The Book of Tomorrow

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by Cecelia Ahern


  I’d read only the first chapter of the book Fiona gave me at my dad’s funeral and already that was the most I’d read in a year, so the books stuffed onto the shelves didn’t particularly interest me. What did interest me was a photo album filed alongside them all. It was in the large book section, beside the dictionaries, encyclopaedia, world atlas and that kind of thing. An old-fashioned album, it had the look of a printed book, or at least its spine had. It had a red velvet cover and was embossed by a frame of gold, and I took it out and ran my finger across the front, leaving a darkened trail on the velvet. I curled up in the leather-studded armchair, looking forward to getting lost in somebody else’s memories. As soon as I opened the first page, the doorbell rang, long and shrill. It broke the silence and made me jump.

  I waited, almost expected Rosaleen to come sprinting across the road with her teadress hitched up to her thighs, revealing hamstrings so tight Jimi Hendrix could play on them. But she didn’t. Instead there was silence. There wasn’t a peep upstairs from Mum. The doorbell rang again and so I placed the photo album down on the table, and made my way to the front door, the house feeling a little more like home as I did so.

  Through the obscure stained glass, I could tell it was a man. When I opened the door, I saw it was a gorgeous man. Early twenties, I guessed, dark brown hair gelled straight up in the front, just like his polo-shirt collar. He could well be a rugby boy. He looked me up and down, and smiled.

  ‘Hi,’ he said, and his smile revealed perfectly straight white teeth. He had stubble all around his jaw, his eyes were bright blue. In his hand was a clipboard with a chart attached.

  ‘Hi,’ I said, arching my back as I leaned in against the door.

  ‘Sir Ignatius?’ he asked.

  I smiled. ‘Not I.’

  ‘Is there a Sir Ignatius Power in this house?’

  ‘Not at the moment. He’s out fox hunting with Lord Casper.’

  His eyes narrowed suspiciously. ‘When will he be back?’

  ‘After he’s caught the fox, I assume.’

  ‘Hmm…’ he nodded slowly and looked about him. ‘Are the foxes fast around here?’

  ‘You’re obviously not from around here. Everybody knows about the foxes here.’

  ‘Hmm. Indeed I’m not.’

  I bit my lip and tried not to smile.

  ‘So he might be a long time?’ he smiled, sensing I was waning.

  ‘He might be a very long time.’

  ‘I see.’

  He leaned against the porch pillar and stared at me.

  ‘What?’ I said defensively, feeling like I was melting under his gaze.

  ‘Seriously.’

  ‘Seriously, what?’

  ‘Does he live anywhere around here, at all?’

  ‘Definitely not behind these gates.’

  ‘What are you then?’

  ‘I’m a Goodwin.’

  ‘I’m sure you are, but what’s your surname?’

  I tried not to laugh but couldn’t help it.

  ‘Cheesy, I know, sorry,’ he apologised good-heartedly, then looked confused as he consulted his chart and scratched his head, making it even more tousled.

  I looked over his shoulder and saw a white bus, with ‘The Travelling Library’ emblazoned across the side.

  He finally looked up from his clipboard. ‘Okay then, I’m definitely lost. There’s no Goodwin on this list.’

  ‘Oh, it wouldn’t be under my name.’ Byrne was my mother’s maiden name, my uncle Arthur’s surname and the name this house would be under. Arthur and Rosaleen Byrne. Jennifer Byrne-it didn’t sound right. It felt like my mum should always have been a Goodwin.

  ‘So this must be the Kilsaney residence?’ he said hopefully, looking up from his chart.

  ‘Ah, the Kilsaneys,’ I said, and he looked relieved. ‘They’re the next house on the left, just through the trees,’ I smiled.

  ‘Great, thank you. I’ve never been around here before. I’m an hour late. What are they like, the Kilsaneys?’ He scrunched up his nose. ‘Will they give me shit?’

  I shrugged. ‘They don’t say much. But don’t worry, they love books.’

