by Rachel Reid
“I didn’t tell you,” Ilya said, “about after the NHL Awards.”
“After?”
“Yes. I went out. With Scott Hunter.”
Shane missed the next pass. “What do you mean?”
“There was a club having a Scott Hunter night, whatever the fuck that means.”
“A club? Like...”
“A gay club. Yes. So I thought I would go.”
“I’m sorry. You went to a gay club in Las Vegas with Scott Hunter?”
“And his boyfriend. Yes. Nice guy.”
Shane’s brow pinched. “Why didn’t you tell me this before?”
Ilya shrugged. “I forgot.” Which wasn’t true at all. He just wanted to see this exact expression on Shane’s face. Ilya privately thought of it as his “scrunched confusion” face.
“Was it...what was it like?”
“Was fine. A little boring but, you know, Scott Hunter. What can you expect?” Ilya snatched a new puck from the pile beside him with his stick blade and sent it over to Shane. This time Shane caught it on his stick easily.
“So, does Hunter know you’re—?”
“I did not say anything. He may have guessed something.” He grinned. “There were some very hot men there.”
And now Shane’s face changed to the expression Ilya called “clenched disapproval.”
“I’m glad you had a nice time,” Shane said tersely.
“Point is, I went to a gay bar with NHL players and it was...exciting, you know?”
Shane nodded, and returned the puck to Ilya. “I’ll bet.”
“I give Hunter shit, but what he did was brave. Kissing his boyfriend on TV like that. And the speech at the awards.”
“It was. It really...made me hopeful. That things might be changing.”
Ilya shot the puck back to Shane. “It made me jealous,” he admitted.
Shane laughed. “You wanna kiss me on television?”
“Yes. After I win the Stanley Cup.”
Shane spread his arms out. “Oh, so in this romantic scenario, you’ve just defeated me?”
“Yes. Sorry.”
“I’m not going to be in the mood to kiss you if I’ve just lost the Stanley Cup, Rozanov.”
“But you would be so proud of me!”
Shane rolled his eyes. “You are the most obnoxious person on earth. I have no idea why I—” He stopped himself just in time. “—why I put up with you.”
Ilya pushed against the ice with his sneakers and slid over to Shane. When he reached him, he kissed him loudly on the cheek.
“I’m hungry,” Shane grumbled. “Come on. Let’s see what’s in the fridge.”
* * *
“Are you going to show me to my room, or...?”
Ilya was leaning against a pillar in the middle of the living room, wearing that fucking crooked smile that always made Shane lose his mind.
“Well, I have four guest rooms,” Shane said, playing along. “Would you like one with a view?”
“I need one with a king-size bed.”
Shane walked toward Ilya and grinned. “They all have king-size beds.”
“And an en suite bathroom.”
“Oh,” Shane said, with mock concern. “I’m afraid there’s only one room with an en suite bathroom.”
“I have very specific needs.”
“I’ll try to be accommodating.”
He breathed the last words against Ilya’s lips and then kissed him. It was slow and wonderful.
“I want to sleep in your bed, Shane Hollander,” Ilya murmured.
“I want to do lots of things in my bed.”
“Show me. Take me to bed.”
Shane led him to the room that took up half of the second floor. The sun had set, but in the morning they would see the view of the lake through the windows that wrapped around two of the walls.
He watched Ilya take the room in; he watched him examine the pictures on the walls and the items on his dresser.
“This is your room,” Ilya said, more to himself maybe than to Shane.
“Yeah. Probably even more so than my room back in Montreal. This place is...home.”
“This is your parents,” Ilya said, pointing to a framed photo sitting on the dresser.
“Yep.”
With a playful little grin, Ilya flipped the photo so it lay facedown. “Do not want to shock them,” he said. Shane laughed.
Ilya moved to the bed and sat on the end of it. Shane sat beside him. “It’s kind of surreal. Having you here.”
“Yes. Bad or good?”
