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by Paige Orr

I look at my guys, and find them all watching me curiously. I get why they would be confused right now, I haven’t exactly taken things well since we’ve met, and all they’ve really seen from me is fear. But there really comes a point where you stop caring about all the little things, and learn to just accept how your life has turned out. If I didn’t find out about everything I have, then I wouldn’t have met any of them, and my life is a lot better with them in it. Without all the shit I’ve had to fight through, I wouldn’t be the person I am today. I wouldn’t go as far as saying I’m thankful for everything that Sarah put me through, but if she didn’t do all that shit then I wouldn’t have been able to be as strong as I am now.

  I take a deep breath, before telling them about what my grandfather said. I know that we’ve really got to figure out how to deal with his bullshit, but right now all I can think about is having one last night of having no worries with my guys. I’m not going to waste my time sitting here, worrying over what the old fuck has planned for me, because I know now that no matter how bad it gets my guys will always be there.

  Lilith

  Later that night, we all sit down to watch some movies. I know that we’ve all got a lot on our minds, but I can’t help how happy I feel in my own little bubble with them.their presence is so relaxing, and I feel safe with us all together, knowing they will do whatever they can to protect me. With everything we’ve all been through in such a short amount of time, I’m not surprised when I look around and find the guys too distracted to really watch anything. I get up heading into the kitchen to get some coffee, and a minute to myself. I really don’t want to seem ungrateful, but I hate the fact that they’re all just waiting for me to break down. Sure I haven’t shown them my best side with how hard I’ve taken all these life changing revelations, but can you really blame a girl? Everyone has their limits for how much shit they can take.

  Filling my cup, I walk back into the living room, and head towards an empty seat, not really paying attention to what the guys are talking about. Before I get the chance to sit my ass down, a hand grabs me by the wrist, pulling me down on their lap. Turning, I give D a goofy grin pulling my legs up and curling against his chest. I turn to the others, finding them smiling softly at me and my heart flutters in my chest. This is exactly what I need, them treating me like normal instead of like a piece of glass. Plus let’s be serious, this is the best fucking seat in the cabin, with my big softies arms wrapped around me.

  My eyes follow Gale as he picks up the remote, turning to me with a sneaky little smirk on his face. I can’t stop the smile that spreads across my face, knowing that my goofy guy has something planned. I eye him suspiciously, as I watch him flicking through the films, and a huge grin spreads over my face when I see which one he’s picked. I fucking love this boy so much, he had to go and pick one of my favorite fucking films, I swear could watch UP over and over again. I can feel the emotions rising in my chest as I watch Carl and Ellie’s story unfold, and I know I have tears in my eyes, but I really couldn’t care less. Their love is something that I always dreamed of having, no matter how sad their story ended. I suppose I always thought it would be nearly impossible to find one person who loved me the same way that Carl loved Ellie, but now I have seven! I really am the luckiest fucking girl in the world.

  I look around the room at all my guys just taking them in, and enjoying the view. To think I was so fucking scared of letting anyone in, knowing that everyone else I trusted with my heart did everything they could to hurt me. I really was fucking stupid, they’ve done nothing but show me how far they’re willing to go to protect me. Sure, if I wanted to sit here over analysing everything, I can see that I’ve got fucking issues. With everything my mom did, the one person who was supposed to love me no matter what, it’s not hard to figure out that I’ve got abandonment and trust issues. In fact it’s fucking glaringly clear now, but maybe it’s about time I stopped letting the sadistic bitch control my life. She hasn’t really been part of it for years, so if there was ever a time to let go of my resentment and leave her in the past it’s now. These guys are worth fighting through my issues for, they’ve been nothing but patient with me, and I can’t describe how grateful I am for them being here.

