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by Kennedy, Elle


  “What?” she asked self-consciously.

  He shook his head, looking a bit stunned. “How are we this good together? The only time I’ve ever come this hard is when we did it in that closet.”

  She managed a small laugh. “Are you just trying to be nice?”

  He snorted. “I just fucked you on your kitchen counter. Does a nice guy really do that?”

  “Hmmm, I guess not.” She tilted her head. “So…just to clarify…are you officially agreeing to fling with me?”

  “I guess I am.”

  Wariness crept up her body. “Because I meant what I said on Friday—I don’t really have the time for a relationship right now.”

  “Okay.”

  “Okay?”

  He rolled his eyes. “Yes, okay. If you want sex, I’ll give you sex.”

  “Just sex,” she prompted.

  An indefinable expression flickered in his eyes, and then he smiled. “Whatever you say, sweetheart.”

  4

  “Your plan isn’t working.” Carson sank into the chair across from Will and handed the man a beer.

  It was Monday night and he’d dragged Will to the Sand Hole, one of his favorite bars in San Diego. A few yards from the pier, the bar offered an outdoor patio that overlooked the ocean, and the two men sat at a table by the railing while the balmy evening breeze tried to claim the napkins on the tabletop. Carson finally set his beer bottle on the napkins so the damn things would quit fluttering around.

  It was just Will and him tonight, something that was becoming a habit. Garrett and Shelby were still away. Ryan and Matt had hit a nightclub across town, but Carson hadn’t felt like clubbing tonight. He was in a seriously shitty mood, despite the incredible sex he’d been having for the past week.

  “She still wants a fling, huh?” Will said, slowly sipping his beer.

  “Yep.” Carson groaned. “Don’t get me wrong—the fucking is unbelievable. But every time I even bring up the subject of going out to dinner or catching a movie, she tries to distract me with sex.”

  Will laughed. “Does it work?”

  “Every fucking time, man.” He was almost ashamed of how badly he craved Holly’s lithe little body. Every time she was naked, he couldn’t think. Or breathe. Or do anything that didn’t involve running his tongue over every inch of her nakedness.

  It was like an addiction, and one he could spend the rest of his life enslaved to. But that was the problem—he wasn’t going to have Holly for the rest of his life. Hell, if she had her way, he wouldn’t have her for much longer.

  “She’s got midterm exams coming up, and she keeps hinting that we need to take a breather,” he confessed with a sigh.

  “Culinary school has exams?”

  “Kind of. She’s got to prepare all these fancy dishes for her teacher, and then work in a restaurant for a couple of nights to show she’s capable of working under pressure and all that crap.”

  “Bring her on our next assignment.” Will snorted. “She’ll definitely learn how to work under pressure then.”

  Carson lifted his beer to his lips, suddenly sidetracked. “Speaking of assignments, what’s this I’ve been hearing about us going to the jungle?” The idea of hopping in a chopper and going somewhere—even the freaking jungle—wasn’t all that unappealing. The team hadn’t been out of the country since that stint in Colombia, and Carson was itching for an adventure. He hated sitting around and waiting to be paged.

  “Not for sure yet,” Will replied. “But I’ve been hearing rumors about some trouble happening at a plant in Brazil. Rebel soldiers killed a few workers, I think, and there’s a chance we might need to go in and extract the CEO. He refuses to leave, but there’ve been a few threats to his life, so we’ll see.” Will put down his beer. “You’re feeling stir crazy too, eh? Thought you were too busy wooing the waitress to remember what you do for a living.”

  “Well, maybe the best way to change her mind is to leave,” he said with a shrug. “You know, absence makes the heart grow fonder, and all that? I swear, she’s got so much shit on her plate, I’m starting to think she’s Superwoman.”

  Will looked curious. “Yeah? Like what?”

  “Work, this culinary class, and don’t get me started on her incompetent family. I can’t count how many times she’s left me in her bed this week so she could rush off and save someone from themselves.” Carson shook his head, baffled. “Her father calls her to come over and help him check his email! And her sister Caroline is a total space cadet. She locked her keys in the car every day this week.”