“Good,” Shane said quickly. He took Ilya’s hand and squeezed. “Really good.”
“Good.” Then, without warning, Ilya turned and pounced on him, pushing him down on his back on the mattress. Shane didn’t have time to be surprised before Ilya’s mouth was on his.
Shane moaned helplessly and arched his body against Ilya’s. He wrapped a leg around Ilya’s thighs and pulled him closer.
The kiss felt weird, and Shane realized it was because neither of them could stop smiling.
“You’re here,” he murmured.
“Yes. Now take off your clothes.”
Shane laughed and quickly removed his clothing. He fired each garment in the general direction of his laundry hamper, then sprawled out on his back and watched Ilya peel his own shirt off.
Ilya slid a hand down his own bare chest, like a stripper. He paused at the button on his shorts, and raised an eyebrow at Shane.
“What’s this Magic Mike shit?” Shane asked, grinning.
Ilya responded by pushing both hands into his own hair and tilting his head back dramatically. He thrust his crotch out, and Shane cracked up.
“Here, let me help you.” He crawled on his knees on the bed until he could press his mouth against Ilya’s stomach. He licked along the lines of Ilya’s muscles, and he heard Ilya let out a shaky breath.
“Don’t tease me,” Ilya said. “I have waited too long for this.”
“Mm.” Shane opened the front of Ilya’s shorts and playfully nipped at his chest. “Months.”
“Years,” Ilya sighed. “Years I have wanted to have you in your real bed.”
Shane froze. “Years?”
Ilya wrapped long fingers around Shane’s jaw, and tilted his head up to meet his gaze.
“Yes.”
Shane swallowed. “Get those shorts off,” he managed to scrape out.
Ilya had barely slipped the last of his clothing off before Shane reached for him. He needed to feel his weight on him. He needed to kiss him and touch him and feel him grow hard against him (although it looked like he was a little late for that).
Ilya was here, and Shane would finally know what it was like to be with him when they had all the time they wanted. Ilya had promised him two weeks, and Shane was giddy with the vastness of time that was spread before him.
Ilya kissed him, slowly and greedily. His erection brushed against Shane’s belly, and Shane wriggled against it to give Ilya as much friction as possible. Ilya responded by gripping both of Shane’s wrists and pinning them to the mattress.
“Oh,” Shane gasped. He shamelessly tipped his head back to give Ilya better access to his throat. Ilya took advantage of his generous offer by sucking the sensitive spot just under the hinge of Shane’s jaw.
Ilya was going to leave a mark—a hickey—if he kept sucking at Shane’s neck, but Shane realized that it didn’t matter. For the first time ever, they didn’t have to worry about evidence. About anything. No one would ever know what happened here.
“Harder,” Shane said. “I want to see it later.”
Ilya growled and pressed his mouth harder to Shane’s skin. He sucked hard enough that, for a hysterical second, Shane wondered if he might actually be a vampire.
No, dummy. Vampires aren’t real.
Just as the pain was crossing over to uncomfortable, Ilya pulled away. Shane was flooded with relief and the delicious burn that pulsed from the spot where Ilya had marked him.
Ilya gently licked the spot, and Shane squirmed happily.
“Mine.” Ilya’s breath tickled Shane’s skin when he spoke the single word.
“Yours,” Shane said dreamily.
“All of this. For two weeks. Is mine.”
Forever, Shane wanted to say. Forever if you ask.
He knew it was impossible, but in that moment he would do anything to make it work. There had to be a solution to their problem.
But, for now, he just said, “Fuck me. Please.”
Ilya sat up, and then flipped Shane to his stomach. He laid a light kiss between Shane’s shoulder blades.
Oh god, Shane wanted this. He wanted to thrust his ass into the air and to command Ilya to hurry the fuck up, but Ilya was making a slow journey down Shane’s body, placing a soft kiss on each notch of his spine. He was in no hurry at all.