  ‘Good. Do you want me to stop here on the way back out so you can have a look at the books?’

  ‘Sure.’

  I closed the door and burst out laughing. I waited with excitement for him to return, butterflies fluttering around my heart and stomach as though I was a child playing hide-and-seek. I hadn’t felt like this for at least a month. Something had been reopened inside me. Less than a minute later, I heard the bus returning. It stopped outside the house and I opened the door. He was getting out of the bus, a big smile on his face. When he looked up he caught my eye and shook his head.

  ‘Kilsaneys not home?’ I asked.

  He laughed, coming towards me, thankfully not angry but amused. ‘They decided they didn’t want any books as it seems, along with the second floor and most of their walls, and the actual roof of their home, their bookshelf went missing.’

  I giggled.

  ‘Very funny, Miss Goodwin.’

  ‘It’s Ms, thank you very much.’

  ‘I’m Marcus.’ He held out his hand and I shook it.

  ‘Tamara.’

  ‘Beautiful name,’ he said gently. He leaned against the wooden porch pillar. ‘So seriously, do you know where this Sir Ignatius Power of the Sisters of Mercy lives?’

  ‘Hold on, let me see that.’ I grabbed the clipboard from him. ‘That’s not “Sir”. That’s “Sr”. Sister,’ I said slowly. ‘You muppet.’ I tapped him on the head with it. ‘He’s a nun.’ Not a transvestite, after all.

  ‘Oh.’ He started laughing and grabbed the end of his board. I held on tight. He pulled harder and dragged me out onto the porch. That close up he was even cuter. ‘So is that you, Sister?’ he asked. ‘Have you received your calling?’

  ‘The only thing I get called for is dinner.’

  He laughed. ‘So, who is she?’

  I shrugged.

  ‘You’re intent on making me get lost, aren’t you?’

  ‘Well, I just got here yesterday so I’m as lost as you are.’

  I didn’t smile when I said that and he didn’t smile back either. He got it.

  ‘Well, for your sake, I really hope that’s not true.’ He looked up at the house. ‘You live here?’

  I shrugged.

  ‘You don’t even know where you live?’

  ‘You’re a strange man who travels in a bus filled with books. Do you think I’m going to tell you where I live? I’ve heard about your kind,’ I said, walking away from the house and towards the bus.

  ‘Oh, yeah?’ He followed me.

  ‘There was a guy like you who lured children into his bus tempting them with lollipops, then when they got inside, he locked them in and drove off.’

  ‘Oh, I heard about him,’ he said, his eyes lighting up. ‘Long greasy black hair, big nose, pale skin, danced around in tight trousers and sang a lot. Also had a penchant for toy boxes?’

  ‘That’s the one. Friend of yours?’

  ‘Here,’ he rooted inside his top pocket and dug out his ID. ‘You’re right, I should have shown this earlier. It’s a public library, licensed and everything. All official. So I promise I won’t trap you inside.’

  Unless I asked him to. I studied the ID card. ‘Marcus Sandhurst.’

  ‘That is I. Want to look at the books?’ He held his arm out to the bus. ‘Your chariot awaits.’

  I looked around, not a soul nearby, including Mum. The bungalow also appeared dead. With nothing to lose, I climbed aboard, and as I did, Marcus sang, ‘Children,’ in the Child-Catcher’s voice, and cackled. I laughed too.

  Inside, both walls were lined with hundreds of books. Divided into various categories and I ran my finger along them, not really reading the titles, a little on guard at being in the bus with a strange man. I think Marcus sensed this because he took a few steps back from me, gave me plenty of space, and stood by the open
door instead.

  ‘So what’s your favourite book?’ I asked.

  ‘Eh…Scarface.’

  ‘That’s a film.’

  ‘Based on a book,’ he said.

  ‘No, it’s not. What’s your favourite book?’

  ‘Coldplay,’ he responded. ‘Pizza…I don’t know.’