  And when they said jump, Holly jumped. That’s what Carson didn’t get. His sister Jenny was constantly getting into jams, but she only called Carson when something bad was going down. Holly’s family, however, called for everything. Every goddamn miniscule problem that they could probably handle all on their own, if Holly would just let them.

  He knew her mother had died, and that sucked, but he didn’t think it was reason enough for Holly to drop everything and play mother hen to everyone. Especially when all the responsibilities—which she could easily rid herself of—constantly got in the way of their relationship.

  Sorry, their fling. Because no matter how much fun they had together, how many times they laughed over pizza or cuddled in front of the television or had wild sex on every surface of Holly’s apartment, she still refused to call it anything other than a fling.

  “So tell her how ridiculous her family is being,” Will suggested.

  “I’ve tried. But she thinks they need her. The whole family was pretty upset after her mother died, and Holly ended up filling her mom’s role. Now they all expect it of her.”

  Will leaned back in his chair. “Do you like this girl?”

  Did he like her? Uh, yeah. In fact, he couldn’t remember ever liking another female more than he liked Holly. She was quirky and funny and unbelievably good in bed. And way too caring and generous for her own good.

  “Of course I like her,” he answered.

  “Then tell her. And keep telling her. Sooner or later she’ll have to see that the two of you could have more than a silly fling.”

  But would she? Carson had the most unsettling feeling that it wouldn’t matter how many times he told her how great she was, or how many ways he tried to show her he was serious about her. With Holly, responsibility always came first. To her job, her family, her school.

  So that meant he had to find a way around it. Because he was sick of being Holly Lawson’s boy toy. He wanted to be her boyfriend.

  Now he just had to convince her to let him.

  * * *

  “Want a slice of pizza?” Carson asked after he’d gotten rid of the condom, leaving her in a hot, sweaty mess on the living room carpet.

  Holly forced her head up to shoot him an amazed look. How was he even able to stand up? Her own legs were so shaky she knew she’d keel right over if she tried putting her weight on them. She was nowhere close to Carson’s level of recovery.

  “Sex makes me hungry,” he said with an endearing shrug.

  She managed to move into a sitting position, watching as Carson flipped open the pizza box, grabbed a slice and sank down on the couch. Naked. The sight of that gloriously nude body stole the breath right out of her lungs. She’d never seen a man in such incredible shape before. Carson’s chest was solid and unyielding, defined pecs and rippled six-pack and smooth sleek sinew. A dusting of blond hair covered his chest and legs, but it was just the right amount. Not too hairy, and not pretty-boy smooth. He was masculine and beautiful and so appealing, her mouth watered like one of Pavlov’s dogs.

  He cast her a grin when he noticed her staring, then gestured to the cushion next to his. “Sit and eat.”

  Somehow she managed to force her legs to carry her from the floor to the couch. She grabbed a slice of pizza, but she wasn’t all that hungry; she just wanted to hold something in her hands so she wouldn’t be tempted to grab Carson. Boy, was she tempted. The aftereffects of her orgasm still
pulsated through her body, tingling her nipples, tickling her thighs. She’d never experienced anything like this. The primitive, animal lust and raw pleasure.

  It had been like this for an entire week. She couldn’t keep her hands off this man, and if it weren’t for work and school, she would be content being with him from morning ’til night and doing nothing but having really amazing sex.

  Knowing Carson, he’d be totally up for the idea. He’d spent every night at her place for the past week, and he didn’t seem at all bored with her yet. Which was odd, since she really wasn’t the most exciting person on the planet. When she was at her apartment—and not rescuing her siblings from themselves—she usually spent her time cooking or watching TV. Not exactly anything to write home about.

  Yet Carson seemed perfectly at ease doing nothing with her. Tonight he’d even brought over a couple of DVDs, all action flicks. They’d watched one before taking a break to have sex on the living room floor, and he’d spent the entire movie scrutinizing the fake military troop and telling Holly all the reasons why they wouldn’t have been able to blow up the village using the equipment they had. His commentary had reminded her of what he did for a living, that his job was a dangerous one, but it still didn’t seem real to her, especially since he seemed to spend most of his time waiting to be paged.