  I settle my head on D’s shoulder, enjoying the peace that fills me being surrounded by my guys, and watch the rest of the film feeling totally content. By the time the end credits are scrolling across the screen, I can feel myself nodding off. Without batting an eye, D picks me up cradling me against his chest, and carries me to my room. He walks towards my bed, slowly lowering me to the mattress before trying to pull away. Before he can get very far, I gently grab a fistful of his hair pulling his lips to mine in a gentle caress, then whisper in his ear. “Please stay with me big guy, I could really use your cuddles tonight and I really don’t want to be alone.”

  He reaches down, tucking a stray strand of hair behind my ear, and seeing the love shining from his beautiful emerald eyes fills my stomach with butterflies. “I wasn’t planning on going anywhere princess, but I would really like to get these clothes off so I can get more comfortable. Even if you wanted to be alone tonight, I really don’t think I could’ve handled leaving you. Knowing that fucking madman was here for you scared the shit out of me. I fucking hate that so many people are trying to hurt you. I just want to hold you in my arms tonight and know that nothing can hurt you anymore.”

  This guy really is the biggest fucking softie ever, he’s my big teddy bear and I fucking love him. “I know big guy, it ain’t easy having a target on my back but I know that I’m safe with you guys. I’ve never felt as safe as I do now with all of you around me. You guys really do make all of this ten times easier to handle, I’d probably be a complete fucking wreck right now without you all. It helps that you’re all sexy as sin too, really leaves me nothing to complain about.” I give him a cheeky smile as he chuckles at me before straightening up and pulling his shirt over his head one handed, in that sexy way men have perfected, I swear that move is just part of the male DNA. My gaze hungrily eats up his bare chest, and my breath catches in the back of my throat. These guys fucking destroy me with how fucking perfect they are, it’s like being in front of a piece of art.

  He looks down at me with heat in his eyes, as he teases me by slowly sliding his hands down his perfect abs, toward the waistband of his sweatpants. My eyes follow his actions greedily, as I enjoy his little show. I groan, nibbling my lip as he slides his pants lower revealing his swollen cock, the action causing it to bob up and down in front of him before it settles against his stomach. His trousers land at his feet, and he even manages to make stepping out of them look sexy, how is that even fucking possible? I don’t have much time to think about it, as he begins to crawl across the bed resting his body above me. I pull his head down to me and hungrily feast on his mouth, this man sets my fucking soul on fire.

  I open my legs for him, and he settles himself between my thighs, grinding his hardness against me. Shivers shoot up my spine, as I arch my back, rubbing my pebbled nipples against his hard chest. I’ve never been confident in bed with a man, but when I’m with any of my guys, my mind is too filled with thoughts of them to overthink if I’m doing this right. Reaching a hand down, I grasp him squeezing gently, causing him to hiss between his teeth. Smiling against his lips, I lazily stroke him as he drops his forehead against mine, and slowly thrusts into my grasp. He reaches up, cupping my neck in his hand, as his eyes lock on to mine. “If you don’t stop that princess, then this is going to be over far too quickly for my liking, especially when you still have way too many clothes on.”

  With that, he sits back grabbing the edge of my top, slowly sliding it up and over my head. He takes his time, making me feel precious with the way his eyes travel across my bare skin. Taking my nipple into his mouth, he gives it a quick nip before soothing the sting causing me to gasp. I look down at him finding his eyes locked on me, with a naughty smirk on his face. I love when he lets himself go like this, and the way he mak
es my body sing for him. His thumbs hook in my bottoms and he eases them down my legs, throwing them on the floor not caring where they land. Crawling up my body, he stops at my pussy, dragging his nose along the damp fabric. He lets out a sexy growl as he lightly traces my lips with his tongue, causing me to buck against his mouth, chasing the small contact. His mouth latches on to my clit, causing me to cry out and throw my head back in ecstasy as colors explode behind my eyelids. When I finally look back down at him, I see his skin turning red as he shifts to his incubus form. It feels like his tongue grows with his transformation, as he thrusts it into my opening, causing me to shatter immediately, going light headed as the blood rushes to my head. I clamp my thighs around his head, riding out my orgasm as he drinks me in.