“Gorgeous,” Ilya sighed between kisses. The word, in his accent, was dark and lush. It slid over Shane’s skin, and in that moment he felt gorgeous.
Ilya reached the base of Shane’s spine, and Shane expected him to pull away, maybe grab the lube. But instead, Ilya did something he had never done before: he kept going.
His tongue slipped into the crease of Shane’s ass as his big hands pulled his cheeks apart. Shane held his breath. He couldn’t believe Ilya was actually going to—
“Oh, god. Ilya.”
Shane felt the wet heat of Ilya’s tongue lapping at his hole and he had never experienced anything like it. It was impossibly intimate. It was so bold and fearless and so...Ilya.
His tongue paused a moment, and Ilya said, “Good?”
“Fucking great.”
He heard Ilya chuckle behind him, and then the lapping continued. Shane’s eyes rolled back and he groaned. How could something be so relaxing and so exciting at the same time? He was almost angry that Ilya had been holding out on him all this time. But that wouldn’t be fair; Shane appreciated this for the gift it was.
He was wild with need. His cock was rigid against the mattress, and it took all of his willpower not to start humping the bed. He didn’t want to move at all because that might make Ilya stop. And Shane wasn’t sure how much longer Ilya could keep doing this but...
Oh.
Ilya’s tongue was inside him.
Warm and slippery and intrusive. It was somewhere it definitely was not supposed to be. But it felt so, so, so, so good.
“Fuck. Fuck. Ilya...holy god. That’s amazing. Thank you. Fuck.”
The thank you was embarrassing, but Shane didn’t dwell on it. Just like he refused to be embarrassed by the desperate noises Ilya was drawing out of him by fucking his ass with his tongue.
Shane was going to come. The realization hit him suddenly, and, in a panic, he jerked his hips off the bed to remove any friction against his aching cock. Unfortunately, the move also caused him to smash Ilya in the face with his ass.
“Aah! What the fuck, Hollander?”
“Sorry!”
He turned to look over his shoulder, and Ilya was rubbing his jaw and scowling.
“I’m sorry!” Shane said again. “I was just... I didn’t want to come yet.”
Ilya rolled his eyes, but his lips twitched. “I guess that is a compliment.”
“It is,” Shane agreed quickly. He flipped over to his back. “That felt incredible.”
“Good.”
“Did, um...did you like doing that?”
Ilya nodded. “I did. Yes. Until you bashed me in the face.”
Shane bit his lip to keep from grinning, but Ilya noticed. With a snort that didn’t really sound angry, Ilya bent down until their faces were inches apart.
Shane tilted his chin up for a kiss before he remembered where Ilya’s mouth had just been. Did he care?
No.
He leaned up and kissed him, and he didn’t really taste much of anything. It was just the familiar heat of Ilya’s mouth on his. He felt the press of Ilya’s hard cock against his hip, and the need to have it inside of him flared right back up in Shane.
“Please.”
Ilya looked around and Shane pointed to the nightstand to the right of the bed. Ilya opened the drawer and pulled out a bottle of lube and a condom, but he didn’t close the drawer right away.
“What?” Shane asked.
“I was hoping there would be toys.”
“I don’t keep any here.”
“You have a big stash in Montreal?”
Shane blushed. “No!”
“No? Still just one lonely dildo?”
Yes.
Shane slammed his head back on the pillow. He was not above whining at this point. “Please shut up and fuck me.”
Ilya wasted no time positioning himself between Shane’s legs and driving into him. Shane wasn’t sure if he was trying to say be careful what you wish for, but Shane wasn’t feeling sorry at all.
Shane cried out into the room. He let himself be as loud as he’d always wanted to be, because he could.
“Oh, Shane. Yes. I want to hear it.”
Ilya slammed into him over and over, making the headboard bang against the wall. Shane reached a hand up to steady it, but Ilya just covered his hand with his own, bracing himself against the wall and fucking him even harder.