  “Aren’t you bored not blowing up things or traipsing through the jungle?” she found herself asking, setting her pizza slice back in the box.

  Next to her, Carson chewed slowly, then tossed her a thoughtful look. “Yes and no. The team hasn’t gone wheels up in more than a month, and I’m definitely ready for another assignment. But I’m also enjoying spending time with you, so I’m not complaining about the lull in the SEAL world.”

  “We’re not spending time together,” she reminded him. “We’re sleeping together.”

  As if her reminder had stolen his appetite, he dropped his half-eaten slice. “Right,” he said, sounding a bit sarcastic.

  “It’s a fling, Carson,” she said firmly.

  “Not anymore it isn’t.” He raked his fingers through his blond hair. “We’ve spent a week together, Hol. We’ve cuddled and watched movies and made each other laugh. That’s more than a fling, in my opinion.”

  She pressed her lips together, trying to think of a response. He was right—they had done a lot of couple-ish things this week. But they’d had a ridiculous amount of sex, too, so she’d figured that canceled out the couple stuff. Not that she didn’t enjoy the non-sex parts. She did enjoy them. She was just…

  Scared, a little voice filled in.

  Holly quickly forced away the thought. No, she wasn’t scared. She couldn’t be. So what if Steve had dumped her and told her he wanted someone more wild and exciting? That wasn’t the reason she didn’t want a relationship. She was simply too busy for one.

  Liar. You’re scared.

  The voice was beginning to annoy her. In fact, this whole conversation with Carson was beginning to annoy her. Why couldn’t he stop pushing her and just have fun? The two of them had become pretty skilled at fun.

  Obviously it was time to remind him of that.

  Before he could open his mouth to continue speaking, she slid closer and wrapped her fingers around his shaft. It instantly hardened against her palm.

  “Oh no you don’t,” he grumbled, reaching for her hand. “You’re not going to distract me again. We’re having this conversation whether you like it or—Jesus,” he groaned as she bent down and took his tip into her mouth.

  Kissing the broad head, she trailed her tongue along his sensitive underside, nibbling gently on the velvety smooth flesh.

  “Damn it, Holly. You’re not allowed to…” His voice trailed off the moment she sucked him.

  There was nothing more arousing than bringing Carson to climax. She’d done it frequently this week, and she knew exactly what he liked now. Curling her fingers around his base, she pumped and sucked his shaft, swirling her tongue over the tip on each upstroke. His husky moans and the way he lifted his hips to thrust deeper into her mouth told her she’d succeeded in distracting him again.

  His cock throbbed against her tongue and his hands tangled in her hair, signaling he was close. “Can I come in your mouth?” he rasped.

  She nodded, chuckling against his hard male flesh. He asked her that every time she did this, but she didn’t mind. She liked that he cared enough to ask.

  With a ragged groan, he let himself go. Holly swallowed every drop, gently kneading his balls as he shuddered with release. When she looked up, she saw his blue eyes were glazed, swimming with sated desire.

  “You’re evil,” he squeezed out, falling back against the sofa cushions and pulling her naked body on top of his. “You’ve got to stop doing that.”

  She blinked innocently. “I thought you liked my blowjobs.”

  “I love your blowjobs, sweetheart, and you know it. But you can’t keep avoiding—” Before he could finish, the phone on the coffee table began to buzz.

  Carson sat up with irritation and shot her a warning look. “Don’t even think about it, Holly.”

  She got off his lap and started to reach for the phone. “I can’t not answer. What if it’s someone in my family? Or work?”

  “That’s exactly why you shouldn’t answer it,” he muttered.

  Ignoring him, she clicked the talk button and pressed the phone to her ear. “Hello?”

  “Holly, I have an emergency,” came her sister Caroline’s desperate voice.

  A lump of resentment lodged in her throat. “What is it, Caroline?”

  Her sister didn’t get a chance to explain, because Carson had grabbed the phone from Holly’s hands. She let out a yelp of protest, but he was already speaking.