  Lilith

  He crawls his way up my body leaving bites in his wake, until he’s settled between my thighs again, his cock begging for attention. The hungry look in his eyes, has me clenching in anticipation for what’s to come. He takes his cock and rubs it up and down my still sensitive slit, causing shock waves of pleasure to course through me. I whimper with frustration, causing him to give a throaty laugh, as he guides himself to my entrance. I expect him to slam himself home, but I'm pleasantly surprised when he eases in, inch by torturous inch, until he finally bottoms out. He lets out a groan of satisfaction, as I flutter around his member.

  He takes his time, slowly pistoning into me as a red smoke slowly starts to waft off his skin. I watch fascinated as it begins to sink into me, and gasp when it begins to feel like hands are caressing my whole body, heightening the sensations he’s already causing in me to extreme levels. The cocky smile on his face as he watches my reaction makes me throw a mocking glare at him, as I clench my muscles around him. Smirking back at him when I see him clenching his jaw, trying not to lose his cool while keeping up his torturously slow pace. I never expected him to be so gentle, but him taking his time really takes things to another level, as I feel him sliding into me enjoying every second of how full I feel.

  I feel something slide over my thigh, and look down in time to see his tail flicking my clit, causing me to gasp out his name as my legs begin to shake. He hooks his hand around my calf, bringing my leg up until it rests on his shoulder, while he kisses every inch of me that he can reach. I watch as his wings spread out behind him, and he begins to move just a little bit faster, sweat beginning to form on his brow from his restraint. He reaches up gently squeezing my throat as he pushes up with his legs, hitting me deeper and he growls out in pleasure.

  He leans down, taking my lips in a punishing kiss as he grinds against me, and my eyes roll into the back of my head as I shatter around him. Like that's what he’s been waiting for, he starts to thrust into me at a punishing pace, drawing my orgasm out until I’m nothing but a puddle of desire under him. He rests his forehead on mine, staring into my eyes with so much lust that I can feel another orgasm gaining speed as it travels through me. Leaning down he growls into my ear. “You feel so fucking good princess, I love the way you tighten around me. You’re the sexiest fucking thing I’ve ever laid my eyes on, and with the way that you look beneath me... I don’t know how much more I can take.”

  His words send me higher, and the thought of what I do to this man is fucking empowering. His thrusts become sloppy as his tail flicks harder and faster over my tight bundle of nerves, causing an orgasm to come crashing over me again with no warning. I cry out his name as I spasm around him, and he slams his hips against mine finding his own completion, as I watch the rapture cross his face.

  We both lay there, panting and unwilling to move, just enjoying the feel of our entangled bodies. Leaning up on his elbows, he looks at me with a boyish smile, causing my heart to constrict. “I love you, big guy.” My words cause a feral hunger to wash over his face and I can feel him growing hard inside me again. “I fucking love you too, princess and tonight I’m going to show you just how much.”

  The next morning I wake up with a delicious ache between my legs, and I smile at the memories of the night before. My big softie was so fucking passionate that it left me shocked at the way he worshipped my body. I expected a nice hard fuck, but instead he slowly made love to me over and over, it was fucking amazing. A smile spreads across my face as his arm tenses, pulling me flush against his chest causing me to giggle. Yes I did just giggle like a fucking teenager, but right now I just don’t care. He makes me feel like the most special thing in the world, and I really do love him so fucking much for making me feel accepted.

  I turn in his arms, watching as he opens his beautiful eyes giving me a goofy grin. His smiles are the most perfect present that he could give me, knowing that he doesn’t get to let go like this very often. “Good morning, princess.” His voice is husky with sleep causing me to shiver, I could never get sick of waking up to this beautiful man in the morning. He reaches out cupping my cheek, and bringing his lips to mine in a slow tender kiss, and I melt further into his embrace. How do these guys do this shit to me? They’re so fucking sweet to me and they make me feel so loved, it’s fucking foreign to me but I really don’t mind it.