  ‘Okay,’ I laughed, ‘so you don’t read.’

  ‘Nope.’ He sat up on a ledge. ‘But I’m hoping that this experience will positively change me for the better and that I will be converted to a reader.’ He spoke lazily, his voice so lacklustre and unconvincing it was as though he was repeating something he’d been told himself.

  I studied him. ‘So what happened, Daddy asked his friend to give you a job?’

  His jaw line hardened and he was silent for a while, and I felt really bad, like I should take back the comment. I don’t even know why I said that. I don’t even know where that came from. I just had a weird feeling that I must have been close. I think maybe I recognised a part of me in him.

  ‘Sorry, that wasn’t funny,’ I apologised. ‘So what happens here?’ I said, trying to break the tension. ‘You travel around to people’s houses and give them books?’

  ‘It’s the same as a library,’ Marcus said, still a little cool with me. ‘People join up, receive membership cards and that allows them to take out books. I go to the towns where there aren’t any libraries.’

  ‘Or life forms,’ I said, and he laughed.

  ‘You’re finding it tough here, city girl?’

  I ignored that comment and kept studying the books.

  ‘You know what people around here would really appreciate instead of books?’

  He smiled suggestively at me.

  ‘Not that,’ I laughed. ‘You could actually make some money out of this thing if you got rid of the books.’

  ‘Ha! Now that’s not very cultured,’ he said.

  ‘Well, there’s no bus service around here. Apparently there’s a town fifteen minutes drive away-how is anybody supposed to get there?’

  ‘Eh…the answer would be in your question.’

  ‘Yes, but I can’t drive because I’m-’ I stalled, and he smiled. ‘Because I’m not able to drive,’ I finished.

  ‘What? You mean Daddy didn’t get you a Mini Cooper yet? That’s totally uncool,’ he imitated me.

  ‘TouchÉ.’

  ‘Okay,’ he jumped off the table, filled with energy. ‘I have to go there now. How about we go to this wonderful magical town that no human legs can reach.’

  I giggled. ‘Okay.’

  ‘Don’t you need to run it by somebody? I don’t want to be done for kidnapping.’

  ‘I may not be a driver but I’m not a child.’ I kept my eye on the bungalow. Rosaleen was gone a long time.

  ‘You’re sure?’ he asked, looking around. ‘Please just tell someone.’

  He looked anxious and just because of that I took out my phone and called Mum’s mobile, which I know she hadn’t touched for a month. I left a message.

  ‘Hi, Mum, it’s me. I’m outside the house in a bus full of books and a cute guy is going to drive me to the town. I’ll be back in a few hours. In case I don’t come back, his name is Marcus Sandhurst, he’s five foot ten, has black hair, blue eyes…Any tattoos?’ I asked.

  He lifted his top. Ooh he was ribbed.

  ‘He’s got a Celtic cross on his lower abdomen, no chest hair and a silly smile. He likes Scarface, Coldplay and pizza, and is hoping to get into books in a big way. See you later.’

  I hung up and Marcus burst out laughing. ‘You know me better than most people.’

  ‘Let’s get out of here,’ I said.

  ‘Are you always so misbehaved?’ he asked.

  ‘Always,’ I responded, and climbed into the passenger seat in preparation for my adventure out of Kilsaney Demesne.

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  I Want

  There were twelve minutes of a comfortable and not-for-one-second awkward conversation with Marcus, before reaching the town. Only ‘the town’ wasn’t at all what I was expecting. Even with my expectations lowered to an all-time low, it was so much worse. It was a one-horse town, with not even a horse in sight. A church. A graveyard. Two pubs. A chipper. A petrol station with a newsagent. A hardware store. Full stop.

  I must have whimpered because Marcus looked at me, worried.

  ‘What’s wrong?’

  ‘What’s wrong?’ My eyes widened as I turned to him. ‘What’s wrong? I have a Barbie Village from when I was like, five, bigger than this at home.’

