.
To be his woman, to be helped to the position of Empress. He had to go through this trial.
I know that, and I know that the challenges and difficulties I will face in the future will be more.
"Wife, don't worry. I'll take over the Xu family and properly manage our two groups. You can rest assured and stay in the hospital to nurture your baby. "I will take good care of Zaizai. I will let you rest easy, okay?" He kissed me lightly on the forehead and smiled.
"Well, I believe you, because I love you." I smiled happily.
Sheng Yun held my hand and began to imagine the life after the birth of the future child. As he spoke, his phone rang.
It was one of his assistants. He answered and said, "Wife, I'm going to the office. There's an urgent meeting I need to call."
"What is it?" I asked.
"Don't worry so much, take care of yourself." Sheng Yun said.
"..."
I lay in the hospital for three months. For a busy person like me, these three months seemed like a long time.
Suddenly he had nothing to do but sleep every day, except to eat his meals and take medicine and get his injections on time. Because of the length of my stay in bed, I almost had a bedsore on my back.
As the tummy grew, the doctor checked the child's condition almost every few days.
There were several dangerous situations, but because they were in the hospital, they were always accompanied by a doctor, so they were able to survive.
I was able to walk on the ground occasionally, but I couldn't go out the door of the hospital.
I live in an upscale suite, like a hotel, full of stuff. The only thing was that there was no mirror.
My hands and feet are starting to swell, the
doctor told me. This is normal.
Sheng Yun was getting busier and busier. The two big companies had to maintain their businesses and travel continuously. Sometimes, he would not be here for a few days in a row.
Xia Yiwa came to see me often, she said I was touched by my wedding with Sheng Yun, so also intended to marry Shang Yang.
She was happy, too, but for her first child, she was much more relaxed than I was.
I had to go to bed, but she could walk around happily. She often accompany me to talk about heart, sometimes we also lament, how only a few years of youth, a flash, we all run for three.
No one told me what I was like, because there was no mirror or reference, and I didn't know what I was like.
I know one day, Ling Yue suddenly appeared at the door of my ward with flowers in his hands.
I didn't expect him to come to see me, and I certainly didn't expect him to look so hurt the first time he saw me.
His expression was as horrified as if he had seen a sea dog lying there.
I hadn't seen him for months, and he was still dressed like that, wearing a skeleton suit and carrying a large bouquet of bright, glistening perfume lilies in front of my bed.
"Hey." he said, grinning.
"You saw me just now, why is it that expression?" I couldn't help but ask.
"I've heard that this woman changes her appearance as soon as she gets pregnant, but this change is too great. I almost couldn't recognize her." "No," he said.
"What is it?" What have I become? " I asked in surprise.
After being hospitalized, my phone was also confiscated by Sheng Yun, and I relied on the patient's phone to contact him. Occasionally I was reflected in the television, and sometimes I wondered why I was so fat. Doctors and nurses would comfort me, "Pregnancy is always like this. Your face and body aren't fat at all... "Everything is fine."
"I don't recognize it anymore. Except for the voice, everything has changed." Ling Yue smiled and said, then took out his phone and handed it to me, "Take a look yourself, so this woman can't get pregnant casually. "Once pregnant, it's really …"
Ling Yue kept shaking his head. He didn't seem to realize how shocking his words were. He handed me his cell phone, and when I saw myself in the camera, I was shocked.