  Breaking the kiss, I get out of bed heading toward the bathroom to grab a shower, and I smile when I hear him following behind me. At this rate we’re never going to leave this room, not that I would really complain. It’s fair to say that it would be great to wake up like this every day, and once we finish this whole prophecy thing that’s exactly how I intend to start everyday. I don’t think I’ll hear any complaining from my guys either, I really haven’t ever been this happy before in my life. I’m going to do everything I can to make sure that nothing ruins this, because I think it’s about time that we all get the happiness we deserve.

  Lilith

  An hour later we finally get out the shower, and I feel like I need a fucking nap, It’s fair to say that D has fucking stamina! I can’t wipe the silly grin off my face as we both get dressed and head downstairs to the others hanging out in the living room. Aiden is the first one to notice me as we walk through the door, and a sly smile covers his face as he sends a wink my way. I can feel my face heating up, and I bite my lip trying to hold back my grin. I know I have nothing to be embarrassed about, but I’m still getting used to the fact that the guys are happy for me when I spend the night with one of them.

  The others follow Aiden’s gaze and Tae leans back in his chair, looking at me with lust in his eyes. “Good morning, kitten. I’m glad you enjoyed yourself last night, but It’s time to pack up whatever you brought with you. We really need to be getting back to deal with the fall out from Xilas’s escape. Plus Gemma won’t stop calling, she has a few things for you to look over at work, and as much as I would love to take you back into the bedroom and enjoy that sweet body of yours, I’m afraid we don’t have the time.”

  Walking over to him, I lean in and take his lips in a searing kiss, before stepping back and walking away with an extra swing in my step. If he wants to tease me with thoughts of us together, then two can play at that game, I’ll just have to do it better than he does. The guys laughter follows me as I head back to my bedroom and grab my bag to start packing my things away. There’s not much to do, since I only packed for a few days, so I’m finished in ten minutes and heading back to the living room to find Aziel sitting on his own, his own bag laying at his feet. I still can’t believe that I’m this fucking lucky, to have all these men who care about me so much.

  Sauntering towards him I plop myself down on his lap, wrapping my arms around his neck and giving him a peck on the cheek. “Well hello to you too, angel. You’re going to be riding with me and Aiden on the way back home, are you all set? Made sure you got everything? I know we left to get up here in a rush so you probably don’t have much here, but I just wanted to double check. It'll be nice to spend some time with you, so you can get to know me and Aiden a bit more. I just hope you can handle putting up with Aiden during the trip, he can be so childish on longer journeys.”

  I giggle as I imagine Aiden
bouncing up and down in his seat, annoying Aziel by asking ‘Are we there yet?’ like a five year old. He really is a fucking cutie, and I can totally see why Aziel might think that he would annoy me, but I can be pretty childish myself. “Oh, I’m sure I could think of something to keep him entertained if I put my mind to it. I just hope I won’t distract you too much.” His eyes meet mine, as a hungry grin covers his face. He buries his face in my neck, giving me a playful nip, causing me to squeal with surprise, then he whispers into my ear.

  “I’m sure it would be the best kind of distraction, and I can assure you we plan to enjoy every second of having you all to ourselves.” He nips my earlobe as my breath catches in the back of my throat. His words send tingles shooting through me and straight to between my thighs, causing me to rub them together in search of any friction to ease the ache building there. I’m really fucking glad for my quick healing, because I could really do with having them both, and if I didn’t heal a little from D last night that would be impossible. I pull his lips to mine in a deep kiss, getting lost in the feel of his lips and tongue against mine, until a throat clearing behind us causes me to pull away to find Aiden standing in the doorway with his eyes searing into me. My eyes are drawn downward as I watch him adjust himself, and I lick the taste of Aziel off my lips.

  “As sexy as watching you take control is, little dove, we should probably get on our way. We have plenty of time to enjoy you undisturbed, so bring that sexy arse over here and let us get you home.” I slowly get to my feet feeling weak at the knees, and walk towards Aiden running my hands down his chest, grasping him through his tight jeans. “Your right, we definitely should be on our way, I can’t wait to get to know you better.”

 

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