Shane lifted his legs and rested his ankles on Ilya’s shoulders. Ilya growled and lunged forward, folding Shane in half and sinking deeper inside him.
Ilya’s face was slick with sweat, and his eyes were wild. “Shane. Fuck—I—holy shit. You’re amazing, Shane. So fucking good.”
Shane could only make high, whimpery noises in response. He was going to come. There was nothing touching his dick, but it was going to happen. Any second now.
“You look like—are you going to come, Hollander?”
“Yeah,” Shane gasped.
“Oh fuck. Yes. Come on.”
Ilya thrust faster, keeping his eyes on Shane’s dick, and then Shane erupted. He screamed and arched and watched with Ilya as his dick coated his stomach and chest.
“Shane...” It was the only word Ilya managed to grit out before he stilled and came inside him.
For long moments, neither of them moved. They both panted and gazed at each other, and there were words that Shane was dangerously close to saying. He could feel them, thrashing around inside him, desperate to get out, but he forced them down.
And then Ilya placed a palm on the side of Shane’s face and just looked at him, and for a wild second Shane thought Ilya was going to be the one to say those forbidden words.
But he didn’t. Instead, he pulled out of him and fell on the mattress beside him. Shane rolled to his side, and Ilya did the same, facing him. Shane smiled because the last time he’d had this view of him, Ilya had been in Moscow, and Shane had been in Montreal.
“We could stay in this bed for two weeks,” Shane suggested.
Ilya shook his head. “No. I want to fuck you in every room of this house.”
Shane squirmed and blushed. “I have a hot tub, you know.”
Ilya made a face. “Hot tubs are terrible for sex. Have you tried it?”
“No.”
“Is horrible. Too hot. Uncomfortable.”
“Well, I also have a pool.”
Ilya leaned in and nuzzled under Shane’s chin. Shane tipped his head back so Ilya could trail kisses over his flushed skin.
“And a pool table,” Ilya murmured.
Oh god.
“The felt is very delicate,” Shane squeaked.
Ilya snorted. “Do you ever relax?”
Shane pulled away so he could glare at him. “You’re really going to make fun of me now? While you’re a guest in my home? In my bed?”
Shane was assaulted by a lazy, crooked smile.
“No,” Ilya said. “I like you, Hollander.”
It wasn’t an earth-shattering confession, but the words still moved Shane enormously.
“I like you too, Rozanov.”
Chapter Twenty-Four
The following evening, Ilya leaned against the rail of the deck and watched Shane flip burgers on the barbecue. Shane seemed very excited about the burgers. He had followed a recipe online.
Ilya took a sip of his beer. “Why the fuck are you making eight burgers?” he asked.
“That’s how many the recipe was for!”
“You can’t do math? Cut it in half?”
“Leave me alone.”
Instead, Ilya stood directly behind Shane and draped an arm across his chest. He kissed him behind the ear. “No,” he murmured.
Shane tipped his head back, and Ilya could see the color that had flooded to his cheeks.
It was exhilarating, to be outdoors like this and to be able to touch each other the way they wanted to.
Christ. He hadn’t even been here for two days yet and already he had no idea how he was going to be able to go back to the real world.
“I would bring some of the burgers over to my parents’ cottage, but that would ruin the whole I-can’t-be-disturbed-I’m-meditating lie I told them.”
Ilya kissed his neck. “Have you ever lied to your parents before?”
Shane shuddered. “Probably. I mean... I must have. But not often, no.”
“You love your parents. You are a good son.”
“I try to be.”
“They don’t know how bad you can be.”
“Stop it.”
“What is your mother’s name?”
Shane pulled away, and turned to face him. “What are you doing? Why all the questions?” He was frowning, as if he suspected Ilya was making fun of him.
“What? I want to know about your family! All I know is your mother is Japanese or something. Probably where you get your looks.”
“Half of them, yes.”
“And your dad is...boring? Is that where you get your boring from?”
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