  “Caroline?” He swatted Holly’s hands away when she tried to swipe the phone back. “I’m Carson…Holly’s boyfriend.”

  “What are you doing?” Holly hissed.

  He paused. “I know she didn’t mention it. It’s still fairly new…uh-huh….yup. So, what seems to be the problem, Caroline?”

  Holly swallowed down her anger as she watched Carson listen to her sister’s response. How dare he? He had no right acting like a jerk and taking the phone from her like this.

  “Really?” He nodded to himself. “Well, here’s what you’re going to do, sweetheart. You’re going to knock on your super’s door and ask him to let him into your apartment.” He paused again. “No, Holly doesn’t need to be there for that. She’s very busy right now.”

  Holly fumed at him, crossing her arms over her chest to cover her bare breasts.

  “Well, tomorrow morning you can take a cab over here and get the spare keys you gave to Holly, and make copies of them. Your original set might turn up…” He sighed. “Then change the locks if you think someone might find them, figure out your address and let themselves into your apartment... How? A locksmith can do that for you.” He shook his head again. “No, Holly cannot change your locks for you. You can’t expect her to do everything for you, sweetheart… Hey, you know what, Caroline? I’ve got to go. Holly and I are about to watch a movie. Call back when you’ve gotten into your apartment, okay?” Without saying goodbye, he hung up.

  On her sister!

  Holly watched as he nonchalantly placed the phone on the coffee table and turned to look at her. “Ready to watch the rest of that movie?” he asked pleasantly.

  She didn’t answer. Anger bubbled in her stomach. “Why did you do that?” she demanded.

  He shrugged. “Because I’m sick of watching your sexy ass slide through the front door every time one of them calls you up for help.”

  “This isn’t your family, Carson. It’s mine. And what I choose to do for them isn’t your concern.”

  He blew out a frustrated breath. “She lost her apartment key, for fuck’s sake. It’s not the end of the world! And what I told her to do is what you wouldn’t have told her if you’d taken that call. You would’ve hopped in your car and taken care of eve
rything for her.”

  “So?” she said defensively.

  “So, it’s not your freaking job, sweetheart.” He looked exasperated. “Caroline is five years older—she should be taking care of you, not the other way around. She takes advantage of you. They all do.”

  Discomfort filled her body. Although a part of her knew he was right—the part that had been feeling the same way for two years now—she still couldn’t let go of her anger. So what if her family took advantage of her? They were still her family. Not his. And trying to stop her from taking care of them was presumptuous and selfish of him. This was Steve all over again, making demands, telling her to forget about everyone and everything else in her life and just focus on him. Well, she couldn’t do that.

  “You shouldn’t have interfered,” she said coolly.

  Carson dragged one hand through his hair, frazzled. “I won’t apologize for it. It’s time you quit focusing all your energy on them.”

  “And do what, focus it all on you?”

  Before he could answer, she stumbled to her feet, suddenly very aware that they’d been conducting this entire argument while naked. Whirling around, she stomped down the hall to the bedroom, where she threw some clothes on.

  “Come on, Holly, don’t be mad,” came his low voice from the doorway. “I was only trying to help.”

  “By hanging up on my sister? That was unbelievably rude of you.” She turned to face him, glad he’d put on his jeans so she couldn’t get distracted by his gorgeous body. “I’m not happy with you right now, Carson. And…” She took a breath. “I want you to leave.”

  His blue eyes darkened. “You don’t mean that.”

  “Yeah, I do.” She clenched her jaw. “Isn’t that what you wanted? Me being honest with the people in my life? Well, I’m being honest. I’m too pissed off to have this fight right now, so I want you to leave.”

  His mouth tightened in a thin line. “Fine. You want me to go, I’ll go.” He turned, then shot her a glance over his shoulder. “But this isn’t over, Holly. Maybe I stepped over a line tonight, but I did it for you. You spend so much time worrying about your family that you never have enough time for yourself. I just wanted you to have one night that’s only about you, not them. Because I care about you, and I want…” He let out a slow breath. “I want to be with you, and I know you want to be with me.”

 

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