  He tried not to but he laughed. ‘It’s not that bad. Another twenty minutes and you’re in Dunshauglin; that’s a proper town.’

  ‘Another twenty minutes? I can’t even get here, to this shit hole on my own.’ I felt my eyes heat up with frustration, my nose started to itch, my eyes began to fill. I felt like kicking the bus down and screaming. I grunted instead. ‘What the hell am I going to do around here on my own, buy a shovel in there, and dig up the dead over there? And have a bag of chips and a pint while I’m doing it?’

  Marcus snorted, and had to look away to compose himself. ‘Tamara, it’s really not that bad.’

  ‘Yes it is. I want a fucking skinny gingerbread latte and a cinnamon roll, now,’ I said very calmly, aware that I was beginning to sound like Violet Beauregarde from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. ‘And while I’m there I want to use my laptop and avail myself of their Wi-Fi service, go online and check my Facebook page. I want to go to Topshop. I want to Twitter. And then I want to go to the beach with my friends and look at the sea and drink a bottle of white wine and I want to get so drunk, I fall over and vomit. You know, like normal things that normal people do. That is what I want.’

  ‘Do you always get what you want?’ Marcus looked at me.

  I couldn’t answer. A giant lump of oh-my-god-I’m-in-love-kind-of-feeling had gathered in my throat. And so I just nodded.

  ‘Okay,’ he said, perking up, and I swallowed, my Marcus crush sent flying down my oesophagus into my stomach. ‘Let’s look on the bright side.’

  ‘There is no bright side.’

  ‘There’s always a bright side.’ He looked left and then he looked right, he held his hands up and his eyes lit up. ‘There’s no library.’

  ‘Oh my god…’ I head-butted myself off the dashboard.

  ‘Right,’ he laughed and turned the engine off, ‘let’s go somewhere else.’

  ‘Don’t you need the engine on to go somewhere else?’ I asked.

  ‘We’re not driving,’ he said, and climbed over the top of the driver’s seat and into the bus. ‘So, let’s see…where should we go?’ He moved his finger along the spines of the books in the travel section and walked alongside them reading aloud, ‘ Paris, Chile, Rome, Argentina, Mexico…’

  ‘ Mexico,’ I said straightaway, kneeling up on the seat to watch him.

  ‘ Mexico,’ he nodded. ‘Good choice.’ He lifted the book from the shelf and looked at me. ‘Well? Are you coming? Flight’s about to leave.’

  I smiled and climbed over the back of the seat. We sat on the floor, side by side, in the back of the bus and that day, we went to Mexico.

  I don’t know if he knows how important that moment was to me. How much he actually saved me from myself, from absolute despair. Maybe he does know and that’s exactly what he was doing. But he was like an angel who came into my life with his bus of books at exactly the right time, and who whisked me away from a terrible place to a faraway land.

  We didn’t stay in Mexico for as long as we’d hoped. We checked into our hotel, double bed, dumped our bags, and headed straight for the beach. I bought a bikini from a man selling them on the beach, Marcus had ordered a cocktail and was going to go on a jetski alone-I was refusing to get into a wet suit-when the knock came on the bus and an elderly woman who eyed me suspiciously stepped on to find something for her to pass her time in. We got to our feet then and I browsed the shelves while Marcus
played host. I came across a book about grief; about learning how to deal with personal grief or a loved one suffering from grief. I hovered by that book for a while, my heart pounding as though I’d found a magic vaccination for all worldly diseases. But I couldn’t bring myself to lift it from the shelf-I don’t know why. I didn’t want Marcus to see, I didn’t want him to ask me about it, I didn’t want to have to tell him about Dad dying. Then that would mean I’d be exactly who I was. I was a girl whose dad had just killed himself. If I didn’t tell him, then I didn’t have to be that girl. Not to him, anyway. I would just be her on the inside. I’d let her rage inside me, bubble under my skin, but I’d go to Mexico and leave her behind in the gatehouse.

 

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